第 180 节
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  〃Very magnanimously;〃 said Ethel; smiling。  〃In fact; nurse has had
  but little to do with Daisy of late; and would have been very forlorn
  at home。  It is better for Aubrey and for her; not to return to be
  babies to comfort poor nurse。  I have been breaking up the nursery;
  and taking Gertrude to live with me。〃
  〃Have you gone back there again?〃
  〃It would not have been better for waiting;〃 said Ethel; 〃and
  Gertrude was so proud to come to me。  I could not have done it
  without her; but papa must not have vacancy next to him。〃
  〃It has been hard on you for me to engross him;〃 said Flora; 〃but oh;
  Ethel; I could not spare him。  I don't think even you can tell what
  papa is。〃
  〃You have found it out;〃 said Ethel; in an odd; dry manner; which in
  sound; though not in feeling; was a contrast to the soft; whispering;
  tearful murmurs of her sister。
  〃And my aunt!〃 continued Flora 〃that I should have taken up such a
  great piece of her short visit!〃
  〃Ah! it is coming to an end very fast;〃 said Ethel; sighing; 〃but you
  had the best right to her; and she and Meta have seen so much of each
  other。  She tells me she is quite satisfied about Meta now。〃
  〃I am sorry to see Meta looking out of spirits;〃 said Flora。  〃I
  almost made her cry by saying something about Norman。  Is there
  anything going wrong?〃
  Ethel; as usual; blundered into the subject。  〃Only about Norman's
  going out。〃
  Flora asked further questions; and she was obliged to explain。  It
  roused Flora's energies at once。
  〃This will never do!〃 she said。  〃They must marry; and go with my
  aunt。〃
  Ethel was aghast。  〃They would not hear of it now!〃
  〃They must。  It is the only reasonable thing。  Why; Norman would be
  miserable; and as to Meta Imagine his going out and returninga
  year's work; such an expense and loss of time; besides the missing
  Aunt Flora。〃
  〃If it were not wrong〃
  〃The waste would be the wrong thing。  Besides〃 and she told of
  Margaret's wishes。
  〃But; Flora; thinkthe last week in Februaryand you so ill!〃
  〃I am not to marry them;〃 said Flora; smiling。  〃If it could be in a
  fortnight; they could go and get their outfit afterwards; and come
  back to us when I am stronger。  Let me seethere need be no fuss
  about settlementsMr。 Rivers's will arranges everything for her。〃
  〃It would be a good thing to get rid of a fine wedding;〃 said Ethel;
  〃but they will never consent!〃
  〃Yes; they will; and be grateful。〃
  〃Papa would be happier about Norman;〃 said Ethel; 〃but I cannot fancy
  his liking it。  And youyou can't spare Meta; for Aunt Flora must go
  to the Arnotts' in a week or two more。〃
  〃Suppose papa was to let me have you;〃 said Flora。  〃If he wants you;
  he must come after you。〃
  Ethel gasped at the thought that her occupation at home was gone; but
  she said; 〃If I am not too awkward for you; dear Flora。  You will
  miss Meta terribly。〃
  〃I can't keep the humming…bird caged; with her heart far away;〃 said
  Flora。
  Dr。 May came in to break up the conversation; and Ethel quickly
  guessed from his manner that Norman had been talking to him。  Flora
  told him that she had been agreeing with Ethel that Meta had much
  better not miss this opportunity。  He was far less startled than
  Ethel had expected; indeed; the proposal was rather a relief to his
  mind; and his chief objection was the fear that Flora would be
  fatigued by the extra bustle; but she promised not to trouble herself
  about it; otherwise than that if Norman could not persuade Meta; she
  would。  The sisters parted; much more comfortable than before。  Ethel
  felt as if she had found something like a dim reflection of Margaret;
  and Flora's fear of Ethel had fled away from the mere force of
  sisterhood。
  As to Norman; he declared that he had not the audacity to make the
  proposal to Meta; though he was only too grateful; so his father
  carried it to the humming…bird; and; as soon as she found that it was
  not improper; nor would hurt any one's feelings; she gave ready
  consentonly begging that it might be as best suited every one;
  especially Flora; and ending by a whisper to her dear fatherly
  friend; owning that she was 〃very gladshe meant she was very glad
  there would be nobody there。〃
  So Norman and Meta settled their plans as they walked home together
  from evening service; after listening to the prophecies of the
  blessings to be spread into the waste and desolate places; which
  should yet become the heritage of the Chosen; and with the evening
  star shining on them; like a faint reflex of the Star of the East;
  Who came to be a Light to lighten the Gentiles。
  CHAPTER XXVII。
  Euna delle facolta singolari ed incommunicabili della religione
  Cristiana questa; di poter dare indirizzo e quiete a chiunoque; in
  qualsivoglia congiuntura; a qualsivoglia termine; ricorra ad essa。
  Se al passato v'e rimedio; essa lo prescrive; lo somministra; presta
  lume e vigore per metterlo in opera a qualunque costo; se non v'e;
  essa da il; modo di fare realmento e in effeto; cio che 1' uom dice
  in proverbio; della necessita virtu。  Insegna a continuare con
  sapienza cio che e stato intrapreso per leggerezza; piega l'animo ad
  abbracciare con propensione cio che e stato imposto dalla prepotenza;
  e da ad un elezione che fu temeraria; ma che e irrevocabile; tutta la
  santita; tutto il consiglio; diciamolo pur francamenta; tutte le
  gioje della vocazione。MANZONI。
  The wedding…day was fixed for the 20th of January; since it was less
  risk to Flora as an absolute invalid; than as convalescent enough to
  take any share in the doings。
  Meta managed her correspondence with her own relatives; and obtained
  her uncle's kind approval; since he saw there could be nothing else;
  while her aunt treated her as an infatuated victim; but wished; for
  her mother's sake; to meet her in London before she sailed。
  The worst stroke of all was to Bellairs; who had never chosen to
  believe that her mistress could move without her; and though mortally
  afraid in crossing to the Isle of Wight; and utterly abhorring all
  〃natives;〃 went into hysterics on finding that her young lady would
  take out no maid but a little hard…working village girl; and though
  transferred in the most flattering manner to Mrs。 Rivers's service;
  shed a tear for every stitch she set in the trousseau; and assured
  her betrothed butler that; if Miss Rivers would only have heard
  reason; she would have followed her to the world's end; rather than
  that her beautiful hair should never look like anything again。
  So the wedding…day came; and grass and trees wore a fitting suit of
  crisp hoariness。  Nothing could be quieter。  Meta was arrayed by the
  sobbing Bellairs in her simple bridal white; wrapped herself in a
  large shawl; took her brother's arm; and walked down the frosty path
  with him and Mrs。 Arnott; as if going merely to the daily service。
  The time had not been made known; and there was hardly an addition to
  the ordinary congregation; except the May family and Dr。 Spencer; but
  the Christmas evergreens still adorned aisle and chancel; and over
  the altar stood the motto that Meta herself had woven of holly; on
  that Christmas Eve of grief and anxiety; without knowing how it would
  speak to her。
  Fear not; for behold I bring unto you glad tidings of great joy;
  that shall be unto you and to all people。
  Fear not; for length of voyage; for distance from kindred; for
  hardship; privation; misunderstanding; disappointment。  The glad
  tidings are to all people; even to the utmost parts of the earth。  Ye
  have your portion in the great joyye have freely cast in your lot
  with those; whose feet are beautiful on the mountains; who bear the
  good tidings。  Fear not; for He is with you; who will never forsake。
  Thus Dr。 May read the words with swelling heart; as he looked at his
  son's clear; grave; manful look; even as it had been when he made his
  Confirmation vowhis natural nervous excitability quelled by a
  spirit not his own; and chastened into strong purpose; and the bride;
  her young face the more lovely for the depth of enthusiasm restrained
  by awe and humility; as she stood without trembling or faltering; the
  strength of innocence expressed in the whole bearing of her slight
  figure in her white drapery。  Around were the four sisterly bride's…
  maids; their black dresses showing that these were still the twilight
  days of mourning; and that none would forget her; whose prayers might
  still bless their labour of love。
  When Margaret Agatha May; on her husband's arm; turned for a last
  look at the altar of her own church; 〃Fear not;〃 in evergreen
  letters; was the greeting she bore away。
  Ethel was left at the Grange for the ensuing fortnighta time of
  unusual leisure both to her and to Flora; which they both prized
  highly; for it taught them to know each other as they had never done
  before。  Flora's confidence to her aunt had been a good thing for
  her; though so partial; it opened the way for further unreserve to
  one who knew the circumstances better; and; as to dread of Ethel;
  that could seldom prevail in her presence; partly from long habit;
  partly from her deficiency of manner; and still more from her true
  humility and affection。  Gradually she arrived at the pe