第 10 节
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左思右想 更新:2022-08-26 22:12 字数:9321
ingenious but unsafe device); help John with the portmanteau;
and enliven matters with a flow of speech; and especially of
questions; which I thus condense:…
'He'll no' be here himsel'; will he? No? Well; he's an
eccentric man … a fair oddity … if ye ken the expression。
Great trouble with his tenants; they tell me。 I've driven
the fam'ly for years。 I drove a cab at his father's waddin'。
What'll your name be? … I should ken your face。 Baigrey; ye
say? There were Baigreys about Gilmerton; ye'll be one of
that lot? Then this'll be a friend's portmantie; like? Why?
Because the name upon it's Nucholson! Oh; if ye're in a
hurry; that's another job。 Waverley Brig? Are ye for away?'
So the friendly toper prated and questioned and kept John's
heart in a flutter。 But to this also; as to other evils
under the sun; there came a period; and the victim of
circumstances began at last to rumble toward the railway
terminus at Waverley Bridge。 During the transit; he sat with
raised glasses in the frosty chill and mouldy fetor of his
chariot; and glanced out sidelong on the holiday face of
things; the shuttered shops; and the crowds along the
pavement; much as the rider in the Tyburn cart may have
observed the concourse gathering to his execution。
At the station his spirits rose again; another stage of his
escape was fortunately ended … he began to spy blue water。
He called a railway porter; and bade him carry the
portmanteau to the cloak…room: not that he had any notion of
delay; flight; instant flight was his design; no matter
whither; but he had determined to dismiss the cabman ere he
named; or even chose; his destination; thus possibly balking
the Judicial Error of another link。 This was his cunning
aim; and now with one foot on the roadway; and one still on
the coach…step; he made haste to put the thing in practice;
and plunged his hand into his trousers pocket。
There was nothing there!
Oh yes; this time he was to blame。 He should have
remembered; and when he deserted his blood…stained
pantaloons; he should not have deserted along with them his
purse。 Make the most of his error; and then compare it with
the punishment! Conceive his new position; for I lack words
to picture it; conceive him condemned to return to that
house; from the very thought of which his soul revolted; and
once more to expose himself to capture on the very scene of
the misdeed: conceive him linked to the mouldy cab and the
familiar cabman。 John cursed the cabman silently; and then
it occurred to him that he must stop the incarceration of his
portmanteau; that; at least; he must keep close at hand; and
he turned to recall the porter。 But his reflections; brief
as they had appeared; must have occupied him longer than he
supposed; and there was the man already returning with the
receipt。
Well; that was settled; he had lost his portmanteau also; for
the sixpence with which he had paid the Murrayfield Toll was
one that had strayed alone into his waistcoat pocket; and
unless he once more successfully achieved the adventure of
the house of crime; his portmanteau lay in the cloakroom in
eternal pawn; for lack of a penny fee。 And then he
remembered the porter; who stood suggestively attentive;
words of gratitude hanging on his lips。
John hunted right and left; he found a coin … prayed God that
it was a sovereign … drew it out; beheld a halfpenny; and
offered it to the porter。
The man's jaw dropped。
'It's only a halfpenny!' he said; startled out of railway
decency。
'I know that;' said John; piteously。
And here the porter recovered the dignity of man。
'Thank you; sir;' said he; and would have returned the base
gratuity。 But John; too; would none of it; and as they
struggled; who must join in but the cabman?
'Hoots; Mr。 Baigrey;' said he; 'you surely forget what day it
is!'
'I tell you I have no change!' cried John。
'Well;' said the driver; 'and what then? I would rather give
a man a shillin' on a day like this than put him off with a
derision like a bawbee。 I'm surprised at the like of you;
Mr。 Baigrey!'
'My name is not Baigrey!' broke out John; in mere childish
temper and distress。
'Ye told me it was yoursel';' said the cabman。
'I know I did; and what the devil right had you to ask?'
cried the unhappy one。
'Oh; very well;' said the driver。 'I know my place; if you
know yours … if you know yours!' he repeated; as one who
should imply grave doubt; and muttered inarticulate thunders;
in which the grand old name of gentleman was taken seemingly
in vain。
Oh to have been able to discharge this monster; whom John now
perceived; with tardy clear…sightedness; to have begun
betimes the festivities of Christmas! But far from any such
ray of consolation visiting the lost; he stood bare of help
and helpers; his portmanteau sequestered in one place; his
money deserted in another and guarded by a corpse; himself;
so sedulous of privacy; the cynosure of all men's eyes about
the station; and; as if these were not enough mischances; he
was now fallen in ill…blood with the beast to whom his
poverty had linked him! In ill…blood; as he reflected
dismally; with the witness who perhaps might hang or save
him! There was no time to be lost; he durst not linger any
longer in that public spot; and whether he had recourse to
dignity or conciliation; the remedy must be applied at once。
Some happily surviving element of manhood moved him to the
former。
'Let us have no more of this;' said he; his foot once more
upon the step。 'Go back to where we came from。'
He had avoided the name of any destination; for there was now
quite a little band of railway folk about the cab; and he
still kept an eye upon the court of justice; and laboured to
avoid concentric evidence。 But here again the fatal jarvey
out…manoeuvred him。
'Back to the Ludge?' cried he; in shrill tones of protest。
'Drive on at once!' roared John; and slammed the door behind
him; so that the crazy chariot rocked and jingled。
Forth trundled the cab into the Christmas streets; the fare
within plunged in the blackness of a despair that neighboured
on unconsciousness; the driver on the box digesting his
rebuke and his customer's duplicity。 I would not be thought
to put the pair in competition; John's case was out of all
parallel。 But the cabman; too; is worth the sympathy of the
judicious; for he was a fellow of genuine kindliness and a
high sense of personal dignity incensed by drink; and his
advances had been cruelly and publicly rebuffed。 As he
drove; therefore; he counted his wrongs; and thirsted for
sympathy and drink。 Now; it chanced he had a friend; a
publican in Queensferry Street; from whom; in view of the
sacredness of the occasion; he thought he might extract a
dram。 Queensferry Street lies something off the direct road
to Murrayfield。 But then there is the hilly cross…road that
passes by the valley of the Leith and the Dean Cemetery; and
Queensferry Street is on the way to that。 What was to hinder
the cabman; since his horse was dumb; from choosing the
cross…road; and calling on his friend in passing? So it was
decided; and the charioteer; already somewhat mollified;
turned aside his horse to the right。
John; meanwhile; sat collapsed; his chin sunk upon his chest;
his mind in abeyance。 The smell of the cab was still faintly
present to his senses; and a certain leaden chill about his
feet; all else had disappeared in one vast oppression of
calamity and physical faintness。 It was drawing on to noon …
two…and…twenty hours since he had broken bread; in the
interval; he had suffered tortures of sorrow and alarm; and
been partly tipsy; and though it was impossible to say he
slept; yet when the cab stopped and the cabman thrust his
head into the window; his attention had to be recalled from
depths of vacancy。
'If you'll no' STAND me a dram;' said the driver; with a
well…merited severity of tone and manner; 'I dare say ye'll
have no objection to my taking one mysel'?'
'Yes … no … do what you like;' returned John; and then; as he
watched his tormentor mount the stairs and enter the whisky…
shop; there floated into his mind a sense as of something
long ago familiar。 At that he started fully awake; and
stared at the shop…fronts。 Yes; he knew them; but when? and
how? Long since; he thought; and then; casting his eye
through the front glass; which had been recently occluded by
the figure of the jarvey; he beheld the tree…tops of the
rookery in Randolph Crescent。 He was close to home … home;
where he had thought; at that hour; to be sitting in the
well…remembered drawing…room in friendly converse; and;
instead … !
It was his first impulse to drop into the bottom of the cab;
his next; to cover his face with his hands。 So he sat; while
the