第 17 节
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own the heart you take。
I love all good and noble souls;I heard One speak of you but lately;
and for days Only to think of it; my soul was stirred In tender memory of
such generous praise。
I love all those who love you; all who owe Comfort to you: and I can
find regret Even for those poorer hearts who once could know; And once
could love you; and can now forget。
Well; is my heart so narrowI; who spare Love for all these? Do I
not even hold My favourite books in special tender care; And prize them
as a miser does his gold?
The Poets that you used to read to me While summer twilights faded in
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the sky; But most of all I think Aurora Leigh; Becausebecausedo you
remember why?
Will you be jealous? Did you guess before I loved so many things?
Still you the best:… Dearest; remember that I love you more; Oh; more a
thousand times than all the rest!
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VERSE: THE STORY OF THE
FAITHFUL SOUL
FOUNDED ON AN OLD FRENCH LEGEND
The fettered Spirits linger In purgatorial pain; With penal fires effacing
Their last faint earthly stain; Which Life's imperfect sorrow Had tried to
cleanse in vain。
Yet on each feast of Mary Their sorrow finds release; For the Great
Archangel Michael Comes down and bids it cease; And the name of these
brief respites Is called 〃Our Lady's Peace。〃
Yet onceso runs the Legend … When the Archangel came And all
these holy spirits Rejoiced at Mary's name; One voice alone was wailing;
Still wailing on the same。
And though a great Te Deum The happy echoes woke; This one
discordant wailing Through the sweet voices broke; So when St。 Michael
questioned; Thus the poor spirit spoke:…
〃I am not cold or thankless; Although I still complain; I prize our
Lady's blessing Although it comes in vain To still my bitter anguish; Or
quench my ceaseless pain。
〃On earth a heart that loved me; Still lives and mourns me there; And
the shadow of his anguish Is more than I can bear; All the torment that I
suffer Is the thought of his despair。
〃The evening of my bridal Death took my Life away; Not all Love's
passionate pleading Could gain an hour's delay。 And he I left has suffered
A whole year since that day。
〃If I could only see him; … If I could only go And speak one word of
comfort And solace;then; I know He would endure with patience; And
strive against his woe。〃
Thus the Archangel answered:… 〃Your time of pain is brief; And soon
the peace of Heaven Will give you full relief; Yet if his earthly comfort So
much outweighs your grief;
〃Then; through a special mercy I offer you this grace; … You may seek
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him who mourns you And look upon his face; And speak to him of
comfort For one short minute's space。
〃But when that time is ended; Return here; and remain A thousand
years in torment; A thousand years in pain: Thus dearly must you purchase
The comfort he will gain。〃
* * *
The Lime…trees' shade at evening Is spreading broad and wide;
Beneath their fragrant arches; Pace slowly; side by side; In low and tender
converse; A Bridegroom and his Bride。
The night is calm and stilly; No other sound is there Except their
happy voices: What is that cold bleak air That passes through the Lime…
trees And stirs the Bridegroom's hair?
While one low cry of anguish; Like the last dying wail Of some dumb;
hunted creature; Is borne upon the gale:… Why does the Bridegroom
shudder And turn so deathly pale?
* * *
Near Purgatory's entrance The radiant Angels wait; It was the great St。
Michael Who closed that gloomy gate; When the poor wandering spirit
Came back to meet her fate。
* * *
〃Pass on;〃 thus spoke the Angel: Heaven's joy is deep and vast; Pass
on; pass on; poor Spirit; For Heaven is yours at last; In that one minute's
anguish Your thousand years have passed。〃
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VERSE: A CONTRAST
Can you open that ebony Casket? Look; this is the key: but stay;
Those are only a few old letters Which I keep;to burn some day。
Yes; that Locket is quaint and ancient; But leave it; dear; with the ring;
And give me the little Portrait Which hangs by a crimson string。
I have never opened that Casket Since; many long years ago; It was
sent me back in anger By one whom I used to know。
But I want you to see the Portrait: I wonder if you can trace A look of
that smiling creature Left now in my faded face。
It was like me once; but remember The weary relentless years; And
Life; with its fierce; brief Tempests; And its long; long rain of tears。
Is it strange to call it my Portrait? Nay; smile; dear; for well you may;
To think of that radiant Vision And of what I am to…day。
With restless; yet confident longing How those blue eyes seem to gaze
Into deep and exhaustless Treasures; All hid in the coming days。
With that trust which leans on the Future; And counts on her promised
store; Until she has taught us to tremble And hope;but to trust no more。
How that young; light heart would have pitied Me nowif her dreams
had shown A quiet and weary woman With all her illusions flown。
Yet Iwho shall soon be resting; And have passed the hardest part;
Can look back with a deeper pity On that young unconscious heart。
It is strange; but Life's currents drift us So surely and swiftly on; That
we scarcely notice the changes; And how many things are gone:
And forget; while to…day absorbs us; How old mysteries are unsealed;
How the old; old ties are loosened; And the old; old wounds are healed。
And we say that our Life is fleeting Like a story that Time has told;
But we fancy that wewe only Are just what we were of old。
So now and then it is wisdom To gaze; as I do to…day; At a half…
forgotten relic Of a Time that is passed away。
The very look of that Portrait; The Perfume that seems to cling To
those fragile and faded letters; And the Locket; and the Ring;
If they only stirred in my spirit Forgotten pleasure and pain; … Why;
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memory is often bitter; And almost always in vain;
But the contrast of bygone hours Comes to rend a veil away; … And I
marvel to see the stranger Who is living in me to…day。
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VERSE: THE BRIDE'S DREAM
The stars are gleaming; The maiden sleeps … What is she dreaming?
For seeshe weeps。 By her side is an Angel With folded wings; While the
Maiden slumbers The Angel sings: He sings of a Bridal; Of Love; of Pain;
Of a heart to be given; … And all in vain; (See; her cheek is flushing; As if
with pain;) He telleth of sorrow; Regrets and fears; And the few vain
pleasures We buy with tears; And the bitter lesson We learn from years。
The stars are gleaming Upon her brow: What is she dreaming So
calmly now? By her side is the Angel With folded wings; She smiles in her
slumber The while he sings。 He sings of a Bridal; Of Love divine; Of a
heart to be laid On a sacred shrine; Of a crown of glory; Where seraphs
shine; Of the deep; long rapture The chosen know Who forsake for
Heaven Vain joys below; Who desire no pleasure; And fear no woe。
The Bells are ringing; The sun shines clear; The Choir is singing; The
guests are here。 Before the High Altar Behold the Bride; And a mournful
Angel Is by her side。 She smiles; all content With her chosen lot; … (Is her
last night's dreaming So soon forgot?) And oh; may the Angel Forsake her
not! For on her small hand There glitters plain The first sad link Of a life…