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  WHEN GOD LAUGHS; AND OTHER STORIES
  WHEN GOD LAUGHS;
  AND OTHER STORIES
  By Jack London
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  WHEN GOD LAUGHS                                                 (with
  compliments to Harry Cowell)
  〃The gods; the gods   are stronger; time         Falls down   before them;   all
  men's   knees     Bow;   all   men's   prayers   and   sorrows   climb  Like   incense
  toward them; yea; for these Are gods; Felise。〃
  Carquinez     had   relaxed   finally。   He    stole  a  glance   at  the  rattling
  windows; looked upward at the beamed roof; and listened for a moment to
  the   savage    roar  of  the  south…easter    as  it  caught   the  bungalow     in  its
  bellowing   jaws。   Then   he   held   his   glass   between   him   and   the   fire   and
  laughed for joy through the golden wine。
  〃It is beautiful;〃 he said。    〃It is sweetly sweet。      It is a woman's wine;
  and it was made for gray…robed saints to drink。〃
  〃We     grow   it  on   our  own    warm     hills;〃  I  said;  with   pardonable
  California pride。     〃You rode up yesterday through the vines from which it
  was made。〃
  It was worth while to get Carquinez to loosen up。              Nor was he ever
  really himself until he felt the mellow warmth of the vine singing in his
  blood。 He was an artist; it is true; always an artist; but somehow; sober; the
  high pitch and lilt went out of his thought…processes and he was prone to
  be as deadly dull as a British Sundaynot dull as other men are dull; but
  dull   when   measured   by   the   sprightly   wight   that   Monte   Carquinez   was
  when he was really himself。
  From all this it must not be inferred that Carquinez; who is my dear
  friend and dearer comrade; was a sot。          Far from it。    He rarely erred。      As
  I have said; he was an artist。      He knew when he had enough; and enough;
  with him; was equilibriumthe equilibrium that is yours and mine when
  we are sober。
  His   was   a   wise   and   instinctive   temperateness   that   savoured   of   the
  Greek。     Yet  he  was    far  from   Greek。    〃I  am    Aztec;   I  am  Inca;   I  am
  Spaniard;〃 I have heard him say。          And in truth he looked it; a compound
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  of    strange   and    ancient   races;   what    with    his  swarthy     skin   and   the
  asymmetry and primitiveness of his features。               His eyes; under massively
  arched     brows;    were   wide    apart   and   black   with   the  blackness     that  is
  barbaric;   while   before   them   was   perpetually   falling   down   a   great   black
  mop of hair through which he gazed like a roguish satyr from a thicket。
  He  invariably  wore  a  soft   flannel shirt   under  his velvet…corduroy  jacket;
  and   his   necktie   was   red。  This   latter   stood   for   the   red   flag   (he   had   once
  lived    with   the  socialists   of   Paris);  and   it  symbolized     the   blood   and
  brotherhood of man。         Also; he had never been known to wear anything on
  his head save a leather…banded sombrero。              It was even rumoured that he
  had    been    born   with   this   particular   piece   of   headgear。     And     in  my
  experience it was provocative of nothing short of sheer delight to see that
  Mexican sombrero hailing a cab in Piccadilly or storm…tossed in the crush
  for the New York Elevated。
  As I have said; Carquinez was made quick by wine〃as the clay was
  made quick when God breathed the breath of life into it;〃 was his way of
  saying it。    I confess that he was blasphemously intimate with God; and I
  must add that there was no blasphemy in him。               He was at all times honest;
  and; because he was compounded of paradoxes; greatly misunderstood by
  those who did not know him。            He could be as elementally raw at times as
  a screaming savage; and at other times as delicate as a maid; as subtle as a
  Spaniard。 Andwell; was he not Aztec? Inca? Spaniard?
  And now I must ask pardon for the space I have given him。                     (He is
  my friend; and I love him。)          The house was shaking to the storm; as he
  drew closer to the fire and laughed at it through his wine。                He looked at
  me; and by the added lustre of his eye; and by the alertness of it; I knew
  that at last he was pitched in his proper key。
  〃And so you think you've won out against the gods?〃 he demanded。
  〃Why the gods?〃
  〃Whose will but theirs has put satiety upon man?〃 he cried。
  〃And whence the will in me to escape satiety?〃 I asked triumphantly。
  〃Again the gods;〃 he laughed。           〃It is their game we play。        They deal
  and shuffle all the cards 。 。 。 and take the stakes。          Think not that you have
  escaped   by  fleeing   from  the   mad   cities。    You   with   your vine…clad hills;
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  your   sunsets   and   your   sunrises;   your   homely   fare   and   simple   round   of
  living!
  〃I've watched you ever since I came。            You have not won。         You have
  surrendered。       You   have   made   terms   with   the   enemy。     You   have   made
  confession that you are tired。         You have flown the white flag of fatigue。
  You have nailed up a notice to the effect that life is ebbing down in you。
  You   have   run   away   from   life。    You   have   played   a   trick;   shabby   trick。
  You   have   balked   at   the   game。    You   refuse   to   play。  You   have   thrown
  your cards under the table and run away to hide; here amongst your hills。〃
  He tossed his straight   hair back   from his   flashing eyes;  and   scarcely
  interrupted to roll a long; brown; Mexican cigarette。
  〃But the gods know。         It is an old trick。      All the generations of man
  have tried it 。 。 。 and lost。     The gods know how to deal with such as you。
  To pursue is to possess; and to possess is to be sated。            And so you; in your
  wisdom; have refused any longer to pursue。                You have elected surcease。
  Very   well。    You   will   become   sated   with   surcease。      You   say   you   have
  escaped satiety!       You have merely bartered it for senility。            And senility
  is another name for satiety。        It is satiety's masquerade。       Bah!〃
  〃But look at me!〃 I cried。
  Carquinez was ever a demon for haling ones soul out and making rags
  and tatters of it。
  He looked me witheringly up and down。
  〃You see no signs;〃 I challenged。
  〃Decay is insidious;〃 he retorted。         〃You are rotten ripe。〃
  I laughed and forgave him for his very deviltry。             But he refused to be
  forgiven。
  〃Do I not know?〃 he asked。           〃The gods always win。         I have watched
  men play for years what seemed a winning game。                 In the end they lost。〃
  〃Don't you ever make mistakes?〃 I asked。
  He blew many meditative rings of smoke before replying。
  〃Yes; I was nearly fooled; once。         Let me tell you。       There was Marvin
  Fiske。   You   remember   him?        And   his   Dantesque   face   and   poet's   soul;
  singing his   chant of   the   flesh;  the   very  priest of   Love?     And there   was
  Ethel Baird; whom also you must remember。〃
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  〃A warm saint;〃 I said。
  〃That is she!      Holy as Love; and sweeter!           Just a woman; made for
  love; and   yethow  shall   I say?drenched through   with   holiness   as  your
  own air here is with the perfume of flowers。              Well; they married。        They
  played a hand with the gods〃
  〃And they won; they gloriously won!〃 I broke in。
  Carquinez looked at me pityingly; and his voice was like a funeral bell。
  〃They lost。     They supremely; colossally lost。〃
  〃But the world believes otherwise;〃 I ventured coldly。
  〃The    world    conjectures。     The    world   sees   only   the  face   of  things。
  But I know。       Has it ever entered your mind to wonder why she took the
  veil; buried herself in that dolorous convent of the living dead?〃
  〃Because she loved him so; and when he died 。 。 。〃
  Speech was frozen on my lips by Carquinez's sneer。
  〃A  pat   answer;〃   he   said;   〃machine…made   like