第 31 节
作者:绝对零度      更新:2022-11-28 19:15      字数:9322
  muttered one to another。
  But the four boys cried out against the injustice of it。
  〃Our lives is just as dear to us as the rest iv yez;〃 O'Brien protested。
  〃An'   our   famblies;   too。    As   for   wives   an'   childer;   who   is   there   savin'
  meself   to   care   for   me   old   mother   that's   a   widow;   as   you   know   well;
  Michael Behane; that comes from Limerick?                  'Tis not fair。    Let the lots
  be drawn between all of us; men and b'ys。〃
  Mahoney was the only man who spoke in favour of the boys; declaring
  that it was the fair thing for all to share alike。           Sullivan and the captain
  insisted on the drawing of lots being confined to the boys。                  There were
  high words; in the midst of which Sullivan turned upon O'Brien; snarling
  〃'Twould be a good deed to put you out of the way。                 You deserve it。
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  'Twould be the right way to serve you; an' serve you we will。〃
  He    started   toward    O'Brien;   with   intent   to  lay  hands    on   him   and
  proceed   at   once   with   the   killing;   while   several   others   likewise   shuffled
  toward him and reached for him。            He stumbled backwards to escape them;
  at the same time   crying that he   would submit to the   drawing of the lots
  among the boys。
  The captain prepared four sticks of different lengths and handed them
  to Sullivan。
  〃You're thinkin' the drawin'll not be fair;〃 the latter sneered to O'Brien。
  〃So it's yerself'll do the drawin'。〃
  To   this  O'Brien     agreed。    A   handkerchief      was   tied  over   his  eyes;
  blindfolding him; and he knelt down on the deck with his back to Sullivan。
  〃Whoever you name for the shortest stick'll die;〃 the captain said。
  Sullivan   held   up   one   of   the   sticks。 The   rest   were   concealed   in   his
  hand so that no one could see whether it was the short stick or not。
  〃An' whose stick will it be?〃 Sullivan demanded。
  〃For little Johnny Sheehan;〃 O'Brien answered。
  Sullivan   laid   the  stick   aside。  Those   who   looked   could   not   tell   if   it
  were the fatal one。      Sullivan held up another stick。
  〃Whose will it be?〃
  〃For George Burns;〃 was the reply。
  The stick was laid with the first one; and a third held up。
  〃An' whose is this wan?〃
  〃For myself;〃 said O'Brien。
  With a quick movement; Sullivan threw the four sticks together。                   No
  one had seen。
  〃'Tis for yourself ye've drawn it;〃 Sullivan announced。
  〃A good deed;〃 several of the men muttered。
  O'Brien was very quiet。         He arose to his feet; took the bandage off;
  and looked around。
  〃Where is ut?〃 he demanded。           〃The short stick?       The wan for me?〃
  The captain pointed to the four sticks lying on the deck。
  〃How do you know the stick was mine?〃 O'Brien questioned。                       〃Did
  you see ut; Johnny Sheehan?〃
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  Johnny Sheehan; who was the youngest of the boys; did not answer。
  〃Did you see ut?〃 O'Brien next asked Mahoney。
  〃No; I didn't see ut。〃
  The men were muttering and growling。
  〃'Twas a fair drawin';〃 Sullivan said。          〃Ye had yer chanct an' ye lost;
  that's all iv ut。〃
  〃A fair drawin';〃 the captain added。         〃Didn't I behold it myself?         The
  stick was yours; O'Brien; an' ye may as well get ready。              Where's the cook?
  Gorman; come here。          Fetch the tureen cover; some of   ye。           Gorman; do
  your duty like a man。〃
  〃But how'll I do it;〃 the cook demanded。            He was a weak…eyed; weak…
  chinned; indecisive man。
  〃'Tis a damned murder!〃 O'Brien cried out。
  〃I'll have none of ut;〃 Mahoney announced。             〃Not a bite shall pass me
  lips。〃
  〃Then   'tis   yer   share   for   better   men   than   yerself;〃   Sullivan   sneered。
  〃Go on with yer duty; cook。〃
  〃'Tis not me duty; the killin' of b'ys;〃 Gorman protested irresolutely。
  〃If   yez   don't   make   mate   for   us;   we'll   be   makin'   mate   of   yerself;〃
  Behane threatened。        〃Somebody must die; an' as well you as another。〃
  Johnny Sheehan began to cry。           O'Brien listened anxiously。         His face
  was pale。     His lips trembled; and at times his whole body shook。
  〃I signed on as cook;〃 Gorman enounced。               〃An' cook I wud if galley
  there was。      But I'll not lay me hand to murder。           'Tis not in the articles。
  I'm the cook〃
  〃An' cook ye'll be for wan minute more only;〃 Sullivan said grimly; at
  the   same   moment   gripping   the   cook's   head   from   behind   and   bending   it
  back till the windpipe and jugular were stretched taut。             〃Where's yer knife;
  Mike? Pass it along。〃
  At the touch of the steel; Gorman whimpered。
  〃I'll do ut; if yez'll hold the b'y。〃
  The pitiable condition of the cook seemed in some fashion to nerve up
  O'Brien。
  〃It's all right; Gorman;〃 he said。        〃Go on with ut。       'Tis meself knows
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  yer not wantin' to do ut。         It's all right; sir〃this to the captain; who had
  laid a hand heavily on his arm。          〃Ye won't have to hold me; sir。         I'll stand
  still。〃
  〃Stop     yer   blitherin';   an'  go    an'  get   the   tureen    cover;〃    Behane
  commanded Johnny Sheehan; at the same time dealing him a heavy cuff
  alongside the head。
  The boy; who was scarcely more than a child; fetched the cover。                    He
  crawled and tottered along the deck; so weak was he from hunger。                       The
  tears still ran down his cheeks。          Behane took the cover from him; at the
  same time administering another cuff。
  O'Brien took off his coat and bared his right arm。               His under lip still
  trembled; but he held a tight grip on himself。            The captain's penknife was
  opened and passed to Gorman。
  〃Mahoney; tell me mother what happened to me; if ever ye get back;〃
  O'Brien requested。
  Mahoney nodded。
  〃'Tis black murder; black an' damned;〃 he said。               〃The b'y's flesh'll do
  none iv yez anny good。          Mark me words。          Ye'll not profit by it; none iv
  yez。〃
  〃Get   ready;〃   the   captain   ordered。    〃You;   Sullivan;   hold   the   cover
  that's itclose up。     Spill nothing。      It's precious stuff。〃
  Gorman       made    an   effort。   The     knife   was    dull。   He     was    weak。
  Besides;   his   hand   was   shaking   so   violently   that   he   nearly   dropped   the
  knife。    The     three  boys    were   crouched     apart;  in  a  huddle;    crying   and
  sobbing。      With the exception of Mahoney; the men were gathered about
  the victim; craning their necks to see。
  〃Be a man; Gorman;〃 the captain cautioned。
  The   wretched   cook   was   seized   with   a   spasm   of   resolution;   sawing
  back and forth with the blade on O'Brien's wrist。             The veins were severed。
  Sullivan   held   the   tureen   cover   close   underneath。      The   cut   veins   gaped
  wide; but no ruddy flood gushed forth。             There was no blood at all。          The
  veins were dry and empty。           No one spoke。         The grim and silent figures
  swayed   in   unison   with   each   heave   of   the   ship。   Every   eye   was   turned
  fixedly  upon   that   inconceivable   and   monstrous   thing;   the   dry  veins   of   a
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  creature that was alive。
  〃'Tis   a   warnin';〃   Mahoney   cried。      〃Lave   the   b'y   alone。     Mark     me
  words。      His death'll do none iv yez anny good。〃
  〃Try at the elbowthe left elbow; 'tis nearer the heart;〃 the captain said
  finally; in a dim and husky voice that was unlike his own。
  〃Give me the knife;〃 O'Brien said roughly; taking it out of the cook's
  hand。     〃I can't be lookin' at ye puttin' me to hurt。〃
  Quite   coolly  he   cut   the   vein   at   the left   elbow;   but; like   the   cook;  he
  failed to bring blood。
  〃This is all iv no use;〃 Sullivan said。          〃'Tis better to put him out iv his
  misery by bleedin' him at the throat。〃
  The strain had been too much for the lad。
  〃Don't   be   doin'   ut;〃   he   cried。  〃There'll   be   no   blood