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  fret after it now; and Mr。 Hazlewood said; if I did my best wherever
  I was; the Lord would still join our prayers together。〃
  Mr。 Hazlewood was recollected by Mr。 Wilmot as an old college friend;
  and a correspondence with him fully confirmed the favourable estimate
  of the Elwoods; and was decisive in determining that the day…school;
  with Alan's ten pounds as salary; and a penny a week from each child;
  should be offered to Cherry。
  Mr。 Hazlewood answered for her sound excellence; and aptitude for
  managing little children; though he did not promise genius; such as
  should fulfil the requirements of modern days。  With these Cocksmoor
  could dispense at present; Cherry was humbly gratified; and her
  parents delighted with the honour and profit; there was a kitchen
  which afforded great facilities; and Richard and his carpenter
  managed the fitting to admiration; Margaret devised all manner of
  useful arrangements; settled matters with great earnestness; saw
  Cherry frequently; discussed plans; and learned the history and
  character of each child; as thoroughly as Ethel herself。  Mr。 Ramsden
  himself came to the opening of the school; and said so much of the
  obligations of Cocksmoor to the young ladies; that Ethel would not
  have known which way to look; if Flora had not kindly borne the brunt
  of his compliments。
  Every one was pleased; except Mrs。 Green; who took upon herself to
  set about various malicious reports of Cherry Elwood; but nobody
  cared for them; except Mrs。 Elwood; who flew into such passions; that
  Ethel was quite disappointed in her; though not in Cherry; who meekly
  tried to silence her mother; begged the young ladies not to be vexed;
  and showed a quiet dignity that soon made the shafts of slander fall
  inoffensively。
  All went well; there was a school instead of a hubbub; clean faces
  instead of dirty; shining hair instead of wild elf…locks; orderly
  children instead of little savages。  The order and obedience that
  Ethel could not gain in six months; seemed impressed in six days by
  Cherry; the neat work made her popular with the mothers; her firm
  gentleness won the hearts of the children; and the kitchen was filled
  not only with boys and girls from the quarry; but with some little
  ones from outlying cottages of Fordholm and Abbotstoke; and there was
  even a smart little farmer; who had been unbearable at home。
  Margaret's unsuccessful bath…chair was lent to Cherry; and in it her
  scholars drew her to Stoneborough every Sunday; and slowly began to
  redeem their character with the ladies; who began to lose the habit
  of shrinking out of their waythe Stoneborough children did so
  instead; and Flora and Ethel were always bringing home stories of
  injustice to their scholars; fancied or real; and of triumphs in
  their having excelled any national school girl。  The most stupid
  children at Cocksmoor always seemed to them wise in comparison with
  the Stoneborough girls; and the Sunday…school might have become to
  Ethel a school of rivalry; if Richard had not opened her eyes by a
  quiet observation; that the town girls seemed to fare as ill with
  her; as the Cocksmoor girls did with the town ladies。  Then she
  caught herself up; tried to be candid; and found that she was not
  always impartial in her judgments。  Why would competition mingle even
  in the best attempts?
  Cherry did not so bring forward her scholars that Ethel could have
  many triumphs of this dangerous kind。  Indeed; Ethel was often vexed
  with her; for though she taught needlework admirably; and enforced
  correct reading; and reverent repetition; her strong provincial
  dialect was a stumbling…block; she could not put questions without
  book; and nothing would teach her Ethel's rational system of
  arithmetic。  That she was a capital dame; and made the children very
  good; was allowed; but now and then; when mortified by hearing what
  was done at Stoneborough; Fordholm; or Abbotstoke; Ethel would make
  vigorous efforts; which resulted only in her coming home fuming at
  Cherry's 〃outrageous dullness。〃
  These railings always hurt Margaret; who had made Cherry almost into
  a friend; and generally liked to have a visit from her during the
  Sunday; when she always dined with the servants。  Then school
  questions; Cocksmoor news; and the tempers of the children; were
  talked over; and Cherry was now and then drawn into home
  reminiscences; and descriptions of the ways of her former school。
  There was no fear of spoiling hernotice from her superiors was
  natural to her; and she had the lady…likeness of womanly goodness; so
  as never to go beyond her own place。  She had had many trials too;
  and Margaret learned the true history of them; as she won Cherry's
  confidence; and entered into them; feeling their likeness; yet
  dissimilarity; to her own。
  Cherry had been a brisk happy girl in a good place; resting in one of
  the long engagements that often extend over half the life of a
  servant; enjoying the nod of her baker as he left his bread; and her
  walk from church with him on alternate Sundays。  But poor Cherry had
  been exposed to the perils of window…cleaning; and; after a frightful
  fall; had wakened to find herself in a hospital; and her severe
  sufferings had left her a cripple for life。
  And the baker had not been an Alan Ernescliffe!  She did not complain
  of himhe had come to see her; and had been much grieved; but she
  had told him she could never be a useful wife; and; before she had
  used her crutches; he was married to her pretty fellow…servant。
  Cherry spoke very simply; she hoped it was better for Long; and
  believed Susan would make him a good wife。  Ethel would have thought
  she did not feel; but Margaret knew better。
  She stroked the thin slight fingers; and gently said; 〃Poor Cherry!〃
  and Cherry wiped away a tear; and said; 〃Yes; ma'am; thank you; it is
  best for him。  I should not have wished him to grieve for what cannot
  be helped。〃
  〃Resignation is the great comfort。〃
  〃Yes; ma'am。  I have a great deal to be thankful for。  I don't blame
  no one; but I do see how some; as are married; seem to get to think
  more of this world; and now and then I fancy I can see how it is best
  for me as it is。〃
  Margaret sighed; as she remembered certain thoughts before Alan's
  return。
  〃Then; ma'am; there has been such goodness!  I did vex at being a
  poor helpless thing; nothing but a burden on father; and when we had
  to go from home; and Mr。 and Mrs。 Hazlewood and all; I can't tell you
  how bad it was; ma'am。〃
  〃Then you are comforted now?〃
  〃Yes; ma'am;〃 said Cherry; brightening。  〃It seems as if He had given
  me something to do; and there are you; and Mr。 Richard; and Miss
  Ethel; to help。  I should like; please God; to be of some good to
  those poor children。〃
  〃I am sure you will; Cherry; I wish I could do as much。〃
  Cherry's tears had come again。  〃Ah! ma'am; you〃 and she stopped
  short; and rose to depart。  Margaret held out her hand to wish her
  good…bye。  〃Please; miss; I was thinking how Mr。 Hazlewood said that
  God fits our place to us; and us to our place。〃
  〃Thank you; Cherry; you are leaving me something to remember。〃
  And Margaret lay questioning with herself; whether the schoolmistress
  had not been the most self…denying of the two; but withal gazing on
  the hoop of pearls which Alan had chosen as the ring of betrothal。
  〃The pearl of great price;〃 murmured she to herself; 〃if we hold
  that; the rest will soon matter but little。  It remaineth that both
  they that have wives; be as they that have none; and they that weep;
  as though they wept not; and they that rejoice; as though they
  rejoiced not!  If ever Alan and I have a home together upon earth;
  may all too confident joy be tempered by the fears that we have begun
  with!  I hope this probation may make me less likely to be taken up
  with the cares and pleasures of his position than I might have been
  last year。  He is one who can best help the mind to go truly upward。
  But oh; that voyage!〃
  CHAPTER XXIX。
  Heart affluence in household talk;
  From social fountains never dry。TENNYSON。
  〃What a bore!〃
  〃What's the matter now?〃
  〃Here has this old fellow asked me to dinner again!〃
  〃A fine pass we are come to!〃  cried Dr。 May; half amused; half
  irate。  〃I should like to know what I should have said at your age if
  the head…master had asked me to dinner。〃
  〃Papa is not so very fond of dining at Dr。 Hoxton's;〃 said Ethel。  〃A
  whipper…snapper schoolboy; who might be thankful to dine anywhere!〃
  continued Dr。 May; while the girls burst out laughing; and Norman
  looked injured。
  〃It is very ungrateful of Norman;〃 said Flora; 〃I cannot see what he
  finds to complain of。〃
  〃You would know;〃 said Norman; 〃if; instead of playing those
  perpetual tunes of yours; you had to sit it out in that perfumy
  drawing…room; without anything to listen to worth hearing。  If I have
  looked over that court album once; I have a dozen times; and there is
  not another book in the place。〃
  〃I am glad there is not;〃 said Flora。  〃I am quite ashamed to see you
  for ever turning over those old pictures。  You cannot guess how
  stupid you look。  I wonder Mrs。 Hoxton likes to have you;〃 she added;
  patting his shoulders between jest and earnes