第 19 节
作者:美丽心点      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  by incredible assumptions; which rendered his logic impenetrable
  to any reasonable person。  I learned all this later。  That
  morning seeing the figure in pyjamas moving in the mist I said to
  myself:  〃That's the man。〃
  He came quite close to the ship's side and raised a harassed
  countenance; round and flat; with that curl of black hair over
  the forehead and a heavy; pained glance。
  〃Good morning。〃
  〃Good morning。〃
  He looked hard at me:  I was a new face; having just replaced
  the chief mate he was accustomed to see; and I think that this
  novelty inspired him; as things generally did; with deep…seated
  mistrust。
  〃Didn't expect you in till this evening;〃 he remarked
  suspiciously。
  I don't know why he should have been aggrieved; but he seemed to
  be。  I took pains to explain to him that having picked up the
  beacon at the mouth of the river just before dark and the tide
  serving; Captain C was enabled to cross the bar and there was
  nothing to prevent him going up river at night。
  〃Captain C knows this river like his own pocket;〃 I concluded
  discursively; trying to get on terms。
  〃Better;〃 said Almayer。
  Leaning over the rail of the bridge I looked at Almayer; who
  looked down at the wharf in aggrieved thought。  He shuffled his
  feet a little; he wore straw slippers with thick soles。  The
  morning fog had thickened considerably。  Everything round us
  dripped:  the derricks; the rails; every single rope in the ship…
  …as if a fit of crying had come upon the universe。
  Almayer again raised his head and in the accents of a man
  accustomed to the buffets of evil fortune asked hardly audibly:
  〃I suppose you haven't got such a thing as a pony on board?〃
  I told him almost in a whisper; for he attuned my communications
  to his minor key; that we had such a thing as a pony; and I
  hinted; as gently as I could; that he was confoundedly in the way
  too。  I was very anxious to have him landed before I began to
  handle the cargo。  Almayer remained looking up at me for a long
  while with incredulous and melancholy eyes as though it were not
  a safe thing to believe my statement。  This pathetic mistrust in
  the favourable issue of any sort of affair touched me deeply; and
  I added:
  〃He doesn't seem a bit the worse for the passage。  He's a nice
  pony too。〃
  Almayer was not to be cheered up; for all answer he cleared his
  throat and looked down again at his feet。  I tried to close with
  him on another tack。
  〃By Jove!〃 I said。  〃Aren't you afraid of catching pneumonia or
  bronchitis or something; walking about in a singlet in such a wet
  fog?〃
  He was not to be propitiated by a show of interest in his health。
  His answer was a sinister 〃No fear;〃 as much as to say that even
  that way of escape from inclement fortune was closed to him。
  〃I just came down。 。 。〃 he mumbled after a while。
  〃Well then; now you're here I will land that pony for you at once
  and you can lead him home。  I really don't want him on deck。
  He's in the way。〃
  Almayer seemed doubtful。  I insisted:
  〃Why; I will just swing him out and land him on the wharf right
  in front of you。  I'd much rather do it before the hatches are
  off。  The little devil may jump down the hold or do some other
  deadly thing。〃
  〃There's a halter?〃 postulated Almayer。
  〃Yes; of course there's a halter。〃  And without waiting any more
  I leaned over the bridge rail。
  〃Serang; land Tuan Almayer's pony。〃
  The cook hastened to shut the door of the galley and a moment
  later a great scuffle began on deck。  The pony kicked with
  extreme energy; the kalashes skipped out of the way; the serang
  issued many orders in a cracked voice。  Suddenly the pony leaped
  upon the fore…hatch。  His little hoofs thundered tremendously; he
  plunged and reared。  He had tossed his mane and his forelock into
  a state of amazing wildness; he dilated his nostrils; bits of
  foam flecked his broad little chest; his eyes blazed。  He was
  something under eleven hands; he was fierce; terrible; angry;
  warlike; he said ha! ha! distinctly; he raged and thumpedand
  sixteen able…bodied kalashes stood round him like disconcerted
  nurses round a spoilt and passionate child。  He whisked his tail
  incessantly; he arched his pretty neck; he was perfectly
  delightful; he was charmingly naughty。  There was not an atom of
  vice in that performance; no savage baring of teeth and lying
  back of ears。  On the contrary; he pricked them forward in a
  comically aggressive manner。  He was totally unmoral and lovable;
  I would have liked to give him bread; sugar; carrots。  But life
  is a stern thing and the sense of duty the only safe guide。  So I
  steeled my heart and from my elevated position on the bridge I
  ordered the men to fling themselves upon him in a body。
  The elderly serang; emitting a strange inarticulate cry; gave the
  example。 He was an excellent petty officervery competent
  indeed; and a moderate opium smoker。  The rest of them in one
  great rush smothered that pony。 They hung on to his ears; to his
  mane; to his tail; they lay in piles across his back; seventeen
  in all。  The carpenter; seizing the hook of the cargo…chain;
  flung himself on top of them。  A very satisfactory petty officer
  too; but he stuttered。  Have you ever heard a light…yellow; lean;
  sad; earnest Chinaman stutter in pidgin…English?  It's very weird
  indeed。 He made the eighteenth。  I could not see the pony at all;
  but from the swaying and heaving of that heap of men I knew that
  there was something alive inside。
  From the wharf Almayer hailed in quavering tones:
  〃Oh; I say!〃
  Where he stood he could not see what was going on on deck unless
  perhaps the tops of the men's heads; he could only hear the
  scuffle; the mighty thuds; as if the ship were being knocked to
  pieces。  I looked over:  〃What is it?〃
  〃Don't let them break his legs;〃 he entreated me plaintively。
  〃Oh; nonsense!  He's all right now。  He can't move。〃
  By that time the cargo…chain had been hooked to the broad canvas
  belt round the pony's body; the kalashes sprang off
  simultaneously in all directions; rolling over each other; and
  the worthy serang; making a dash behind the winch; turned the
  steam on。
  〃Steady!〃 I yelled; in great apprehension of seeing the animal
  snatched up to the very head of the derrick。
  On the wharf Almayer shuffled his straw slippers uneasily。  The
  rattle of the winch stopped; and in a tense; impressive silence
  that pony began to swing across the deck。
  How limp he was!  Directly he felt himself in the air he relaxed
  every muscle in a most wonderful manner。  His four hoofs knocked
  together in a bunch; his head hung down; and his tail remained
  pendent in a nerveless and absolute immobility。  He reminded me
  vividly of the pathetic little sheep which hangs on the collar of
  the Order of the Golden Fleece。  I had no idea that anything in
  the shape of a horse could be so limp as that; either living or
  dead。  His wild mane hung down lumpily; a mere mass of inanimate
  horsehair; his aggressive ears had collapsed; but as he went
  swaying slowly across the front of the bridge I noticed an astute
  gleam in his dreamy; half…closed eye。  A trustworthy
  quartermaster; his glance anxious and his mouth on the broad
  grin; was easing over the derrick watchfully。  I superintended;
  greatly interested。
  〃So!  That will do。〃
  The derrick…head stopped。  The kalashes lined the rail。  The rope
  of the halter hung perpendicular and motionless like a bell…pull
  in front of Almayer。  Everything was very still。  I suggested
  amicably that he should catch hold of the rope and mind what he
  was about。  He extended a provokingly casual and superior hand。
  〃Look out then!  Lower away!〃
  Almayer gathered in the rope intelligently enough; but when the
  pony's hoofs touched the wharf he gave way all at once to a most
  foolish optimism。  Without pausing; without thinking; almost
  without looking; he disengaged the hook suddenly from the sling;
  and the cargo…chain; after hitting the pony's quarters; swung
  back against the ship's side with a noisy; rattling slap。  I
  suppose I must have blinked。  I know I missed something; because
  the next thing I