第 14 节
作者:绝对零度      更新:2022-11-28 19:15      字数:9321
  elbows on table; blinking heavily at the blazing array。                  He was in every
  way   a   contrast   to   the   other。   No   city   had   bred   him。    He   was   heavy…
  muscled and hairy; gorilla…like in strength and aspect。                For him there was
  no unseen world。         His eyes were full and wide apart; and there seemed in
  them     a  certain   bold    brotherliness。     They     inspired    confidence。     But    a
  closer inspection would have shown that his eyes were just a trifle too full;
  just   a   shade   too   wide   apart。   He   exceeded;   spilled   over   the   limits   of
  normality; and his features told lies about the man beneath。
  〃The bunch is worth fifty thousan';〃 Jim remarked suddenly。
  〃A hundred thousan';〃 Matt said。
  The silence returned and endured a long time; to be broken again by
  Jim。
  〃What   in   hell   was   he   doin'   with   'em   all   at   the   house?that's   what   I
  want to know。        I'd a…thought he'd kept 'em in the safe down at the store。〃
  Matt had   just been   considering the   vision of   the throttled   man   as   he
  had last looked upon him in the dim light of the electric lantern; but he did
  not start at the mention of him。
  〃There's   no   tellin';〃   he   answered。    〃He   might   a…ben   gettin'   ready   to
  chuck      his  pardner。     He    might    a…pulled    out   in  the   mornin'    for   parts
  unknown;   if   we   hadn't   happened   along。         I   guess   there's   just   as   many
  thieves   among   honest   men   as   there   is   among   thieves。       You   read   about
  such things in the papers; Jim。          Pardners is always knifin' each other。〃
  A queer; nervous look came into the other's eyes。                Matt did not betray
  that he noted it; though he said
  〃What was you thinkin' about; Jim?〃
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  Jim was a trifle awkward for the moment。
  〃Nothin';〃 he answered。         〃Only I was thinkin' just how funny it was
  all them jools at his house。        What made you ask?〃
  〃Nothin'。     I was just wonderin'; that was all。〃
  The   silence   settled   down;   broken   by   an   occasional   low   and   nervous
  giggle on the part of Jim。         He was overcome by the spread of gems。                 It
  was     not  that   he  felt  their   beauty。    He    was   unaware      that  they   were
  beautiful in themselves。         But in them his swift imagination visioned the
  joys    of  life  they  would     buy;  and   all  the  desires   and   appetites    of  his
  diseased mind and sickly flesh were tickled by the promise they extended。
  He builded wondrous; orgy…haunted castles out of their brilliant fires; and
  was appalled at what he builded。           Then it was that he giggled。         It was all
  too impossible to be real。         And yet there they blazed on the table before
  him; fanning the flame of the lust of him; and he giggled again。
  〃I   guess   we   might   as   well   count   'em;〃   Matt   said   suddenly;   tearing
  himself   away   from   his   own   visions。      〃You   watch   me   an'   see   that   it's
  square;     because     you    an'   me    has   got    to  be   on    the   square;    Jim。
  Understand?〃
  Jim did not like this; and betrayed   it in his eyes; while Matt did not
  like what he saw in his partner's eyes。
  〃Understand?〃 Matt repeated; almost menacingly。
  〃Ain't   we   always   ben   square?〃   the   other   replied;   on   the   defensive
  because of the treachery already whispering in him。
  〃It don't cost nothin'; bein' square in hard times;〃 Matt retorted。               〃It's
  bein' square in prosperity that counts。          When we ain't got nothin'; we can't
  help   bein'   square。    We're   prosperous   now;   an'   we've   got   to   be   business
  menhonest business men。           Understand?〃
  〃That's the talk for me;〃 Jim approved; but deep down in the meagre
  soul   of   him;and   in   spite   of   him;wanton   and   lawless   thoughts   were
  stirring like chained beasts。
  Matt stepped to the food shelf behind the two…burner kerosene cooking
  stove。     He   emptied   the   tea   from   a   paper   bag;   and   from   a   second   bag
  emptied some red peppers。            Returning to the table with the bags; he put
  into them  the   two sizes of   small   diamonds。          Then   he   counted   the   large
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  gems and wrapped them in their tissue paper and chamois skin。
  〃Hundred an' forty…seven good…sized ones;〃 was his inventory; 〃twenty
  real big ones; two big boys and one whopper; an' a couple of fistfuls of
  teeny ones an' dust。〃
  He looked at Jim。
  〃Correct;〃 was the response。
  He wrote the count out on a slip of memorandum paper; and made a
  copy of it; giving one slip to his partner and retaining the other。
  〃Just for reference;〃 he said。
  Again he had recourse to the food shelf; where he emptied the sugar
  from a large paper bag。        Into this he thrust the diamonds; large and small;
  wrapped it up in a bandanna handkerchief; and stowed it away under his
  pillow。    Then he sat down on the edge of the bed and took off his shoes。
  〃An' you think they're worth a hundred thousan'?〃 Jim asked; pausing
  and looking up from the unlacing of his shoe。
  〃Sure;〃 was the answer。         〃I seen a dance…house girl down in Arizona
  once; with some big sparklers on her。           They wasn't real。      She said if they
  was she wouldn't be dancin'。          Said they'd be worth all of fifty thousan';
  an' she didn't have a dozen of 'em all told。〃
  〃Who'd   work   for   a   livin'?〃   Jim   triumphantly   demanded。       〃Pick   an'
  shovel work!〃 he sneered。          〃Work like a dog all my life; an' save all my
  wages; an' I wouldn't have half as much as we got tonight。〃
  〃Dish washin's about your measure; an' you couldn't get more'n twenty
  a month an' board。        Your figgers is 'way off; but your point is well taken。
  Let them that likes it; work。        I rode range for thirty a month when I was
  young an' foolish。      Well; I'm older; an' I ain't ridin' range。〃
  He got into bed on one side。         Jim put out the light and followed him
  in on the other side。
  〃How's your arm feel?〃 Jim queried amiably。
  Such concern was unusual; and Matt noted it; and replied
  〃I guess there's no danger of hydrophoby。           What made you ask?〃
  Jim   felt   in   himself   a   guilty   stir;   and   under   his   breath   he   cursed   the
  other's way of asking disagreeable questions; but aloud he answered
  〃Nothin'; only you seemed scared of it at first。           What are you goin' to
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  do with your share; Matt?〃
  〃Buy a cattle ranch in Arizona an' set down an' pay other men to ride
  range for me。        There's some several I'd like to see askin' a job from me;
  damn them!        An' now you shut your face; Jim。             It'll be some time before
  I buy that ranch。       Just now I'm goin' to sleep。〃
  But Jim lay long awake; nervous and twitching; rolling about restlessly
  and rolling himself wide awake every time he dozed。                   The diamonds still
  blazed under his eyelids; and the fire of them hurt。                Matt; in spite of his
  heavy  nature;   slept   lightly;   like  a   wild   animal   alert   in   its   sleep;   and   Jim
  noticed; every time he moved; that his partner's body moved sufficiently to
  show that it had received the impression and that it was trembling on the
  verge of awakening。          For that matter; Jim did not know whether or not;
  frequently;     the   other   was   awake。     Once;     quietly;   betokening     complete
  consciousness;   Matt   said   to   him:      〃Aw;   go   to   sleep;   Jim。  Don't   worry
  about     them    jools。   They'll    keep。〃    And     Jim    had   thought    that  at  that
  particular moment Matt had been surely asleep。
  In   the   late   morning   Matt   was   awake   with   Jim's   first   movement;   and
  thereafter he awoke and dozed with him until midday; when they got up
  together and began dressing。
  〃I'm goin' out to get a paper an' some bread;〃 Matt said。                    〃You boil
  the coffee。〃
  As Jim listened; unconsciously his gaze left Matt's face and roved to
  the    pillow;   beneath     which    was    the  bundle    wrapped      in  the   bandanna
  handkerchief。 On the instant Matt's face became like a wild beast's。