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  invited him back to them。  The lessons; where he had a long
  inveterate habit of shuffling; came under Norman's eye at the same
  time。  He always prepared them in his presence; instead of in the
  most secret manner possible; and with all Anderson's expeditious
  modes of avoiding the making them of any use。  Norman sat by; and
  gave such help as was fair and just; showed him how to learn; and
  explained difficulties; and the ingenuity hitherto spent in eluding
  learning being now directed to gaining it; he began to make real
  progress and find satisfaction in it。  The comfort of being good
  dawned upon him once more; but still there was much to contend with;
  he had acquired such a habit of prevarication that; if by any means
  taken by surprise; his impulse was to avoid giving a straightforward
  answer; and when he recollected his sincerity; the truth came with
  the air of falsehood。  Moreover; he was an arrant coward; and
  provoked tricks by his manifest and unreasonable terrors。  It was no
  slight exercise of patience that Norman underwent; but this was the
  interest he had made for himself; and the recovery of the boy's
  attachment; and his improvement; though slow; were a present
  recompense。
  Ernescliffe; Larkins; and others of the boys; held fast to him; and
  after the first excitement was past; all the rest returned to their
  former tone。  He was decidedly as much respected as ever; and; at the
  same time; regarded with more favour than when his strictness was
  resented。  And as for the discipline of the school; that did not
  suffer。  Anderson felt that; for his own credit; he must not allow
  the rules to be less observed than in May's reign; and he enforced
  them upon the reluctant and angry boys with whom he had been
  previously making common cause。  Dr。 Hoxton boasted to the under…
  masters that the school had never been in such good order as under
  Anderson; little guessing that this was but reaping the fruits of a
  past victory; or that every boy in the whole school gave the highest
  place in their esteem to the deposed dux。
  To Anderson; Norman's cordial manner and ready support were the
  strangest part of all; only explained by thinking that he deemed it;
  as he tried to do himself; merely the fortune of war; and was
  sensible of no injury。
  And; for Norman himself; when the first shock was over; and he was
  accustomed to the change; he found the cessation of vigilance a
  relief; and carried a lighter heart than any time since his mother's
  death。  His sisters could not help observing that there was less
  sadness in the expression of his eyes; that he carried his head
  higher; walked with freedom and elasticity of step; tossed and
  flourished the Daisy till she shouted and crowed; while Margaret
  shrank at such freaks; and; though he was not much of a laugher
  himself; contributed much sport in the way of bright apposite sayings
  to the home circle。
  It was a very unexpected mode of cure for depression of spirits; but
  there could be no question that it succeeded; and when; a few
  Saturdays after; he drove Dr。 May again to Groveswood to see young
  Mr。 Lake; who was recovering; he brought Margaret home a whole pile
  of botanical curiosities; and drew his father into an animated battle
  over natural and Linnaean systems; which kept the whole party merry
  with the pros and cons every evening for a week。
  CHAPTER XXIII。
  Oh! the golden…hearted daisies;
  Witnessed there before my youth;
  To the truth of things; with praises
  Of the beauty of the truth。E。 B。 BROWNING。
  〃Margaret; see here。〃
  The doctor threw into her lap a letter; which made her cheeks light
  up。
  Mr。 Ernescliffe wrote that his father's friend; Captain Gordon;
  having been appointed to the frigate Alcestis; had chosen him as one
  of his lieutenants; and offered a nomination as naval cadet for his
  brother。  He had replied that the navy was not Hector's destination;
  but; as Captain Gordon had no one else in view; had prevailed on him
  to pass on the proposal to Harry May。
  Alan wrote in high terms of his captain; declaring that he esteemed
  the having sailed with him as one of the greatest advantages he had
  ever received; and adding that; for his own part; Dr。 May needed no
  promise from him to be assured that he would watch over Harry like
  his own brother。  It was believed that the Alcestis was destined for
  the South American station。
  〃A three years' business;〃 said Dr。 May; with a sigh。  〃But the thing
  is done; and this is as good as we can hope。〃
  〃Far better!〃 said Margaret。  〃What pleasure it must have given him!
  Dear Harry could not sail under more favourable circumstances。〃
  〃No; I would trust to Ernescliffe as I would to Richard。  It is
  kindly done; and I will thank him at once。  Where does he date from?〃
  〃From Portsmouth。  He does not say whether he has seen Harry。〃
  〃I suppose he waited for my answer。  Suppose I enclose a note for him
  to give to Harry。  There will be rapture enough; and it is a pity he
  should not have the benefit of it。〃
  The doctor sat down to write; while Margaret worked and mused;
  perhaps on outfits and new shirtsperhaps on Harry's lion…locks;
  beneath a blue cap and gold band; or; perchance; on the coral shoals
  of the Pacific。
  It was one of the quiet afternoons; when all the rest were out; and
  which the doctor and his daughter especially valued; when they were
  able to spend one together without interruption。  Soon; however; a
  ring at the door brought an impatient exclamation from the doctor;
  but his smile beamed out at the words; 〃Miss Rivers。〃  They were
  great friends; in fact; on terms of some mutual sauciness; though
  Meta was; as yet; far less at home with his daughters; and came in;
  looking somewhat shy。
  〃Ah; your congeners are gone out!〃 was the doctor's reception。  〃You
  must put up with our sober selves。〃
  〃Is Flora gone far?〃 asked Meta。
  〃To Cocksmoor;〃 said Margaret。  〃I am very sorry she has missed you。〃
  〃Shall I be in your way?〃 said Meta timidly。  〃Papa has several
  things to do; and said he would call for me here。〃
  〃Good luck for Margaret;〃 said Dr。 May。
  〃So they are gone to Cocksmoor!〃 said Meta。  〃How I envy them!〃
  〃You would not if you saw the place;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃I believe
  Norman is very angry with me for letting them go near it。〃
  〃Ah! but they are of real use there!〃
  〃And Miss Meta is obliged to take to envying the black…hole of
  Cocksmoor; instead of being content with the eglantine bowers of
  Abbotstoke!  I commiserate her!〃 said the doctor。
  〃If I did any good instead of harm at Abbotstoke!〃
  〃Harm!〃 exclaimed Margaret。
  〃They went on very well without me;〃 said Meta; 〃but ever since I
  have had the class they have been getting naughtier and noisier every
  Sunday; and; last Sunday; the prettiest of allthe one I liked best;
  and had done everything forshe began to mimic meheld up her
  finger; as I did; and made them all laugh!〃
  〃Well; that is very bad!〃 said Margaret; 〃but I suppose she was a
  very little one。〃
  〃No; a quick clever one; who knew much better; about nine years old。
  She used to be always at home in the week; dragging about a great
  baby; and we managed that her mother should afford to stay at home
  and send her to school。  It seemed such a pity her cleverness should
  be wasted。〃
  The doctor smiled。  〃Ah! depend upon it; the tyrant…baby was the best
  disciplinarian。〃
  Meta looked extremely puzzled。
  〃Papa means;〃 said Margaret; 〃that if she was inclined to be
  conceited; the being teased at home might do her more good than being
  brought forward at school。〃
  〃I have done everything wrong; it seems;〃 said Meta; with a shade of
  what the French call depit。  〃I thought it must be right and good
  but it has only done mischief; and now papa says they are an
  ungrateful set; and that; if it vexes me; I had better have no more
  to do with them!〃
  〃It does not vex you so much as that; I hope;〃 said Margaret。
  〃Oh; I could not bear that!〃 said Meta; 〃but it is so different from
  what I thought!〃
  〃Ah! you had an Arcadia of good little girls in straw hats; such as I
  see in Blanche's little books;〃 said the doctor; 〃all making the
  young lady an oracle; and doing wrongif they do it at allin the
  simplest way; just for an example to the others。〃
  〃Dr。 May!  How can you know so well?  But do you really think it is
  their fault; or mine?〃
  〃Do you think me a conjurer?〃
  〃Well; but what do you think?〃
  〃What do Mr。 and Mrs。 Charles Wilmot think?〃
  〃I know Mrs。 Wilmot thinks I spoil my class。  She spoke to me about
  making favourites; and sometimes has seemed surprised at things which
  I have done。  Last Sunday she told me she thought I had better have a
  steadier class; and I know whom she will give methe great big;
  stupid ones; at the bottom of the first class!  I do believe it is
  only out of good…nature that she does not tell me not to teach at
  all。  I have a great mind I will not; I know I do nothing but harm。〃
  〃What shall you say if I tell you I think so too?〃 asked the doctor。
  〃Oh; Dr。 May; you don't really?  Now; does he; Miss May?  I am sure I
  only want to do them good。  I don't know what I can have done。〃
  Margaret made her perceive that the doctor was smiling; a