第 10 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2022-08-26 22:12      字数:9321
  ingenious but unsafe device); help John with the portmanteau;
  and enliven matters with a flow of speech; and especially of
  questions; which I thus condense:…
  'He'll no' be here himsel'; will he?  No?  Well; he's an
  eccentric man … a fair oddity … if ye ken the expression。
  Great trouble with his tenants; they tell me。  I've driven
  the fam'ly for years。  I drove a cab at his father's waddin'。
  What'll your name be? … I should ken your face。  Baigrey; ye
  say?  There were Baigreys about Gilmerton; ye'll be one of
  that lot?  Then this'll be a friend's portmantie; like?  Why?
  Because the name upon it's Nucholson!  Oh; if ye're in a
  hurry; that's another job。  Waverley Brig?  Are ye for away?'
  So the friendly toper prated and questioned and kept John's
  heart in a flutter。  But to this also; as to other evils
  under the sun; there came a period; and the victim of
  circumstances began at last to rumble toward the railway
  terminus at Waverley Bridge。  During the transit; he sat with
  raised glasses in the frosty chill and mouldy fetor of his
  chariot; and glanced out sidelong on the holiday face of
  things; the shuttered shops; and the crowds along the
  pavement; much as the rider in the Tyburn cart may have
  observed the concourse gathering to his execution。
  At the station his spirits rose again; another stage of his
  escape was fortunately ended … he began to spy blue water。
  He called a railway porter; and bade him carry the
  portmanteau to the cloak…room: not that he had any notion of
  delay; flight; instant flight was his design; no matter
  whither; but he had determined to dismiss the cabman ere he
  named; or even chose; his destination; thus possibly balking
  the Judicial Error of another link。  This was his cunning
  aim; and now with one foot on the roadway; and one still on
  the coach…step; he made haste to put the thing in practice;
  and plunged his hand into his trousers pocket。
  There was nothing there!
  Oh yes; this time he was to blame。  He should have
  remembered; and when he deserted his blood…stained
  pantaloons; he should not have deserted along with them his
  purse。  Make the most of his error; and then compare it with
  the punishment!  Conceive his new position; for I lack words
  to picture it; conceive him condemned to return to that
  house; from the very thought of which his soul revolted; and
  once more to expose himself to capture on the very scene of
  the misdeed: conceive him linked to the mouldy cab and the
  familiar cabman。  John cursed the cabman silently; and then
  it occurred to him that he must stop the incarceration of his
  portmanteau; that; at least; he must keep close at hand; and
  he turned to recall the porter。  But his reflections; brief
  as they had appeared; must have occupied him longer than he
  supposed; and there was the man already returning with the
  receipt。
  Well; that was settled; he had lost his portmanteau also; for
  the sixpence with which he had paid the Murrayfield Toll was
  one that had strayed alone into his waistcoat pocket; and
  unless he once more successfully achieved the adventure of
  the house of crime; his portmanteau lay in the cloakroom in
  eternal pawn; for lack of a penny fee。  And then he
  remembered the porter; who stood suggestively attentive;
  words of gratitude hanging on his lips。
  John hunted right and left; he found a coin … prayed God that
  it was a sovereign …  drew it out; beheld a halfpenny; and
  offered it to the porter。
  The man's jaw dropped。
  'It's only a halfpenny!' he said; startled out of railway
  decency。
  'I know that;' said John; piteously。
  And here the porter recovered the dignity of man。
  'Thank you; sir;' said he; and would have returned the base
  gratuity。  But John; too; would none of it; and as they
  struggled; who must join in but the cabman?
  'Hoots; Mr。 Baigrey;' said he; 'you surely forget what day it
  is!'
  'I tell you I have no change!' cried John。
  'Well;' said the driver; 'and what then?  I would rather give
  a man a shillin' on a day like this than put him off with a
  derision like a bawbee。  I'm surprised at the like of you;
  Mr。 Baigrey!'
  'My name is not Baigrey!' broke out John; in mere childish
  temper and distress。
  'Ye told me it was yoursel';' said the cabman。
  'I know I did; and what the devil right had you to ask?'
  cried the unhappy one。
  'Oh; very well;' said the driver。  'I know my place; if you
  know yours … if you know yours!' he repeated; as one who
  should imply grave doubt; and muttered inarticulate thunders;
  in which the grand old name of gentleman was taken seemingly
  in vain。
  Oh to have been able to discharge this monster; whom John now
  perceived; with tardy clear…sightedness; to have begun
  betimes the festivities of Christmas!  But far from any such
  ray of consolation visiting the lost; he stood bare of help
  and helpers; his portmanteau sequestered in one place; his
  money deserted in another and guarded by a corpse; himself;
  so sedulous of privacy; the cynosure of all men's eyes about
  the station; and; as if these were not enough mischances; he
  was now fallen in ill…blood with the beast to whom his
  poverty had linked him!  In ill…blood; as he reflected
  dismally; with the witness who perhaps might hang or save
  him!  There was no time to be lost; he durst not linger any
  longer in that public spot; and whether he had recourse to
  dignity or conciliation; the remedy must be applied at once。
  Some happily surviving element of manhood moved him to the
  former。
  'Let us have no more of this;' said he; his foot once more
  upon the step。  'Go back to where we came from。'
  He had avoided the name of any destination; for there was now
  quite a little band of railway folk about the cab; and he
  still kept an eye upon the court of justice; and laboured to
  avoid concentric evidence。  But here again the fatal jarvey
  out…manoeuvred him。
  'Back to the Ludge?' cried he; in shrill tones of protest。
  'Drive on at once!' roared John; and slammed the door behind
  him; so that the crazy chariot rocked and jingled。
  Forth trundled the cab into the Christmas streets; the fare
  within plunged in the blackness of a despair that neighboured
  on unconsciousness; the driver on the box digesting his
  rebuke and his customer's duplicity。  I would not be thought
  to put the pair in competition; John's case was out of all
  parallel。  But the cabman; too; is worth the sympathy of the
  judicious; for he was a fellow of genuine kindliness and a
  high sense of personal dignity incensed by drink; and his
  advances had been cruelly and publicly rebuffed。  As he
  drove; therefore; he counted his wrongs; and thirsted for
  sympathy and drink。  Now; it chanced he had a friend; a
  publican in Queensferry Street; from whom; in view of the
  sacredness of the occasion; he thought he might extract a
  dram。  Queensferry Street lies something off the direct road
  to Murrayfield。  But then there is the hilly cross…road that
  passes by the valley of the Leith and the Dean Cemetery; and
  Queensferry Street is on the way to that。  What was to hinder
  the cabman; since his horse was dumb; from choosing the
  cross…road; and calling on his friend in passing?  So it was
  decided; and the charioteer; already somewhat mollified;
  turned aside his horse to the right。
  John; meanwhile; sat collapsed; his chin sunk upon his chest;
  his mind in abeyance。  The smell of the cab was still faintly
  present to his senses; and a certain leaden chill about his
  feet; all else had disappeared in one vast oppression of
  calamity and physical faintness。  It was drawing on to noon …
  two…and…twenty hours since he had broken bread; in the
  interval; he had suffered tortures of sorrow and alarm; and
  been partly tipsy; and though it was impossible to say he
  slept; yet when the cab stopped and the cabman thrust his
  head into the window; his attention had to be recalled from
  depths of vacancy。
  'If you'll no' STAND me a dram;' said the driver; with a
  well…merited severity of tone and manner; 'I dare say ye'll
  have no objection to my taking one mysel'?'
  'Yes … no … do what you like;' returned John; and then; as he
  watched his tormentor mount the stairs and enter the whisky…
  shop; there floated into his mind a sense as of something
  long ago familiar。  At that he started fully awake; and
  stared at the shop…fronts。  Yes; he knew them; but when? and
  how?  Long since; he thought; and then; casting his eye
  through the front glass; which had been recently occluded by
  the figure of the jarvey; he beheld the tree…tops of the
  rookery in Randolph Crescent。  He was close to home … home;
  where he had thought; at that hour; to be sitting in the
  well…remembered drawing…room in friendly converse; and;
  instead … !
  It was his first impulse to drop into the bottom of the cab;
  his next; to cover his face with his hands。  So he sat; while
  the