第 6 节
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漂亮格子 更新:2022-08-26 22:13 字数:9321
and a tail。 Ha; ha! Not a bit of it。 Ten days on
the outside。 The Skimmer of the Seas was a smart
craft。 Fine name; wasn't it? Mother's uncle
owned her。 。 。 。〃
He interrupted himself; and in a lowered voice;
〃Did he ever tell you what mother died of?〃 he
asked。
〃Yes;〃 said Miss Bessie; bitterly; 〃from impa…
tience。〃
He made no sound for a while; then brusquely:
〃They were so afraid I would turn out badly that
they fairly drove me away。 Mother nagged at me
for being idle; and the old man said he would cut
my soul out of my body rather than let me go to
sea。 Well; it looked as if he would do it tooso I
went。 It looks to me sometimes as if I had been
born to them by a mistakein that other hutch of
a house。〃
〃Where ought you to have been born by
rights?〃 Bessie Carvil interrupted him; defiantly。
〃In the open; upon a beach; on a windy night;〃
he said; quick as lightning。 Then he mused slowly。
〃They were characters; both of them; by George;
and the old man keeps it up welldon't he? A
damned shovel on theHark! who's that mak…
ing that row? 'Bessie; Bessie。' It's in your
house。〃
〃It's for me;〃 she said; with indifference。
He stepped aside; out of the streak of light。
〃Your husband?〃 he inquired; with the tone of a
man accustomed to unlawful trysts。 〃Fine voice
for a ship's deck in a thundering squall。〃
〃No; my father。 I am not married。〃
〃You seem a fine girl; Miss Bessie; dear;〃 he said
at once。
She turned her face away。
〃Oh; I say;what's up? Who's murdering
him?〃
〃He wants his tea。〃 She faced him; still and
tall; with averted head; with her hands hanging
clasped before her。
〃Hadn't you better go in?〃 he suggested; after
watching for a while the nape of her neck; a patch
of dazzling white skin and soft shadow above the
sombre line of her shoulders。 Her wrap had slipped
down to her elbows。 〃You'll have all the town
coming out presently。 I'll wait here a bit。〃
Her wrap fell to the ground; and he stooped to
pick it up; she had vanished。 He threw it over
his arm; and approaching the window squarely he
saw a monstrous form of a fat man in an arm…
chair; an unshaded lamp; the yawning of an enor…
mous mouth in a big flat face encircled by a ragged
halo of hairMiss Bessie's head and bust。 The
shouting stopped; the blind ran down。 He lost
himself in thinking how awkward it was。 Father
mad; no getting into the house。 No money to get
back; a hungry chum in London who would begin
to think he had been given the go…by。 〃Damn!〃
he muttered。 He could break the door in; cer…
tainly; but they would perhaps bundle him into
chokey for that without asking questionsno great
matter; only he was confoundedly afraid of being
locked up; even in mistake。 He turned cold at the
thought。 He stamped his feet on the sod…
den grass。
〃What are you?a sailor?〃 said an agitated
voice。
She had flitted out; a shadow herself; attracted
by the reckless shadow waiting under the wall of
her home。
〃Anything。 Enough of a sailor to be worth
my salt before the mast。 Came home that way this
time。〃
〃Where do you come from?〃 she asked。
〃Right away from a jolly good spree;〃 he said;
〃by the London trainsee? Ough! I hate being
shut up in a train。 I don't mind a house so
much。〃
〃Ah;〃 she said; 〃that's lucky。〃
〃Because in a house you can at any time open
the blamed door and walk away straight before
you。〃
〃And never come back?〃
〃Not for sixteen years at least;〃 he laughed。
〃To a rabbit hutch; and get a confounded old
shovel 。 。 。〃
〃A ship is not so very big;〃 she taunted。
〃No; but the sea is great。〃
She dropped her head; and as if her ears had
been opened to the voices of the world; she heard;
beyond the rampart of sea…wall; the swell of yester…
day's gale breaking on the beach with monotonous
and solemn vibrations; as if all the earth had been
a tolling bell。
〃And then; why; a ship's a ship。 You love her
and leave her; and a voyage isn't a marriage。〃 He
quoted the sailor's saying lightly。
〃It is not a marriage;〃 she whispered。
〃I never took a false name; and I've never yet
told a lie to a woman。 What lie? Why; THE lie。
Take me or leave me; I say: and if you take me;
then it is 。 。 。〃 He hummed a snatch very low;
leaning against the wall。
Oh; ho; ho Rio!
And fare thee well;
My bonnie young girl;
We're bound to Rio Grande
〃Capstan song;〃 he explained。 Her teeth chat…
tered。
〃You are cold;〃 he said。 〃Here's that affair
of yours I picked up。〃 She felt his hands about
her; wrapping her closely。 〃Hold the ends to…
gether in front;〃 he commanded。
〃What did you come here for?〃 she asked; re…
pressing a shudder。
〃Five quid;〃 he answered; promptly。 〃We let
our spree go on a little too long and got hard up。〃
〃You've been drinking?〃 she said。
〃Blind three days; on purpose。 I am not given
that waydon't you think。 There's nothing and
nobody that can get over me unless I like。 I can
be as steady as a rock。 My chum sees the paper
this morning; and says he to me: 'Go on; Harry:
loving parent。 That's five quid sure。' So we
scraped all our pockets for the fare。 Devil of a
lark!〃
〃You have a hard heart; I am afraid;〃 she
sighed。
〃What for? For running away? Why! he
wanted to make a lawyer's clerk of mejust to
please himself。 Master in his own house; and my
poor mother egged him onfor my good; I sup…
pose。 Well; thenso long; and I went。 No; I
tell you: the day I cleared out; I was all black and
blue from his great fondness for me。 Ah! he was
always a bit of a character。 Look at that shovel
now。 Off his chump? Not much。 That's just
exactly like my dad。 He wants me here just to
have somebody to order about。 However; we two
were hard up; and what's five quid to himonce
in sixteen hard years?〃
〃Oh; but I am sorry for you。 Did you never
want to come back home?〃
〃Be a lawyer's clerk and rot herein some such
place as this?〃 he cried in contempt。 〃What! if
the old man set me up in a home to…day; I would
kick it down about my earsor else die there be…
fore the third day was out。〃
〃And where else is it that you hope to die?〃
〃In the bush somewhere; in the sea; on a blamed
mountain…top for choice。 At home? Yes! the
world's my home; but I expect I'll die in a hospital
some day。 What of that? Any place is good
enough; as long as I've lived; and I've been every…
thing you can think of almost but a tailor or a
soldier。 I've been a boundary rider; I've sheared
sheep; and humped my swag; and harpooned a
whale。 I've rigged ships; and prospected for gold;
and skinned dead bullocks;and turned my back
on more money than the old man would have
scraped in his whole life。 Ha; ha!〃
He overwhelmed her。 She pulled herself to…
gether and managed to utter; 〃Time to rest
now。〃
He straightened himself up; away from the wall;
and in a severe voice said; 〃Time to go。〃
But he did not move。 He leaned back again;
and hummed thoughtfully a bar or two of an out…
landish tune。
She felt as if she were about to cry。 〃That's
another of your cruel songs;〃 she said。
〃Learned it in Mexicoin Sonora。〃 He talked
easily。 〃It is the song of the Gambucinos。 You
don't know? The song of restless men。 Nothing
could hold them in one placenot even a woman。
You used to meet one of them now and again; in
the old days; on the edge of the gold country; away
north there beyond the Rio Gila。 I've seen it。 A
prospecting engineer in Mazatlan took me along
with him to help look after the waggons。 A
sailor's a handy chap to have about you anyhow。
It's all a desert: cracks in the earth that you can't
see the bottom of; and mountainssheer rocks
standing up high like walls and church spires; only