第 6 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2022-08-26 22:13      字数:9321
  and a tail。  Ha; ha!  Not a bit of it。  Ten days on
  the outside。  The Skimmer of the Seas was a smart
  craft。  Fine name; wasn't it?  Mother's uncle
  owned her。 。 。 。〃
  He interrupted himself; and in a lowered voice;
  〃Did he ever tell you what mother died of?〃 he
  asked。
  〃Yes;〃 said Miss Bessie; bitterly; 〃from impa…
  tience。〃
  He made no sound for a while; then brusquely:
  〃They were so afraid I would turn out badly that
  they fairly drove me away。  Mother nagged at me
  for being idle; and the old man said he would cut
  my soul out of my body rather than let me go to
  sea。  Well; it looked as if he would do it tooso I
  went。  It looks to me sometimes as if I had been
  born to them by a mistakein that other hutch of
  a house。〃
  〃Where ought you to have been born by
  rights?〃 Bessie Carvil interrupted him; defiantly。
  〃In the open; upon a beach; on a windy night;〃
  he said; quick as lightning。  Then he mused slowly。
  〃They were characters; both of them; by George;
  and the old man keeps it up welldon't he?  A
  damned shovel on theHark! who's that mak…
  ing that row?  'Bessie; Bessie。'  It's in your
  house。〃
  〃It's for me;〃 she said; with indifference。
  He stepped aside; out of the streak of light。
  〃Your husband?〃 he inquired; with the tone of a
  man accustomed to unlawful trysts。  〃Fine voice
  for a ship's deck in a thundering squall。〃
  〃No; my father。  I am not married。〃
  〃You seem a fine girl; Miss Bessie; dear;〃 he said
  at once。
  She turned her face away。
  〃Oh; I say;what's up?  Who's murdering
  him?〃
  〃He wants his tea。〃  She faced him; still and
  tall; with averted head; with her hands hanging
  clasped before her。
  〃Hadn't you better go in?〃 he suggested; after
  watching for a while the nape of her neck; a patch
  of dazzling white skin and soft shadow above the
  sombre line of her shoulders。  Her wrap had slipped
  down to her elbows。  〃You'll have all the town
  coming out presently。  I'll wait here a bit。〃
  Her wrap fell to the ground; and he stooped to
  pick it up; she had vanished。  He threw it over
  his arm; and approaching the window squarely he
  saw a monstrous form of a fat man in an arm…
  chair; an unshaded lamp; the yawning of an enor…
  mous mouth in a big flat face encircled by a ragged
  halo of hairMiss Bessie's head and bust。  The
  shouting stopped; the blind ran down。  He lost
  himself in thinking how awkward it was。  Father
  mad; no getting into the house。  No money to get
  back; a hungry chum in London who would begin
  to think he had been given the go…by。  〃Damn!〃
  he muttered。  He could break the door in; cer…
  tainly; but they would perhaps bundle him into
  chokey for that without asking questionsno great
  matter; only he was confoundedly afraid of being
  locked up; even in mistake。  He turned cold at the
  thought。  He stamped his feet on the sod…
  den grass。
  〃What are you?a sailor?〃 said an agitated
  voice。
  She had flitted out; a shadow herself; attracted
  by the reckless shadow waiting under the wall of
  her home。
  〃Anything。  Enough of a sailor to be worth
  my salt before the mast。  Came home that way this
  time。〃
  〃Where do you come from?〃 she asked。
  〃Right away from a jolly good spree;〃 he said;
  〃by the London trainsee?  Ough!  I hate being
  shut up in a train。  I don't mind a house so
  much。〃
  〃Ah;〃 she said; 〃that's lucky。〃
  〃Because in a house you can at any time open
  the blamed door and walk away straight before
  you。〃
  〃And never come back?〃
  〃Not for sixteen years at least;〃 he laughed。
  〃To a rabbit hutch; and get a confounded old
  shovel 。 。 。〃
  〃A ship is not so very big;〃 she taunted。
  〃No; but the sea is great。〃
  She dropped her head; and as if her ears had
  been opened to the voices of the world; she heard;
  beyond the rampart of sea…wall; the swell of yester…
  day's gale breaking on the beach with monotonous
  and solemn vibrations; as if all the earth had been
  a tolling bell。
  〃And then; why; a ship's a ship。  You love her
  and leave her; and a voyage isn't a marriage。〃  He
  quoted the sailor's saying lightly。
  〃It is not a marriage;〃 she whispered。
  〃I never took a false name; and I've never yet
  told a lie to a woman。  What lie?  Why; THE lie。
  Take me or leave me; I say: and if you take me;
  then it is 。 。 。〃  He hummed a snatch very low;
  leaning against the wall。
  Oh; ho; ho Rio!
  And fare thee well;
  My bonnie young girl;
  We're bound to Rio Grande
  〃Capstan song;〃 he explained。  Her teeth chat…
  tered。
  〃You are cold;〃 he said。  〃Here's that affair
  of yours I picked up。〃  She felt his hands about
  her; wrapping her closely。  〃Hold the ends to…
  gether in front;〃 he commanded。
  〃What did you come here for?〃 she asked; re…
  pressing a shudder。
  〃Five quid;〃 he answered; promptly。  〃We let
  our spree go on a little too long and got hard up。〃
  〃You've been drinking?〃 she said。
  〃Blind three days; on purpose。  I am not given
  that waydon't you think。  There's nothing and
  nobody that can get over me unless I like。  I can
  be as steady as a rock。  My chum sees the paper
  this morning; and says he to me: 'Go on; Harry:
  loving parent。  That's five quid sure。'  So we
  scraped all our pockets for the fare。  Devil of a
  lark!〃
  〃You have a hard heart; I am afraid;〃 she
  sighed。
  〃What for?  For running away?  Why! he
  wanted to make a lawyer's clerk of mejust to
  please himself。  Master in his own house; and my
  poor mother egged him onfor my good; I sup…
  pose。  Well; thenso long; and I went。  No; I
  tell you: the day I cleared out; I was all black and
  blue from his great fondness for me。  Ah! he was
  always a bit of a character。  Look at that shovel
  now。  Off his chump?  Not much。  That's just
  exactly like my dad。  He wants me here just to
  have somebody to order about。  However; we two
  were hard up; and what's five quid to himonce
  in sixteen hard years?〃
  〃Oh; but I am sorry for you。  Did you never
  want to come back home?〃
  〃Be a lawyer's clerk and rot herein some such
  place as this?〃 he cried in contempt。  〃What! if
  the old man set me up in a home to…day; I would
  kick it down about my earsor else die there be…
  fore the third day was out。〃
  〃And where else is it that you hope to die?〃
  〃In the bush somewhere; in the sea; on a blamed
  mountain…top for choice。  At home?  Yes! the
  world's my home; but I expect I'll die in a hospital
  some day。  What of that?  Any place is good
  enough; as long as I've lived; and I've been every…
  thing you can think of almost but a tailor or a
  soldier。  I've been a boundary rider; I've sheared
  sheep; and humped my swag; and harpooned a
  whale。  I've rigged ships; and prospected for gold;
  and skinned dead bullocks;and turned my back
  on more money than the old man would have
  scraped in his whole life。  Ha; ha!〃
  He overwhelmed her。  She pulled herself to…
  gether and managed to utter; 〃Time to rest
  now。〃
  He straightened himself up; away from the wall;
  and in a severe voice said; 〃Time to go。〃
  But he did not move。  He leaned back again;
  and hummed thoughtfully a bar or two of an out…
  landish tune。
  She felt as if she were about to cry。  〃That's
  another of your cruel songs;〃 she said。
  〃Learned it in Mexicoin Sonora。〃  He talked
  easily。  〃It is the song of the Gambucinos。  You
  don't know?  The song of restless men。  Nothing
  could hold them in one placenot even a woman。
  You used to meet one of them now and again; in
  the old days; on the edge of the gold country; away
  north there beyond the Rio Gila。  I've seen it。  A
  prospecting engineer in Mazatlan took me along
  with him to help look after the waggons。  A
  sailor's a handy chap to have about you anyhow。
  It's all a desert: cracks in the earth that you can't
  see the bottom of; and mountainssheer rocks
  standing up high like walls and church spires; only