第 7 节
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  broken ring。
  After that; when in discussions with his village elders or
  stewards the blood rushed to his face and his fists began to clench;
  Nicholas would turn the broken ring on his finger and would drop his
  eyes before the man who was making him angry。 But he did forget
  himself once or twice within a twelvemonth; and then he would go and
  confess to his wife; and would again promise that this should really
  be the very last time。
  〃Mary; you must despise me!〃 he would say。 〃I deserve it。〃
  〃You should go; go away at once; if you don't feel strong enough
  to control yourself;〃 she would reply sadly; trying to comfort her
  husband。
  Among the gentry of the province Nicholas was respected but not
  liked。 He did not concern himself with the interests of his own class;
  and consequently some thought him proud and others thought him stupid。
  The whole summer; from spring sowing to harvest; he was busy with
  the work on his farm。 In autumn he gave himself up to hunting with the
  same business like seriousness… leaving home for a month; or even two;
  with his hunt。 In winter he visited his other villages or spent his
  time reading。 The books he read were chiefly historical; and on
  these he spent a certain sum every year。 He was collecting; as he
  said; a serious library; and he made it a rule to read through all the
  books he bought。 He would sit in his study with a grave air;
  reading… a task he first imposed upon himself as a duty; but which
  afterwards became a habit affording him a special kind of pleasure and
  a consciousness of being occupied with serious matters。 In winter;
  except for business excursions; he spent most of his time at home
  making himself one with his family and entering into all the details
  of his children's relations with their mother。 The harmony between him
  and his wife grew closer and closer and he daily discovered fresh
  spiritual treasures in her。
  From the time of his marriage Sonya had lived in his house。 Before
  that; Nicholas had told his wife all that had passed between himself
  and Sonya; blaming himself and commending her。 He had asked Princess
  Mary to be gentle and kind to his cousin。 She thoroughly realized
  the wrong he had done Sonya; felt herself to blame toward her; and
  imagined that her wealth had influenced Nicholas' choice。 She could
  not find fault with Sonya in any way and tried to be fond of her;
  but often felt ill…will toward her which she could not overcome。
  Once she had a talk with her friend Natasha about Sonya and about
  her own injustice toward her。
  〃You know;〃 said Natasha; 〃you have read the Gospels a great deal…
  there is a passage in them that just fits Sonya。〃
  〃What?〃 asked Countess Mary; surprised。
  〃'To him that hath shall be given; and from him that hath not
  shall be taken away。' You remember? She is one that hath not; why; I
  don't know。 Perhaps she lacks egotism; I don't know; but from her is
  taken away; and everything has been taken away。 Sometimes I am
  dreadfully sorry for her。 Formerly I very much wanted Nicholas to
  marry her; but I always had a sort of presentiment that it would not
  come off。 She is a sterile flower; you know… like some strawberry
  blossoms。 Sometimes I am sorry for her; and sometimes I think she
  doesn't feel it as you or I would。〃
  Though Countess Mary told Natasha that those words in the Gospel
  must be understood differently; yet looking at Sonya she agreed with
  Natasha's explanation。 It really seemed that Sonya did not feel her
  position trying; and had grown quite reconciled to her lot as a
  sterile flower。 She seemed to be fond not so much of individuals as of
  the family as a whole。 Like a cat; she had attached herself not to the
  people but to the home。 She waited on the old countess; petted and
  spoiled the children; was always ready to render the small services
  for which she had a gift; and all this was unconsciously accepted from
  her with insufficient gratitude。
  The country seat at Bald Hills had been rebuilt; though not on the
  same scale as under the old prince。
  The buildings; begun under straitened circumstances; were more
  than simple。 The immense house on the old stone foundations was of
  wood; plastered only inside。 It had bare deal floors and was furnished
  with very simple hard sofas; armchairs; tables; and chairs made by
  their own serf carpenters out of their own birchwood。 The house was
  spacious and had rooms for the house serfs and apartments for
  visitors。 Whole families of the Rostovs' and Bolkonskis' relations
  sometimes came to Bald Hills with sixteen horses and dozens of
  servants and stayed for months。 Besides that; four times a year; on
  the name days and birthdays of the hosts; as many as a hundred
  visitors would gather there for a day or two。 The rest of the year
  life pursued its unbroken routine with its ordinary occupations; and
  its breakfasts; lunches; dinners; and suppers; provided out of the
  produce of the estate。
  EP1|CH9
  CHAPTER IX
  It was the eve of St。 Nicholas; the fifth of December; 1820。 Natasha
  had been staying at her brother's with her husband and children
  since early autumn。 Pierre had gone to Petersburg on business of his
  own for three weeks as he said; but had remained there nearly seven
  weeks and was expected back every minute。
  Besides the Bezukhov family; Nicholas' old friend the retired
  General Vasili Dmitrich Denisov was staying with the Rostovs this
  fifth of December。
  On the sixth; which was his name day when the house would be full of
  visitors; Nicholas knew he would have to exchange his Tartar tunic for
  a tail coat; and put on narrow boots with pointed toes; and drive to
  the new church he had built; and then receive visitors who would
  come to congratulate him; offer them refreshments; and talk about
  the elections of the nobility; but he considered himself entitled to
  spend the eve of that day in his usual way。 He examined the
  bailiff's accounts of the village in Ryazan which belonged to his
  wife's nephew; wrote two business letters; and walked over to the
  granaries; cattle yards and stables before dinner。 Having taken
  precautions against the general drunkenness to be expected on the
  morrow because it was a great saint's day; he returned to dinner;
  and without having time for a private talk with his wife sat down at
  the long table laid for twenty persons; at which the whole household
  had assembled。 At that table were his mother; his mother's old lady
  companion Belova; his wife; their three children with their
  governess and tutor; his wife's nephew with his tutor; Sonya; Denisov;
  Natasha; her three children; their governess; and old Michael
  Ivanovich; the late prince's architect; who was living on in
  retirement at Bald Hills。
  Countess Mary sat at the other end of the table。 When her husband
  took his place she concluded; from the rapid manner in which after
  taking up his table napkin he pushed back the tumbler and wineglass
  standing before him; that he was out of humor; as was sometimes the
  case when he came in to dinner straight from the farm… especially
  before the soup。 Countess Mary well knew that mood of his; and when
  she herself was in a good frame of mind quietly waited till he had had
  his soup and then began to talk to him and make him admit that there
  was no cause for his ill…humor。 But today she quite forgot that and
  was hurt that he should be angry with her without any reason; and
  she felt unhappy。 She asked him where he had been。 He replied。 She
  again inquired whether everything was going well on the farm。 Her
  unnatural tone made him wince unpleasantly and he replied hastily。
  〃Then I'm not mistaken;〃 thought Countess Mary。 〃Why is he cross
  with me?〃 She concluded from his tone that he was vexed with her and
  wished to end the conversation。 She knew her remarks sounded
  unnatural; but could not refrain from asking some more questions。
  Thanks to Denisov the conversation at table soon became general
  and lively; and she did not talk to her husband。 When they left the
  table and went as usual to thank the old countess; Countess Mary
  held out her hand and kissed her husband; and asked him why he was
  angry with her。
  〃You always have such strange fancies! I didn't even think of
  being angry;〃 he replied。
  But the word always seemed to her to imply: 〃Yes; I am angry but I
  won't tell you why。〃
  Nicholas and his wife lived together so happily that even Sonya
  and the old countess; who felt jealous and would have liked them to
  disagree; could find nothing to reproach them with; but even they
  had their moments of antagonism。 Occasionally; and it was always
  just after they had been happiest together; they suddenly had a
  feeling of estrangement and hostility; which occurred most
  frequently during Countess Mary's pregnancies; and this was such a
  time。
  〃Well; messieurs et mesdames;〃 said Nicholas loudly and with
  apparent cheerfulness (it seemed to Countess Mary that he did it on
  purpose to