第 7 节
作者:古诗乐      更新:2022-11-23 12:09      字数:9322
  A breath of embarrassment; of something like alarm; passed round the
  room; so daring did these words appear upon the lips of Hermiston's only
  son。  But the amendment was not seconded; the previous question was
  promptly moved and unanimously voted; and the momentary scandal smuggled
  by。  Innes triumphed in the fulfilment of his prophecy。  He and Archie
  were now become the heroes of the night; but whereas every one crowded
  about Innes; when the meeting broke up; but one of all his companions
  came to speak to Archie。
  〃Weir; man!  That was an extraordinary raid of yours!〃 observed this
  courageous member; taking him confidentially by the arm as they went
  out。
  〃I don't think it a raid;〃 said Archie grimly。  〃More like a war。  I
  saw that poor brute hanged this morning; and my gorge rises at it yet。〃
  〃Hut…tut;〃 returned his companion; and; dropping his arm like something
  hot; he sought the less tense society of others。
  Archie found himself alone。  The last of the faithful … or was it only
  the boldest of the curious? … had fled。  He watched the black huddle of
  his fellow…students draw off down and up the street; in whispering or
  boisterous gangs。  And the isolation of the moment weighed upon him like
  an omen and an emblem of his destiny in life。  Bred up in unbroken fear
  himself; among trembling servants; and in a house which (at the least
  ruffle in the master's voice) shuddered into silence; he saw himself on
  the brink of the red valley of war; and measured the danger and length
  of it with awe。  He made a detour in the glimmer and shadow of the
  streets; came into the back stable lane; and watched for a long while
  the light burn steady in the Judge's room。  The longer he gazed upon
  that illuminated window…blind; the more blank became the picture of the
  man who sat behind it; endlessly turning over sheets of process; pausing
  to sip a glass of port; or rising and passing heavily about his book…
  lined walls to verify some reference。  He could not combine the brutal
  judge and the industrious; dispassionate student; the connecting link
  escaped him; from such a dual nature; it was impossible he should
  predict behaviour; and he asked himself if he had done well to plunge
  into a business of which the end could not be foreseen? and presently
  after; with a sickening decline of confidence; if he had done loyally to
  strike his father?  For he had struck him … defied him twice over and
  before a cloud of witnesses … struck him a public buffet before crowds。
  Who had called him to judge his father in these precarious and high
  questions?  The office was usurped。  It might have become a stranger; in
  a son … there was no blinking it … in a son; it was disloyal。  And now;
  between these two natures so antipathetic; so hateful to each other;
  there was depending an unpardonable affront: and the providence of God
  alone might foresee the manner in which it would be resented by Lord
  Hermiston。
  These misgivings tortured him all night and arose with him in the
  winter's morning; they followed him from class to class; they made him
  shrinkingly sensitive to every shade of manner in his companions; they
  sounded in his ears through the current voice of the professor; and he
  brought them home with him at night unabated and indeed increased。  The
  cause of this increase lay in a chance encounter with the celebrated Dr。
  Gregory。  Archie stood looking vaguely in the lighted window of a book
  shop; trying to nerve himself for the approaching ordeal。  My lord and
  he had met and parted in the morning as they had now done for long; with
  scarcely the ordinary civilities of life; and it was plain to the son
  that nothing had yet reached the father's ears。  Indeed; when he
  recalled the awful countenance of my lord; a timid hope sprang up in him
  that perhaps there would be found no one bold enough to carry tales。  If
  this were so; he asked himself; would he begin again? and he found no
  answer。  It was at this moment that a hand was laid upon his arm; and a
  voice said in his ear; 〃My dear Mr。 Archie; you had better come and see
  me。〃
  He started; turned round; and found himself face to face with Dr。
  Gregory。  〃And why should I come to see you?〃 he asked; with the
  defiance of the miserable。
  〃Because you are looking exceedingly ill;〃 said the doctor; 〃and you
  very evidently want looking after; my young friend。  Good folk are
  scarce; you know; and it is not every one that would be quite so much
  missed as yourself。  It is not every one that Hermiston would miss。〃
  And with a nod and a smile; the doctor passed on。
  A moment after; Archie was in pursuit; and had in turn; but more
  roughly; seized him by the arm。
  〃What do you mean? what did you mean by saying that?  What makes you
  think that Hermis … my father would have missed me?〃
  The doctor turned about and looked him all over with a clinical eye。  A
  far more stupid man than Dr。 Gregory might have guessed the truth; but
  ninety…nine out of a hundred; even if they had been equally inclined to
  kindness; would have blundered by some touch of charitable exaggeration。
  The doctor was better inspired。  He knew the father well; in that white
  face of intelligence and suffering; he divined something of the son; and
  he told; without apology or adornment; the plain truth。
  〃When you had the measles; Mr。 Archibald; you had them gey and ill; and
  I thought you were going to slip between my fingers;〃 he said。  〃Well;
  your father was anxious。  How did I know it? says you。  Simply because I
  am a trained observer。  The sign that I saw him make; ten thousand would
  have missed; and perhaps … PERHAPS; I say; because he's a hard man to
  judge of … but perhaps he never made another。  A strange thing to
  consider!  It was this。  One day I came to him: ‘Hermiston;' said I;
  ‘there's a change。'  He never said a word; just glowered at me (if ye'll
  pardon the phrase) like a wild beast。  ‘A change for the better;' said
  I。  And I distinctly heard him take his breath。〃
  The doctor left no opportunity for anti…climax; nodding his cocked hat
  (a piece of antiquity to which he clung) and repeating 〃Distinctly〃 with
  raised eye…brows; he took his departure; and left Archie speechless in
  the street。
  The anecdote might be called infinitely little; and yet its meaning for
  Archie was immense。  〃I did not know the old man had so much blood in
  him。〃  He had never dreamed this sire of his; this aboriginal antique;
  this adamantine Adam; had even so much of a heart as to be moved in the
  least degree for another … and that other himself; who had insulted him!
  With the generosity of youth; Archie was instantly under arms upon the
  other side: had instantly created a new image of Lord Hermiston; that of
  a man who was all iron without and all sensibility within。  The mind of
  the vile jester; the tongue that had pursued Duncan Jopp with unmanly
  insults; the unbeloved countenance that he had known and feared for so
  long; were all forgotten; and he hastened home; impatient to confess his
  misdeeds; impatient to throw himself on the mercy of this imaginary
  character。
  He was not to be long without a rude awakening。  It was in the gloaming
  when he drew near the door…step of the lighted house; and was aware of
  the figure of his father approaching from the opposite side。  Little
  daylight lingered; but on the door being opened; the strong yellow shine
  of the lamp gushed out upon the landing and shone full on Archie; as he
  stood; in the old…fashioned observance of respect; to yield precedence。
  The judge came without haste; stepping stately and firm; his chin
  raised; his face (as he entered the lamplight) strongly illumined; his
  mouth set hard。  There was never a wink of change in his expression;
  without looking to the right or left; he mounted the stair; passed close
  to Archie; and entered the house。  Instinctively; the boy; upon his
  first coming; had made a movement to meet him; instinctively he recoiled
  against the railing; as the old man swept by him in a pomp of
  indignation。  Words were needless; he knew all … perhaps more than all …
  and the hour of judgment was at hand。
  It is possible that; in this sudden revulsion of hope; and before these
  symptoms of impending danger; Archie might have fled。  But not even that
  was left to him。  My lord; after hanging up his cloak and hat; turned
  round in the lighted entry; and made him an imperative and silent
  gesture with his thumb; and with the strange instinct of obedience;
  Archie followed him into the house。
  All dinner…time there reigned over the Judge's table a palpable silence;
  and as soon as the solids were despatched he rose to his feet。
  〃M'Killup; tak' the wine into my room;〃 said he; and then to his son:
  〃Archie; you and me has to have a talk。〃
  It was at this sickening moment that Archie's courag