lit　by　the　party；　the　condition　of　the　quarry　was　discovered　to
  be　distinctly　unsatisfactory。　　It　was　not　thinon　the　contrary；
  it　seemed　unhealthily　obese；　its　skin　showed　bare　patches　of　an
  unpleasant　character。　　However；　they　had　not　killed　that　dog　for
  the　sake　of　the　pelt。　　He　was　large。　。　。He　was　eaten。　。　。The　rest
  is　silence。　。　。
  A　silence　in　which　a　small　boy　shudders　and　says　firmly：
  〃I　could　not　have　eaten　that　dog。〃
  And　his　grandmother　remarks　with　a　smile：
  〃Perhaps　you　don't　know　what　it　is　to　be　hungry。〃
  I　have　learned　something　of　it　since。　　Not　that　I　have　been
  reduced　to　eat　dog。　　I　have　fed　on　the　emblematical　animal；
  which；　in　the　language　of　the　volatile　Gauls；　is　called　la　vache
  enragee；　I　have　lived　on　ancient　salt　junk；　I　know　the　taste　of
  shark；　of　trepang；　of　snake；　of　nondescript　dishes　containing
  things　without　a　namebut　of　the　Lithuanian　village　dognever！
  I　wish　it　to　be　distinctly　understood　that　it　is　not　I　but　my
  grand…uncle　Nicholas；　of　the　Polish　landed　gentry；　Chevalier　de
  la　Legion　d'Honneur；　&c。　&c。；　who；　in　his　young　days；　had　eaten
  the　Lithuanian　dog。
  I　wish　he　had　not。　　The　childish　horror　of　the　deed　clings
  absurdly　to　the　grizzled　man。　　I　am　perfectly　helpless　against
  it。　　Still　if　he　really　had　to；　let　us　charitably　remember　that
  he　had　eaten　him　on　active　service；　while　bearing　up　bravely
  against　the　greatest　military　disaster　of　modern　history；　and；　in
  a　manner；　for　the　sake　of　his　country。　　He　had　eaten　him　to
  appease　his　hunger　no　doubt；　but　also　for　the　sake　of　an
  unappeasable　and　patriotic　desire；　in　the　glow　of　a　great　faith
  that　lives　still；　and　in　the　pursuit　of　a　great　illusion　kindled
  like　a　false　beacon　by　a　great　man　to　lead　astray　the　effort　of　a
  brave　nation。
  Pro　patria！
  Looked　at　in　that　light　it　appears　a　sweet　and　decorous　meal。
  And　looked　at　in　the　same　light　my　own　diet　of　la　vache　enragee
  appears　a　fatuous　and　extravagant　form　of　self…indulgence；　for
  why　should　I；　the　son　of　a　land　which　such　men　as　these　have
  turned　up　with　their　ploughshares　and　bedewed　with　their　blood；
  undertake　the　pursuit　of　fantastic　meals　of　salt　junk　and　hard
  tack　upon　the　wide　seas？　　On　the　kindest　view　it　seems　an
  unanswerable　question。　　Alas！　I　have　the　conviction　that　there
  are　men　of　unstained　rectitude　who　are　ready　to　murmur　scornfully
  the　word　desertion。　　Thus　the　taste　of　innocent　adventure　may　be
  made　bitter　to　the　palate。　　The　part　of　the　inexplicable　should
  be　allowed　for　in　appraising　the　conduct　of　men　in　a　world　where
  no　explanation　is　final。　　No　charge　of　faithlessness　ought　to　be
  lightly　uttered。　　The　appearances　of　this　perishable　life　are
  deceptive　like　everything　that　falls　under　the　judgment　of　our
  imperfect　senses。　　The　inner　voice　may　remain　true　enough　in　its
  secret　counsel。　　The　fidelity　to　a　special　tradition　may　last
  through　the　events　of　an　unrelated　existence；　following
  faithfully　too　the　traced　way　of　an　inexplicable　impulse。
  It　would　take　too　long　to　explain　the　intimate　alliance　of
  contradictions　in　human　nature　which　makes　love　itself　wear　at
  times　the　desperate　shape　of　betrayal。　　And　perhaps　there　is　no
  possible　explanation。　　Indulgenceas　somebody　saidis　the　most
  intelligent　of　all　the　virtues。　　I　venture　to　think　that　it　is
  one　of　the　least　common；　if　not　the　most　uncommon　of　all。　　I
  would　not　imply　by　this　that　men　are　foolishor　even　most　men。
  Far　from　it。　　The　barber　and　the　priest；　backed　by　the　whole
  opinion　of　the　village；　condemned　justly　the　conduct　of　the
  ingenious　hidalgo　who；　sallying　forth　from　his　native　place；
  broke　the　head　of　the　muleteer；　put　to　death　a　flock　of
  inoffensive　sheep；　and　went　through　very　doleful　experiences　in　a
  certain　stable。　　God　forbid　that　an　unworthy　churl　should　escape
  merited　censure　by　hanging　on　to　the　stirrup…leather　of　the
  sublime　caballero。　　His　was　a　very　noble；　a　very　unselfish
  fantasy；　fit　for　nothing　except　to　raise　the　envy　of　baser
  mortals。　　But　there　is　more　than　one　aspect　to　the　charm　of　that
  exalted　and　dangerous　figure。　　He；　too；　had　his　frailties。　　After
  reading　so　many　romances　he　desired　naively　to　escape　with　his
  very　body　from　the　intolerable　reality　of　things。　　He　wished　to
  meet　eye　to　eye　the　valorous　giant　Brandabarbaran；　Lord　of
  Arabia；　whose　armour　is　made　of　the　skin　of　a　dragon；　and　whose
  shield；　strapped　to　his　arm；　is　the　gate　of　a　fortified　city。　　O
  amiable　and　natural　weakness！　　O　blessed　simplicity　of　a　gentle
  heart　without　guile！　　Who　would　not　succumb　to　such　a　consoling
  temptation？　　Nevertheless　it　was　a　form　of　self…indulgence；　and
  the　ingenious　hidalgo　of　La　Mancha　was　not　a　good　citizen。　　The
  priest　and　the　barber　were　not　unreasonable　in　their　strictures。
  Without　going　so　far　as　the　old　King　Louis…Philippe；　who　used　to
  say　in　his　exile；　〃The　people　are　never　in　fault〃one　may　admit
  that　there　must　be　some　righteousness　in　the　assent　of　a　whole
  village。　　Mad！　　Mad！　　He　who　kept　in　pious　meditation　the　ritual
  vigil…of…arms　by　the　well　of　an　inn　and　knelt　reverently　to　be
  knighted　at　daybreak　by　the　fat；　sly　rogue　of　a　landlord；　has
  come　very　near　perfection。　　He　rides　forth；　his　head　encircled　by
  a　halothe　patron　saint　of　all　lives　spoiled　or　saved　by　the
  irresistible　grace　of　imagination。　　But　he　was　not　a　good
  citizen。
  Perhaps　that　and　nothing　else　was　meant　by　the　well…remembered
  exclamation　of　my　tutor。
  It　was　in　the　jolly　year　1873；　the　very　last　year　in　which　I　have
  had　a　jolly　holiday。　　There　have　been　idle　years　afterwards；
  jolly　enough　in　a　way　and　not　altogether　without　their　lesson；
  but　this　year　of　which　I　speak　was　the　year　of　my　last　schoolboy
  holiday。　　There　are　other　reasons　why　I　should　remember　that
  year；　but　they　are　too　long　to　state　formally　in　this　place。
  Moreover　they　have　nothing　to　do　with　that　holiday。　　What　has　to
  do　with　the　holiday　is　that　before　the　day　on　which　the　remark
  was　made　we　had　seen　Vienna；　the　Upper　Danube；　Munich；　the　Falls
  of　the　Rhine；　the　Lake　of　Constancein　fact　it　was　a　memorable
  holiday　of　travel。　　Of　late　we　had　been　tramping　slowly　up　the
  Valley　of　the　Reuss。　　It　was　a　delightful　time。　　It　was　much　more
  like　a　stroll　than　a　tramp。　　Landing　from　a　Lake　of　Lucerne
  steamer　in　Fluellen；　we　found　ourselves　at　the　end　of　the　second
  day；　with　the　dusk　overtaking　our　leisurely　footsteps；　a　little
  way　beyond　Hospenthal。　　This　is　not　the　day　on　which　the　remark
  was　made：　　in　the　shadows　of　the　deep　valley　and　with　the
  habitations　of　men　left　some　way　behind；　our　thoughts　ran　not
  upon　the　ethics　of　conduct　but　upon　the　simpler　human　problem　of
  shelter　and　food。　　There　did　not　seem　anything　of　the　kind　in
  sight；　and　we　were　thinking　of　turning　back　when　suddenly　at　a
  bend　of　the　road　we　came　upon　a　building；　ghostly　in　the
  twilight。
  At　that　time　the　work　on　the　St。　Gothard　Tunnel　was　going　on；　and
  that　magnificent　enterprise　of　burrowing　was　directly　responsible
  for　the　unexpected　building；　standing　all　alone　upon　the　very
  roots　of　the　mountains。　　It　was　long　though　not　big　at　all；　it
  was　low；　it　was　built　of　boards；　without　ornamentation；　in
  barrack…hut　style；　with　the　white　window…frames　quite　flush　with
  the　yellow　face　of　its　plain　front。　　And　yet　it　was　an　hotel；　it
  had　even　a　name　which　I　have　forgotten。　　But　there　was　no　gold…
  laced　door…keeper　at　its　humble　door。　　A　plain　but　vigorous
  servant…girl　answered　our　inquiries；　then　a　man　and　woman　who
  owned　the　place　appeared。　　It　was　clear　that　no　travellers　were
  expected；　or　perhaps　even　desired；　in　this　strange　hostelry；
  which　in　its　severe　style　resembled　the　house　which　surmounts　the
  unseaworthy…looking　hulls　of　the　toy　Noah's　Arks；　the　universal
  possession　of　European　childhood。　　However；　its　roof　was　not
  hinged　and　it　was　not　full　to　the　brim　of　slabsided　and　painted
  animals　of　wood。　　Even　the　live　tourist　animal　was　nowhere　in
  evidence。　　We　had　something　to　eat　in　a　long；　narrow　room　at　one
  end　of　a　long；　narrow　table；　which；　to　my　tired　perception　and　to
  my　sleepy　eyes；　seemed　as　if　it　would　tilt　up　like　a　see…saw
  plank；　since　there　was　no　one　at　the　other　end　to　balance　it
  against　our　two　dusty　and　travel…stained　figures。　　Then　we
  hastened　upstairs　to　bed　in　a　room　smelling　of　pine　planks；　and　I
  was　fast　asleep　before　my　head　touched　the　pillow。