第 16 节
作者:暖暖      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  the   flesh   that   it   clasped。   Paul   did   not   know   that   it   was   the   gift   of   the
  mother   to   the   child   that   she   had   forsworn   only   a   few   weeks   before   she
  parted from her forever; but he had a vague feeling that; in that sable dress
  that seemed like mourning; she walked at the funeral of her mother's past。
  A few white flowers in her corsage; the companions of the solitary one in
  his button…hole; were the only relief。
  Their eyes met for a single moment; the look of admiration in Paul's
  being answered by the naive consciousness in Yerba's of a woman looking
  her best; but the next moment she appeared preoccupied with the others;
  and the eager advances of Don Caesar。
  〃Your brother seems to admire Miss Yerba;〃 said Paul。
  〃Ah; yees;〃 returned Dona Anna。 〃And you?〃
  〃Oh!〃   said   Paul;   gayly;   〃I?   I   am   her   guardianwith   me   it   is   simple
  egotism; you know。〃
  〃Ah!〃 returned the arch Dona Anna; 〃you are then already SO certain
  of her? Good! I shall warn him。〃
  A precaution that did seem necessary; as later; when Paul; at a signal
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  from his hostess; offered his arm to Yerba; the young Spaniard regarded
  him with a look of startled curiosity。
  〃I thank you for selecting me to wear your colors;〃 said Paul with a
  glance   at   the   flowers   in   her   corsage;   as   they   sat   at   table;   〃and   I   think   I
  deserve them; since; but for you; I should have been on my way to   San
  Francisco at this moment。 Shall I have an opportunity of talking to you a
  few minutes later in the evening?〃 he added; in a lower tone。
  〃Why      not  now?〃     returned    Yerba;   mischievously。      〃We    are  set   here
  expressly for that purpose。〃
  〃Surely not to talk of our own businessI should say; of our FAMILY
  affairs;〃 said Paul; looking at her with equal playfulness; 〃though I believe
  your friend Don Caesar; opposite; would be more pleased if he were sure
  that was all we did。〃
  〃And you think his sister would share in that pleasure?〃 retorted Yerba。
  〃I   warn    you;   Mr。   Hathaway;      that  you    have   been    quite   justifying   the
  Reverend Mother's doubts about your venerable pretensions。 Everybody is
  staring at you now。〃
  Paul looked up mechanically。 It was true。 Whether from some occult
  sympathy;       from    a   human     tendency      to  admire     obvious     fitness   and
  symmetry;   or   the   innocent   love   with   which   the   world   regards   innocent
  lovers;    they   were    all  observing     Yerba    and    himself    with   undisguised
  attention。 A good talker; he quickly led the conversation to other topics。 It
  was then that he discovered that Yerba was not only accomplished; but that
  this convent…bred girl had acquired a singular breadth of knowledge apart
  from the ordinary routine of the school curriculum。 She spoke and thought
  with   independent   perceptions   and   clearness;   yet   without   the   tactlessness
  and masculine abruptness that is apt to detract from feminine originality of
  reflection。   By   some   tacit   understanding       that   had  the   charm   of   mutual
  confidence;   they   both   exerted   themselves   to   please   the   company   rather
  than each other; and Paul; in the interchange of sallies with Dona Anna;
  had   a   certain   pleasure   in   hearing   Yerba   converse   in   Spanish   with   Don
  Caesar。   But   in   a   few   moments   he   observed;   with   some   uneasiness;   that
  they were talking of the old Spanish occupation; and presently of the old
  Spanish families。 Would she prematurely expose an ignorance that might
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  be hereafter remembered against her; or invite some dreadful genealogical
  reminiscence that would destroy her hopes and raze her Spanish castles?
  Or was she simply collecting information? He admired the dexterity with
  which; without committing herself; she made Don Caesar openly and even
  confidentially       communicative。        And     yet  he   was    on   thorns;   at  times    it
  seemed as if he himself were playing a part in this imposture of Yerba's。
  He   was   aware   that   his   wandering   attention   was   noticed   by   the   quick…
  witted Dona Anna; when he regained his self…possession by what appeared
  to   be   a   happy   diversion。   It   was   the   voice   of   Mrs。   Judge   Baker   calling
  across   the   table   to   Yerba。   By   one   of   the   peculiar   accidents   of   general
  conversation;   it   was   the   one   apparently   trivial   remark   that   in   a   pause
  challenged the ears of all。
  〃We were admiring your necklace; Miss Yerba。〃
  Every   eye   was   turned   upon   the   slender   throat   of   the   handsome   girl。
  The excuse was so natural。
  Yerba   put   her   hand   to   her   neck   with   a   smile。   〃You   are   joking;   Mrs。
  Baker。  I   know  it   is   ridiculously  small;   but   it   is   a   child's   necklace;   and   I
  wear it because it was a gift from my mother。〃
  Paul's heart sank again with consternation。 It was the first time he had
  heard the girl distinctly connect herself with her actual mother; and for an
  instant he felt as startled as if the forgotten Outcast herself had returned
  and taken a seat at the board。
  〃I told you it couldn't be so?〃 remarked Mrs。 Baker; to her husband。
  Everybody   naturally   looked   inquiringly   upon   the   couple;   and   Mrs。
  Baker explained with a smile: 〃Bob thinks he's seen it before; men are so
  obstinate。〃
  〃Pardon   me;  Miss Yerba;〃   said   the   Judge;  blandly;   〃would   you   mind
  showing it to me; if it is not too much trouble?〃
  〃Not   at   all;〃   said   Yerba;   smiling;   and   detaching   the   circlet   from   her
  neck。 〃I'm afraid you'll find it rather old…fashioned。〃
  〃That's just what I hope to find it;〃 said Judge Baker; with a triumphant
  glance   at   his   wife。   〃It   was   eight   years   ago   when   I   saw   it   in   Tucker's
  jewelry shop。 I wanted to buy it for my little Minnie; but as the price was
  steep I hesitated; and when I did make up my mind he had disposed of it to
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  another   customer。   Yes;〃   he   added;   examining   the   necklace   which   Yerba
  had handed to him。 〃I am certain it is the same: it was unique; like this。
  Odd; isn't it?〃
  Everybody said it WAS odd; and looked upon the occurrence with that
  unreasoning satisfaction   with which   average humanity  receives the   most
  trivial and unmeaning coincidences。 It was left to Don Caesar to give it a
  gallant application。
  〃I   have   not…a   the   pleasure   of   knowing…a   the   Miss   Minnie;   but   the
  jewelry; when she arrives; to the throat…a of Miss Yerba; she has not lost
  the valuethe beautythe charm。〃
  〃No;〃   said   Woods;   cheerily。   〃The   fact   is;   Baker;   you   were   too   slow。
  Miss Yerba's folks gobbled up the necklace while you were thinking。 You
  were   a   new…comer。   Old   'forty…niners'   did   not   hesitate   over   a   thing   they
  wanted。〃
  〃You never knew who was your successful rival; eh?〃 said Dona Anna;
  turning to Judge Baker with a curious glance at Paul's pale face in passing。
  〃No;〃 said Baker; 〃but〃he stopped with a hesitating laugh and some
  little confusion。 〃No; I've mixed it up with something else。 It's so long ago。
  I never knew; or if I did I've forgotten。 But the necklace I remember。〃 He
  handed it back to Yerba with a bow; and the incident ended。
  Paul had not looked at Yerba during this conversation; an unreasoning
  instinct that   he   might   confuse   her;   an   equally  unreasoning   dread   that   he
  might see her confused by others; possessing him。 And when he did glance
  at her calm; untroubled face; that seemed only a little surprised at his own
  singular coldness; he was by no means relieved。 He was only convinced of
  one   thing。   In   the   last   five   minutes   he   had   settled   upon   the   irrevocable
  determination that his present relations with the girl could exist no longer。
  He   must   either   tell   her   everything;   or   see   her   no   more。   There   was   no
  middle course。 She was on the brink of an exposure at any moment; either
  through      her   ignorance     or  her   unhappy      pretension。    In   his  intolerable
  position;     he  was    equally    unable    to  contemplate      her   peril;  accept    her
  defense; or himself defend her。
  As   if;   with   so