第 128 节
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  though the zest of Cocksmoor might be somewhat gone; she called
  herself to order; and gave her full attention to all that was planned
  by her champion。
  Never did man plunge into business more thoroughly than he; when he
  had once undertaken it。  He was one of those men who; from gathering
  particulars of every practical matter that comes under their notice;
  are able to accomplish well whatever they set their hand to; and
  building was not new to him; though his former subjectsa church and
  mission station in Indiabore little remembrance to the present。
  He bought a little round dumpling of a white pony; and trotted all
  over the country in search of building materials and builders; he
  discovered trees in distant timber…yards; he brought home specimens
  of stone; one in each pocket; to compare and analyse; he went to
  London to look at model schools; he drew plans each more neat and
  beautiful than the last; he compared builders' estimates; and wrote
  letters to the National Society; so as to be able to begin in the
  spring。
  In the meantime he was settling himself; furnishing his new house
  with great precision and taste。  He would have no assistance in his
  choice; either of servants or furniture; but made numerous journeys
  of inspection to Whitford; to Malvern; and to London; and these
  seemed to make him the more content with Stoneborough。  Sir Matthew
  Fleet had evidently chilled him; and as he found his own few
  remaining relations uncongenial; he became the more ready to find a
  resting…place in the gray old town; the scene of his school life;
  beside the friend of his youth; and the children of her; for whose
  sake he had never sought a home of his own。  Though he now and then
  talked of seeing America; or of going back to India; in hopes of
  assisting his beloved mission at Poonshedagore; these plans were fast
  dying away; as he formed habits and attachments; and perceived the
  sphere of usefulness open to him。
  It was a great step when his packages arrived; and his beautiful
  Indian curiosities were arranged; making his drawing…room as pretty a
  room as could anywhere be seen; in readiness; as he used to tell
  Ethel; for a grand tea…party for all the Ladies' Committee; when he
  should borrow her and the best silver teapot to preside。  Moreover;
  he had a chemical apparatus; a telescope; and microscope; of great
  power; wherewith he tried experiments that were the height of
  felicity to Tom and Ethel; and much interested their father。  He made
  it his business to have full occupation for himself; with plans;
  books; or correspondence; so as not to be a charge on the hands of
  the May family; with whom he never spent an evening without special
  and earnest invitation。
  He gave attendance at the hospital on alternate days; as well as
  taking off Dr。 May's hands such of his gratuitous patients as were
  not averse to quit their old doctor; and could believe in a physician
  in shepherd's plaid; and Panama hat。  Exceedingly sociable; he soon
  visited every one far and wide; and went to every sort of party; from
  the grand dinners of the 〃county families;〃 to the tea…drinkings of
  the Stoneborough ladiesa welcome guest at all; and enjoying each in
  his own way。  English life was so new to him that he entered into the
  little accessories with the zest of a youth; and there seemed to be a
  curious change between the two old fellow students; the elder and
  more staid of former days having come back with unencumbered
  freshness to enliven his friend; just beginning to grow aged under
  the wear of care and sorrows。
  It was very droll to hear Dr。 May laughing at Dr。 Spencer's histories
  of his adventures; and at the new aspects in which his own well…
  trodden district appeared to travelled eyes; and not less amusing was
  Dr。 Spencer's resolute defence of all the nine muses; generally and
  individually。
  He certainly had no reason to think ill of them。 As one woman; they
  were led by him; and conformed their opinions。  The only seceder was
  Louisa Anderson; who had her brother for her oracle; and; indeed; the
  more youthful race; to whom Harvey was the glass of fashion; uttered
  disrespectful opinions as to the doctor's age; and would not accede
  to his being; as Mrs。 Ledwich declared; 〃much younger than Dr。 May。〃
  Harvey Anderson had first attempted patronage; then argument; with
  Dr。 Spencer; but found him equally impervious to both。  〃Very clever;
  but an old world man;〃 said Harvey。  〃He has made up his bundle of
  prejudices。〃
  〃Clever sort of lad!〃 said Dr。 Spencer; 〃a cool hand; but very
  shallow〃
  Ethel wondered to hear thus lightly disposed of; the powers of
  argument that had been thought fairly able to compete with Norman;
  and which had taxed him so severely。  She did not know how
  differently abstract questions appear to a mature mind; confirmed in
  principle by practice; and to one young; struggling in self…
  formation; and more used to theories than to realities。
  CHAPTER XII。
  The heart may ache; but may not burst;
  Heaven will not leave thee; nor forsake。
  Christian Year。
  Hector and Tom finished their holidays by a morning's shooting at the
  Grange; Dr。 May promising to meet them; and let them drive him home。
  Meta was out when he arrived; and; repairing to the library; he found
  Mr。 Rivers sitting by a fire; though it was early in September; with
  the newspaper before him; but not reading。  He looked depressed; and
  seemed much disappointed at having heard that George and Flora had
  accepted some further invitations in Scotland; and did not intend to
  return for another month。  Dr。 May spoke cheerfully of the
  hospitality and kindness they had met; but failed to enliven him;
  and; as if trying to assign some cause for his vexation; he lamented
  over fogs and frosts; and began to dread an October in Scotland for
  Flora; almost as if it were the Arctic regions。
  He grew somewhat more animated in praising Flora; and speaking of the
  great satisfaction he had in seeing his son married to so admirable a
  person。  He only wished it could be the same with his daughter。
  〃You are a very unselfish father;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃I cannot imagine
  you without your little fairy。〃
  〃It would be hard to part;〃 said Mr。 Rivers; sighing; 〃yet I should
  be relieved to see her in good hands; so pretty and engaging as she
  is; and something of an heiress。  With our dear Flora; she is secure
  of a happy home when I am gone; but still I should be glad to have
  seen〃 and he broke off thoughtfully。
  〃She is so sensible; that we shall see her make a good choice;〃 said
  Dr。 May; smiling; 〃that is; if she choose at all; for I do not know
  who is worthy of her。〃
  〃I am quite indifferent as to fortune;〃 continued Mr。 Rivers。  〃She
  will have enough of her own。〃
  〃Enough not to be dependent; which is the point;〃 said Dr。 May;
  〃though I should have few fears for her any way。〃
  〃It would be a comfort;〃 harped on Mr。 Rivers; dwelling on the
  subject; as if he wanted to say something; 〃if she were only safe
  with a man who knew how to value her and make her happy。  Such a
  young man as your Norman; nowI have often thought〃
  Dr。 May would not seem to hear; but he could not prevent himself from
  blushing as crimson as if he had been the very Norman; as he
  answered; going on with his own speech; as if Mr。 Rivers's had been
  unmade; 〃She is the brightest little creature under the sun; and the
  sparkle is down so deep within; that however it may turn out; I
  should never fear for her happiness。〃
  〃Flora is my great reliance;〃 proceeded Mr。 Rivers。  〃Her aunt; Lady
  Leonora; is very kind; but somehow she does not seem to suit with
  Meta。〃
  〃Oh; ho;〃 thought the doctor; 〃have you made that discovery; my good
  friend?〃
  The voices of the two boys were heard in the hall; explaining their
  achievements to Meta; and Dr。 May took his departure; Hector driving
  him; and embarking in a long discourse on his own affairs as if he
  had quite forgotten that the doctor was not his father; and going on
  emphatically; in spite of the absence of mind now and then betrayed
  by his auditor; who; at Dr。 Spencer's door; exclaimed; 〃Stop; Hector;
  let me out herethank you;〃 and presently brought out his friend
  into the garden; and sat down on the grass; talking low and earnestly
  over the disease with which Mr。 Rivers had been so long affected; for
  though Dr。 May could not perceive any positively unfavourable
  symptom; he had been rendered vaguely uneasy by the unusual heaviness
  and depression of manner。  So long did they sit conversing; that
  Blanche was sent out; primed with an impertinent message; that two
  such old doctors ought to be ashamed of themselves for sitting so
  late in the dew。
  Dr。 Spencer was dragged in to drink tea; and the meal had just been
  merrily concluded; when the door bell rang; and a message was brought
  in。  〃The carriage from the Grange; sir; Miss Rivers would be much
  obliged if you would come directly。〃
  〃There!〃 said Dr。 May; looking at Dr。 Spencer; as if to say; I told
  you so; in the first triumph of professional sagacity; but the next
  moment exclaiming; 〃Poor little Meta!〃 he hurried away。
  A gloom fell on those who remained; for; besides their sym