第 35 节
作者:暖暖      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  way     to  San   Francisco。    He   did   not  believe    that  she   had   tolerated   the
  company of Briones a single moment after the scene at the Bad Hof; and
  yet   he   had   no   confidence   in   the   colonel's   attitude   towards   the   Mexican。
  Hopeless      of  the   future   as  her   letter  seemed;    still  its  naive  and    tacit
  confession of her feelings at the moment was all that sustained him。
  Two days passed; and he still lingered aimlessly in New York。 In two
  days more the Panama steamer would sailyet in his hesitation he had put
  off securing his passage。 He visited the offices of the different European
  steamer lines; and   examined the recent passenger lists; but there was no
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  record of any of the party。 What made his quest seem the more hopeless
  was his belief that; after Briones' revelation; she had cast off the name of
  Arguello and taken some other。 She might even be in New York under that
  new name now。
  On the morning of the third day; among his letters was one that bore
  the postmark of a noted suburban settlement of wealthy villa… owners on
  the   Hudson   River。   It   was   from   Milly  Woods;  stating   that   her   father   had
  read of his arrival in the papers; and begged he would dine and stay the
  next night with them at 〃Under Cliff;〃 if he 〃still had any interest in the
  fortunes of old friends。 Of course;〃 added the perennially incoherent Milly;
  〃if   it   bores   you   we   sha'n't   expect   you。〃   The   quick   color   came   to   Paul's
  careworn       cheek。   He    telegraphed     assent;   and    at  sunset   that   afternoon
  stepped   off   the   train   at   a   little   private   woodland   stationso   abnormally
  rustic    and   picturesque      in  its  brown…bark       walls   covered     with    scarlet
  Virginia creepers that it looked like a theatrical erection。
  Mr。   Woods's      station   wagon     was   in  waiting;    but  Paul;   handing     the
  driver his valise; and ascertaining the general direction of the house; and
  that it was not far distant; told him to go on and he would follow afoot。
  The tremor of vague anticipation had already come upon him; something
  that   he   knew     not  whether     he   feared   or   longed    for;  only   that  it  was
  inevitable; had begun to possess him。  He would soon recover himself in
  the    flaring   glory   of  this  woodland;      and   the   invigoration     of  this   hale
  October air。
  It was a beautiful and brilliant sunset; yet not so beautiful and brilliant
  but   that   the   whole   opulent   forest   around   him   seemed   to   challenge   and
  repeat   its   richest   as   well   as   its   most   delicate   dyes。   The   reddening   west;
  seen through an opening of scarlet maples; was no longer red; the golden
  glory of the sun; sinking over a promontory of gleaming yellow sumach
  that   jutted   out   into   the   noble   river;   was   shorn   of   its   intense   radiance;   at
  times in the thickest woods he seemed surrounded by a yellow nimbus; at
  times    so   luminous     was    the  glow    of   these   translucent    leaves    that  the
  position of the sun itself seemed changed; or the shadows cast in defiance
  of its glory。 As he walked on; long reaches of the lordly placid stream at
  his side were visible; as far as the terraces of the opposite shore; lifted on
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  basaltic columns; themselves streaked and veined with gold and fire。 Paul
  had   seen   nothing   like   this   since   his   boyhood;   for   an   instant   the   great
  heroics     of  the   Sierran    landscape     were    forgotten    in  this  magnificent
  harlequinade。
  A dim footpath crossed the road in the direction of the house; which
  for the last few moments had been slowly etching itself as a soft vignette
  in a tinted aureole of walnut and maple upon the steel blue of the river。 He
  was hesitating whether to take this short cut or continue on by the road;
  when he heard the rustling of quick footsteps among the fallen leaves of
  the variegated thicket through which it stole。 He stopped short; the leafy
  screen   shivered   and   parted;   and   a   tall   graceful   figure;   like   a   draped   and
  hidden Columbine; burst through its painted foliage。 It was Yerba!
  She ran quickly towards him; with parted lips; shining eyes; and a few
  scarlet   leaves   clinging   to   the   stuff   of   her   worsted   dress   in   a   way   that
  recalled the pink petals of Rosario。
  〃When I saw you were not in the wagon and knew you were walking I
  slipped out to intercept you; as I had something to tell you before you saw
  the   others。   I  thought    you   wouldn't    mind。〃    She   stopped;    and   suddenly
  hesitated。
  What was this new strange shyness that seemed to droop her eyelids;
  her proud head; and even the slim hand that had been so impulsively and
  frankly   outstretched      towards    him?    And    hePaulwhat      was   he  doing?
  Where was this passionate outburst that had filled his heart for nights and
  days? Where this eager tumultuous questioning that his feverish lips had
  rehearsed hour by hour? Where this desperate courage that would sweep
  the whole world away if it stood between them? Where; indeed? He was
  standing only a few feet from hercold; silent; and tremulous!
  She drew back a step; lifted her head with a quick toss that seemed to
  condense the moisture in her shining eyes; and sent what might have been
  a glittering dew…drop flying into the loosed tendrils of her hair。 Calm and
  erect again; she put her little hand to her jacket pocket。
  〃I only wanted you to read a letter I got yesterday;〃 she said; taking out
  an envelope。
  The   spell   was   broken。   Paul   caught   eagerly   at   the   hand   that   held   the
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  letter; and would have drawn her to him; but she put him aside gravely but
  sweetly。
  〃Read that letter!〃
  〃Tell me of YOURSELF first!〃 he broke out passionately。 〃Why you
  fled from me; and why I now find you here; by the merest chance; without
  a word of summons from yourself; Yerba? Tell me who is with you? Are
  you free and your own mistressfree to act for yourself and me? Speak;
  darlingdon't be cruel! Since that night I have longed for you; sought for
  you;  and suffered   for   you   every  day  and   hour。 Tell   me   if   I   find   you   the
  same Yerba who wrote〃
  〃Read that letter!〃
  〃I   care   for   none   but   the   one   you   left   me。   I   have   read   and   reread   it;
  Yerbacarried it always with me。 See! I have it here!〃 He was in the act of
  withdrawing it from his breast…pocket; when she put up her hand piteously。
  〃Please; Paul; pleaseread this letter first!〃
  There was something in her new supplicating grace; still retaining the
  faintest suggestion of her old girlish archness; that struck him。 He took the
  letter and opened it。 It was from Colonel Pendleton。
  Plainly;    concisely;   and    formally;   without    giving    the   name    of  his
  authority or suggesting his interview with Mrs。 Argalls; he had informed
  Yerba that he had documentary testimony that she was the daughter of the
  late Jose de Arguello; and legally entitled to bear his name。 A copy of the
  instructions given to his wife; recognizing Yerba Buena; the ward of the
  San Francisco Trust; as his child and hers; and leaving to the mother the
  choice of making it known to her and others; was inclosed。
  Paul   turned   an   unchanged   face   upon   Yerba;   who   was   watching   him
  eagerly; uneasily; almost breathlessly。
  〃And you think this concerns ME!〃 he said bitterly。 〃You think only of
  this; when I speak of the precious letter that bade me hope; and brought
  me to you?〃
  〃Paul;〃 said the girl; with wondering eyes and hesitating lips; 〃do you
  mean to say thatthatthis isnothing to you?〃
  〃Yesbut   forgive   me;   darling!〃   he   broke   out   again;   with   a   sudden
  vague remorsefulness; as he once more sought her elusive hand。 〃I am a
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  brutean egotist! I forgot that it might be something to YOU。〃
  〃Paul;〃 continued the girl; her voice quivering with a strange joy; 〃do
  you say that youYOU yourself; care nothing for this?〃
  〃Nothing;〃 he answered; gazing at her transfigured face with admiring
  wonder。
  〃And〃more timidly; as a faint aurora kindled in her check