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  Stoneborough; combined to bring on his ordinary moody fits; the more;
  because his habitual reserve prevented any one from knowing what was
  working in his mind。
  Finally the Rivers' party announced their intention of going to the
  Isle of Wight as soon as Meta had come of age; and the council of
  Cocksmoor; meeting at tea at Dr。 May's house; decided that the
  foundation stone of the church should be laid on the day after her
  birthday; when there would be a gathering of the whole family; as
  Margaret wished。  Dr。 Spencer had worked incredibly hard to bring it
  forward; and Margaret's sweet smiles; and liquid eyes; expressed how
  personally thankful she felt。
  〃What a blessing this church has been to that poor girl;〃 said Dr。
  Spencer; as he left the house with Mr。 Wilmot。  〃How it beguiles her
  out of her grief!  I am glad she has the pleasure of the foundation;
  I doubt if she will see the consecration。〃
  〃Indeed!〃 said Mr。 Wilmot; shocked。  〃Was that attack so serious?〃
  〃That recumbent position and want of exercise were certain to produce
  organic disease; and suspense and sorrow have hastened it。  The death
  of Mrs。 Rivers's poor child was the blow that called it into
  activity; and; if it last more than a year; I shall be surprised。〃
  〃For such as she is; one cannot presume to wish; but her fatheris
  he aware of this?〃
  〃He knows there is extensive damage; I think he does not open his
  eyes to the result; but he will bear it。  Never was there a man to
  whom it came so naturally to live like the fowls of the air; or the
  lilies of the field; as it does to dear Dick May;〃 said Dr。 Spencer;
  his voice faltering。
  〃There is a strength of faith and love in him that carries him
  through all;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃His childlike nature seems to have
  the trustfulness that is; in itself; consolation。  You said how
  Cocksmoor had been blessed to MargaretI think it is the same with
  them allnot only Ethel and Richard; who have been immediately
  concerned; but that one object has been a centre and aim to elevate
  the whole family; and give force and unity to their efforts。  Even
  the good doctor; much as I always looked up to himmuch good as he
  did me in my young daysI must confess that he was sometimes very
  provoking。〃
  〃If you had tried to be his keeper at Cambridge; you might say so!〃
  rejoined Dr。 Spencer。
  〃He is so much less impetuousmore consistentless desultory; I
  dare say you understand me;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃His good qualities do
  not entangle one another as they used to do。〃
  〃Exactly so。  He was far more than I looked for when I came home;
  though I might have guessed that such a disposition; backed by such
  principles and suchcould not but shake off all the dross。〃
  〃One thing was;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot; smiling; 〃that a man must take
  himself in hand at some time in his life; and Dr。 May only began to
  think himself responsible for himself when he lost his wife; who was
  wise for both。  She was an admirable person; but not easy to know
  well。  I think you knew her at〃
  〃I say;〃 interrupted Dr。 Spencer; 〃it strikes me that we could not do
  better than get up our S。 P。 G。 demonstration on the day of the
  stone〃
  Hitherto the Stoneborough subscribers to the Society for the
  Propagation of the Gospel had been few and far between; but; under
  the new dynasty; there was a talk of forming an association; and
  having a meeting to bring the subject forward。  Dr。 Spencer's
  proposal; however; took the vicar by surprise。
  〃Never could there be a better time;〃 he argued。  〃You have naturally
  a gathering of clergypeople ought to be liberal on such an
  occasion; and; as Cocksmoor is provided for; why not give the benefit
  to the missions; in their crying need!〃
  〃True; but there is no time to send for any one to make a speech。〃
  〃Husband your resources。  What could you have better than young Harry
  and his islanders?〃
  〃Harry would never make a speech。〃
  〃Let him cram Norman。  Young Lake tells me Norman made a great
  sensation at the Union at Oxford; and if his heart is in the work; he
  must not shrink from the face of his townsmen。〃
  〃No doubt he had rather they were savages;〃 said the vicar。  〃And
  yourselfyou will tell them of the Indian missions。〃
  〃With all my heart;〃 said Dr。 Spencer。  〃When my Brahminhee godson
  the deacon I told you of; comes to pay me his promised visit; what
  doings we shall have!  Seriously; I have just had letters from him
  and from others; that speak of such need; that I could feel every
  moment wasted that is not spent on their behalf。〃
  Mr。 Wilmot was drawn into Dr。 Spencer's house; and heard the letters;
  till his heart burned within him。
  The meeting was at once decided upon; though Ethel could not see why
  people could not give without speechifying; and her two younger
  brothers declared it was humbugTom saying; he wished all
  blackamoors were out of creation; and Harry; that he could not stand
  palaver about his friend David。  Dr。 May threatened him with being
  displayed on the platform as a living instance of the effects of
  missions; at which he took alarm; and so seriously declared that he
  should join the Bucephalus at once; that they pacified him by
  promising that he should do as he pleased。
  The archdeacon promised a sermon; and the active Dr Spencer worked
  the nine muses and all the rest of the town and neighbourhood into a
  state of great enthusiasm and expectation。  He went to the Grange; as
  he said; to collect his artillery; primed Flora that she might prime
  the M。 P。; made the willing Meta promise to entrap the uncle; who was
  noted for philanthropical speeches; and himself captured Sir Henry
  Walkinghame; who looked somewhat rueful at what he found incumbent on
  him as a country gentleman; though there might be some compensation
  in the eagerness of Miss Rivers。
  Norman had hardly set foot in Stoneborough before he was told what
  was in store for him; and; to the general surprise; submitted as if
  it were a very simple matter。  As Dr。 Spencer told him; it was only a
  foretaste of the penalty which every missionary has to pay for coming
  to England。  Norman was altogether looking much better than when he
  had been last at home; and his spirits were more even。  He had turned
  his whole soul to the career he had chosen; cast his disappointment
  behind him; or; more truly; made it his offering; and gathered
  strength and calmness; with which to set out on tasks of working for
  others; with thoughts too much absorbed on them; to give way to the
  propensity of making himself the primary object of study and
  contemplation。  The praise of God; and love of man; were the best
  cures for tendencies like his; and he had found it out。  His calm;
  though grave cheerfulness; came as a refreshment to those who had
  been uneasy about him; and mournfully watching poor Flora。
  〃Yes;〃 said Dr。 Spencer; 〃you have taken the best course for your own
  happiness。〃
  Norman coloured; as if he understood more than met the ear。  Mary and
  Blanche were very busy preparing presents for Meta Rivers; and every
  one was anxious to soften to her the thought of this first birthday
  without her father。  Each of the family contributed some pretty
  little trifle; choice in workmanship or kind in device; and each was
  sealed and marked with the initials of the giver; and packed up by
  Mary; to be committed to Flora's charge。  Blanche had; however; much
  trouble in extracting a gift from Norman; and he only yielded at
  last; on finding that all his brothers had sent something; so that
  his omission would be marked。  Then he dived into the recesses of his
  desk; and himself sealed up a little parcel; of which he would not
  allow his sisters to inspect the contents。
  Ethel had a shrewd guess。  She remembered his having; in the flush of
  joy at Margaret's engagement; rather prematurely caused a seal to be
  cut with a daisy; and 〃Pearl of the meadow〃 as the motto; and his
  having said that he should keep it as a wedding present。  She could
  understand that he was willing to part with it without remark。
  Flora met Meta in her sitting…room; on the morning of the day; which
  rose somewhat sadly upon the young girl; as she thought of past
  affection and new responsibilities。  If the fondness of a sister
  could have compensated for what she had lost; Meta received it in no
  scanty measure from Flora; who begged to call George; because he
  would be pleased to see the display of gifts。
  His own was the only costly onealmost all the rest were homemade
  treasures of the greater price; because the skill and fondness of the
  maker were evident in their construction; and Meta took home the
  kindness as it was meant; and felt the affection that would not let
  her feel herself lonely。  She only wished to go and thank them all at
  once。
  〃Do then;〃 said Flora。  〃If Lord Cosham will spare you; and your
  business should be over in time; you could drive in; and try to bring
  papa home with you。〃
  〃Oh; thank you; Flora。  That is a kind treat; in case the morning
  should be very awful!〃
  Margaret Agatha Rivers signed her documents; listened to
  explanations; and was complimented by her uncle on not thinking it
  necessary to be senseless on money matters; like her cousin; Agatha
  Langdale。
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