第 6 节
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  yawns or candlelight。  She came and passed him; he fancied that her
  countenance changed。  But one may fancy anything; and the pair
  receded each from each without turning their heads。  He could not
  speak to her; plain and simple as she seemed。
  It is rarely that a man who can be entered and made to throb by the
  channel of his ears is not open to a similar attack through the
  channel of his eyesfor many doors will admit to one mansion
  allowance being made for the readier capacity of chosen and
  practised organs。  Hence the beauties; concords; and eloquences of
  the female form were never without their effect upon Christopher; a
  born musician; artist; poet; seer; mouthpiecewhichever a
  translator of Nature's oracles into simple speech may be called。
  The young girl who had gone by was fresh and pleasant; moreover; she
  was a sort of mysterious link between himself and the past; which
  these things were vividly reviving in him。
  The following week Christopher met her again。  She had not much
  dignity; he had not much reserve; and the sudden resolution to have
  a holiday which sometimes impels a plump heart to rise up against a
  brain that overweights it was not to be resisted。  He just lifted
  his hat; and put the only question he could think of as a beginning:
  'Have I the pleasure of addressing the author of a book of very
  melodious poems that was sent me the other day?'
  The girl's forefinger twirled rapidly the loop of braid that it had
  previously been twirling slowly; and drawing in her breath; she
  said; 'No; sir。'
  'The sender; then?'
  'Yes。'
  She somehow presented herself as so insignificant by the combined
  effect of the manner and the words that Christopher lowered his
  method of address to her level at once。  'Ah;' he said; 'such an
  atmosphere as the writer of 〃Metres by E。〃 seems to breathe would
  soon spoil cheeks that are fresh and round as lady…appleseh;
  little girl?  But are you disposed to tell me that writer's name?'
  By applying a general idea to a particular case a person with the
  best of intentions may find himself immediately landed in a
  quandary。  In saying to the country girl before him what would have
  suited the mass of country lasses well enough; Christopher had
  offended her beyond the cure of compliment。
  'I am not disposed to tell the writer's name;' she replied; with a
  dudgeon that was very great for one whose whole stock of it was a
  trifle。  And she passed on and left him standing alone。
  Thus further conversation was checked; but; through having
  rearranged the hours of his country lessons; Christopher met her the
  next Wednesday; and the next Friday; and throughout the following
  weekno further words passing between them。  For a while she went
  by very demurely; apparently mindful of his offence。  But effrontery
  is not proved to be part of a man's nature till he has been guilty
  of a second act:  the best of men may commit a first through
  accident or ignorancemay even be betrayed into it by over…zeal for
  experiment。  Some such conclusion may or may not have been arrived
  at by the girl with the lady…apple cheeks; at any rate; after the
  lapse of another week a new spectacle presented itself; her redness
  deepened whenever Christopher passed her by; and embarrassment
  pervaded her from the lowest stitch to the tip of her feather。  She
  had little chance of escaping him by diverging from the road; for a
  figure could be seen across the open ground to the distance of half
  a mile on either side。  One day as he drew near as usual; she met
  him as women meet a cloud of dustshe turned and looked backwards
  till he had passed。
  This would have been disconcerting but for one reason:  Christopher
  was ceasing to notice her。  He was a man who often; when walking
  abroad; and looking as it were at the scene before his eyes;
  discerned successes and failures; friends and relations; episodes of
  childhood; wedding feasts and funerals; the landscape suffering
  greatly by these visions; until it became no more than the patterned
  wall…tints about the paintings in a gallery; something necessary to
  the tone; yet not regarded。  Nothing but a special concentration of
  himself on externals could interrupt this habit; and now that her
  appearance along the way had changed from a chance to a custom he
  began to lapse again into the old trick。  He gazed once or twice at
  her form without seeing it:  he did not notice that she trembled。
  He sometimes read as he walked; and book in hand he frequently
  approached her now。  This went on till six weeks had passed from the
  time of their first encounter。  Latterly might have been once or
  twice heard; when he had moved out of earshot; a sound like a small
  gasping sigh; but no arrangements were disturbed; and Christopher
  continued to keep down his eyes as persistently as a saint in a
  church window。
  The last day of his engagement had arrived; and with it the last of
  his walks that way。  On his final return he carried in his hand a
  bunch of flowers which had been presented to him at the country…
  house where his lessons were given。  He was taking them home to his
  sister Faith; who prized the lingering blossoms of the seeding
  season。  Soon appeared as usual his fellow…traveller; whereupon
  Christopher looked down upon his nosegay。  'Sweet simple girl;' he
  thought; 'I'll endeavour to make peace with her by means of these
  flowers before we part for good。'
  When she came up he held them out to her and said; 'Will you allow
  me to present you with these?'
  The bright colours of the nosegay instantly attracted the girl's
  handperhaps before there had been time for thought to thoroughly
  construe the position; for it happened that when her arm was
  stretched into the air she steadied it quickly; and stood with the
  pose of a statuerigid with uncertainty。  But it was too late to
  refuse:  Christopher had put the nosegay within her fingers。
  Whatever pleasant expression of thanks may have appeared in her eyes
  fell only on the bunch of flowers; for during the whole transaction
  they reached to no higher level than that。  To say that he was
  coming no more seemed scarcely necessary under the circumstances;
  and wishing her 'Good afternoon' very heartily; he passed on。
  He had learnt by this time her occupation; which was that of pupil…
  teacher at one of the schools in the town; whither she walked daily
  from a village near。  If he had not been poor and the little teacher
  humble; Christopher might possibly have been tempted to inquire more
  briskly about her; and who knows how such a pursuit might have
  ended?  But hard externals rule volatile sentiment; and under these
  untoward influences the girl and the book and the truth about its
  author were matters upon which he could not afford to expend much
  time。  All Christopher did was to think now and then of the pretty
  innocent face and round deep eyes; not once wondering if the mind
  which enlivened them ever thought of him。
  3。 SANDBOURNE MOOR (continued)
  It was one of those hostile days of the year when chatterbox ladies
  remain miserably in their homes to save the carriage and harness;
  when clerks' wives hate living in lodgings; when vehicles and people
  appear in the street with duplicates of themselves underfoot; when
  bricklayers; slaters; and other out…door journeymen sit in a shed
  and drink beer; when ducks and drakes play with hilarious delight at
  their own family game; or spread out one wing after another in the
  slower enjoyment of letting the delicious moisture penetrate to
  their innermost down。  The smoke from the flues of Sandbourne had
  barely strength enough to emerge into the drizzling rain; and hung
  down the sides of each chimney…pot like the streamer of a becalmed
  ship; and a troop of rats might have rattled down the pipes from
  roof to basement with less noise than did the water that day。
  On the broad moor beyond the town; where Christopher's meetings with
  the teacher had so regularly occurred; were a stream and some large
  pools; and beside one of these; near some hatches and a weir; stood
  a little square building; not much larger inside than the Lord
  Mayor's coach。  It was known simply as 'The Weir House。'  On this
  wet afternoon; which was the one following the day of Christopher's
  last lesson over the plain; a nearly invisible smoke came from the
  puny chimney of the hut。  Though the door was closed; sounds of
  chatting and mirth fizzed from the interior; and would have told
  anybody who had come nearwhich nobody didthat the usually empty
  shell was tenanted to…day。
  The scene within was a large fire in a fireplace to which the whole
  floor of the house was no more than a hearthstone。  The occupants
  were two gentlemanly persons; in shooting costume; who had been
  traversing the moor for miles in search of wild duck and teal; a
  waterman; and a small spaniel。  In the corner stood their guns; and
  two or three wild mallards; which represented the scanty product of
  their morning's labour; the iridescent necks of the dead birds
  replying to every flicker of the fire。  The two sportsmen were
  smoking; and their man was mostly occupying himself in poking and
  stirring the fire with a stick:  all three appeared to be pretty
  well wetted。
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