第 12 节
作者:冷如冰      更新:2022-10-03 20:15      字数:7172
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  睡着了
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  童年的黄昏
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  死亡从身边蹑手蹑脚走过
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  闭上双眼,看见神出鬼没
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  三叔家的老黄牛
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  还拴在村背后的山沟口
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  它常常产生幻觉
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  以为堂哥牵它回家来了
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  其实是风从另一个村庄刮来
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  带来了各种响动
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  其中就包含两只小蚂蚁
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  有关背叛的窃窃私语
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  一定有人居心叵测
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  出没在危机四伏的黑夜
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  卧床七年的魏爷爷
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  随时听到死去亲人的召唤
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  千真万确,八岁那年
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  我时常感知这些
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  黄昏,我抱手坐在村口
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  常常悲伤得只想哭泣
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  姐妹
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  今夜再次想到了你
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  我素昧平生的姐妹
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  如今你在哪里
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  做着什么事情
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  是否过得幸福
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  可曾找寻到新的伴侣
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  那些爱断情绝的日子
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  你是如何挺过来的
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  一定不容易啊
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  如今我感同身受
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  你的痛苦成为我今夜的伤痛
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  你的眼泪在我的脸庞继续淌流
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  我的姐妹,我们爱过的男子
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  如今你还有没有他的消息
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  那些曾经有过的欢乐
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  你又用了多久才将它们忘记
  在祁连山与焉支山之间(组诗)
  ■ 苏 黎
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  夏日正午
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  山脚下的村庄
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  一只布谷鸟的敲击声
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  庄门口的那条黑狗
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  像一块生铁
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  扔在闷热的炉里
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  老槐树下的一群蚂蚁
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  抬着一块阴凉
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  给谁送去
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  一声低低的牛鸣
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  牵动了阳光下的正午
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  草坡上
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  在这里,我坐了许久了
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  一匹后面跟着小马驹的枣红马
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  是从我身后的山岔里
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  走出的。不时地勾头打着响鼻
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  前面就是西大河水库
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  一只苍鹰,从水面擦着飞过后
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  落在了那匹马周围的草地上
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  它摇摇晃晃
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  它左顾右盼
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  它望我时那个疲惫的样子
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  仿佛,头顶的一大块云影
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  就是它,驮来的
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  惊蛰
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  一条小路,斜插向山冈
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  这,提前到来的闪电,另一端
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  还在天上
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  我从南山赶回了
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  一冬天里
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  生了锈的马匹
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  不再怀想,前些天,让人颤栗的
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  沙尘天气
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  一夜之间,草就绿了
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  我所居住的村庄,好像被几只
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  飞来飞去的麻雀
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  转移了地方
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  傍晚焉支山
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  一声鸟鸣
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  叫醒了夜的大门
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  牧羊老汉手拄柴杖
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  似乎想把天和地撑住
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  好让黑一点一点
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  走进
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  羊呢
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  星星点点地
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  丢在了那边的山顶
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  走在峡谷中的我
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  好像是夹在了暮晚的门缝
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  祁连日出
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  早起的云朵,阏氏的长袍上镶边
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  一根金线
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  叫醒帐篷
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  叫醒羊群
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  叫醒一杆长鞭
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  一束光芒
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  在饮水的河滩
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  抬着一块阴凉
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  给谁送去
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  一声低低的牛鸣
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  牵动了阳光下的正午
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  草坡上
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  在这里,我坐了许久了
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一匹后面跟着小马驹的枣红马
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  是从我身后的山岔里
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  走出的。不时地勾头打着响鼻
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  前面就是西大河水库
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一只苍鹰,从水面擦着飞过后
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  落在了那匹马周围的草地上
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  它摇摇晃晃
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  它左顾右盼
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  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  它望我时那个疲惫的样子
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  仿佛,头顶的一大块云影
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  就是它,驮来的
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  惊蛰
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一条小路,斜插向山冈
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  这,提前到来的闪电,另一端
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  还在天上
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  我从南山赶回了
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  一冬天里
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  生了锈的马匹
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  不再怀想,前些天,让人颤栗的
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  沙尘天气
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一夜之间,草就绿了
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  我所居住的村庄,好像被几只
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  飞来飞去的麻雀
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  转移了地方
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  傍晚焉支山
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一声鸟鸣
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  叫醒了夜的大门
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  牧羊老汉手拄柴杖
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  似乎想把天和地撑住
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  好让黑一点一点
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  走进
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  羊呢
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  星星点点地
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  丢在了那边的山顶
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  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  走在峡谷中的我
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  好像是夹在了暮晚的门缝
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  祁连日出
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  早起的云朵,阏氏的长袍上镶边
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  一根金线
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  叫醒帐篷
  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  叫醒羊群
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  qikaniQBdmlpwIAws1jKl
  叫醒一杆长鞭
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  一束光芒
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  在饮水的河滩
  海鸥与鹰
  ■ 宫 玺
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  我在《诗刊》发表的第一首诗是《小海鸥》,1958年7月号。这一期刊出了一批部队战士的诗,齐刷刷排着队,我是挤在中间的一个。在这之前,我主要在华东地区报刊露面,这一次怎么敢给名家汇集的《诗刊》投稿呢?年代久远,记忆模糊。我一期不缺的全部《诗刊》,因居室拥挤,早年的,装在几个纸箱里置于床底,难以查证。印象中,当年四月号刊出过一批工人的诗,似乎预告过要发一期军旅诗,所以我才会投稿(不可能是约稿),我就寄了一首。诗分四节,十六行,作于1957年8月15日。以小海鸥之成长喻年轻水兵之成长,诗意轻淡,语言平常,正像题目一样幼稚。当然不会引起注意。
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  引起注意的是我发表在《诗刊》1959年7月号上的第二首诗《鹰》。这是首一百行的小叙事诗,四行一节,每行十字,说唱体,三三四节奏。赞颂一位壮烈牺牲的空军英雄。诗写于1959年4月3日。稿投出不久,我趁在京准备参加国庆十周年全军文艺会演之际,有一天冒失拜访了《诗刊》编辑部,接待我的是尹一之和丁力,他们说已决定留用此诗。一会儿进来一位瘦高清秀的中年人,介绍说是徐迟,使我眼前一亮。徐迟先生听说我是宫玺,便笑说:“噢,很年轻的,看你的名字,我还以为是位老先生呢。”接着,他夸奖了这首诗,说这种形式很好,以后可以在这方面作些尝试。我受宠若惊,一时不知说什么好。怎么离开的现在没有一点印象。徐迟先生本是现代派诗人,受当时民歌运动的裹挟,他竟也倡导民族形式。而我以后并未再写十字句的诗。(二十年以后在上海,刚刚访问法国归来的徐迟先生曾同我谈赵无极的画,并问我对现代派诗和他三十年