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fulfilled vision。 It did not seem to be what Alan had intended; he
had figured to himself unmixed joy; and she wanted to see it; and
something of the wayward impatience of weakness throbbed at her
heart; as Ethel paced the room; and disappeared in her own curtained
recess。
Presently she came back saying; 〃You are sure you are glad?〃
〃It would be strange if I were not;〃 said Margaret。 〃See; Ethel;
here are blessings springing up from what I used to think had served
for nothing but to bring him pain and grief。 I am so thankful that
he could express his desire; and so grateful to dear Harry for
bringing it to light。 How much better it is than I ever thought it
could be! He has been spared disappointment; and surely the good
that he will have done will follow him。〃
〃And you?〃 said Ethel sadly。
〃I shall lie here and wait;〃 said Margaret。 〃I shall see the plans;
and hear all about it; and oh!〃her eyes lighted up〃perhaps some
day; I may hear the bell。〃
Richard's tap interrupted them。 〃Had he heard?〃
〃I have。〃 The deepened colour in his cheek betrayed how much he
felt; as he cast an anxious glance towards Margaretan inquiring one
on Ethel。
〃She is so pleased;〃 was all Ethel could say。
〃I thought she would be;〃 said Richard; approaching。 〃Captain Gordon
seemed quite vexed that no special token of remembrance was left to
her。〃
Margaret smiled in a peculiar way。 〃If he only knew how glad I am
there was not。〃 And Ethel knew that the church was his token to
Margaret; and that any 〃fading frail memorial〃 would have lessened
the force of the signification。
Ethel could speak better to her brother than to her sister。 〃Oh;
Richard! Richard! Richard!〃 she cried; and a most unusual thing with
both; she flung her arms round his neck。 〃It is come at last! If it
had not been for you; this would never have been。 How little likely
it seemed; that dirty day; when I talked wildly; and you checked me!〃
〃You had faith and perseverance;〃 said Richard; 〃or〃
〃You are right;〃 said Margaret; as Ethel was about to disclaim。 〃It
was Ethel's steadiness that brought it before Alan's mind。 If she
had yielded when we almost wished it; in the time of the distress
about Mrs。 Green; I do believe that all would have died away!〃
〃I didn't keep steadyI was only crazy。 You and Ritchie and Mr。
Wilmot〃 said Ethel; half crying; then; as if unable to stay; she
exclaimed with a sort of petulance; 〃And there's Harry playing all
sorts of rigs with Aubrey! I shan't get any more sense out of him
to…day!〃
And away she rushed to the wayfaring dust of her life of labour; to
find Aubrey and Daisy half…way up the tulip tree; and Harry
mischievously unwilling to help them down again; assuring her that
such news deserved a holiday; and that she was growing a worse tartar
than Miss Winter。 She had better let the poor children alone; put on
her bonnet; and come with him to tell Mr。 Wilmot。
Whereat Ethel was demurring; when Dr。 May came forth; and declared he
should take her himself。
Poor Mr。 Wilmot laboured under a great burden of gratitude; which no
one would receive from him。 Dr。 May and Ethel repudiated thanks
almost with terror; and; when he tried them with the captain; he
found very doubtful approval of the whole measure; so that Harry
alone was a ready acceptant of a full meed of acknowledgments for his
gallant extraction of the will。
No one was more obliged to him than Hector Ernescliffe; who wrote to
Margaret that it would be very jolly to come home again; and that he
was delighted that the captain could not hinder either that or
Cocksmoor Church。 〃And as to Maplewood; I shall not hate it so much;
if that happens which I hope will happen。〃 Of which oracular
sentence; Margaret could make nothing。
The house of May felt more at their ease when the uncongenial captain
had departed; although he carried off Harry with him。 There was the
better opportunity for a tea…drinking consultation with Dr。 Spencer
and Mr。 Wilmot; when Margaret lay on her sofa; looking better than
for months past; and taking the keenest interest in every
arrangement。
Dr。 Spencer; whose bright eyes glittered at every mention of the
subject; assumed that he was to be the architect; while Dr。 May was
assuring him that it was a maxim that no one unpaid could be trusted;
and when he talked of beautiful German churches with pierced spires;
declared that the building must not make too large a hole in the
twenty thousand; at the expense of future curates; because Richard
was the first。
〃I'll be prudent; Dick;〃 said Dr。 Spencer。 〃Trust me not to rival
the minster。〃
〃We shall find work next for you there;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。
〃Ay; we shall have May out of his family packing…box before many
years are over his head。〃
〃Don't mention it;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃I know what I exposed myself to in
bringing Wilmot here。〃
〃Yes;〃 said Dr。 Spencer; 〃we shall put you in the van when we attack
the Corporation pen。〃
〃I shall hold by the good old cause。 As if the galleries had not
been there before you were born!〃
〃As if poor people had a right to sit in their own church!〃 said
Ethel。
〃Sit; you may well say;〃 said Mr。 Wilmot。 〃As if any one could do
otherwise; with those ingenious traps for hindering kneeling。〃
〃Well; well; I know the people must have room;〃 said Dr。 May; cutting
short several further attacks which he saw impending。
〃Yes; you would like to build another blue gallery; blocking up
another window; and with Richard May and Christopher Tomkins;
Churchwardens; on it; in orange…coloured lettersthe Rivers'
colours。 No disrespect to your father; Miss May; but; as a general
observation; it is a property of Town Councillors to be conservative
only where they ought not。〃
〃I brought you here to talk of building a church; not of pulling one
to pieces。〃
Poor Dr。 May; he knew it was inevitable and quite right; but his
affectionate heart and spirit of perpetuity; which had an association
connected with every marble cloud; green baize pew; and square…headed
panel; anticipated tortures in the general sweep; for which his
ecclesiastical taste and sense of propriety would not soon
compensate。
Margaret spared his feelings by bringing the Cocksmoor subject back
again; Dr。 Spencer seemed to comprehend the ardour with which she
pressed it on; as if it were very near her heart that there should be
no delay。 He said he could almost promise her that the first stone
should be laid before the end of the summer; and she thanked him in
her own warm sweet way; hoping that it would be while Hector and
Harry were at home。
Harry soon returned; having gone through the court…martial with the
utmost credit; been patronised by Captain Gordon in an unheard…of
manner; asked to dine with the admiral; and promised to be quickly
afloat again。 Ere many days had passed; he was appointed to one of
the finest vessels in the fleet; commanded by a captain to whom
Captain Gordon had introduced him; and who 〃seemed to have taken a
fancy to him;〃 as he said。 The Bucephalus; now the object of his
pride; was refitting; and his sisters hoped to see a good deal of him
before he should again sail。 Besides; Flora would be at Ryde before
the end of July。
It was singular that Ethel's vision should have been fulfilled
simultaneously with Flora's having obtained a position so far beyond
what could have been anticipated。
She was evidently extremely happy and valuable; much admired and
respected; and with full exercise for the energy and cleverness;
which were never more gratified than by finding scope for action。
Her husband was devotedly attached to her; and was entirely managed
by her; and though her good judgment kept her from appearing visibly
in matters not pertaining to her own sphere; she as; in fact; his
understanding。 She read; listened; and thought for him; imbued him
with her own views; and composed his letters for him; ruling his
affairs; both political and private; and undeniably making him fill a
position which; without her; he would have left vacant; nor was there
any doubt that he was far happier for finding himself of consequence;
and being no longer left a charge upon his own hands。 He seemed
fully to suffice to her as a companion; although she was so far
superior in power; for it was; perhaps; her nature to love best that
which depended upon her; and gave her a sense of exercising
protection; as she had always loved Margaret better than Ethel。
〃Mrs。 Rivers was an admirable woman。〃 So every one felt; and her
youthful beauty and success in the fashionable world made her
qualities; as a wife and mistress of a household; the more
appreciated。 She never set aside her religious habits or principles;
was an active member of various charitable associations; and found
her experience of the Stoneborough Ladies' Committee applicable among
far greater names。 Indeed; Lady Leonora thought dear Flora Rivers's
only fault; her over…strictness; which encouraged Meta in the same;
but there were points that Flora could not have yielded on any
account; without failing in her own eyes。
She made time for everything; and though; between business and
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