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绚烂冬季 更新:2022-11-23 12:09 字数:7354
the generosity which had come to her aid in the sharpest crisis of
her life。
Dorothea herself had no dreams of being praised above other women;
feeling that there was always something better which she might have done;
if she had only been better and known better。 Still; she never
repented that she had given up position and fortune to marry
Will Ladislaw; and he would have held it the greatest shame as well
as sorrow to him if she had repented。 They were bound to each other
by a love stronger than any impulses which could have marred it。
No life would have been possible to Dorothea which was not filled
with emotion; and she had now a life filled also with a beneficent
activity which she had not the doubtful pains of discovering
and marking out for herself。 Will became an ardent public man;
working well in those times when reforms were begun with a young
hopefulness of immediate good which has been much checked in our days;
and getting at last returned to Parliament by a constituency
who paid his expenses。 Dorothea could have liked nothing better;
since wrongs existed; than that her husband should be in the thick
of a struggle against them; and that she should give him wifely help。
Many who knew her; thought it a pity that so substantive and rare
a creature should have been absorbed into the life of another;
and be only known in a certain circle as a wife and mother。
But no one stated exactly what else that was in her power she ought
rather to have donenot even Sir James Chettam; who went no further
than the negative prescription that she ought not to have married
Will Ladislaw。
But this opinion of his did not cause a lasting alienation; and the
way in which the family was made whole again was characteristic
of all concerned。 Mr。 Brooke could not resist the pleasure of
corresponding with Will and Dorothea; and one morning when his pen
had been remarkably fluent on the prospects of Municipal Reform;
it ran off into an invitation to the Grange; which; once written;
could not be done away with at less cost than the sacrifice
(hardly to be conceived) of the whole valuable letter。
During the months of this correspondence Mr。 Brooke had continually;
in his talk with Sir James Chettam; been presupposing or hinting
that the intention of cutting off the entail was still maintained;
and the day on which his pen gave the daring invitation; he went
to Freshitt expressly to intimate that he had a stronger sense than
ever of the reasons for taking that energetic step as a precaution
against any mixture of low blood in the heir of the Brookes。
But that morning something exciting had happened at the Hall。
A letter had come to Celia which made her cry silently as she read it;
and when Sir James; unused to see her in tears; asked anxiously what
was the matter; she burst out in a wail such as he had never heard
from her before。
〃Dorothea has a little boy。 And you will not let me go and see her。
And I am sure she wants to see me。 And she will not know what to do
with the babyshe will do wrong things with it。 And they thought
she would die。 It is very dreadful! Suppose it had been me and
little Arthur; and Dodo had been hindered from coming to see me!
I wish you would be less unkind; James!〃
〃Good heavens; Celia!〃 said Sir James; much wrought upon; 〃what do
you wish? I will do anything you like。 I will take you to town
to…morrow if you wish it。〃 And Celia did wish it。
It was after this that Mr。 Brooke came; and meeting the Baronet
in the grounds; began to chat with him in ignorance of the news;
which Sir James for some reason did not care to tell him immediately。
But when the entail was touched on in the usual way; he said;
〃My dear sir; it is not for me to dictate to you; but for my part I
would let that alone。 I would let things remain as they are。〃
Mr。 Brooke felt so much surprised that he did not at once find
out how much he was relieved by the sense that he was not expected
to do anything in particular。
Such being the bent of Celia's heart; it was inevitable that Sir James
should consent to a reconciliation with Dorothea and her husband。
Where women love each other; men learn to smother their mutual dislike。
Sir James never liked Ladislaw; and Will always preferred to have Sir
James's company mixed with another kind: they were on a footing
of reciprocal tolerance which was made quite easy only when Dorothea
and Celia were present。
It became an understood thing that Mr。 and Mrs。 Ladislaw should pay
at least two visits during the year to the Grange; and there came
gradually a small row of cousins at Freshitt who enjoyed playing
with the two cousins Visiting Tipton as much as if the blood
of these cousins had been less dubiously mixed。
Mr。 Brooke lived to a good old age; and his estate was inherited by
Dorothea's son; who might have represented Middlemarch; but declined;
thinking that his opinions had less chance of being stifled if he
remained out of doors。
Sir James never ceased to regard Dorothea's second marriage as a mistake;
and indeed this remained the tradition concerning it in Middlemarch;
where she was spoken of to a younger generation as a fine girl
who married a sickly clergyman; old enough to be her father; and in
little more than a year after his death gave up her estate to marry
his cousinyoung enough to have been his son; with no property;
and not well…born。 Those who had not seen anything of Dorothea
usually observed that she could not have been 〃a nice woman;〃
else she would not have married either the one or the other。
Certainly those determining acts of her life were not ideally beautiful。
They were the mixed result of young and noble impulse struggling
amidst the conditions of an imperfect social state; in which great
feelings will often take the aspect of error; and great faith the
aspect of illusion。 For there is no creature whose inward being is
so strong that it is not greatly determined by what lies outside it。
A new Theresa will hardly have the opportunity of reforming
a conventual life; any more than a new Antigone will spend her
heroic piety in daring all for the sake of a brother's burial:
the medium in which their ardent deeds took shape is forever gone。
But we insignificant people with our daily words and acts are
preparing the lives of many Dorotheas; some of which may present
a far sadder sacrifice than that of the Dorothea whose story we know。
Her finely touched spirit had still its fine issues; though they were
not widely visible。 Her full nature; like that river of which Cyrus
broke the strength; spent itself in channels which had no great
name on the earth。 But the effect of her being on those around
her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world
is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so
ill with you and me as they might have been; is half owing to the
number who lived faithfully a hidden life; and rest in unvisited tombs。
The End