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作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  was not acting just as she would have done by her own child。  She
  found herself happily married to one whom home notions would have
  rejected; and she believed Meta would be perfectly happy with a man
  of decided talent; honour; and unstained character; even though he
  should not come up to her father's or Ethel's standard。
  If Meta were to marry as they would approve; she would have far to
  seek among 〃desirable connections。〃  Meantime; was not Flora acting
  with exemplary judgment and self…denial?
  So she wrote that she could not come home; Margaret was much
  disappointed; and so was Meta; who had looked to Ethel to unravel the
  tangles of her life。
  〃No; no; little miss;〃 said Flora to herself; 〃you don't talk to
  Ethel till your fate is irrevocable。  Why; if I had listened to her;
  I should be thankful to be singing at Mrs。 Hoxton's parties at this
  minute! and; as for herself; look at Norman Ogilvie!  No; no; after
  six weeks' yachtingmoonlight; sea; and sympathyI defy her to rob
  Sir Henry of his prize!  And; with Meta lady of Cocksmoor; even Ethel
  herself must be charmed!〃
  CHAPTER XX。
  We barter life for pottage; sell true bliss
  For wealth or power; for pleasure or renown;
  Thus; Esau…like; our Father's blessing miss;
  Then wash with fruitless tears our faded crown。
  Christian Year。
  〃Papa; here is a message from Flora for you;〃 said Margaret; holding
  up a letter; 〃she wants to know whom to consult about the baby。〃
  〃Ha! what's the matter?〃
  Margaret read〃Will you ask papa whom I had better call in to see
  the baby。  There does not seem to be anything positively amiss; but I
  am not happy about her。  There is a sleepiness about her which I do
  not understand; and; when roused; she is fretful; and will not be
  amused。  There is a look in her eyes which I do not like; and I
  should wish to have some advice for her。  Lady Leonora recommends
  Mr。; but I always distrust people who are very much the rage; and I
  shall send for no one without papa's advice。〃
  〃Let me see!〃 said Dr。 May; startled; and holding out his hand for
  the letter。  〃A look about the eyes!  I shall go up and see her
  myself。  Why has not she brought her home?〃
  〃It would have been far better;〃 said Margaret。
  〃Sleepy and dull!  She was as lively a child when they took her away
  as I ever saw。  What! is there no more about her?  The letter is
  crammed with somebody's fetevote of want of confidencedebate last
  night。  What is she about?  She fancies she knows everything; and;
  the fact is; she knows no more about infantsI could see that; when
  the poor little thing was a day old!〃
  〃Do you think there is cause for fear?〃 said Margaret anxiously。
  〃I can't tell。  With a first child; one can't guess what may be
  mamma's fancy; or what may be serious。  But Flora is not too
  fanciful; and I must see her for my own satisfaction。  Let some one
  write; and say I will come up to…morrow by the twelve o'clock train
  and mind she opens the letter。〃
  Dr。 May kept his word; and the letter had evidently not been
  neglected; for George was watching for him at the station; and
  thanked him so eagerly for coming; that Dr。 May feared that he was
  indeed needed; and inquired anxiously。
  〃Flora is uneasy about hershe seems heavy; and cries when she is
  disturbed;〃 replied George。  〃Flora has not left her to…day; and
  hardly yesterday。〃
  〃Have you had no advice for her?〃
  〃Flora preferred waiting till you should come。〃
  Dr。 May made an impatient movement; and thought the way long; till
  they were set down in Park Lane。  Meta came to meet them on the
  stairs; and said that the baby was just the same; and Flora was in
  the nursery; and thither they hastily ascended。
  〃Oh; papa!  I am so glad you are come!〃 said Flora; starting up from
  her low seat; beside the cradle。
  Dr。 May hardly paused to embrace his daughter; and she anxiously led
  him to the cradle; and tried to read his expression; as his eyes fell
  on the little face; somewhat puffed; but of a waxy whiteness; and the
  breathing seeming to come from the lips。
  〃How long has she been so?〃 he asked; in a rapid; professional
  manner。
  〃For about two or three hours。  She was very fretful before; but I
  did not like to call in any one; as you were coming。  Is it from her
  teeth?〃 said Flora; more and more alarmed by his manner。  〃Her
  complexion is always like thatshe cannot bear to be disturbed;〃
  added she; as the child feebly moaned; on Dr。 May beginning to take
  her from her cradle; but; without attending to the objection; he
  lifted her up; so that she lay as quietly as before; on his arm。
  Flora had trusted that hope and confidence would come with him; but;
  on the contrary; every lurking misgiving began to rush wildly over
  her; as she watched his countenance; while he carried his little
  granddaughter towards the light; studied her intently; raised her
  drooping eyelids; and looked into her eyes; scarcely eliciting
  another moan。  Flora dared not ask a question; but looked on with
  eyes open; as it were; stiffened。
  〃This is the effect of opium;〃 were Dr。 May's first words; breaking
  on all with startling suddenness; but; before any one could speak; he
  added;  〃We must try some stimulant directly;〃 then looking round the
  room; 〃What have you nearest?〃
  〃Godfrey's Cordial; sir;〃 quickly suggested the nurse。
  〃Ayanything to save timeshe is sinking for want of the drug that
  has〃 He broke off to apportion the dose; and to hold the child in a
  position to administer itFlora tried to give itthe nurse tried
  in vain。
  〃Do not torment her further;〃 said the doctor; as Flora would have
  renewed the trial〃it cannot be done。  What have you all been
  doing?〃 cried he; as; looking up; his face changed from the tender
  compassion with which he had been regarding his little patient; into
  a look of strong indignation; and one of his sentences of hasty
  condemnation broke from him; as it would not have done; had Flora
  been less externally calm。  〃I tell you this child has been destroyed
  with opium!〃
  They all recoiled; the father turned fiercely round on the nurse;
  with a violent exclamation; but Dr。 May checked him。  〃Hush!  This is
  no presence for the wrath of man。〃  The solemn tone seemed to make
  George shrink into an awestruck quiescence; he stood motionless and
  transfixed; as if indeed conscious of some overwhelming presence。
  Flora had come near; with an imploring gesture; to take the child in
  her own arms; but Dr。 May; by a look of authority; prevented it; for;
  indeed; it would have been harassing and distressing the poor little
  sufferer again to move her; as she lay with feeble gasps on his arm。
  So they remained; for what space no one knewnot one word was
  uttered; not a limb moved; and the street noises sounded far off。
  Dr。 May stooped his head closer to the babe's face; and seemed
  listening for a breath; as he once more touched the little wrist; he
  took away his finger; he ceased to listen; he looked up。
  Flora gave one crynot loud; not sharp; but 〃an exceeding bitter
  cry〃she would have moved forward; but reeled; and her husband's
  arms supported her as she sank into a swoon。
  〃Carry her to her room;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃I will come;〃 and; when
  George had borne her away; he kissed the lifeless cheek; and
  reverently placed the little corpse in the cradle; but; as he rose
  from doing so; the sobbing nurse exclaimed; 〃Oh; sir! oh; sir!
  indeed; I never did〃
  〃Never did what?〃 said Dr。 May sternly。
  〃I never gave the dear baby anything to do her harm;〃 cried Preston
  vehemently。
  〃You gave her this;〃 said Dr。 May; pointing to the bottle of
  Godfrey's Cordial。
  He could say no more; for her master was hurrying back into the room。
  Anger was the first emotion that possessed him; and he hardly gave an
  answer to Dr。 May's question about Flora。  〃Meta is with her!  Where
  is that woman?  Have you given her up to the police?〃
  Preston shrieked and sobbed; made incoherent exclamations; and was
  much disposed to cling to the doctor。
  〃Silence!〃 said Dr。 May; lifting his hand; and assuming a tone and
  manner that awed them both; by reminding them that death was present
  in the chamber; and; taking his son…in…law out; and shutting the
  door; he said; in a low voice;
  〃I believe this is no case for the policehave mercy on the poor
  woman。〃
  〃MercyI'll have no mercy on my child's murderer!  You said she had
  destroyed my child。〃
  〃Ignorantly。〃
  〃I don't care for ignorance!  She destroyed herI'll have justice;〃
  said George doggedly。
  〃You shall;〃 said Dr。 May; laying his hand on his arm; 〃but it must
  be investigated; and you are in no state to investigate。  Go
  downstairsdo not do anything till I come to you。〃
  His peremptory manner imposed on George; who; nevertheless; turned
  round as he went; saying; with a fierce glare in his eyes;  〃You will
  not let her escape。〃
  〃No。  Go downbe quiet。〃
  Dr。 May returned to Preston; and had to assure her that Mr。 Rivers
  was not gone to call the police; before he could bring her to any
  degree of coherence。  She regarded him as her only friend; and soon
  undertook to tell the whole truth; and he perceived that it was;
  indeed; the truth。  She had not k