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  充满活力的八十年代已像虚幻的寓言。
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  如今怪僻变得圆通，诗歌文胜于质，
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  我也只是偶然冲洗这记忆模糊的底片。
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  日记：天亮前结束写作
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  就这么着啦。我为一部书稿画上最后的句号。
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  一年零四个月，焦灼与喜悦相随。
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  该邮寄它走了，词语的镜子，钥匙，鞋，尘埃。
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  此后，我得以享受一段日子的虚度。
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  天光渐蓝，我辛劳的眼睑有舒服的细涩。
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  从后窗望出去，是对楼爬墙虎有力的绿漩涡。
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  我封好书稿，像黎明中农夫勒紧他卖粮的大
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  车。
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  哦，你有多好听——清晨送奶人嘹亮的哨子。
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  一只大熊蜂背上，是整个春天的晴空！
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  孩子与猫
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  在西清公园
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  遇上大雨
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  我和憨儿子共打一把伞
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  冬青丛边有一只瘦猫
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  浑身泥水
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  不停抖动身子
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  它乍起的毛
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  又吸入了更多的雨水
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  儿子夺过雨伞
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  朝它跑去
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  要和它共打
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  一个惊悚而逃
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  一个奔命追赶
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  雨水暴泻
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  浑身精湿
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  我不住打着喷嚏
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  除夕，特别小的徽帜
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  她老了
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  十年前，他已撒手归去
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  刚才，这个生养我的老妇人
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  双手各端一杯红酒
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  与对面空虚的座椅碰杯
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  现在，她独自躲进厨房
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  摩挲着那把只剩下二分之一的菜铲
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  （孩子们多次想扔掉它）
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  被他俩的岁月磨小的，特别小的徽帜
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  沙漏中
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  盐粒簌落
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  来路茫茫
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  劫后
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  朋友，风大了
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  你可以把声音略高些
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  在这老县城偏西的旅店
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  我没想到今夜如此踏实
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  青砖炉膛红彤彤
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  老酒刚刚喝一半
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  剩下的时间
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  足够我把讲述完成
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  真相，应由目击者说出
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  直捷，寒冽，荦荦大端
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  像深夜拨开门栓的手
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  用力均匀，又使谈话进入危险
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  两个男人团结在谨慎中不会太久
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  彻底的话语，会使一方倒下
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  它简单得不可丈量
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  比刀锋走得更慢更坚定些
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  一种巨大的势能
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  压向过分缩小
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  朋友，谢谢你承认了怯懦
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  在火炉旁饮酒
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  却被我的讲述冻得哆嗦
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  我依然天真偏执
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  热爱自由的生活
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  现在，我已将最后的讲述完成
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  狂飙骤止
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  凝神谛听春天的心脏
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  复信
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  你不断从异邦寄来新写的诗。
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  你的游荡路线以明信片飞掷回我的邮箱。
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  老朋友，瞧瞧你诗中屡现的室外场景
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  银行大厦的玻璃，大教堂，高级公寓，大森
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  林公园……
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  而室内的场景是
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  波斯地毯，英格兰式皮椅，锡兰灯具，瑞士
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  墙纸
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  奥斯曼式的仰榻上华贵的妇人……
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  （你的明信片都是各地最有名的庞大建筑
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  群。）
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  说真的，对这些诗我有些不适
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  但也放心——哦的朋友心态平和，生活顺遂；
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  他不但溶入了异乡的“地点”，而且溶入
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  了“时间”
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  ——当然，如果这一切是真的
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  今天，我偶尔翻阅你多年前在国内写过的诗
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  你写青春的困扼，乌篷船里贫困的叹息。
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  你过度的愤怒，悲悯，曾教我蹙额。
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  但现在，我承认，那时的我错了。
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  那么今天，错的又是我？
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  当一个人历经困窘，远涉重洋
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  在异国的餐馆里“地下打工”
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  他为什么不能写写那些打工的同伴？
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  为什么不能写出他在借居的发霉的小卧室
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  啜泣？
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  “樱桃木的巨大餐具柜”有什么好写的？！
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  你与其说是漫游，莫如说是朝圣
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  ——噢，朋友，愤青和无产者的宣泄固然乏
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  味
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  但中产阶级的囊揣，更他妈令人感到恶俗
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  晚秋林中
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  黄昏时分湿漉的林子
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  有一种你依赖的自闭安慰感
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  那边飘来孩子们烧树叶的呛味儿
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  年光易逝，这次是嗅觉首先告诉你
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  望着鸟群坚定地穿过西风的气漩
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  你的心已不再因碌碌无为而惭愧
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  日子细碎徒劳的沙粒多么安静
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  向平庸弯腰，你因学会体谅而温顺
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  怕惊扰林子那边的不知名的鸣虫儿
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  你也不再把怊怅的丽句清词沉吟
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  当晚云静止于天体透明的琥珀
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  你愿意和另一个你多呆些时间
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  与西西逆风骑车经过玉米田
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  金红头发童子军在风中集合
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  绿领带系得潦草而飘逸
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  腰身一齐弯向东方
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  金子的心，无辜闪亮
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  这时，我们骑车逆风冲上斜坡
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  我突然想加入这单纯的集体！
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  谢谢天，一切最终都会如愿
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  拜托你那时将我撒入这片绿吸墨纸的大地
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  在这儿——卜居的一季散札，给柏爷
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  1
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  整个冬天
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  西西在闲暇中
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  织着浅灰色的毛衣
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  她光洁的额头
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  微微低俯
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  顺从着双罗纹的针法
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  毛线像挽留着
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  默逝年代的恍惚光丝
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  我心安静
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  时间慢了下来
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  高大悬铃木
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  在北风中也轻摇棒针
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  织出浅灰的芽苞
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  2
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  初春融融
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  换上她新织的毛衣
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  线袜里脚尖还是凉的
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  小五台山色渐青
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  春意从南麓翻越
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  一盘蔡琴已听得心音清晰
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  胖子随信寄来金银花籽儿：
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  “务请栽培好
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  有不通之处，手机指教。
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  诸事失意。我想念你。”
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  3
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  往事逡巡于心
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  长夜可慰
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  诗事已荒疏
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  亦怠于读书
  qikanHJkGqcyNSFvHkeHi
  qikanHJkGqcyNSFvHkeHi
  春夜步出院门
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  邻家木窗灯盏黝暗
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  这有多好
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  qikanHJkGqcyNSFvHkeHi
  鼻子堵塞
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  心意散朗
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  我不想再认得谁
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  无人来相谈要事
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  城里的烦，忽地空了
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  qikanHJkGqcyNSFvHkeHi
  天井下瓦甑细雪融化
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  映出月痕
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  4
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