第 15 节
作者:大热      更新:2022-11-23 12:13      字数:9320
  who; unconscious; Had guessed no inward strife … Bade her; in pride and
  pleasure; Welcome his fair young wife。
  VI。
  Bade her rejoice; and smiling; Although his eyes were dim; Thanked
  God he thus could pay her The care she gave to him。 This fresh bright life
  would   bring   her A  new   and   joyous   fate   …   Oh; Alice;   check   the   murmur
  That cries; 〃Too late! too late!〃
  VII。
  Too late!     Could she have known it A few short weeks before; That
  his   life   was   completed;  And   needing   hers   no   more;   She   mightOh   sad
  repining! What 〃might have been;〃 forget; 〃It was not;〃 should suffice us
  To stifle vain regret。
  VIII。
  He   needed   her   no   longer;   Each   day   it   grew   more   plain;   First   with   a
  startled wonder; Then with a wondering pain。 Love:              why; his wife best
  gave    it;  Comfort:    durst    Alice   speak;   Or  counsel;   when    resentment
  Flushed on the young wife's cheek?
  IX。
  No   more     long  talks   by   firelight  Of  childish  times  long  past;  And
  dreams of future greatness Which he must reach at last; Dreams; where her
  purer instinct With truth unerring told; Where was the worthless gilding;
  And where refined gold。
  X。
  Slowly;   but   surely  ever;   Dora's   poor   jealous   pride; Which  she   called
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  love for Herbert; Drove Alice from his side; And; spite of nervous effort
  To   share   their   altered   life;   She   felt   a   check   to   Herbert; A  burden   to   his
  wife。
  XI。
  This was the least; for Alice Feared; dreaded; KNEW at length How
  much his nature owed her Of truth; and power; and strength; And watched
  the daily failing Of all his nobler part: Low aims; weak purpose; telling In
  lower; weaker art。
  XII。
  And now; when he is dying; The last words she could hear Must not be
  hers; but given The bride of one short year。 The last care is another's; The
  last prayer must not be The one they learnt together Beside their mother's
  knee。
  XIII。
  Summoned   at   last:    she   kisses   The   clay…cold   stiffening   hand;   And;
  reading   pleading   efforts To   make   her   understand; Answers;   with   solemn
  promise; In clear but trembling tone; To Dora's life henceforward She will
  devote her own。
  XIV。
  Now   all   is   over。 Alice   Dares   not   remain   to   weep;   But   soothes   the
  frightened   Dora   Into   a   sobbing   sleep。   The   poor   weak   child   will   need
  her:   。 。 。 Oh; who can dare complain; When God sends a new Duty To
  comfort each new Pain!
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  III。
  I。
  The House is all deserted; In the dim evening gloom; Only one figure
  passes Slowly from room to room; And; pausing at each doorway; Seems
  gathering up again Within her heart the relics Of bygone joy and pain。
  II。
  There is an earnest longing In those who onward gaze; Looking with
  weary patience Towards the coming days。 There is a deeper longing; More
  sad;   more   strong;   more   keen:   Those   know   it   who   look   backward;   And
  yearn for what has been。
  III。
  At   every   hearth   she   pauses;   Touches   each   well…known   chair;   Gazes
  from   every    window;     Lingers   on  every   stair。  What   have   these  months
  brought Alice Now one more year is past? This Christmas Eve shall tell us;
  The third one and the last。
  IV。
  The wilful;  wayward Dora;  In those   first weeks   of grief;  Could seek
  and    find  in  Alice   Strength;   soothing;   and   relief;  And   Alicelast   sad
  comfort True   woman…heart   can   take   …   Had   something still   to   suffer And
  bear for Herbert's sake。
  V。
  Spring; with her   western breezes;   From Indian islands bore To Alice
  news that Leonard Would seek his home once more。 What was itjoy; or
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  sorrow?   What   were   theyhopes;   or   fears?   That   flushed   her   cheeks   with
  crimson; And filled her eyes with tears?
  VI。
  He came。      And who so kindly Could ask and hear her tell Herbert's
  last hours; for  Leonard Had known and loved   him well。  Daily he   came;
  and Alice; Poor weary heart; at length; Weighed down by others' weakness;
  Could lean upon his strength。
  VII。
  Yet not the voice of Leonard Could her true care beguile; That turned
  to   watch;   rejoicing   Dora's   reviving   smile。   So;   from   that   little   household
  The worst gloom passed away; The one bright hour of evening Lit up the
  livelong day。
  VIII。
  Days passed。      The golden summer In sudden heat bore down Its blue;
  bright; glowing sweetness Upon the scorching town。 And sighs and sounds
  of   country   Came   in   the   warm   soft   tune   Sung   by   the   honeyed   breezes
  Borne on the wings of June。
  IX。
  One twilight hour; but earlier Than usual; Alice thought She knew the
  fresh sweet fragrance  Of flowers that   Leonard brought; Through   opened
  doors   and   windows   It   stole   up   through   the   gloom;  And   with   appealing
  sweetness Drew Alice from her room。
  X。
  Yes; he was there; and pausing Just near the opened door; To check her
  heart's quick beating; She heardand paused still more … His low voice
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  Dora's   answers   …   His   pleadingYes;   she   knew   The   tonethe   wordsthe
  accents: She once had heard them too。
  XI。
  〃Would   Alice   blame   her?〃     Leonard's   Low;   tender   answer   came;   …
  〃Alice was far too noble To think or dream of blame。〃 〃And was he sure
  he loved her?〃 〃Yes; with the one love given Once in a lifetime only; With
  one soul and one heaven!〃
  XII。
  Then   came   a   plaintive   murmur;   …   〃Dora   had   once   been   told That   he
  and Alice〃〃Dearest; Alice is far too cold To love; and I; my Dora; If once
  I fancied so; It was a brief delusion; And over;long ago。〃
  XIII。
  Between   the   Past   and   Present;   On   that   bleak   moment's   height;   She
  stood。    As   some   lost   traveller   By   a   quick   flash   of   light   Seeing   a   gulf
  before   him;   With   dizzy;   sick   despair;   Reels   backward;   but   to   find   it   A
  deeper chasm there。
  XIV。
  The twilight grew still   darker; The fragrant   flowers more sweet; The
  stars shone out in heaven; The lamps gleamed down the street; And hours
  passed   in   dreaming   Over   their   new…found   fate;   Ere   they   could   think   of
  wondering Why Alice was so late。
  XV。
  She came; and calmly listened; In vain they strove to trace If Herbert's
  memory shadowed In grief upon her face。 No blame; no wonder showed
  there; No feeling could be told; Her voice was not less steady; Her manner
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  not more cold。
  XVI。
  They could not hear the anguish That broke in words of pain Through
  the calm summer   midnight; … 〃My Herbertmine again!〃 Yes; they  have
  once been parted; But this day shall restore The long lost one:        she claims
  him: 〃My Herbertmine once more!〃
  XVII。
  Now