第 16 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  He held on to the wing and growled between his tight…clenched teeth。
  The ptarmigan dragged him out of the bush。 When she turned and tried to
  drag him back into the bush's shelter; he pulled her away from it and on
  into the open。 And all the time she was making outcry and striking with
  her   free   wing;   while   feathers   were   flying   like   a   snow…fall。   The   pitch   to
  which he was aroused was tremendous。 All the fighting blood of his breed
  was up in him and surging through him。 This was living; though he did not
  know it。 He was realising his own meaning in the world; he was doing that
  for   which   he   was   made   …   killing   meat   and   battling   to   kill   it。   He   was
  justifying his existence; than which life can do no greater; for life achieves
  its summit when it does to the uttermost that which it was equipped to do。
  After a time; the ptarmigan ceased her struggling。 He still held her by
  the wing; and they lay on the ground and looked at each other。 He tried to
  growl threateningly; ferociously。 She pecked on his nose; which by now;
  what of previous adventures was sore。 He winced but held on。 She pecked
  him again   and again。  From  wincing   he went to whimpering。  He tried   to
  back   away   from   her;   oblivious   to   the   fact   that   by   his   hold   on   her   he
  dragged her after him。 A rain of pecks fell on his ill…used nose。 The flood
  of   fight   ebbed   down   in   him;   and;   releasing   his   prey;   he   turned   tail   and
  scampered on across the open in inglorious retreat。
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  He lay down to rest on the other side of the open; near the edge of the
  bushes; his tongue lolling out; his chest heaving and panting; his nose still
  hurting him and causing him to continue his whimper。 But as he lay there;
  suddenly there came to him a feeling as of something terrible impending。
  The   unknown   with   all   its   terrors   rushed   upon   him;   and   he   shrank   back
  instinctively   into   the   shelter   of   the   bush。 As   he   did   so;   a   draught   of   air
  fanned him; and a large; winged body swept ominously and silently past。
  A hawk; driving down out of the blue; had barely missed him。
  While     he   lay  in  the   bush;   recovering     from   his   fright  and   peering
  fearfully   out;   the   mother…ptarmigan   on   the   other   side   of   the   open   space
  fluttered out of the ravaged nest。 It was because of her loss that she paid
  no attention to the winged bolt of the sky。 But the cub saw; and it was a
  warning and a lesson to him … the swift downward swoop of the hawk; the
  short skim of its body just above the ground; the strike of its talons in the
  body of the ptarmigan;  the ptarmigan's squawk of   agony and fright;  and
  the hawk's rush upward into the blue; carrying the ptarmigan away with it;
  It was a long time before the cub left its shelter。 He had learned much。
  Live things were meat。 They were good to eat。 Also; live things when they
  were large enough; could give hurt。 It was better to eat small live things
  like   ptarmigan   chicks;   and   to   let   alone   large   live   things   like   ptarmigan
  hens。 Nevertheless he felt a little prick of ambition; a sneaking desire to
  have another battle with that ptarmigan hen … only the hawk had carried
  her away。 May be there were other ptarmigan hens。 He would go and see。
  He came down a shelving bank to the stream。 He had never seen water
  before。 The footing looked good。 There were no inequalities of surface。 He
  stepped     boldly    out   on   it;  and  went    down;    crying    with   fear;   into  the
  embrace of the unknown。 It was cold; and he gasped; breathing   quickly。
  The     water    rushed    into  his   lungs   instead    of   the  air  that   had   always
  accompanied his act of breathing。 The suffocation he experienced was like
  the    pang    of  death。   To   him    it  signified   death。    He   had    no   conscious
  knowledge of death; but like every animal of the Wild; he possessed the
  instinct of death。 To him it stood as the greatest of hurts。 It was the very
  essence of the unknown; it was the sum of the terrors of the unknown; the
  one   culminating   and   unthinkable   catastrophe   that   could   happen   to   him;
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  about which he knew nothing and about which he feared everything。
  He came to the surface; and the sweet air rushed into his open mouth。
  He did not go down again。 Quite as though it had been a long…established
  custom of his he struck out with all his legs and began to swim。 The near
  bank was a yard away; but he had come up with his back to it; and the first
  thing    his  eyes    rested   upon    was   the   opposite    bank;   toward     which    he
  immediately began to swim。 The stream was a small one; but in the pool it
  widened out to a score of feet。
  Midway in the passage; the current picked up the cub and swept him
  downstream。   He   was   caught   in   the   miniature   rapid   at   the   bottom   of   the
  pool。 Here was little chance for swimming。 The quiet water had become
  suddenly angry。 Sometimes he was under; sometimes on top。 At all times
  he   was   in   violent   motion;   now   being   turned   over   or   around;   and   again;
  being smashed against a rock。 And with every rock he struck; he yelped。
  His progress was a series of yelps; from which might have been adduced
  the number of rocks he encountered。
  Below the rapid was a second pool; and here; captured by the eddy; he
  was gently borne to the bank; and as gently deposited on a bed of gravel。
  He   crawled   frantically  clear   of   the   water   and   lay  down。   He   had   learned
  some   more   about the   world。 Water   was   not   alive。 Yet   it   moved。 Also;  it
  looked   as   solid   as   the   earth;   but   was   without   any   solidity   at   all。  His
  conclusion was that things were not always what they appeared to be。 The
  cub's fear of the unknown was an inherited distrust; and it had now been
  strengthened by experience。 Thenceforth; in the nature of things; he would
  possess   an   abiding   distrust   of   appearances。   He   would   have   to   learn   the
  reality of a thing before he could put his faith into it。
  One other adventure was destined for him that day。 He had recollected
  that there was such a thing in the world as his mother。 And then there came
  to him a feeling that he wanted her more than all the rest of the things in
  the    world。   Not    only   was    his  body    tired   with   the   adventures     it  had
  undergone;   but   his   little   brain   was   equally   tired。   In   all   the   days   he   had
  lived it had not worked so hard as on this one day。 Furthermore; he was
  sleepy。 So he started out to look for the cave and his mother; feeling at the
  same time an overwhelming rush of loneliness and helplessness。
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  He was sprawling along between some bushes; when he heard a sharp
  intimidating cry。 There   was   a   flash of   yellow   before   his   eyes。   He   saw   a
  weasel leaping swiftly away from him。 It was a small live thing; and he
  had no fear。 Then; before him; at his feet; he saw an extremely small live
  thing;   only   several   inches   long;   a   young   weasel;   that;   like   himself;   had
  disobediently   gone       out   adventuring。     It  tried   to  retreat  before   him。   He
  turned   it   over   with   his   paw。   It   made   a   queer;   grating   noise。   The   next
  moment the flash of yellow reappeared before his eyes。 He heard again the
  intimidating cry; and at the same instant received a sharp blow on the side
  of the neck and felt the sharp teeth of the mother…weasel cut into his flesh。
  While   he   yelped   and   ki…yi'd   and   scrambled   backward;   he   saw          the
  mother…weasel   leap   upon   her   young   one   and   disappear   with   it   into   the
  neighbouring   thicket。   The   cut   of   her   teeth   in   his   neck   still   hurt;   but   his
  feelings     were    hurt    more    grievously;     and    he   sat  down     and    weakly
  whimpered。 This mother…weasel was so small and so savage。 He was yet
  to   learn   that  for  size   and   weight    the   weasel    was   the   most   ferocious;
  vindictive; and terrible of all the killers of the Wild。 But a portion of this
  knowledge was quickly to be his。
  He was still whimpering when the mother…weasel reappeared。 She did
  not   rush   him;   now   that   her   young   one   was   safe。   She   approached   more
  cautiously; and t