第 18 节
作者:绝对零度      更新:2022-11-28 19:15      字数:9322
  protested; the hint of a whine in his voice。
  His wife entered; and he looked appealingly to her; but the man at the
  window strode suddenly up to him and burst out
  〃You   don't   know   your   own   mind   for   two   successive   minutes!       You
  haven't any mind; you spineless; crawling worm!〃
  〃You   can't   make   me   angry。〃     Al   smiled   with   cunning;   and   glanced
  triumphantly   at   his   wife。    〃You   can't   make   me   angry;〃   he   repeated;   as
  though the idea were thoroughly gratifying to him。                〃I know your game。
  It's my stomach; I tell you。        I can't help it。    Before God; I can't!        Isn't it
  my stomach; Mary?〃
  She    glanced    at  George     and   spoke    composedly;      though    she   hid  a
  trembling hand in a fold of her skirt。
  〃Isn't it time?〃 she asked softly。
  Her   husband   turned   upon   her   savagely。      〃I'm   not   going   to   go!〃   he
  cried。 〃That's just what I've been telling 。 。 。 him。         And I tell you again; all
  of you; I'm not going。       You can't bully me。〃
  〃Why; Al; dear; you said〃 she began。
  〃Never   mind   what   I   said!〃   he   broke   out。  〃I've   said   something   else
  right now; and you've heard it; and that settles it。〃
  He   walked   across   the   room   and   threw   himself   with   emphasis   into   a
  Morris chair。      But the other man was swiftly upon him。                The talon…like
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  fingers gripped his shoulders; jerked him to his feet; and held him there。
  〃You've reached the limit; Al; and I want you to understand it。                   I've
  tried to treat you like 。 。 。 like my brother; but hereafter I shall treat you
  like the thing that you are。       Do you understand?〃
  The anger in his voice was cold。           The blaze in his eyes was cold。          It
  was vastly more effective than any outburst; and Al cringed under it and
  under the clutching hand that was bruising his shoulder muscles。
  〃It is only because of me that you have this house; that you have the
  food you eat。       Your position?       Any other man would have been shown
  the door a year agotwo years ago。            I have held you in it。        Your salary
  has   been   charity。   It   has   been   paid   out   of   my   pocket。 Mary   。   。   。   her
  dresses 。 。 。 that gown she has on is made over; she wears the discarded
  dresses of   her   sisters;  of   my  wife。   Charitydo   you   understand?        Your
  childrenthey   are   wearing   the   discarded   clothes   of   my   children;   of   the
  children   of   my   neighbours   who   think   the   clothes   went   to   some   orphan
  asylum。     And it is an orphan asylum 。 。 。 or it soon will be。〃
  He emphasized each point with an unconscious tightening of his grip
  on the shoulder。       Al was squirming with the pain of it。             The sweat was
  starting out on his forehead。
  〃Now listen well to me;〃 his brother went on。              〃In three minutes you
  will   tell   me   that   you   are   going   with   me。 If   you   don't;   Mary   and   the
  children will be taken away from youto…day。               You needn't ever come to
  the office。 This house will be closed to you。              And in six months I shall
  have the pleasure of   burying   you。         You have three   minutes to   make   up
  your mind。〃
  Al made a strangling movement; and reached up with weak fingers to
  the clutching hand。
  〃My heart 。 。 。 let me go 。 。 。 you'll be the death of me;〃 he gasped。
  The hand thrust him down forcibly into the Morris chair and released
  him。
  The clock on the mantle ticked loudly。             George glanced at it; and at
  Mary。 She was leaning against the table; unable to conceal her trembling。
  He became unpleasantly aware of the feeling of his brother's fingers on his
  hand。     Quite unconsciously he wiped the back of the hand upon his coat。
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  The   clock   ticked   on   in   the   silence。  It   seemed   to   George   that   the   room
  reverberated with his voice。          He could hear himself still speaking。
  〃I'll go;〃 came from the Morris chair。
  It was a weak and shaken voice; and it was a weak and shaken man
  that pulled himself out of the Morris chair。            He started toward the door。
  〃Where are you going?〃 George demanded。
  〃Suit case;〃 came the response。           〃Mary'll send the trunk later。          I'll be
  back in a minute。〃
  The    door    closed   after   him。    A   moment      later;  struck    with   sudden
  suspicion;   George   was   opening   the   door。        He   glanced   in。    His   brother
  stood at a sideboard; in one hand a decanter; in the other hand; bottom up
  and to his lips; a whisky glass。
  Across   the  glass Al   saw   that   he   was   observed。      It   threw   him  into   a
  panic。 Hastily he tried to refill the glass and get it to his lips; but glass and
  decanter   were   sent   smashing   to   the   floor。    He   snarled。     It   was   like   the
  sound     of   a  wild   beast。    But     the  grip   on   his   shoulder    subdued     and
  frightened him。        He was being propelled toward the door。
  〃The suit case;〃 he gasped。          〃It's there in that room。       Let me get it。〃
  〃Where's the key?〃 his brother asked; when he had brought it。
  〃It isn't locked。〃
  The   next   moment   the   suit   case   was   spread   open;   and   George's   hand
  was   searching   the   contents。      From   one   side   it   brought   out   a   bottle   of
  whisky; from the other side a flask。           He snapped the case to。
  〃Come on;〃 he said。         〃If we miss one car; we miss that train。〃
  He went out into the hallway; leaving Al with his wife。                  It was like a
  funeral; George thought; as he waited。
  His    brother's   overcoat     caught    on   the  knob    of   the  front   door   and
  delayed its closing long enough for Mary's first sob to come to their ears。
  George's lips were very thin and compressed as he went down the steps。
  In   one   hand   he   carried   the   suit   case。 With   the   other   hand   he   held   his
  brother's arm。
  As they neared the corner; he heard the electric car a block away; and
  urged   his   brother   on。     Al   was   breathing   hard。      His   feet   dragged   and
  shuffled; and he held back。
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  〃A hell of a brother YOU are;〃 he panted。
  For reply; he received a vicious jerk on his arm。             It reminded him of
  his childhood when he was hurried along by some angry grown…up。                      And
  like a child; he had to be helped up the car step。              He sank down on an
  outside seat; panting; sweating; overcome by the exertion。                 He followed
  George's eyes as the latter looked him up and down。
  〃A hell of a brother YOU are;〃 was George's comment when he had
  finished the inspection。
  Moisture welled into Al's eyes。
  〃It's my stomach;〃 he said with self…pity。
  〃I   don't  wonder;〃     was   the  retort。  〃Burnt     out  like  the   crater  of  a
  volcano。 Fervent heat isn't a circumstance。〃
  Thereafter they did not speak。         When they arrived at the transfer point;
  George came to himself with a start。             He smiled。      With fixed gaze that
  did   not   see   the   houses   that   streamed   across   his   field   of   vision;   he   had
  himself been sunk deep in self…pity。           He helped his brother from the car;
  and looked up the intersecting street。           The car they were to take was not
  in sight。
  Al's eyes chanced upon the corner grocery and saloon across the way。
  At once he became restless。          His hands passed beyond his control; and he
  yearned hungrily across the street to the door that swung open even as he
  looked and let in a happy pilgrim。           And in that instant he saw the white…
  jacketed      bartender     against    an   array    of   glittering    glass。     Quite
  unconsciously he started to cross the street。
  〃Hold on。〃      George's hand was on his arm。
  〃I want some whisky;〃 he answered。
  〃You've already had some。〃
  〃That was hours ago。        Go on; George; let me have some。            It's the last
  day。 Don't shut off on me until we get thereGod knows it will be soon
  enough。〃
  George glanced desperately up the street。           The car was in sight。
  〃T