第 97 节
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  Ethel sigh to think of the contrast with Stoneborough。  In such
  conversation they came to the entrance of the hamlet; and Mary; with
  a scream of joy; declared that she really believed that he was going
  to help them!  He did not turn away。
  〃Thank you!〃 said Ethel; in a low voice; from the bottom of her
  heart。
  She used him mercifully; and made the lessons shorter than usual; but
  when they reached the open air again; he drew a long breath; and when
  Mary eagerly tried for a compliment to their scholars; asked if they
  could not be taught the use of eyelids。
  〃Did they stare?〃 said Ethel。  〃That's one advantage of being blind。
  No one can stare me out of countenance。〃
  〃Why were you answering all your questions yourself?〃 asked Mary。
  〃Because no one else would;〃 said Norman。
  〃You used such hard words;〃 replied Ethel。
  〃Indeed! I thought I was very simple。〃
  〃Oh!〃 cried Mary; 〃there were derive; and instruction; and implicate;
  andoh; so many。〃
  〃Never mind;〃 said Ethel; seeing him disconcerted。  〃It is better for
  them to be drawn up; and you will soon learn their language。  If we
  only had Una M'Carthy here!〃
  〃Then you don't like it?〃 said Mary; disappointed。
  〃It is time to learn not to be fastidious;〃 he answered。  〃So; if you
  will help me〃
  〃Norman; I am so glad!〃 said Ethel。
  〃Yes;〃 said Norman; 〃I see now that these things that puff us up; and
  seem the whole world to us now; all end in nothing but such as this!
  Think of old Mr。 Wilmot; once carrying all before him; but deeming
  all his powers well bestowed in fifty years' teaching of clowns!〃
  〃Yes;〃 replied Ethel; very low。 〃One soul is worth〃 and she paused
  from the fullness of thought。
  〃And these things; about which we are so elated; do not render us so
  fit to teachas you; Mary; or as Richard。〃
  〃They do;〃 said Ethel。  The ten talents were doubled。  Strength tells
  in power。  The more learning; the fitter to teach the simplest
  thing。〃
  〃You remind me of old Mr。 Wilmot saying that the first thing he
  learned at his parish was; how little his people knew; the second;
  how little he himself knew。〃
  So Norman persevered in the homely discipline that he had chosen for
  himself; which brought out his deficiency in practical work in a
  manner which lowered him in his own eyes; to a degree almost
  satisfactory to himself。  He was not; indeed; without humility; but
  his nature was self…contemplative and self…conscious enough to
  perceive his superiority of talent; and it had been the struggle of
  his life to abase this perception; so that it was actually a relief
  not to be obliged to fight with his own complacency in his powers。
  He had learned not to think too highly of himselfhe had yet to
  learn to 〃think soberly。〃  His aid was Ethel's chief pleasure through
  this somewhat trying summer; it might be her last peaceful one at
  Cocksmoor。
  That bazaar!  How wild it had driven the whole town; and even her own
  home!
  Margaret herself; between good nature and feminine love of pretty
  things; had become ardent in the cause。  In her unvaried life; it was
  a great amusement to have so many bright elegant things exhibited to
  her; and Ethel was often mortified to find her excited about some new
  device; or drawn off from 〃rational employments;〃 to complete some
  trifle。
  Mary and Blanche were far worse。  From the time that consent had been
  given to the fancy…work being carried on in the schoolroom; all
  interest in study was over。  Thenceforth; lessons were a necessary
  form; gone through without heart or diligence。  These were reserved
  for paste…board boxes; beplastered with rice and sealing…wax; for
  alum baskets; dressed dolls; and every conceivable trumpery; and the
  governess was as eager as the scholars。
  If Ethel remonstrated; she hurt Miss Bracy's feelings; and this was a
  very serious matter to both parties。
  The governess was one of those morbidly sensitive people; who cannot
  be stopped when once they have begun arguing that they are injured。
  Two women together; each with the last…word instinct; have no power
  to cease; and; when the words are spent in explainingnot in
  scoldingconscience is not called in to silence them; and nothing
  but dinner or a thunder…storm can check them。  All Ethel's good sense
  was of no avail; she could not stop Miss Bracy; and; though she might
  resolve within herself that real kindness would be to make one
  reasonable reply; and then quit the subject; yet; on each individual
  occasion; such a measure would have seemed mere impatience and
  cruelty。  She found that if Miss Winter had been too dry; Miss Bracy
  went to the other extreme; and demanded a manifestation of sympathy;
  and return to her passionate attachment that perplexed Ethel's
  undemonstrative nature。  Poor good Miss Bracy; she little imagined
  how often she added to the worries of her dear Miss Ethel; all for
  want of self…command。
  Finally; as the lessons were less and less attended to; and the needs
  of the stall became more urgent; Dr。 May and Margaret concurred in a
  decision; that it was better to yield to the mania; and give up the
  studies till they could be pursued with a willing mind。
  Ethel submitted; and only laughed with Norman at the display of
  treasures; which the girls went over daily; like the 〃House that Jack
  built;〃 always starting from 〃the box that Mary made。〃  Come when Dr。
  May would into the drawing…room; there was always a line of penwipers
  laid out on the floor; bags pendent to all the table…drawers;
  antimacassars laid out everywhere。
  Ethel hoped that the holidays would create a diversion; but Mary was
  too old to be made into a boy; and Blanche drew Hector over to the
  feminine party; setting him to gum; gild; and paste all the
  contrivances which; in their hands; were mere feeble gimcracks; but
  which now became fairly sound; or; at least; saleable。
  The boys also constructed a beautiful little ship from a print of the
  Alcestis; so successfully; that the doctor promised to buy it; and
  Ethel grudged the very sight of it to the bazaar。
  Tom; who; in person; was growing like a little shadow or model of
  Norman; had; unlike him; a very dexterous pair of hands; and made
  himself extremely useful in all such works。  On the other hand; the
  Cleveland stall seemed chiefly to rely for brilliance on the wit of
  Harvey Anderson; who was prospering at his college; and the pride of
  his family。  A great talker; and extremely gallant; he was considered
  a far greater acquisition to a Stoneborough drawing…room than was the
  silent; bashful Norman May; and rather looked down on his brother
  Edward; who; having gone steadily through the school; was in the
  attorney's office; and went on quietly and well; colouring up
  gratefully whenever one of the May family said a kind word to him。
  CHAPTER III。
  Any silk; any thread;
  Any toys for your head;
  Of the newest and finest wear…a?
  Come to the pedlar;
  Money's a medlar。
  That doth utter all men's ware…a。
  Winter's Tale。
  〃This one day and it will be over; and we shall be rational again;〃
  thought Ethel; as she awoke。
  Flora was sleeping at the Grange; to be ready for action in the
  morning; and Ethel was to go early with Mary and Blanche; who were
  frantic to have a share in the selling。  Norman and the boys were to
  walk at their own time; and the children to be brought later by Miss
  Bracy。  The doctor would be bound by no rules。
  It was a pattern day; bright; clear; warm; and not oppressive;
  perfect for an out…of…doors fete; and Ethel had made up her mind to
  fulfil her promise to Margaret of enjoying herself。  In the brilliant
  sunshine; and between two such happy sisters; it would have been
  surly; indeed; not to enter into the spirit of the day; and Ethel
  laughed gaily with them; and at their schemes and hopes; Blanche's
  heart being especially set on knowing the fate of a watch…guard of
  her own construction。
  Hearing that the ladies were in the gardens; they repaired thither at
  once。  The broad; smooth bowling…green lay before them; a marquee;
  almost converted into a bower; bounding it on either side; while in
  the midst arose; gorgeous and delicious; a pyramid of flowers
  contributions from all the hot…houses in the neighbourhoodto be
  sold for the benefit of the bazaar。  Their freshness and fragrance
  gave a brightness to the whole scene; while shrinking from such
  light; as only the beauteous works of nature could bear; was the
  array accomplished by female fingers。
  Under the wreathed canopies were the stalls; piled up with bright
  colours; most artistically arranged。  Ethel; with her over…minute
  knowledge of every article; could hardly believe that yonder glowing
  Eastern pattern of scarlet; black; and blue; was; in fact; a
  judicious mosaic of penwipers that she remembered; as shreds begged
  from the tailor; that the delicate lace…work consisted of Miss
  Bracy's perpetual antimacassars; and that the potichomanie could look
  so dignified and Etruscan。
  〃Here you are!〃 cried Meta Rivers; springing to meet them。  〃Good
  girls; to come early。  Where's my little Daisy?〃
  〃Coming in good time;〃 said Ethel。  〃How pretty it all looks!〃
  〃But where's Flora?where's my watch…guard?〃