第 42 节
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inspired distrust。 White Fang was torn by conflicting feelings; impulses。 It
seemed he would fly to pieces; so terrible was the control he was exerting;
holding together by an unwonted indecision the counter…forces that
struggled within him for mastery。
He compromised。 He snarled and bristled and flattened his ears。 But he
neither snapped nor sprang away。 The hand descended。 Nearer and nearer
it came。 It touched the ends of his upstanding hair。 He shrank down under
it。 It followed down after him; pressing more closely against him。
Shrinking; almost shivering; he still managed to hold himself together。 It
was a torment; this hand that touched him and violated his instinct。 He
could not forget in a day all the evil that had been wrought him at the
hands of men。 But it was the will of the god; and he strove to submit。
The hand lifted and descended again in a patting; caressing movement。
This continued; but every time the hand lifted; the hair lifted under it。 And
every time the hand descended; the ears flattened down and a cavernous
growl surged in his throat。 White Fang growled and growled with insistent
warning。 By this means he announced that he was prepared to retaliate for
any hurt he might receive。 There was no telling when the god's ulterior
motive might be disclosed。 At any moment that soft; confidence…inspiring
voice might break forth in a roar of wrath; that gentle and caressing hand
transform itself into a vice…like grip to hold him helpless and administer
punishment。
But the god talked on softly; and ever the hand rose and fell with non…
hostile pats。 White Fang experienced dual feelings。 It was distasteful to his
instinct。 It restrained him; opposed the will of him toward personal liberty。
And yet it was not physically painful。 On the contrary; it was even
pleasant; in a physical way。 The patting movement slowly and carefully
changed to a rubbing of the ears about their bases; and the physical
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pleasure even increased a little。 Yet he continued to fear; and he stood on
guard; expectant of unguessed evil; alternately suffering and enjoying as
one feeling or the other came uppermost and swayed him。
〃Well; I'll be gosh…swoggled!〃
So spoke Matt; coming out of the cabin; his sleeves rolled up; a pan of
dirty dish…water in his hands; arrested in the act of emptying the pan by the
sight of Weedon Scott patting White Fang。
At the instant his voice broke the silence; White Fang leaped back;
snarling savagely at him。
Matt regarded his employer with grieved disapproval。
〃If you don't mind my expressin' my feelin's; Mr。 Scott; I'll make free
to say you're seventeen kinds of a damn fool an' all of 'em different; an'
then some。〃
Weedon Scott smiled with a superior air; gained his feet; and walked
over to White Fang。 He talked soothingly to him; but not for long; then
slowly put out his hand; rested it on White Fang's head; and resumed the
interrupted patting。 White Fang endured it; keeping his eyes fixed
suspiciously; not upon the man that patted him; but upon the man that
stood in the doorway。
〃You may be a number one; tip…top minin' expert; all right all right;〃
the dog…musher delivered himself oracularly; 〃but you missed the chance
of your life when you was a boy an' didn't run off an' join a circus。〃
White Fang snarled at the sound of his voice; but this time did not leap
away from under the hand that was caressing his head and the back of his
neck with long; soothing strokes。
It was the beginning of the end for White Fang … the ending of the old
life and the reign of hate。 A new and incomprehensibly fairer life was
dawning。 It required much thinking and endless patience on the part of
Weedon Scott to accomplish this。 And on the part of White Fang it
required nothing less than a revolution。 He had to ignore the urges and
promptings of instinct and reason; defy experience; give the lie to life
itself。
Life; as he had known it; not only had had no place in it for much that
he now did; but all the currents had gone counter to those to which he now
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abandoned himself。 In short; when all things were considered; he had to
achieve an orientation far vaster than the one he had achieved at the time
he came voluntarily in from the Wild and accepted Grey Beaver as his lord。
At that time he was a mere puppy; soft from the making; without form;
ready for the thumb of circumstance to begin its work upon him。 But now
it was different。 The thumb of circumstance had done its work only too
well。 By it he had been formed and hardened into the Fighting Wolf; fierce
and implacable; unloving and unlovable。 To accomplish the change was
like a reflux of being; and this when the plasticity of youth was no longer
his; when the fibre of him had become tough and knotty; when the warp
and the woof of him had made of him an adamantine texture; harsh and
unyielding; when the face of his spirit had become iron and all his
instincts and axioms had crystallised into set rules; cautions; dislikes; and
desires。
Yet again; in this new orientation; it was the thumb of circumstance
that pressed and prodded him; softening that which had become hard and
remoulding it into fairer form。 Weedon Scott was in truth this thumb。 He
had gone to the roots of White Fang's nature; and with kindness touched to
life potencies that had languished and well…nigh perished。 One such
potency was LOVE。 It took the place of LIKE; which latter had been the
highest feeling that thrilled him in his intercourse with the gods。
But this love did not come in a day。 It began with LIKE and out of it
slowly developed。 White Fang did not run away; though he was allowed to
remain loose; because he liked this new god。 This was certainly better than
the life he had lived in the cage of Beauty Smith; and it was necessary that
he should have some god。 The lordship of man was a need of his nature。
The seal of his dependence on man had been set upon him in that early
day when he turned his back on the Wild and crawled to Grey Beaver's
feet to receive the expected beating。 This seal had been stamped upon him
again; and ineradicably; on his second return from the Wild; when the long
famine was over and there was fish once more in the village of Grey
Beaver。
And so; because he needed a god and because he preferred Weedon
Scott to Beauty Smith; White Fang remained。 In acknowledgment of fealty;
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he proceeded to take upon himself the guardianship of his master's
property。 He prowled about the cabin while the sled…dogs slept; and the
first night…visitor to the cabin fought him off with a club until Weedon
Scott came to the rescue。 But White Fang soon learned to differentiate
between thieves and honest men; to appraise the true value of step and
carriage。 The man who travelled; loud…stepping; the direct line to the cabin
door; he let alone … though he watched him vigilantly until the door opened
and he received the endorsement of the master。 But the man who went
softly; by circuitous ways; peering with caution; seeking after secrecy …
that was the man who received no suspension of judgment from White
Fang; and who went away abruptly; hurriedly; and without dignity。
Weedon Scott had set himself the task of redeeming White Fang … or
rather; of redeeming mankind from the wrong it had done White Fang。 It
was a matter of principle and conscience。 He felt that the ill done White
Fang was a debt incurred by man and that it must be paid。 So he went out
of his way to be especially kind to the Fighting Wolf。 Each day he made it
a point to caress and pet White Fang; and to do it at length。
At first suspicious and hostile; White Fang grew to like thi