第 6 节
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yawns or candlelight。 She came and passed him; he fancied that her
countenance changed。 But one may fancy anything; and the pair
receded each from each without turning their heads。 He could not
speak to her; plain and simple as she seemed。
It is rarely that a man who can be entered and made to throb by the
channel of his ears is not open to a similar attack through the
channel of his eyesfor many doors will admit to one mansion
allowance being made for the readier capacity of chosen and
practised organs。 Hence the beauties; concords; and eloquences of
the female form were never without their effect upon Christopher; a
born musician; artist; poet; seer; mouthpiecewhichever a
translator of Nature's oracles into simple speech may be called。
The young girl who had gone by was fresh and pleasant; moreover; she
was a sort of mysterious link between himself and the past; which
these things were vividly reviving in him。
The following week Christopher met her again。 She had not much
dignity; he had not much reserve; and the sudden resolution to have
a holiday which sometimes impels a plump heart to rise up against a
brain that overweights it was not to be resisted。 He just lifted
his hat; and put the only question he could think of as a beginning:
'Have I the pleasure of addressing the author of a book of very
melodious poems that was sent me the other day?'
The girl's forefinger twirled rapidly the loop of braid that it had
previously been twirling slowly; and drawing in her breath; she
said; 'No; sir。'
'The sender; then?'
'Yes。'
She somehow presented herself as so insignificant by the combined
effect of the manner and the words that Christopher lowered his
method of address to her level at once。 'Ah;' he said; 'such an
atmosphere as the writer of 〃Metres by E。〃 seems to breathe would
soon spoil cheeks that are fresh and round as lady…appleseh;
little girl? But are you disposed to tell me that writer's name?'
By applying a general idea to a particular case a person with the
best of intentions may find himself immediately landed in a
quandary。 In saying to the country girl before him what would have
suited the mass of country lasses well enough; Christopher had
offended her beyond the cure of compliment。
'I am not disposed to tell the writer's name;' she replied; with a
dudgeon that was very great for one whose whole stock of it was a
trifle。 And she passed on and left him standing alone。
Thus further conversation was checked; but; through having
rearranged the hours of his country lessons; Christopher met her the
next Wednesday; and the next Friday; and throughout the following
weekno further words passing between them。 For a while she went
by very demurely; apparently mindful of his offence。 But effrontery
is not proved to be part of a man's nature till he has been guilty
of a second act: the best of men may commit a first through
accident or ignorancemay even be betrayed into it by over…zeal for
experiment。 Some such conclusion may or may not have been arrived
at by the girl with the lady…apple cheeks; at any rate; after the
lapse of another week a new spectacle presented itself; her redness
deepened whenever Christopher passed her by; and embarrassment
pervaded her from the lowest stitch to the tip of her feather。 She
had little chance of escaping him by diverging from the road; for a
figure could be seen across the open ground to the distance of half
a mile on either side。 One day as he drew near as usual; she met
him as women meet a cloud of dustshe turned and looked backwards
till he had passed。
This would have been disconcerting but for one reason: Christopher
was ceasing to notice her。 He was a man who often; when walking
abroad; and looking as it were at the scene before his eyes;
discerned successes and failures; friends and relations; episodes of
childhood; wedding feasts and funerals; the landscape suffering
greatly by these visions; until it became no more than the patterned
wall…tints about the paintings in a gallery; something necessary to
the tone; yet not regarded。 Nothing but a special concentration of
himself on externals could interrupt this habit; and now that her
appearance along the way had changed from a chance to a custom he
began to lapse again into the old trick。 He gazed once or twice at
her form without seeing it: he did not notice that she trembled。
He sometimes read as he walked; and book in hand he frequently
approached her now。 This went on till six weeks had passed from the
time of their first encounter。 Latterly might have been once or
twice heard; when he had moved out of earshot; a sound like a small
gasping sigh; but no arrangements were disturbed; and Christopher
continued to keep down his eyes as persistently as a saint in a
church window。
The last day of his engagement had arrived; and with it the last of
his walks that way。 On his final return he carried in his hand a
bunch of flowers which had been presented to him at the country…
house where his lessons were given。 He was taking them home to his
sister Faith; who prized the lingering blossoms of the seeding
season。 Soon appeared as usual his fellow…traveller; whereupon
Christopher looked down upon his nosegay。 'Sweet simple girl;' he
thought; 'I'll endeavour to make peace with her by means of these
flowers before we part for good。'
When she came up he held them out to her and said; 'Will you allow
me to present you with these?'
The bright colours of the nosegay instantly attracted the girl's
handperhaps before there had been time for thought to thoroughly
construe the position; for it happened that when her arm was
stretched into the air she steadied it quickly; and stood with the
pose of a statuerigid with uncertainty。 But it was too late to
refuse: Christopher had put the nosegay within her fingers。
Whatever pleasant expression of thanks may have appeared in her eyes
fell only on the bunch of flowers; for during the whole transaction
they reached to no higher level than that。 To say that he was
coming no more seemed scarcely necessary under the circumstances;
and wishing her 'Good afternoon' very heartily; he passed on。
He had learnt by this time her occupation; which was that of pupil…
teacher at one of the schools in the town; whither she walked daily
from a village near。 If he had not been poor and the little teacher
humble; Christopher might possibly have been tempted to inquire more
briskly about her; and who knows how such a pursuit might have
ended? But hard externals rule volatile sentiment; and under these
untoward influences the girl and the book and the truth about its
author were matters upon which he could not afford to expend much
time。 All Christopher did was to think now and then of the pretty
innocent face and round deep eyes; not once wondering if the mind
which enlivened them ever thought of him。
3。 SANDBOURNE MOOR (continued)
It was one of those hostile days of the year when chatterbox ladies
remain miserably in their homes to save the carriage and harness;
when clerks' wives hate living in lodgings; when vehicles and people
appear in the street with duplicates of themselves underfoot; when
bricklayers; slaters; and other out…door journeymen sit in a shed
and drink beer; when ducks and drakes play with hilarious delight at
their own family game; or spread out one wing after another in the
slower enjoyment of letting the delicious moisture penetrate to
their innermost down。 The smoke from the flues of Sandbourne had
barely strength enough to emerge into the drizzling rain; and hung
down the sides of each chimney…pot like the streamer of a becalmed
ship; and a troop of rats might have rattled down the pipes from
roof to basement with less noise than did the water that day。
On the broad moor beyond the town; where Christopher's meetings with
the teacher had so regularly occurred; were a stream and some large
pools; and beside one of these; near some hatches and a weir; stood
a little square building; not much larger inside than the Lord
Mayor's coach。 It was known simply as 'The Weir House。' On this
wet afternoon; which was the one following the day of Christopher's
last lesson over the plain; a nearly invisible smoke came from the
puny chimney of the hut。 Though the door was closed; sounds of
chatting and mirth fizzed from the interior; and would have told
anybody who had come nearwhich nobody didthat the usually empty
shell was tenanted to…day。
The scene within was a large fire in a fireplace to which the whole
floor of the house was no more than a hearthstone。 The occupants
were two gentlemanly persons; in shooting costume; who had been
traversing the moor for miles in search of wild duck and teal; a
waterman; and a small spaniel。 In the corner stood their guns; and
two or three wild mallards; which represented the scanty product of
their morning's labour; the iridescent necks of the dead birds
replying to every flicker of the fire。 The two sportsmen were
smoking; and their man was mostly occupying himself in poking and
stirring the fire with a stick: all three appeared to be pretty
well wetted。
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