第 35 节
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  〃You   have   done   your   worst   to   me。   I   am   dying   now。    In   a   week   I
  shall be dead; so it does not matter if you kill me now。〃
  〃What do you with that?〃 the master asked; pointing to the arm; and
  the slave made answer
  〃I take it back to the pen to give it burial。         Tom Dixon was my friend。
  We worked beside each other at our looms。〃
  There is little more to my tale; brothers。          The slave and the arm were
  sent back in a cart to the pen。          Nor were any of the slaves punished for
  what they had done。         Indeed; Roger Vanderwater made investigation and
  punished the two overseers; Joseph Clancy and Adolph Munster。                        Their
  freeholds   were   taken   from   them。       They   were   branded;   each   upon   the
  forehead; their right hands were cut off; and they were turned loose upon
  the   highway      to  wander    and   beg   until  they   died。    And    the   fund   was
  managed rightfully thereafter for a timefor a time only; my brothers; for
  after Roger Vanderwater came his son; Albert; who was a cruel master and
  half mad。
  Brothers;     that  slave   who   carried   the   arm   into  the   presence    of  the
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  master was my father。          He   was a brave man。          And even as his   mother
  secretly taught him to read; so did he teach me。               Because he died shortly
  after from the pick…handle beating; Roger Vanderwater took me out of the
  slave pen and tried to make various better things out of me。                 I might have
  become an overseer in Hell's Bottom; but I chose to become a story…teller;
  wandering   over   the   land   and   getting   close   to   my   brothers;   the   slaves;
  everywhere。 And I tell you stories like this; secretly; knowing that you will
  not betray me; for if you did; you know as well as I that my tongue will be
  torn    out  and   that   I  shall  tell  stories  no   more。    And     my    message     is;
  brothers;   that   there   is   a   good   time   coming;   when   all   will   be   well   in   the
  world   and   there   will   be   neither   masters nor   slaves。    But   first   you   must
  prepare   for   that   good   time   by   learning   to   read。 There   is   power   in   the
  printed word。       And here am I to teach you to read; and as well there are
  others to see that you get the books when I am gone along upon my way
  the history books wherein you will learn about your masters; and learn to
  become strong even as they。
  'EDITOR'S NOTE。From 〃Historical Fragments and Sketches;〃 first
  published   in   fifty   volumes   in   4427;   and   now;   after   two   hundred   years;
  because of its accuracy and value; edited and republished by the National
  Committee on Historical Research。'
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  A PIECE OF STEAK
  With the last morsel of bread Tom King wiped his plate clean of the
  last   particle of   flour  gravy  and   chewed   the  resulting   mouthful   in   a   slow
  and meditative way。        When he arose from the table; he was oppressed by
  the feeling that he was distinctly hungry。           Yet he alone had eaten。         The
  two children in the other room had been sent early to bed in order that in
  sleep they might forget they had gone supperless。               His wife had touched
  nothing; and had sat silently and watched him with solicitous eyes。                  She
  was a thin; worn woman of the working…class; though signs of an earlier
  prettiness were not wanting in her face。           The flour for the gravy she had
  borrowed from the neighbour across the hall The last two ha'pennies had
  gone to buy the bread。
  He sat down by the window on a rickety chair that protested under his
  weight; and quite mechanically  he put his pipe in his mouth and   dipped
  into the side pocket of his coat。         The absence of any tobacco made him
  aware of his action; and; with a scowl for his forgetfulness; he put the pipe
  away。    His   movements       were   slow;   almost   hulking;    as  though    he  were
  burdened   by   the   heavy   weight   of   his   muscles。   He   was   a   solid…bodied;
  stolid…looking      man;    and   his   appearance      did  not   suffer   from    being
  overprepossessing。         His    rough    clothes   were    old  and    slouchy。    The
  uppers of his shoes were too weak to carry the heavy re…soling that was
  itself of no recent date。      And his cotton shirt; a cheap; two shilling affair;
  showed a frayed collar and ineradicable paint stains。
  But it was Tom King's face that advertised him unmistakably for what
  he was。     It was the face of a typical prize…fighter; of one who had put in
  long   years   of   service  in   the   squared   ring   and;   by  that   means;   developed
  and   emphasized   all   the   marks   of   the   fighting   beast。 It   was   distinctly   a
  lowering countenance; and; that no feature of it might escape notice; it was
  clean…shaven。       The lips were shapeless and constituted a mouth harsh to
  excess; that was like a gash in his face。          The jaw was aggressive; brutal;
  heavy。     The    eyes;   slow   of  movement      and   heavy…lidded;     were    almost
  expressionless   under   the   shaggy;   indrawn   brows。       Sheer   animal   that   he
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  was; the eyes were the most animal…like feature about him。                     They were
  sleepy;   lion…likethe   eyes   of   a   fighting   animal。     The   forehead   slanted
  quickly  back   to   the   hair;  which;  clipped   close;   showed   every  bump   of   a
  villainous… looking head。         A nose twice broken and moulded variously by
  countless blows; and a cauliflower ear; permanently swollen and distorted
  to twice its size; completed his adornment; while the beard; fresh…shaven
  as it was; sprouted in the skin and gave the face a blue…black stain。
  Altogether; it was the face of a man to be afraid of in a dark alley or
  lonely   place。     And   yet   Tom   King   was   not   a   criminal;   nor   had   he   ever
  done anything criminal。          Outside of brawls; common to his walk in life;
  he had harmed no one。           Nor had he ever been known to pick a quarrel。
  He was a professional; and all the fighting brutishness of him was reserved
  for   his   professional   appearances。      Outside   the   ring   he   was   slow…going;
  easy… natured; and; in his younger days; when money was flush; too open…
  handed   for   his   own   good。     He   bore   no   grudges   and   had   few   enemies。
  Fighting was a business with him。             In the ring he struck to hurt; struck to
  maim;   struck   to   destroy;   but   there   was   no   animus   in   it。 It   was   a   plain
  business proposition。        Audiences assembled and paid for the spectacle of
  men knocking each other out。            The winner took the big end of the purse。
  When Tom King faced the Woolloomoolloo Gouger; twenty years before;
  he knew that the Gouger's jaw was only four months healed after having
  been broken   in   a Newcastle   bout。        And he   had   played for that   jaw   and
  broken it again in the ninth round; not because he bore the Gouger any ill…
  will; but because that was the surest way to put the Gouger out and win the
  big end of the purse。 Nor had the Gouger borne him any ill…will for it。                    It
  was the game; and both knew the game and played it。
  Tom King had never been a talker; and he sat by the window; morosely
  silent; staring at his hands。       The veins stood out on the backs of the hands;
  large and swollen; and the knuckles; smashed and battered and malformed;
  testified to the use to which they had been put。             He had never heard that a
  man's   life   was   the   life   of   his   arteries;   but   well   he   knew   the   meaning   of
  those    big   upstanding     veins。    His    heart   had   pumped     too   much     blood
  through   them   at   top   pressure。     They   no   longer   did   the   work。   He   had
  stretched the elasticity out of them; and with their distension had passed
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  his   endurance。      He     tired  easily   now。    No     longer   could    he  do   a  fast
  twenty rounds; hammer and tongs; fight; fight; fight; from gong to gong;
  with   fierce   rally   on   top   of   fierce   rally;   beaten   to   the   ropes   and   in