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there was a beautiful horticultural show; something was always
prompting her to say; while in this quasi…privacy; that she was on
the eve of departure; but she kept her resolution against itshe
thought it would have been an unwarrantable experiment。 When they
returned to their inn they found Norman looking fagged; but relieved;
half asleep on the sofa; with a novel in his hand。 He roused himself
as they came in; and; to avoid any compliments on his own
performance; began; 〃Well; Ethel; are you ready for the ball?〃
〃We shall spare her the ball;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃there is a report about
the Alcestis in the newspaper that may make Margaret uncomfortable;
and this good sister will not stay away from her。〃
Norman started up crying; 〃What; papa?〃
〃It is a mere nothing in reality;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃only what we knew
before;〃 and he showed his son the paragraph; which Norman read as a
death warrant; the colour ebbed from his lips and cheeks; he trembled
so that he was obliged to sit down; and; without speaking; he kept
his eyes fixed on the words; 〃Serious apprehensions are entertained
with regard to H。 M。 S。 Alcestis; Captain Gordon〃
〃If you had seen as many newspaper reports come to nothing; as I
have; you would not take this so much to heart;〃 said Dr。 May。 〃I
expect to hear that this very mail has brought letters。〃
And Meta added that; at luncheon; she had been seated next to one of
the honorary doctorsa naval captainwho had been making
discoveries in the South Sea; and that he had scouted the notion of
harm befalling the Alcestis; and given all manner of reassuring
suppositions as to her detention; adding besides; that no one
believed the Australian paper whence the report was taken。 He had
seen the Alcestis; knew Captain Gordon; and spoke of him as one of
the safest people in the world。 Had his acquaintance extended to
lieutenants and midshipmen; it would have been perfect; as it was;
the tidings brought back the blood to Norman's cheek; and the light
to his eye。
〃When do we set off?〃 was Norman's question。
〃At five;〃 said Ethel。 〃You mean it; papa?〃
〃I did intend it; if I had gone alone; but I shall not take you till
eight; nor you; Norman; at all。〃
Norman was bent on returning; but his father and Flora would not hear
of it。 Flora could not spare him; and Dr。 May was afraid of the
effect of anxiety on nerves and spirits so sensitive。 While this was
going on; Mr。 Ogilvie looked at Ethel in consternation; and said;
〃Are you really going home?〃
〃Yes; my eldest sister must not be left alone when she hears this。〃
He looked downEthel had the resolution to walk away。 Flora could
not give up the ball; and Meta found that she must go; but both the
Normans spent a quiet evening with Dr。 May and Ethel。 Norman May had
a bad headache; which he was allowed to have justly earned; Dr。 May
was very happy reviving all his Scottish recollections; and talking
to young Ogilvie about Edinburgh。 Once; there was a private
consultation。 Ethel was provoked and ashamed at the throbs that it
would excite。 What! on a week's acquaintance?
When alone with her father; she began to nerve herself for something
heroic; and great was her shame when she heard only of her cousin's
kind consideration for her brother; whom he wished to take home with
him; and thence to see the Highlands; so as to divert his anxiety for
Harry; as well as to call him off from the studies with which he had
this term overworked himself even more than usual。 Dr。 May had given
most grateful consent; and he spoke highly in praise of the youth;
but there was no more to come; and Ethel could have beaten herself
for the moment of anticipation。
Meta came home; apologising for wakening Ethel; but Ethel had not
been asleep。 The ball had not; it seemed; been as charming to her as
most events were; and Ethel heard a sigh as the little lady lay down
in her bed。
Late as it was when she went to rest; Meta rose to see the travellers
off; she sent hosts of messages to her father; and wished she might
go with them。 George and Flora were not visible; and Dr。 May was
leaving messages for them; and for Norman; in her charge; when the
two Balliol men walked in。
Ethel had hoped it was over; yet she could not be sorry that the two
youths escorted them to the station; and; as Ethel was placed in the
carriage; she believed that she heard something of never forgetting
happiest weekbut in the civilities which the other occupant of the
carriage was offering for the accommodation of their lesser luggage;
she lost the exact words; and the last she heard were; 〃Good…bye; I
hope you will find letters at home。〃
CHAPTER X。
True to the kindred points of Heaven and home。
WORDSWORTH。
Etheldred's dream was over。 She had wakened to the inside of a Great
Western carriage; her father beside her; and opposite a thin;
foreign…looking gentleman。 Her father; to whom her life was to be
devoted! She looked at his profile; defined against the window; and
did not repent。 In a sort of impulse to do something for him; she
took his hat from his hand; and was going to dispose of it in the
roof; when he turned; smiling his thanks; but saying; 〃it was not
worth whilethis carriage was a very transitory resting…place。〃
The stranger at that moment sprang to his feet; exclaiming; 〃Dick
himself!〃
〃Spencer; old fellow; is it you?〃 cried Dr。 May; in a voice of equal
amazement and joy; holding out his hand; which was grasped and wrung
with a force that made Ethel shrink for the poor maimed arm。
〃Ha! what is amiss with your arm?〃 was the immediate question。 Three
technical words were spoken in a matter…of…fact way; as Dr。 May
replaced his hand in his bosom; and then; with an eager smile; said;
〃Ethel; here! You have heard of him!〃
Ethel had indeed; and gave her hand cordially; surprised by the bow
and air of deferential politeness with which it was received; like a
favour; while Dr。 Spencer asked her whether she had been staying in
Oxford。
〃Ay; and what for; do you think?〃 said Dr。 May joyously。
〃You don't say that was your son who held forth yesterday! I thought
his voice had a trick of yoursbut then I thought you would have
held by old Cambridge。〃
〃What could I do?〃 said Dr。 May deprecatingly; 〃the boy would go and
get a Balliol scholarship〃
〃Why! the lad is a genius! a poetno mistake about it! but I
scarcely thought you could have one of such an age。〃
〃Of his age! His brother is in Holy Ordersone of his sisters is
married。 There's for you; Spencer!〃
〃Bless me; Dick! I thought myself a young man!〃
〃What! with hair of that colour?〃 said Dr。 May; looking at his
friend's milk…white locks。
〃Bleached by that frightful sickly season at Poonshedagore; when I
thought I was done for。 But you! youthe boy of the whole lot! You
think me very disrespectful to your father;〃 added he; turning to
Ethel; 〃but you see what old times are。〃
〃I know;〃 said Ethel; with a bright look。
〃So you were in the theatre yesterday;〃 continued Dr。 May; 〃but there
is no seeing any one in such a throng。 How long have you been in
England?〃
〃A fortnight。 I went at once to see my sister; at Malvern; there I
fell in with Rudden; the man I was with in New Guinea。 He was going
up to be made an honorary doctor; and made me come with him。〃
〃And where are you bound for?〃 as the train showed signs of a halt。
〃For London。 I meant to hunt up Mat。 Fleet; and hear of you; and
other old friends。〃
〃Does he expect you?〃
〃No one expects me。 I am a regular vagabond。〃
〃Come home with us;〃 said Dr。 May; laying his hand on his arm。 〃I
cannot part with you so soon。 Come; find your luggage。 Take your
ticket for Gloucester。〃
〃So suddenly! Will it not be inconvenient?〃 said he; looking
tempted; but irresolute。
〃Oh; no; no; pray come!〃 said Ethel eagerly。 〃We shall be so glad。〃
He looked his courteous thanks; and soon was with them en…route for
Stoneborough。
Ethel's thoughts were diverted from all she had left at Oxford。 She
could not but watch those two old friends。 She knew enough of the
traveller to enter into her father's happiness; and to have no fears
is of another Sir Matthew。
They had been together at Stoneborough; at Cambridge; at Paris; at
Edinburgh; always linked in the closest friendship; but; by Dr。 May's
own account; his friend had been the diligent one of the pair; a
bright compound of principle and spirit; and highly distinguished in
all his studies; and Dr。 May's model of perfection。 Their paths had
since lain far apart; and they had not seen each other since; twenty…
six years ago; they had parted in Londonthe one to settle at his
native town; while the other accepted a situation as travelling
physician。 On his return; he had almost sacrificed his life; by
self…devoted attendance on a fever…stricken emigrant…ship。 He had
afterwards received an appointment in India; and there the
correspondence had died away; and Dr。 May had lost traces of him;
only knowing that; in a visitation of cholera; he had again acted
with the same carelessness of his own life; and a severe illness;
which