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作者:京文      更新:2022-11-28 19:15      字数:9301
  man and about forty…five。 No doubt he has older sisters and brothers。 But
  if   he   has   not;   his   mother   can   hardly   be   less   than   sixty…five;   and   he   has
  probably been married for several years。 He might easily have a daughter
  coming      out;   next   winter;   and   a  son   at  Harvard     or  Yale;   and    if  their
  grandmother's hair is not grey; that is quite as unnatural as her speculating
  in monopolised eggs in this way at her age。 She must be a very unladylike
  person。'〃
  〃Ethel;   I   saw;   was   excited。   Therefore   I   made   no   more   point   of   her
  theories concerning the appearance and family circle of old Mrs。 Beverly。
  But   in   justice   to   myself   I   felt   obliged   to   remind   her;   first;   that   I   was
  investing; not speculating; and second; that it was Mr。 Beverly's advice I
  was   following;  and   not that of his   mother。  'Had   he  not spoken   of   her;'   I
  said; 'I should have remained unaware of her existence。'〃
  〃'She is at the bottom of it all the same;' said Ethel。 'Everything you
  have bought has been because she bought it。'〃
  〃'That is not quite the right way to put it;' I replied。 'I was willing to
  buy these securities because Mr。 Beverly thought so highly of them that he
  felt justified in'〃
  〃'There is no use;' interrupted Ethel; 'in our going round this circle as if
  we were a pair of squirrels。 I do not ask you to hate that woman for my
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  sake;   but   I   cannot   change   my   own   feeling。   Do   you   remember;   Richard;
  about the City of Philippi Sewer Bonds? You did not want to buy them at
  first。 You told me yourself that you thought new towns in Texas were apt
  to buzz suddenly and then die because all the people hurried away to some
  newer     town    and    left  the  houses    and    stores   standing    empty。    But   Mr。
  Beverly's mother got some; and all your hesitation fled。 And now I see that
  the Gulf; Galveston; and Little Rock is going to build a branch that may
  make Philippi a perfectly evaporated town。 If you sold these bonds to…day;
  how much would you lose?'〃
  〃I   did   not   enjoy   telling   Ethel   how   much;   but   I   had   to。   'Only   fifteen
  thousand dollars;' I said。〃
  〃'Only!' said Ethel。 'Well; I hope his mother will lose a great deal more
  than that。'〃
  〃It is seldom that Ethel taps her foot; but she had begun to tap it now;
  and this inclined me to avoid any attempt at a soothing reply; in the hope
  that silence   might   prove   still more   soothing;  and   that thus   we   might get
  away from old Mrs。 Beverly。〃
  〃'She     cannot     possibly    be    less   than    sixty…five;'   Ethel    presently
  announced。 'And she is far more likely to be seventy。'〃
  〃I thought it best to agree to any age that Ethel chose to give the old
  lady。〃
  〃'Do you suppose;' Ethel continued; 'that she does it by telephone?'〃
  〃'My  dearest;'   I   responded;   'he   must   do   it   all   for   her;   of   course;   you
  know。'〃
  〃'I doubt that very much; Richard。 And she strikes me as being the sort
  of character for whom a mere telephone would not be enough excitement。
  The nerves of those people require more and more stimulants to give them
  any sensation at all。 I believe that she sits in his private office and watches
  the ticker。'〃
  〃'Why   not   give   her   a   ticker   in   her   bedroom   while   you   are   about   it;
  Ethel?' I suggested。〃
  〃But   Ethel   could   not   smile。   'I   think   that   is   perfectly   probable;'   she
  answered。 And then; 'Oh; Richard; isn't it mean!' At this I took her hand;
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  and   shebut   again   I   abstain   from  dwelling   upon   those   circumstances   of
  the engaged which are familiar to you all。〃
  〃The change of May into June; and the change of June into July; did
  not    mellow    Ethel's   bitter  feelings。   I  remember      the  day   after  Petunias
  defaulted on their interest   that she exclaimed; 'I   hope I shall never   meet
  her!' We   always   called Mr。  Beverly's   mother   'she'   now。  'For   if   I   were   to
  meet   her;'   continued   Ethel;   'I   feel   I   should   say   something   that   I   should
  regret。 Oh; Richard; I suppose we shall have to give up that house on Park
  Avenue!'〃
  〃I put a cheerful and even insular face on the matter; for I could not
  bear to see Ethel so depressed。 But it was hard work for me。 Some few of
  my investments were evidently good; but it always seemed as if it was into
  these that I had happened to put not much money; while the bulk of my
  fortune     was    entangled    in   the  others。    Besides    the   usual   Midsummer
  faintness that overtakes the stock market; my own specialties were a good
  deal more than faint。 On the 20th of August I took the afternoon train to
  spend my two weeks' holiday at Lenox; and during much of the journey I
  gazed at the Wall Street edition of the afternoon paper that I had purchased
  as   I   came   through   the   Grand   Central   Station。   Ethel   and   I   read   it   in   the
  evening。〃
  〃'I wonder what she's buying now?' said Ethel; vindictively。〃
  〃'Well; I can't help feeling sorry for her;' I answered; with as much of a
  smile as I could produce。〃
  〃'That is so unnecessary; Richard! She can easily afford to gratify her
  gambling instinct。'〃
  〃'There you go; Ethel; inventing millions for her just as you invented
  grandchildren。'〃
  〃'Not at all。 Unless she constantly had money lying idle; she could not
  take these continual plunges。 She is an old woman with few expenses; and
  she lives well within her income。 You would hear of her entertaining if it
  was   otherwise。   So   instead   of   conservatively   investing   her   surplus;   she
  makes ducks and drakes of it in her son's office。 Is he at Hyde Park now?'
  Hyde Park was where the old Beverly country seat had always been。〃
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  〃'No;' I answered。 'He went to Europe early last month。'〃
  〃'Very likely he took her with him。 She is probably at Monte Carlo。'〃
  〃'Scarcely in August; I fancy。 And I'll tell you what; Ethel。 I have been
  counting it up。 She has lost twenty…four thousand dollars in the Standard
  Egg alone。 It takes a good deal of surplus to stand that。'〃
  〃'Serve her right;' said Ethel 'And I would say so to her face。'〃
  〃September brought freshness to the stock market but not to me。 Mr。
  Beverly;   like   the   well…to…do   man   that   he   was;   remained   away  in   Europe
  until October should require his presence as a guiding hand in the office。
  Thus     was    I  left  without    his  buoyant     consolation     in  the  face   of   my
  investments。〃
  〃Petunias were being adjusted on a four per cent basis; Dutchess and
  Columbia       Traction     was    holding    its  own;    I   could    not   complain     of
  Amalgamated Electric; though it was now lower than when I had bought it;
  while   had   I   sold   it   on   that   Wednesday   in   May   when   Ethel   begged   me;
  before   the  increased   dividend   turned   out   a   mistake;   I   should   have   made
  money。      But   Philippi   Sewers    were    threatened;    Pasteurised     Feeders    had
  been numb since June; Pollyopolis Heat; Light; Power; Paving; Pressing;
  and Packing was going to pass its quarterly dividend; and Standard Egg
  had gone down from 63 to 7 1/8。 My  million dollars on paper now was
  worth in reality less than a quarter of that sum; and although we could still
  make both ends meet fairly well in some place where you wouldn't want to
  live;  like   Philadelphia;  in   New York   we  should   drop   into   a   pinched   and
  dwarfed obscurity。〃
  〃I   must   say   now;   and   I   shall   never   forget;   that   Ethel   during   these
  gloomy   weeks   behaved   much   better   than   I   did。   The   grayer   the   outlook
  became;      the  more    words    of   hope   and   sense    she  seemed     to  find   She
  reminded me that; after all my Uncle Godfrey's legacy had been a thing
  unlooked for; something out of my scheme of life that I had my youth; my
  salary and my writing; and that she would wait till she was as old at Mr。
  Beverly's mother。〃
  〃It   was   the   thought   of   that   lady   which   brought   from   Ethel   the   only
  note   of   complaint   she   uttered   in   my   presence   during   that   whole   dreary
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