第 15 节
作者:摄氏0度      更新:2022-11-23 12:12      字数:9322
  again;   but   it   had   taken   upon   itself   a   remarkable   remoteness。   Also;   its
  appearance had changed。 It was now a variegated wall; composed of the
  trees   that   fringed the   stream;   the   opposing   mountain   that towered   above
  the trees; and the sky that out…towered the mountain。
  A great fear came upon him。 This was more of the terrible unknown。
  He crouched down on the lip of the cave and gazed out on the world。 He
  was   very   much   afraid。   Because   it   was   unknown;   it   was   hostile   to   him。
  Therefore the hair stood up on end along his back and his lips wrinkled
  weakly   in   an   attempt   at   a   ferocious   and   intimidating   snarl。   Out   of   his
  puniness and fright he challenged and menaced the whole wide world。
  Nothing happened。 He continued to gaze; and in his interest he forgot
  to snarl。 Also; he forgot to be afraid。 For the time; fear had been routed by
  growth;   while   growth   had   assumed   the   guise   of   curiosity。   He   began   to
  notice near objects … an open portion of the stream that flashed in the sun;
  the blasted pine…tree that stood at the base of the slope; and the slope itself;
  that ran right up to him and ceased two feet beneath the lip of the cave on
  which he crouched。
  Now the grey cub had lived all his days on a level floor。 He had never
  experienced   the   hurt   of   a   fall。   He   did   not   know   what   a   fall   was。   So   he
  stepped boldly out upon the air。 His hind…legs still rested on the cave…lip;
  so he fell forward head downward。 The earth struck him a harsh blow on
  the nose that made him yelp。 Then he began rolling down the slope; over
  and over。 He was in a panic of terror。 The unknown had caught him at last。
  It   had   gripped   savagely   hold   of   him   and   was   about   to   wreak   upon   him
  some terrific hurt。 Growth was now routed by fear; and he ki…yi'd like any
  frightened puppy。
  The unknown bore him on he knew not to what frightful hurt; and he
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  yelped     and   ki…yi'd   unceasingly。     This   was    a  different   proposition     from
  crouching   in   frozen   fear   while   the   unknown   lurked   just   alongside。   Now
  the   unknown   had   caught   tight   hold   of   him。   Silence   would   do   no   good。
  Besides; it was not fear; but terror; that convulsed him。
  But the slope grew more gradual; and its base was grass…covered。 Here
  the cub lost momentum。 When at last he came to a stop; he gave one last
  agonised   yell   and   then   a   long;   whimpering   wail。   Also;   and   quite   as   a
  matter   of   course;   as   though   in   his   life   he   had   already   made   a   thousand
  toilets; he proceeded to lick away the dry clay that soiled him。
  After that he sat up and gazed about him; as might the first man of the
  earth who landed upon Mars。 The cub had broken through the wall of the
  world; the unknown had let go its hold of him; and here he was without
  hurt。 But the first man on Mars would have experienced less unfamiliarity
  than   did   he。   Without   any   antecedent   knowledge;   without   any   warning
  whatever that such existed; he found himself an explorer in a totally new
  world。
  Now  that   the   terrible   unknown   had   let   go   of   him;   he   forgot   that   the
  unknown had any terrors。 He was aware only of curiosity in all the things
  about him。 He inspected the grass beneath him; the moss… berry plant just
  beyond; and the dead trunk of the blasted pine that stood on the edge of an
  open   space   among   the   trees。 A  squirrel;   running   around   the   base   of   the
  trunk; came full upon him; and gave him a great fright。 He cowered down
  and snarled。 But the squirrel was as badly scared。 It ran up the tree; and
  from a point of safety chattered back savagely。
  This   helped   the   cub's   courage;   and   though   the   woodpecker   he   next
  encountered gave him a start; he proceeded confidently on his way。 Such
  was his confidence; that when a moose…bird impudently hopped up to him;
  he reached out at it with a playful paw。 The result was a sharp peck on the
  end of his nose that made him cower down and ki…yi。 The noise he made
  was too much for the moose…bird; who sought safety in flight。
  But the cub was learning。 His misty little mind had already made an
  unconscious   classification。   There   were   live   things   and   things   not   alive。
  Also; he must watch out for the live things。 The things not alive remained
  always   in   one place;   but   the   live   things   moved   about;   and   there   was   no
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  telling    what    they    might    do。   The    thing    to   expect    of   them    was    the
  unexpected; and for this he must be prepared。
  He travelled very clumsily。 He ran into sticks and things。 A twig that
  he thought a long way off; would the next instant hit him on the nose or
  rake   along   his   ribs。   There   were   inequalities   of   surface。   Sometimes   he
  overstepped   and   stubbed   his   nose。   Quite   as   often   he   understepped   and
  stubbed his feet。 Then there were the pebbles and stones that turned under
  him when   he trod upon them;   and   from  them  he came   to   know  that the
  things not alive were not all in the same state of stable equilibrium as was
  his   cave   …   also;   that   small   things   not   alive   were   more   liable   than   large
  things to fall down or turn over。 But with every mishap he was learning。
  The longer he walked; the better he walked。 He was adjusting himself。 He
  was     learning    to  calculate    his  own     muscular     movements;       to  know     his
  physical   limitations;   to   measure   distances   between   objects;   and   between
  objects and himself。
  His was the luck of the beginner。 Born to be a hunter of meat (though
  he did not know it);  he blundered   upon meat   just outside his own   cave…
  door on his first foray into the world。 It was by sheer blundering that he
  chanced upon the shrewdly hidden ptarmigan nest。 He fell into it。 He had
  essayed to walk along the trunk of a fallen pine。 The rotten bark gave way
  under his   feet;   and   with   a   despairing   yelp   he   pitched   down   the   rounded
  crescent; smashed through the leafage and stalks of a small bush; and in
  the   heart   of   the   bush;   on   the   ground;   fetched   up   in   the   midst   of   seven
  ptarmigan chicks。
  They   made   noises;   and   at   first   he   was   frightened   at   them。   Then   he
  perceived that they were very little; and he became bolder。 They moved。
  He placed his paw on one; and its movements were accelerated。 This was
  a source of enjoyment to him。 He smelled it。 He picked it up in his mouth。
  It struggled and tickled his tongue。 At the same time he was made aware
  of a sensation of hunger。 His jaws closed together。 There was a crunching
  of   fragile   bones;   and   warm   blood   ran   in   his   mouth。   The   taste   of   it   was
  good。 This was meat; the same as his mother gave him; only it was alive
  between his teeth and therefore better。 So he ate the ptarmigan。 Nor did he
  stop   till   he   had   devoured   the   whole   brood。  Then   he   licked   his   chops   in
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  quite the same way his mother did; and began to crawl out of the bush。
  He encountered a feathered whirlwind。 He was confused and blinded
  by the rush of it and the beat of angry wings。 He hid his head between his
  paws   and   yelped。   The   blows   increased。   The   mother   ptarmigan   was   in   a
  fury。   Then   he   became   angry。   He   rose   up;   snarling;   striking   out   with   his
  paws。 He sank his tiny teeth into one of the wings and pulled and tugged
  sturdily。 The ptarmigan struggled against him; showering blows upon him
  with   her   free   wing。   It   was   his   first   battle。   He   was   elated。   He   forgot   all
  about the unknown。 He no longer was afraid of anything。 He was fighting;
  tearing at a live thing that was   striking at him。 Also; this live thing   was
  meat。 The lust to kill was on him。 He had just destroyed little live things。
  He   would   now   destroy   a   big   live   thing。   He   was   too   busy   and   happy   to
  know that he was happy。 He was thrilling and exulting in ways new to him
  and greater to him than any he had known before。
  He held on to the wing and growled between his tight…clenched teeth。
  The ptarmigan dragged him out of the bush。 When she turned and tried to
  drag him back into the bu