第 153 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  fulfilled vision。  It did not seem to be what Alan had intended; he
  had figured to himself unmixed joy; and she wanted to see it; and
  something of the wayward impatience of weakness throbbed at her
  heart; as Ethel paced the room; and disappeared in her own curtained
  recess。
  Presently she came back saying; 〃You are sure you are glad?〃
  〃It would be strange if I were not;〃 said Margaret。  〃See; Ethel;
  here are blessings springing up from what I used to think had served
  for nothing but to bring him pain and grief。  I am so thankful that
  he could express his desire; and so grateful to dear Harry for
  bringing it to light。  How much better it is than I ever thought it
  could be!  He has been spared disappointment; and surely the good
  that he will have done will follow him。〃
  〃And you?〃 said Ethel sadly。
  〃I shall lie here and wait;〃 said Margaret。  〃I shall see the plans;
  and hear all about it; and oh!〃her eyes lighted up〃perhaps some
  day; I may hear the bell。〃
  Richard's tap interrupted them。  〃Had he heard?〃
  〃I have。〃  The deepened colour in his cheek betrayed how much he
  felt; as he cast an anxious glance towards Margaretan inquiring one
  on Ethel。
  〃She is so pleased;〃 was all Ethel could say。
  〃I thought she would be;〃 said Richard; approaching。  〃Captain Gordon
  seemed quite vexed that no special token of remembrance was left to
  her。〃
  Margaret smiled in a peculiar way。  〃If he only knew how glad I am
  there was not。〃  And Ethel knew that the church was his token to
  Margaret; and that any 〃fading frail memorial〃 would have lessened
  the force of the signification。
  Ethel could speak better to her brother than to her sister。  〃Oh;
  Richard! Richard! Richard!〃 she cried; and a most unusual thing with
  both; she flung her arms round his neck。  〃It is come at last!  If it
  had not been for you; this would never have been。  How little likely
  it seemed; that dirty day; when I talked wildly; and you checked me!〃
  〃You had faith and perseverance;〃 said Richard; 〃or〃
  〃You are right;〃 said Margaret; as Ethel was about to disclaim。  〃It
  was Ethel's steadiness that brought it before Alan's mind。  If she
  had yielded when we almost wished it; in the time of the distress
  about Mrs。 Green; I do believe that all would have died away!〃
  〃I didn't keep steadyI was only crazy。  You and Ritchie and Mr。
  Wilmot〃 said Ethel; half crying; then; as if unable to stay; she
  exclaimed with a sort of petulance; 〃And there's Harry playing all
  sorts of rigs with Aubrey!  I shan't get any more sense out of him
  to…day!〃
  And away she rushed to the wayfaring dust of her life of labour; to
  find Aubrey and Daisy half…way up the tulip tree; and Harry
  mischievously unwilling to help them down again; assuring her that
  such news deserved a holiday; and that she was growing a worse tartar
  than Miss Winter。  She had better let the poor children alone; put on
  her bonnet; and come with him to tell Mr。 Wilmot。
  Whereat Ethel was demurring; when Dr。 May came forth; and declared he
  should take her himself。
  Poor Mr。 Wilmot laboured under a great burden of gratitude; which no
  one would receive from him。  Dr。 May and Ethel repudiated thanks
  almost with terror; and; when he tried them with the captain; he
  found very doubtful approval of the whole measure; so that Harry
  alone was a ready acceptant of a full meed of acknowledgments for his
  gallant extraction of the will。
  No one was more obliged to him than Hector Ernescliffe; who wrote to
  Margaret that it would be very jolly to come home again; and that he
  was delighted that the captain could not hinder either that or
  Cocksmoor Church。  〃And as to Maplewood; I shall not hate it so much;
  if that happens which I hope will happen。〃  Of which oracular
  sentence; Margaret could make nothing。
  The house of May felt more at their ease when the uncongenial captain
  had departed; although he carried off Harry with him。  There was the
  better opportunity for a tea…drinking consultation with Dr。 Spencer
  and Mr。 Wilmot; when Margaret lay on her sofa; looking better than
  for months past; and taking the keenest interest in every
  arrangement。
  Dr。 Spencer; whose bright eyes glittered at every mention of the
  subject; assumed that he was to be the architect; while Dr。 May was
  assuring him that it was a maxim that no one unpaid could be trusted;
  and when he talked of beautiful German churches with pierced spires;
  declared that the building must not make too large a hole in the
  twenty thousand; at the expense of future curates; because Richard
  was the first。
  〃I'll be prudent; Dick;〃 said Dr。 Spencer。  〃Trust me not to rival
  the minster。〃
  〃We shall find work next for you there;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。
  〃Ay; we shall have May out of his family packing…box before many
  years are over his head。〃
  〃Don't mention it;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃I know what I exposed myself to in
  bringing Wilmot here。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Dr。 Spencer; 〃we shall put you in the van when we attack
  the Corporation pen。〃
  〃I shall hold by the good old cause。  As if the galleries had not
  been there before you were born!〃
  〃As if poor people had a right to sit in their own church!〃 said
  Ethel。
  〃Sit; you may well say;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。  〃As if any one could do
  otherwise; with those ingenious traps for hindering kneeling。〃
  〃Well; well; I know the people must have room;〃 said Dr。 May; cutting
  short several further attacks which he saw impending。
  〃Yes; you would like to build another blue gallery; blocking up
  another window; and with Richard May and Christopher Tomkins;
  Churchwardens; on it; in orange…coloured lettersthe Rivers'
  colours。  No disrespect to your father; Miss May; but; as a general
  observation; it is a property of Town Councillors to be conservative
  only where they ought not。〃
  〃I brought you here to talk of building a church; not of pulling one
  to pieces。〃
  Poor Dr。 May; he knew it was inevitable and quite right; but his
  affectionate heart and spirit of perpetuity; which had an association
  connected with every marble cloud; green baize pew; and square…headed
  panel; anticipated tortures in the general sweep; for which his
  ecclesiastical taste and sense of propriety would not soon
  compensate。
  Margaret spared his feelings by bringing the Cocksmoor subject back
  again; Dr。 Spencer seemed to comprehend the ardour with which she
  pressed it on; as if it were very near her heart that there should be
  no delay。  He said he could almost promise her that the first stone
  should be laid before the end of the summer; and she thanked him in
  her own warm sweet way; hoping that it would be while Hector and
  Harry were at home。
  Harry soon returned; having gone through the court…martial with the
  utmost credit; been patronised by Captain Gordon in an unheard…of
  manner; asked to dine with the admiral; and promised to be quickly
  afloat again。  Ere many days had passed; he was appointed to one of
  the finest vessels in the fleet; commanded by a captain to whom
  Captain Gordon had introduced him; and who 〃seemed to have taken a
  fancy to him;〃 as he said。  The Bucephalus; now the object of his
  pride; was refitting; and his sisters hoped to see a good deal of him
  before he should again sail。  Besides; Flora would be at Ryde before
  the end of July。
  It was singular that Ethel's vision should have been fulfilled
  simultaneously with Flora's having obtained a position so far beyond
  what could have been anticipated。
  She was evidently extremely happy and valuable; much admired and
  respected; and with full exercise for the energy and cleverness;
  which were never more gratified than by finding scope for action。
  Her husband was devotedly attached to her; and was entirely managed
  by her; and though her good judgment kept her from appearing visibly
  in matters not pertaining to her own sphere; she as; in fact; his
  understanding。  She read; listened; and thought for him; imbued him
  with her own views; and composed his letters for him; ruling his
  affairs; both political and private; and undeniably making him fill a
  position which; without her; he would have left vacant; nor was there
  any doubt that he was far happier for finding himself of consequence;
  and being no longer left a charge upon his own hands。  He seemed
  fully to suffice to her as a companion; although she was so far
  superior in power; for it was; perhaps; her nature to love best that
  which depended upon her; and gave her a sense of exercising
  protection; as she had always loved Margaret better than Ethel。
  〃Mrs。 Rivers was an admirable woman。〃  So every one felt; and her
  youthful beauty and success in the fashionable world made her
  qualities; as a wife and mistress of a household; the more
  appreciated。  She never set aside her religious habits or principles;
  was an active member of various charitable associations; and found
  her experience of the Stoneborough Ladies' Committee applicable among
  far greater names。  Indeed; Lady Leonora thought dear Flora Rivers's
  only fault; her over…strictness; which encouraged Meta in the same;
  but there were points that Flora could not have yielded on any
  account; without failing in her own eyes。
  She made time for everything; and though; between business and
  fash