第 9 节
作者:独来读网      更新:2022-11-28 19:17      字数:9322
  turned aside; and entered into conversation with a neighbour。
  It was only a look; and yet what a look it was!  One may say of a
  look that it is capable of division into as many species; genera;
  orders; and classes; as the animal world itself。  Christopher saw
  Ethelberta Petherwin's performance in this kindthe well…known
  spark of light upon the well…known depths of mysteryand felt
  something going out of him which had gone out of him once before。
  Thus continually beholding her and her companions in the giddy
  whirl; the night wore on with the musicians; last dances and more
  last dances being added; till the intentions of the old on the
  matter were thrice exceeded in the interests of the young。  Watching
  the couples whirl and turn; advance and recede as gently as spirits;
  knot themselves like house…flies and part again; and lullabied by
  the faint regular beat of their footsteps to the tune; the players
  sank into the peculiar mesmeric quiet which comes over
  impressionable people who play for a great length of time in the
  midst of such scenes; and at last the only noises that Christopher
  took cognizance of were those of the exceptional kind; breaking
  above the general sea of sounda casual smart rustle of silk; a
  laugh; a stumble; the monosyllabic talk of those who happened to
  linger for a moment close to the leafy screenall coming to his
  ears like voices from those old times when he had mingled in similar
  scenes; not as servant but as guest。
  5。 AT THE WINDOW … THE ROAD HOME
  The dancing was over at last; and the radiant company had left the
  room。  A long and weary night it had been for the two players;
  though a stimulated interest had hindered physical exhaustion in one
  of them for a while。  With tingling fingers and aching arms they
  came out of the alcove into the long and deserted apartment; now
  pervaded by a dry haze。  The lights had burnt low; and Faith and her
  brother were waiting by request till the wagonette was ready to take
  them home; a breakfast being in course of preparation for them
  meanwhile。
  Christopher had crossed the room to relieve his cramped limbs; and
  now; peeping through a crevice in the window curtains; he said
  suddenly; 'Who's for a transformation scene?  Faith; look here!'
  He touched the blind; up it flew; and a gorgeous scene presented
  itself to her eyes。  A huge inflamed sun was breasting the horizon
  of a wide sheet of sea which; to her surprise and delight; the
  mansion overlooked。  The brilliant disc fired all the waves that lay
  between it and the shore at the bottom of the grounds; where the
  water tossed the ruddy light from one undulation to another in
  glares as large and clear as mirrors; incessantly altering them;
  destroying them; and creating them again; while further off they
  multiplied; thickened; and ran into one another like struggling
  armies; till they met the fiery source of them all。
  'O; how wonderful it is!' said Faith; putting her hand on
  Christopher's arm。  'Who knew that whilst we were all shut in here
  with our puny illumination such an exhibition as this was going on
  outside!  How sorry and mean the grand and stately room looks now!'
  Christopher turned his back upon the window; and there were the
  hitherto beaming candle…flames shining no more radiantly than
  tarnished javelin…heads; while the snow…white lengths of wax showed
  themselves clammy and cadaverous as the fingers of a corpse。  The
  leaves and flowers which had appeared so very green and blooming by
  the artificial light were now seen to be faded and dusty。  Only the
  gilding of the room in some degree brought itself into keeping with
  the splendours outside; stray darts of light seizing upon it and
  lengthening themselves out along fillet; quirk; arris; and moulding;
  till wasted away。
  'It seems;' said Faith; 'as if all the people who were lately so
  merry here had died:  we ourselves look no more than ghosts。'  She
  turned up her weary face to her brother's; which the incoming rays
  smote aslant; making little furrows of every wrinkle thereon; and
  shady ravines of every little furrow。
  'You are very tired; Faith;' he said。  'Such a heavy night's work
  has been almost too much for you。'
  'O; I don't mind that;' said Faith。  'But I could not have played so
  long by myself。'
  'We filled up one another's gaps; and there were plenty of them
  towards the morning; but; luckily; people don't notice those things
  when the small hours draw on。'
  'What troubles me most;' said Faith; 'is not that I have worked; but
  that you should be so situated as to need such miserable assistance
  as mine。  We are poor; are we not; Kit?'
  'Yes; we know a little about poverty;' he replied。
  While thus lingering
  'In shadowy thoroughfares of thought;'
  Faith interrupted with; 'I believe there is one of the dancers now!…
  …why; I should have thought they had all gone to bed; and wouldn't
  get up again for days。'  She indicated to him a figure on the lawn
  towards the left; looking upon the same flashing scene as that they
  themselves beheld。
  'It is your own particular one;' continued Faith。  'Yes; I see the
  blue flowers under the edge of her cloak。'
  'And I see her squirrel…coloured hair;' said Christopher。
  Both stood looking at this apparition; who once; and only once;
  thought fit to turn her head towards the front of the house they
  were gazing from。  Faith was one in whom the meditative somewhat
  overpowered the active faculties; she went on; with no abundance of
  love; to theorize upon this gratuitously charming woman; who;
  striking freakishly into her brother's path; seemed likely to do him
  no good in her sisterly estimation。  Ethelberta's bright and shapely
  form stood before her critic now; smartened by the motes of sunlight
  from head to heel:  what Faith would have given to see her so
  clearly within!
  'Without doubt she is already a lady of many romantic experiences;'
  she said dubiously。
  'And on the way to many more;' said Christopher。  The tone was just
  of the kind which may be imagined of a sombre man who had been up
  all night piping that others might dance。
  Faith parted her lips as if in consternation at possibilities。
  Ethelberta; having already become an influence in Christopher's
  system; might soon become morean indestructible fascinationto
  drag him about; turn his soul inside out; harrow him; twist him; and
  otherwise torment him; according to the stereotyped form of such
  processes。
  They were interrupted by the opening of a door。  A servant entered
  and came up to them。
  'This is for you; I believe; sir;' he said。  'Two guineas;' and he
  placed the money in Christopher's hand。  'Some breakfast will be
  ready for you in a moment if you like to have it。  Would you wish it
  brought in here; or will you come to the steward's room?'
  'Yes; we will come。'  And the man then began to extinguish the
  lights one by one。  Christopher dropped the two pounds and two
  shillings singly into his pocket; and looking listlessly at the
  footman said; 'Can you tell me the address of that lady on the lawn?
  Ah; she has disappeared!'
  'She wore a dress with blue flowers;' said Faith。
  'And remarkable bright in her manner?  O; that's the young widow;
  Mrswhat's that nameI forget for the moment。'
  'Widow?' said Christopher; the eyes of his understanding getting
  wonderfully clear; and Faith uttering a private ejaculation of
  thanks that after all no commandments were likely to be broken in
  this matter。  'The lady I mean is quite a girlish sort of woman。'
  'Yes; yes; so she isthat's the one。  Coachman says she must have
  been born a widow; for there is not time for her ever to have been
  made one。  However; she's not quite such a chicken as all that。
  Mrs。 Petherwin; that's the party's name。'
  'Does she live here?'
  'No; she is staying in the house visiting for a few days with her
  mother…in…law。  They are a London family; I don't know her address。'
  'Is she a poetess?'
  'That I cannot say。  She is very clever at verses; but she don't
  lean over gates to see the sun; and goes to church as regular as you
  or I; so I should hardly be inclined to say that she's the complete
  thing。  When she's up in one of her vagaries she'll sit with the
  ladies and make up pretty things out of her head as fast as sticks
  a…breaking。  They will run off her tongue like cotton from a reel;
  and if she can ever be got in the mind of telling a story she will
  bring it out that serious and awful that it makes your flesh creep
  upon your bones; if she's only got to say that she walked out of one
  door into another; she'll tell it so that there seems something
  wonderful in it。  'Tis a bother to start her; so our people say
  behind her back; but; once set going; the house is all alive with
  her。  However; it will soon be dull enough; she and Lady Petherwin
  are off to…morrow for Rookington; where I believe they are going to
  stay over New Year's Day。'
  'Where do you say they are going?' inquired Christopher; as they
  followed the footman。
  'Rookington Parkabout three miles out of Sandbourne; in the
  opposite direction to this。'
  'A widow;' Christopher murmured。
  Faith overheard him。  'That makes no difference to us; does it?' she
  said wistfully。
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