第 35 节
作者:披荆斩棘      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9322
  pudding!〃
  He ate in silence; then pushed back his chair and went to the
  window; gazing through its grimy panes at the mountains; ethereal
  in their evening saffron。
  〃Blamed Chink;〃 he growled; 〃why don't he wash these windows?〃
  Jed laid down his busy knife and idle fork to gaze on his chief
  with amazement。  Buck Johnson; the austere; the aloof; the grimly
  taciturn; the dangerous; to be thus complaining like a querulous
  woman!
  〃Senor;〃 said he; 〃you're off your feed。〃
  Senor Johnson strode savagely to the table and sat down with a
  bang。
  〃I'm sick of it;〃 he growled; 〃this thing will kill me off。  I
  might as well go be a buck nun and be done with it。〃
  With one round…arm sweep he cleared aside the dishes。
  〃Give me that pen and paper behind you;〃 he requested。
  For an hour he wrote and destroyed。  The floor became littered
  with torn papers。  Then he enveloped a meagre result。  Parker had
  watched him in silence。
  The Senor looked up to catch his speculative eye。  His own eye
  twinkled a little; but the twinkle was determined and sinister;
  with only an alloy of humour。
  〃Senor;〃 ventured Parker slowly; 〃this event sure knocks me
  hell…west and crooked。  If the loco you have culled hasn't
  paralysed your speaking parts; would you mind telling me what in
  the name of heaven; hell; and high…water is up?〃
  〃I am going to get married;〃 announced the Senor calmly。
  〃What!〃 shouted Parker; 〃who to?〃
  〃To a lady;〃 replied the Senor; 〃an intelligent and refined lady…
  …of pleasing appearance。〃
  CHAPTER FOUR
  DREAMS
  Although the paper was a year old; Senor Johnson in due time
  received an answer from Kansas。  A correspondence ensued。  Senor
  Johnson enshrined above the big fireplace the photograph of a
  woman。  Before this he used to stand for hours at a time slowly
  constructing in his mind what he had hitherto lackedan ideal of
  woman and of home。  This ideal he used sometimes to express to
  himself and to the ironical Jed。
  〃It must sure be nice to have a little woman waitin' for you when
  you come in off'n the desert。〃
  Or: 〃Now; a woman would have them windows just blooming with
  flowers and white curtains and such truck。〃
  Or: 〃I bet that Sang would get a wiggle on him with his little
  old cleaning duds if he had a woman ahold of his jerk line。〃
  Slowly he reconstructed his life; the life of the ranch; in terms
  of this hypothesised feminine influence。  Then matters came to an
  understanding;  Senor Johnson had sent his own portrait。
  Estrella Sands wrote back that she adored big black beards; but
  she was afraid of him; he had such a fascinating bad eye:  no
  woman could resist him。  Senor Johnson at once took things for
  granted; sent on to Kansas a preposterous sum of 〃expense〃 money
  and a railroad ticket; and raided Goodrich's store at Willets; a
  hundred miles away; for all manner of gaudy carpets; silverware;
  fancy lamps; works of art; pianos; linen; and gimcracks for the
  adornment of the ranch house。  Furthermore; he offered wages more
  than equal to a hundred miles of desert to a young Irish girl;
  named Susie O'Toole; to come out as housekeeper; decorator; boss
  of Sang and another Chinaman; and companion to Mrs。 Johnson when
  she should arrive。
  Furthermore; he laid off from the range work Brent Palmer; the
  most skilful man with horses; and set him to 〃gentling〃 a
  beautiful little sorrel。  A sidesaddle had arrived from El Paso。
  It was 〃centre fire;〃 which is to say it had but the single
  horsehair cinch; broad; tasselled; very genteel in its suggestion
  of pleasure use only。  Brent could be seen at all times of day;
  cantering here and there on the sorrel; a blanket tied around his
  waist to simulate the long riding skirt。  He carried also a sulky
  and evil gleam in his eye; warning against undue levity。
  Jed Parker watched these various proceedings sardonically。
  Once; the baby light of innocence blue in his eye; he inquired if
  he would be required to dress for dinner。
  〃If so;〃 he went on; 〃I'll have my man brush up my low…necked
  clothes。〃
  But Senor Johnson refused to be baited。
  〃Go on; Jed;〃 said he; 〃you know you ain't got clothes enough to
  dust a fiddle。〃
  The Senor was happy these days。  He showed it by an unwonted
  joviality of spirit; by a slight but evident unbending of his
  Spanish dignity。  No longer did the splendour of the desert fill
  him with a vague yearning and uneasiness。  He looked upon it
  confidently; noting its various phases with care; rejoicing in
  each new development of colour and light; of form and illusion;
  storing them away in his memory so that their recurrence should
  find him prepared to recognise and explain them。  For soon he
  would have someone by his side with whom to appreciate them。  In
  that sharing be could see the reason for them; the reason for
  their strange bitter…sweet effects on the human soul。
  One evening he leaned on the corral fence; looking toward the
  Dragoons。  The sun had set behind them。  Gigantic they loomed
  against the western light。  From their summits; like an aureola;
  radiated the splendour of the dust…moted air; this evening a deep
  umber。  A faint reflection of it fell across the desert;
  glorifying the reaches of its nothingness。
  〃I'll take her out on an evening like this;〃 quoth Senor Johnson
  to himself;〃and I'll make her keep her eyes on the ground till we
  get right up by Running Bear Knob; and then I'll let her look up
  all to once。  And she'll surely enjoy this life。  I bet she never
  saw a steer roped in her life。  She can ride with me every day
  out over the range and I'll show her the busting and the branding
  and that band of antelope over by the Tall Windmill。  I'll teach
  her to shoot; too。  And we can make little pack trips off in the
  hills when she gets too hotup there by Deerskin Meadows 'mongst
  the high peaks。〃
  He mused; turning over in his mind a new picture of his own life;
  aims; and pursuits as modified by the sympathetic and
  understanding companionship of a woman。  He pictured himself as
  he must seem to her in his different pursuits。  The
  picturesqueness pleased him。  The simple; direct vanity of the
  manthe wholesome vanity of a straightforward natureawakened
  to preen its feathers before the idea of the mate。
  The shadows fell。  Over the Chiricahuas flared the evening star。
  The plain; self…luminous with the weird lucence of the arid
  lands; showed ghostly。  Jed Parker; coming out from the lamp…lit
  adobe; leaned his elbows on the rail in silent company with his
  chief。  He; too; looked abroad。  His mind's eye saw what his
  body's eye had always told him were the insistent notesthe
  alkali; the cactus; the sage; the mesquite; the lava; the choking
  dust; the blinding beat; the burning thirst。  He sighed in the
  dim half recollection of past days。
  〃I wonder if she'll like the country?〃 he hazarded。
  But Senor Johnson turned on him his steady eyes; filled with the
  great glory of the desert。
  〃Like the country!〃 he marvelled slowly。 〃Of course!  Why
  shouldn't she?〃
  CHAPTER FIVE
  THE ARRIVAL
  The Overland drew into Willets; coated from engine to observation
  with white dust。  A porter; in  strange contrast of neatness;
  flung open the vestibule; dropped his little carpeted step; and
  turned to assist someone。  A few idle passengers gazed out on the
  uninteresting; flat frontier town。
  Senor Johnson caught his breath in amazement。  〃God!  Ain't she
  just like her picture!〃 he exclaimed。  He seemed to find this
  astonishing。
  For a moment he did not step forward to claim her; so she stood
  looking about her uncertainly; her leather suit…case at her feet。
  She was indeed like the photograph。  The same full…curved;
  compact little figure; the same round face; the same cupid's bow
  mouth; the same appealing; large eyes; the same haze of doll's
  hair。  In a moment she caught sight of Senor Johnson and took two
  steps toward him; then stopped。  The Senor at once came forward。
  〃You're Mr。 Johnson; ain't you?〃 she inquired; thrusting her
  little pointed chin forward; and so elevating her baby…blue eyes
  to his。
  〃Yes; ma'am;〃 he acknowledged formally。  Then; after a moment's
  pause: 〃I hope you're well。〃
  〃Yes; thank you。〃
  The station loungers; augmented by all the ranchmen and cowboys
  in town; were examining her closely。  She looked at them in a
  swift side glance that seemed to gather all their eyes to hers。
  Then; satisfied that she possessed the universal admiration; she
  returned the full force of her attention to the man before her。
  〃Now you give me your trunk checks;〃 he was saying; 〃and then
  we'll go right over and get married。〃
  〃Oh!〃 she gasped。
  〃That's right; ain't it