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though the zest of Cocksmoor might be somewhat gone; she called
herself to order; and gave her full attention to all that was planned
by her champion。
Never did man plunge into business more thoroughly than he; when he
had once undertaken it。 He was one of those men who; from gathering
particulars of every practical matter that comes under their notice;
are able to accomplish well whatever they set their hand to; and
building was not new to him; though his former subjectsa church and
mission station in Indiabore little remembrance to the present。
He bought a little round dumpling of a white pony; and trotted all
over the country in search of building materials and builders; he
discovered trees in distant timber…yards; he brought home specimens
of stone; one in each pocket; to compare and analyse; he went to
London to look at model schools; he drew plans each more neat and
beautiful than the last; he compared builders' estimates; and wrote
letters to the National Society; so as to be able to begin in the
spring。
In the meantime he was settling himself; furnishing his new house
with great precision and taste。 He would have no assistance in his
choice; either of servants or furniture; but made numerous journeys
of inspection to Whitford; to Malvern; and to London; and these
seemed to make him the more content with Stoneborough。 Sir Matthew
Fleet had evidently chilled him; and as he found his own few
remaining relations uncongenial; he became the more ready to find a
resting…place in the gray old town; the scene of his school life;
beside the friend of his youth; and the children of her; for whose
sake he had never sought a home of his own。 Though he now and then
talked of seeing America; or of going back to India; in hopes of
assisting his beloved mission at Poonshedagore; these plans were fast
dying away; as he formed habits and attachments; and perceived the
sphere of usefulness open to him。
It was a great step when his packages arrived; and his beautiful
Indian curiosities were arranged; making his drawing…room as pretty a
room as could anywhere be seen; in readiness; as he used to tell
Ethel; for a grand tea…party for all the Ladies' Committee; when he
should borrow her and the best silver teapot to preside。 Moreover;
he had a chemical apparatus; a telescope; and microscope; of great
power; wherewith he tried experiments that were the height of
felicity to Tom and Ethel; and much interested their father。 He made
it his business to have full occupation for himself; with plans;
books; or correspondence; so as not to be a charge on the hands of
the May family; with whom he never spent an evening without special
and earnest invitation。
He gave attendance at the hospital on alternate days; as well as
taking off Dr。 May's hands such of his gratuitous patients as were
not averse to quit their old doctor; and could believe in a physician
in shepherd's plaid; and Panama hat。 Exceedingly sociable; he soon
visited every one far and wide; and went to every sort of party; from
the grand dinners of the 〃county families;〃 to the tea…drinkings of
the Stoneborough ladiesa welcome guest at all; and enjoying each in
his own way。 English life was so new to him that he entered into the
little accessories with the zest of a youth; and there seemed to be a
curious change between the two old fellow students; the elder and
more staid of former days having come back with unencumbered
freshness to enliven his friend; just beginning to grow aged under
the wear of care and sorrows。
It was very droll to hear Dr。 May laughing at Dr。 Spencer's histories
of his adventures; and at the new aspects in which his own well…
trodden district appeared to travelled eyes; and not less amusing was
Dr。 Spencer's resolute defence of all the nine muses; generally and
individually。
He certainly had no reason to think ill of them。 As one woman; they
were led by him; and conformed their opinions。 The only seceder was
Louisa Anderson; who had her brother for her oracle; and; indeed; the
more youthful race; to whom Harvey was the glass of fashion; uttered
disrespectful opinions as to the doctor's age; and would not accede
to his being; as Mrs。 Ledwich declared; 〃much younger than Dr。 May。〃
Harvey Anderson had first attempted patronage; then argument; with
Dr。 Spencer; but found him equally impervious to both。 〃Very clever;
but an old world man;〃 said Harvey。 〃He has made up his bundle of
prejudices。〃
〃Clever sort of lad!〃 said Dr。 Spencer; 〃a cool hand; but very
shallow〃
Ethel wondered to hear thus lightly disposed of; the powers of
argument that had been thought fairly able to compete with Norman;
and which had taxed him so severely。 She did not know how
differently abstract questions appear to a mature mind; confirmed in
principle by practice; and to one young; struggling in self…
formation; and more used to theories than to realities。
CHAPTER XII。
The heart may ache; but may not burst;
Heaven will not leave thee; nor forsake。
Christian Year。
Hector and Tom finished their holidays by a morning's shooting at the
Grange; Dr。 May promising to meet them; and let them drive him home。
Meta was out when he arrived; and; repairing to the library; he found
Mr。 Rivers sitting by a fire; though it was early in September; with
the newspaper before him; but not reading。 He looked depressed; and
seemed much disappointed at having heard that George and Flora had
accepted some further invitations in Scotland; and did not intend to
return for another month。 Dr。 May spoke cheerfully of the
hospitality and kindness they had met; but failed to enliven him;
and; as if trying to assign some cause for his vexation; he lamented
over fogs and frosts; and began to dread an October in Scotland for
Flora; almost as if it were the Arctic regions。
He grew somewhat more animated in praising Flora; and speaking of the
great satisfaction he had in seeing his son married to so admirable a
person。 He only wished it could be the same with his daughter。
〃You are a very unselfish father;〃 said Dr。 May。 〃I cannot imagine
you without your little fairy。〃
〃It would be hard to part;〃 said Mr。 Rivers; sighing; 〃yet I should
be relieved to see her in good hands; so pretty and engaging as she
is; and something of an heiress。 With our dear Flora; she is secure
of a happy home when I am gone; but still I should be glad to have
seen〃 and he broke off thoughtfully。
〃She is so sensible; that we shall see her make a good choice;〃 said
Dr。 May; smiling; 〃that is; if she choose at all; for I do not know
who is worthy of her。〃
〃I am quite indifferent as to fortune;〃 continued Mr。 Rivers。 〃She
will have enough of her own。〃
〃Enough not to be dependent; which is the point;〃 said Dr。 May;
〃though I should have few fears for her any way。〃
〃It would be a comfort;〃 harped on Mr。 Rivers; dwelling on the
subject; as if he wanted to say something; 〃if she were only safe
with a man who knew how to value her and make her happy。 Such a
young man as your Norman; nowI have often thought〃
Dr。 May would not seem to hear; but he could not prevent himself from
blushing as crimson as if he had been the very Norman; as he
answered; going on with his own speech; as if Mr。 Rivers's had been
unmade; 〃She is the brightest little creature under the sun; and the
sparkle is down so deep within; that however it may turn out; I
should never fear for her happiness。〃
〃Flora is my great reliance;〃 proceeded Mr。 Rivers。 〃Her aunt; Lady
Leonora; is very kind; but somehow she does not seem to suit with
Meta。〃
〃Oh; ho;〃 thought the doctor; 〃have you made that discovery; my good
friend?〃
The voices of the two boys were heard in the hall; explaining their
achievements to Meta; and Dr。 May took his departure; Hector driving
him; and embarking in a long discourse on his own affairs as if he
had quite forgotten that the doctor was not his father; and going on
emphatically; in spite of the absence of mind now and then betrayed
by his auditor; who; at Dr。 Spencer's door; exclaimed; 〃Stop; Hector;
let me out herethank you;〃 and presently brought out his friend
into the garden; and sat down on the grass; talking low and earnestly
over the disease with which Mr。 Rivers had been so long affected; for
though Dr。 May could not perceive any positively unfavourable
symptom; he had been rendered vaguely uneasy by the unusual heaviness
and depression of manner。 So long did they sit conversing; that
Blanche was sent out; primed with an impertinent message; that two
such old doctors ought to be ashamed of themselves for sitting so
late in the dew。
Dr。 Spencer was dragged in to drink tea; and the meal had just been
merrily concluded; when the door bell rang; and a message was brought
in。 〃The carriage from the Grange; sir; Miss Rivers would be much
obliged if you would come directly。〃
〃There!〃 said Dr。 May; looking at Dr。 Spencer; as if to say; I told
you so; in the first triumph of professional sagacity; but the next
moment exclaiming; 〃Poor little Meta!〃 he hurried away。
A gloom fell on those who remained; for; besides their sym