第 50 节
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  dim; what seemed like a fly crawling upon the window…pane would turn
  out to be a boat in the bay。
  When breakfast was over; Ethelberta sat leaning on the window…sill
  considering her movements for the day。  It was the time fixed for
  the meeting of the Imperial Association at Corvsgate Castle; the
  celebrated ruin five miles off; and the meeting had some
  fascinations for her。  For one thing; she had never been present at
  a gathering of the kind; although what was left in any shape from
  the past was her constant interest; because it recalled her to
  herself and fortified her mind。  Persons waging a harassing social
  fight are apt in the interest of the combat to forget the smallness
  of the end in view; and the hints that perishing historical remnants
  afforded her of the attenuating effects of time even upon great
  struggles corrected the apparent scale of her own。  She was reminded
  that in a strife for such a ludicrously small object as the entry of
  drawing…rooms; winning; equally with losing; is below the zero of
  the true philosopher's concern。
  There could never be a more excellent reason than this for going to
  view the meagre stumps remaining from flourishing bygone centuries;
  and it had weight with Ethelberta this very day; but it would be
  difficult to state the whole composition of her motive。  The
  approaching meeting had been one of the great themes at Mr。
  Doncastle's dinner…party; and Lord Mountclere; on learning that she
  was to be at Knollsea; had recommended her attendance at some; if
  not all of the meetings; as a desirable and exhilarating change
  after her laborious season's work in town。  It was pleasant to have
  won her way so far in high places that her health of body and mind
  should be thus consideredpleasant; less as personal gratification;
  than that it casually reflected a proof of her good judgment in a
  course which everybody among her kindred had condemned by calling a
  foolhardy undertaking。
  And she might go without the restraint of ceremony。
  Unconventionalityalmost eccentricity…was de rigueur for one who
  had been first heard of as a poetess; from whose red lips magic
  romance had since trilled for weeks to crowds of listeners; as from
  a perennial spring。
  So Ethelberta went; after a considerable pondering how to get there
  without the needless sacrifice either of dignity or cash。  It would
  be inconsiderate to the children to spend a pound on a brougham when
  as much as she could spare was wanted for their holiday。  It was
  almost too far too walk。  She had; however; decided to walk; when
  she met a boy with a donkey; who offered to lend it to her for three
  shillings。  The animal was rather sad…looking; but Ethelberta found
  she could sit upon the pad without discomfort。  Considering that she
  might pull up some distance short of the castle; and leave the ass
  at a cottage before joining her four…wheeled friends; she struck the
  bargain and rode on her way。
  This was; first by a path on the shore where the tide dragged
  huskily up and down the shingle without disturbing it; and thence up
  the steep crest of land opposite; whereon she lingered awhile to let
  the ass breathe。  On one of the spires of chalk into which the hill
  here had been split was perched a cormorant; silent and motionless;
  with wings spread out to dry in the sun after his morning's fishing;
  their white surface shining like mail。  Retiring without disturbing
  him and turning to the left along the lofty ridge which ran inland;
  the country on each side lay beneath her like a map; domains behind
  domains; parishes by the score; harbours; fir…woods; and little
  inland seas mixing curiously together。  Thence she ambled along
  through a huge cemetery of barrows; containing human dust from
  prehistoric times。
  Standing on the top of a giant's grave in this antique land;
  Ethelberta lifted her eyes to behold two sorts of weather pervading
  Nature at the same time。  Far below on the right hand it was a fine
  day; and the silver sunbeams lighted up a many…armed inland sea
  which stretched round an island with fir…trees and gorse; and amid
  brilliant crimson heaths wherein white paths and roads occasionally
  met the eye in dashes and zigzags like flashes of lightning。
  Outside; where the broad Channel appeared; a berylline and opalized
  variegation of ripples; currents; deeps; and shallows; lay as fair
  under the sun as a New Jerusalem; the shores being of gleaming sand。
  Upon the radiant heather bees and butterflies were busy; she knew;
  and the birds on that side were just beginning their autumn songs。
  On the left; quite up to her position; was dark and cloudy weather;
  shading a valley of heavy greens and browns; which at its further
  side rose to meet the sea in tall cliffs; suggesting even here at
  their back how terrible were their aspects seaward in a growling
  southwest gale。  Here grassed hills rose like knuckles gloved in
  dark olive; and little plantations between them formed a still
  deeper and sadder monochrome。  A zinc sky met a leaden sea on this
  hand; the low wind groaned and whined; and not a bird sang。
  The ridge along which Ethelberta rode divided these two climates
  like a wall; it soon became apparent that they were wrestling for
  mastery immediately in her pathway。  The issue long remained
  doubtful; and this being an imaginative hour with her; she watched
  as typical of her own fortunes how the front of battle swayednow
  to the west; flooding her with sun; now to the east; covering her
  with shade:  then the wind moved round to the north; a blue hole
  appeared in the overhanging cloud; at about the place of the north
  star; and the sunlight spread on both sides of her。
  The towers of the notable ruin to be visited rose out of the
  furthermost shoulder of the upland as she advanced; its site being
  the slope and crest of a smoothly nibbled mount at the toe of the
  ridge she had followed。  When observing the previous uncertainty of
  the weather on this side Ethelberta had been led to doubt if the
  meeting would be held here to…day; and she was now strengthened in
  her opinion that it would not by the total absence of human figures
  amid the ruins; though the time of appointment was past。  This
  disposed of another question which had perplexed her:  where to find
  a stable for the ass during the meeting; for she had scarcely liked
  the idea of facing the whole body of lords and gentlemen upon the
  animal's back。  She now decided to retain her seat; ride round the
  ruin; and go home again; without troubling further about the
  movements of the Association or acquaintance with the members
  composing it。
  Accordingly Ethelberta crossed the bridge over the moat; and rode
  under the first archway into the outer ward。  As she had expected;
  not a soul was here。  The arrow…slits; portcullis…grooves; and
  staircases met her eye as familiar friends; for in her childhood she
  had once paid a visit to the spot。  Ascending the green incline and
  through another arch into the second ward; she still pressed on;
  till at last the ass was unable to clamber an inch further。  Here
  she dismounted; and tying him to a stone which projected like a fang
  from a raw edge of wall; performed the remainder of the ascent on
  foot。  Once among the towers above; she became so interested in the
  windy corridors; mildewed dungeons; and the tribe of daws peering
  invidiously upon her from overhead; that she forgot the flight of
  time。
  Nearly three…quarters of an hour passed before she came out from the
  immense walls; and looked from an opening to the front over the wide
  expanse of the outer ward; by which she had ascended。
  Ethelberta was taken aback to see there a file of shining carriages;
  which had arrived during her seclusion in the keep。  From these
  began to burst a miscellany of many…coloured draperies; blue; buff;
  pied; and black; they united into one; and crept up the incline like
  a cloud; which then parted into fragments; dived into old doorways;
  and lost substance behind projecting piles。  Recognizing in this the
  ladies and gentlemen of the meeting; her first thought was how to
  escape; for she was suddenly overcome with dread to meet them all
  single…handed as she stood。  She drew back and hurried round to the
  side; as the laughter and voices of the assembly began to be
  audible; and; more than ever vexed that she could not have fallen in
  with them in some unobtrusive way; Ethelberta found that they were
  immediately beneath her。
  Venturing to peep forward again; what was her mortification at
  finding them gathered in a ring; round no object of interest
  belonging to the ruin; but round her faithful beast; who had
  loosened himself in some way from the stone; and stood in the middle
  of a plat of grass; placidly regarding them。
  Being now in the teeth of the Association; there was nothing to do
  but to go on; since; if she did not; the next few steps of their
  advance would disclose her。  She made the best of it; and began to
  descend in the broad view of the assembly; from the midst of which
  proceeded a laugh'Hee…hee…hee!'  Ethelberta knew that Lord
  Mountclere was there。
  'The poor thing has strayed from its owner;' said one lady; as they
  all stood eyeing the apparition of the ass。
  'It ma