第 11 节
作者:美丽心点      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  was fast asleep before my head touched the pillow。
  In the morning my tutor (he was a student of the Cracow
  University) woke me up early; and as we were dressing remarked:
  〃There seems to be a lot of people staying in this hotel。  I have
  heard a noise of talking up till 11 o'clock?〃  This statement
  surprised me; I had heard no noise whatever; having slept like a
  top。
  We went downstairs into the long and narrow dining…room with its
  long and narrow table。  There were two rows of plates on it。  At
  one of the many uncurtained windows stood a tall bony man with a
  bald head set off by a bunch of black hair above each ear and
  with a long black beard。  He glanced up from the paper he was
  reading and seemed genuinely astonished at our intrusion。  By…
  and…by more men came in。  Not one of them looked like a tourist。
  Not a single woman appeared。  These men seemed to know each other
  with some intimacy; but I cannot say they were a very talkative
  lot。  The bald…headed man sat down gravely at the head of the
  table。  It all had the air of a family party。  By…and…by; from
  one of the vigorous servant…girls in national costume; we
  discovered that the place was really a boarding…house for some
  English engineers engaged at the works of the St。 Gothard Tunnel;
  and I could listen my fill to the sounds of the English language;
  as far as it is used at a breakfast…table by men who do not
  believe in wasting many words on the mere amenities of life。
  This was my first contact with British mankind apart from the
  tourist kind seen in the hotels of Zurich and Lucernethe kind
  which has no real existence in a workaday world。  I know now that
  the bald…headed man spoke with a strong Scotch accent。  I have
  met many of his kind since; both ashore and afloat。  The second
  engineer of the steamer 〃Mavis〃; for instance; ought to have been
  his twin brother。  I cannot help thinking that he really was;
  though for some reasons of his own he assured me that he never
  had a twin brother。  Anyway the deliberate bald…headed Scot with
  the coal…black beard appeared to my boyish eyes a very romantic
  and mysterious person。
  We slipped out unnoticed。  Our mapped…out route led over the
  Furca Pass towards the Rhone Glacier; with the further intention
  of following down the trend of the Hasli Valley。  The sun was
  already declining when we found ourselves on the top of the pass;
  and the remark alluded to was presently uttered。
  We sat down by the side of the road to continue the argument
  begun half a mile or so before。  I am certain it was an argument
  because I remember perfectly how my tutor argued and how without
  the power of reply I listened with my eyes fixed obstinately on
  the ground。  A stir on the road made me look upand then I saw
  my unforgettable Englishman。  There are acquaintances of later
  years; familiars; shipmates; whom I remember less clearly。  He
  marched rapidly towards the east (attended by a hang…dog Swiss
  guide) with the mien of an ardent and fearless traveller。  He was
  clad in a knickerbocker suit; but as at the same time he wore
  short socks under his laced boots; for reasons which whether
  hygienic or conscientious were surely imaginative; his calves
  exposed to the public gaze and to the tonic air of high
  altitudes; dazzled the beholder by the splendour of their marble…
  like condition and their rich tone of young ivory。  He was the
  leader of a small caravan。  The light of a headlong; exalted
  satisfaction with the world of men and the scenery of mountains
  illumined his clean…cut; very red face; his short; silver…white
  whiskers; his innocently eager and triumphant eyes。  In passing
  he cast a glance of kindly curiosity and a friendly gleam of big;
  sound; shiny teeth towards the man and the boy sitting like dusty
  tramps by the roadside; with a modest knapsack lying at their
  feet。  His white calves twinkled sturdily; the uncouth Swiss
  guide with a surly mouth stalked like an unwilling bear at his
  elbow; a small train of three mules followed in single file the
  lead of this inspiring enthusiast。  Two ladies rode past one
  behind the other; but from the way they sat I saw only their
  calm; uniform backs; and the long ends of blue veils hanging
  behind far down over their identical hat…brims。  His two
  daughters surely。  An industrious luggage…mule; with unstarched
  ears and guarded by a slouching; sallow driver; brought up the
  rear。  My tutor; after pausing for a look and a faint smile;
  resumed his earnest argument。
  I tell you it was a memorable year!  One does not meet such an
  Englishman twice in a lifetime。  Was he in the mystic ordering of
  common events the ambassador of my future; sent out to turn the
  scale at a critical moment on the top of an Alpine pass; with the
  peaks of the Bernese Oberland for mute and solemn witnesses?  His
  glance; his smile; the unextinguishable and comic ardour of his
  striving…forward appearance helped me to pull myself together。
  It must be stated that on that day and in the exhilarating
  atmosphere of that elevated spot I had been feeling utterly
  crushed。  It was the year in which I had first spoken aloud of my
  desire to go to sea。  At first like those sounds that; ranging
  outside the scale to which men's ears are attuned; remain
  inaudible to our sense of hearing; this declaration passed
  unperceived。  It was as if it had not been。  Later on; by trying
  various tones I managed to arouse here and there a surprised
  momentary attentionthe 〃What was that funny noise?〃 sort of
  inquiry。  Later on it was〃Did you hear what that boy said?
  What an extraordinary outbreak!〃  Presently a wave of scandalised
  astonishment (it could not have been greater if I had announced
  the intention of entering a Carthusian monastery) ebbing out of
  the educational and academical town of Cracow spread itself over
  several provinces。  It spread itself shallow but far…reaching。
  It stirred up a mass of remonstrance; indignation; pitying
  wonder; bitter irony and downright chaff。  I could hardly breathe
  under its weight; and certainly had no words for an answer。
  People wondered what Mr。 T。B。 would do now with his worrying
  nephew and; I dare say; hoped kindly that he would make short
  work of my nonsense。
  What he did was to come down all the way from Ukraine to have it
  out with me and to judge by himself; unprejudiced; impartial and
  just; taking his stand on the ground of wisdom and affection。  As
  far as is possible for a boy whose power of expression is still
  unformed I opened the secret of my thoughts to him and he in
  return allowed me a glimpse into his mind and heart; the first
  glimpse of an inexhaustible and noble treasure of clear thought
  and warm feeling; which through life was to be mine to draw upon
  with a never…deceived love and confidence。  Practically; after
  several exhaustive conversations; he concluded that he would not
  have me later on reproach him for having spoiled my life by an
  unconditional opposition。  But I must take time for serious
  reflection。  And I must not only think of myself but of others;
  weigh the claims of affection and conscience against my own
  sincerity of purpose。  〃Think well what it all means in the
  larger issues; my boy;〃 he exhorted me finally with special
  friendliness。  〃And meantime try to get the best place you can at
  the yearly examinations。〃
  The scholastic year came to an end。  I took a fairly good place
  at the exams。; which for me (for certain reasons) happened to be
  a more difficult task than for other boys。  In that respect I
  could enter with a good conscience upon that holiday which was
  like a long visit pour prendre conge of the mainland of old
  Europe I was to see so little of for the next four and twenty
  years。  Such; however; was not the avowed purpose of that tour。
  It was rather; I suspect; planned in order to distract and occupy
  my thoughts in other directions。  Nothing had been said for
  months of my going to sea。  But my attachment to my young tutor
  and his influence over me were so well known that he must have
  received a confidential mission to talk me out of my romantic
  folly。  It was an excellently appropriate arrangement; as neither
  he nor I had ever had a single glimpse of the sea in our lives。
  That was to come by…and…by for both of us in Venice; from the
  outer shore of Lido。  Meantime he had taken his mission to heart
  so well that I began to feel crus