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漂亮格子 更新:2022-08-26 22:13 字数:9322
her。 She seemed the only sensible person in the
town; and he would congratulate himself frankly
before her face on having secured such a level…
headed wife for his son。 The rest of the town; he
confided to her once; in a fit of temper; was certainly
queer。 The way they looked at youthe way they
talked to you! He had never got on with any one
in the place。 Didn't like the people。 He would
not have left his own country if it had not been
clear that his son had taken a fancy to Colebrook。
She humoured him in silence; listening patiently
by the fence; crocheting with downcast eyes。
Blushes came with difficulty on her dead…white
complexion; under the negligently twisted opu…
lence of mahogany…coloured hair。 Her father was
frankly carroty。
She had a full figure; a tired; unrefreshed face。
When Captain Hagberd vaunted the necessity and
propriety of a home and the delights of one's own
fireside; she smiled a little; with her lips only。 Her
home delights had been confined to the nursing of
her father during the ten best years of her life。
A bestial roaring coming out of an upstairs win…
dow would interrupt their talk。 She would begin
at once to roll up her crochet…work or fold her sew…
ing; without the slightest sign of haste。 Mean…
while the howls and roars of her name would go on;
making the fishermen strolling upon the sea…wall
on the other side of the road turn their heads to…
wards the cottages。 She would go in slowly at the
front door; and a moment afterwards there would
fall a profound silence。 Presently she would re…
appear; leading by the hand a man; gross and un…
wieldy like a hippopotamus; with a bad…tempered;
surly face。
He was a widowed boat…builder; whom blindness
had overtaken years before in the full flush of busi…
ness。 He behaved to his daughter as if she had
been responsible for its incurable character。 He
had been heard to bellow at the top of his voice;
as if to defy Heaven; that he did not care: he had
made enough money to have ham and eggs for his
breakfast every morning。 He thanked God for it;
in a fiendish tone as though he were cursing。
Captain Hagberd had been so unfavourably im…
pressed by his tenant; that once he told Miss Bes…
sie; 〃He is a very extravagant fellow; my dear。〃
She was knitting that day; finishing a pair of
socks for her father; who expected her to keep up
the supply dutifully。 She hated knitting; and; as
she was just at the heel part; she had to keep her
eyes on her needles。
〃Of course it isn't as if he had a son to provide
for;〃 Captain Hagberd went on a little vacantly。
〃Girls; of course; don't require so muchh'm
h'm。 They don't run away from home; my dear。〃
〃No;〃 said Miss Bessie; quietly。
Captain Hagberd; amongst the mounds of
turned…up earth; chuckled。 With his maritime rig;
his weather…beaten face; his beard of Father Nep…
tune; he resembled a deposed sea…god who had ex…
changed the trident for the spade。
〃And he must look upon you as already pro…
vided for; in a manner。 That's the best of it with
the girls。 The husbands 。 。 。〃 He winked。 Miss
Bessie; absorbed in her knitting; coloured faintly。
〃Bessie! my hat!〃 old Carvil bellowed out sud…
denly。 He had been sitting under the tree mute
and motionless; like an idol of some remarkably
monstrous superstition。 He never opened his
mouth but to howl for her; at her; sometimes about
her; and then he did not moderate the terms of his
abuse。 Her system was never to answer him at all;
and he kept up his shouting till he got attended to
till she shook him by the arm; or thrust the
mouthpiece of his pipe between his teeth。 He was
one of the few blind people who smoke。 When he
felt the hat being put on his head he stopped his
noise at once。 Then he rose; and they passed to…
gether through the gate。
He weighed heavily on her arm。 During their
slow; toilful walks she appeared to be dragging
with her for a penance the burden of that infirm
bulk。 Usually they crossed the road at once (the
cottages stood in the fields near the harbour; two
hundred yards away from the end of the street);
and for a long; long time they would remain in
view; ascending imperceptibly the flight of wooden
steps that led to the top of the sea…wall。 It ran
on from east to west; shutting out the Channel like
a neglected railway embankment; on which no train
had ever rolled within memory of man。 Groups
of sturdy fishermen would emerge upon the sky;
walk along for a bit; and sink without haste。 Their
brown nets; like the cobwebs of gigantic spiders;
lay on the shabby grass of the slope; and; looking
up from the end of the street; the people of the
town would recognise the two Carvils by the creep…
ing slowness of their gait。 Captain Hagberd; pot…
tering aimlessly about his cottages; would raise his
head to see how they got on in their promenade。
He advertised still in the Sunday papers for
Harry Hagberd。 These sheets were read in for…
eign parts to the end of the world; he informed Bes…
sie。 At the same time he seemed to think that his
son was in Englandso near to Colebrook that he
would of course turn up 〃to…morrow。〃 Bessie;
without committing herself to that opinion in so
many words; argued that in that case the expense
of advertising was unnecessary; Captain Hagberd
had better spend that weekly half…crown on him…
self。 She declared she did not know what he lived
on。 Her argumentation would puzzle him and cast
him down for a time。 〃They all do it;〃 he pointed
out。 There was a whole column devoted to appeals
after missing relatives。 He would bring the news…
paper to show her。 He and his wife had advertised
for years; only she was an impatient woman。 The
news from Colebrook had arrived the very day after
her funeral; if she had not been so impatient she
might have been here now; with no more than one
day more to wait。 〃You are not an impatient
woman; my dear。〃
〃I've no patience with you sometimes;〃 she
would say。
If he still advertised for his son he did not offer
rewards for information any more; for; with the
muddled lucidity of a mental derangement he had
reasoned himself into a conviction as clear as day…
light that he had already attained all that could be
expected in that way。 What more could he want?
Colebrook was the place; and there was no need to
ask for more。 Miss Carvil praised him for his good
sense; and he was soothed by the part she took in
his hope; which had become his delusion; in that
idea which blinded his mind to truth and probabil…
ity; just as the other old man in the other cottage
had been made blind; by another disease; to the
light and beauty of the world。
But anything he could interpret as a doubt
any coldness of assent; or even a simple inattention
to the development of his projects of a home with
his returned son and his son's wifewould irritate
him into flings and jerks and wicked side glances。
He would dash his spade into the ground and walk
to and fro before it。 Miss Bessie called it his tan…
trums。 She shook her finger at him。 Then; when
she came out again; after he had parted with her
in anger; he would watch out of the corner of his
eyes for the least sign of encouragement to ap…
proach the iron railings and resume his fatherly
and patronising relations。
For all their intimacy; which had lasted some
years now; they had never talked without a fence
or a railing between them。 He described to her all
the splendours accumulated for the setting…up of
their housekeeping; but had never invited her to an
inspection。 No human eye was to behold them till
Harry had his first look。 In fact; nobody had ever
been inside his cottage; he did his own housework;
and he guarded his son's privilege so jealously that
the small objects of domestic use he bought some…
times in the town were smuggled rapidly across the
front garden under his canvas coat。 Then; coming
out; he would remark apologetically; 〃It was only
a small kettle; my dear。〃
And; if not too tired with her drudgery; or wor…
ried beyond endurance by her father; she woul