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did not like me to use them;〃 she said; in a low voice。
Thus they talked till they arrived at Cocksmoor; where poor Mrs。
Taylor; inspirited by better reports of her husband and the hopes for
her daughter; was like another woman。 Richard was very careful not
to raise false expectations; saying it all depended on Miss May and
nurse; and what they thought of her strength and steadiness; but
these cautions did not seem capable of damping the hopes of the
smooth…haired Lucy; who stood smiling and curtseying。 The twins were
grown and improved; and Ethel supposed they would be brought to
church on the next christening Sunday; but their mother looked
helpless and hopeless about getting them so far; and how was she to
get gossips? Ethel began to grow very indignant; but she was always
shy of finding fault with poor people to their faces when she would
not have done so to persons in her own station; and so she was
silent; while Richard hoped they would be able to manage; and said it
would be better not to wait another month for still worse weather and
shorter days。
As they were coming out of the house; a big; rough…looking;
uncivilised boy came up before them; and called out; 〃I sayben't
you the young doctor up at Stoneborough?〃
〃I am Dr。 May's son;〃 said Richard; while Ethel; startled; clung to
his arm; in dread of some rudeness。
Granny's bad;〃 said the boy; proceeding without further explanation
to lead the way to another hovel; though Richard tried to explain
that the knowledge of medicine was not in his case heredity。 A poor
old woman sat groaning over the fire; and two children crouched;
half…clothed; on the bare floor。
Richard's gentle voice and kind manner drew forth some wonderful
descriptions〃her head was all of a goggle; her legs all of a fur;
she felt as if some one was cutting right through her。〃
〃Well;〃 said Richard kindly; 〃I am no doctor myself; but I'll ask my
father about you; and perhaps he can give you an order for the
hospital。〃
〃No; no; thank ye; sir; I can't go to the hospital; I can't leave
these poor children; they've no father nor mother; sir; and no one to
do for them but me。〃
〃What do you live on; then?〃 said Richard; looking round the desolate
hut。
〃On Sam's wages; sir; that's that boy。 He is a good boy to me; sir;
and his little sisters; he brings it; all he gets; home to me;
rig'lar; but 'tis but six shillings a week; and they makes 'em take
half of it out in goods and beer; which is a bad thing for a boy like
him; sir。〃
〃How old are you; Sam?〃
Sam scratched his head; and answered nothing。 His grandmother knew
he was the age of her black bonnet; and as he looked about fifteen;
Ethel honoured him and the bonnet accordingly; while Richard said he
must be very glad to be able to maintain them all; at his age; and;
promising to try to bring his father that way; since prescribing at
second hand for such curious symptoms was more than could be
expected; he took his leave。
〃A wretched place;〃 said Richard; looking round。 〃I don't know what
help there is for the people。 There's no one to do any thing for
them; and it is of no use to tell them to come to church when it it
so far off; and there is so little room for them。〃
〃It is miserable;〃 said Ethel; and all her thoughts during her last
walk thither began to rush over her again; not effaced; but rather
burned in; by all that had subsequently happened。 She had said it
should be her aim and effort to make Cocksmoor a Christian place。
Such a resolve must not pass away lightly; she knew it must be acted
on; but how? What would her present meansone sovereigneffect?
Her fancies; rich and rare; had nearly been forgotten of late; but
she might make them of use in timein time; and here were hives of
children growing up in heathenism。 Suddenly an idea struck her
Richard; when at home; was a very diligent teacher in the Sunday…
school at Stoneborough; though it was a thankless task; and he was
the only gentleman so engaged; except the two clergymenthe other
male teachers being a formal; grave; little baker; and one or two
monitors。
〃Richard;〃 said Ethel; 〃I'll tell you what。 Suppose we were to get
up a Sunday…school at Cocksmoor。 We could get a room; and walk there
every Sunday afternoon; and go to church in the evening instead。〃
He was so confounded by the suddenness of the project; that he did
not answer; till she had time for several exclamations and 〃Well;
Richard?〃
〃I cannot tell;〃 he said。 〃Going to church in the evening would
interfere with tea…timeput out all the housemake the evening
uncomfortable。〃
〃The evenings are horrid now; especially Sundays;〃 said Ethel。
〃But missing two more would make them worse for the others。〃
〃Papa is always with Margaret;〃 said Ethel。 〃We are of no use to
him。 Besides these poor childrenare not they of more importance?〃
〃And; then; what is to become of Stoneborough school? 〃
〃I hate it;〃 exclaimed Ethel; then seeing Richard shocked; and
finding she had spoken more vehemently than she intended〃It is not
as bad for you among the boys; but; while that committee goes on it
is not the least use to try to teach the girls right。 Oh! the fusses
about the books; and one's way of teaching! And fancy how Mrs
Ledwich used us。 You know I went again last Sunday; for the first
time; and there I found that class of Margaret's; that she had just
managed to get into some degree of nice order; taken so much pains
with; taught so well。 She had been telling me what to hear them
there it is given away to Fanny Anderson; who is no more fit to teach
than that stick; and all Margaret's work will be undone。 No notice
to usnot even the civility to wait and see when she gets better。〃
〃If we left them now for Cocksmoor; would it not look as it we were
affronted?〃
Ethel was slightly taken aback; but only said; 〃Papa would be very
angry if he knew it。〃
〃I am glad you did not tell him;〃 said Richard。
〃I thought it would only tease him;〃 said Ethel; 〃and that he might
call it a petty female squabble; and when Margaret is well; it will
come right; if Fanny Anderson has not spoiled the girls in the
meantime。 It is all Mrs。 Ledwich's doing。 How I did hate it when
every one came up and shook hands with me; and asked after Margaret
and papa; only just out of curiosity!〃
〃Hush; hush; Ethel; what's the use of thinking such things?〃
A silence;then she exclaimed; 〃But; indeed; Richard; you don't
fancy that I want to teach at Cocksmoor; because it is disagreeable
at Stoneborough?〃
〃No; indeed。〃
The rendering of full justice conveyed in his tone so opened Ethel's
heart that she went on eagerly:〃The history of it is this。 Last
time we walked here; that day; I said; and I meant it; that I would
never put it out of my head; I would go on doing and striving; and
trying; till this place was properly cared for; and has a church and
a clergyman。 I believe it was a vow; Richard; I do believe it was;
and if one makes one; one must keep it。 There it is。 So; I can't
give money; I have but one pound in the world; but I have time; and I
would make that useful; if you would help me。〃
〃I don't see how;〃 was the answer; and there was a fragment of a
smile on Richard's face; as if it struck him as a wild scheme; that
Ethel should undertake; single handed; to evangelise Cocksmoor。
It was such a damper as to be most mortifying to an enthusiastic
girl; and she drew into herself in a moment。
They walked home in silence; and when Richard warned her that she was
not keeping her dress out of the dirt; it sounded like a sarcasm on
her projects; and; with a slightly pettish manner; she raised the
unfortunate skirt; its crape trimmings greatly bespattered with ruddy
mud。 Then recollecting how mamma would have shaken her head at that
very thing; she regretted the temper she had betrayed; and in a
larmoyante voice; sighed; 〃I wish I could pick my way better。 Some
people have the gift; you have hardly a splash; and I'm up to the
ankles in mud。〃
〃It is only taking care;〃 said Richard; 〃besides your frock is so
long; and full。 Can't you tuck it up and pin it?〃
〃My pins always come out;〃 said Ethel; disconsolately; crumpling the
black folds into one hand; while she hunted for a pin with the other。
〃No wonder; if you stick them in that way;〃 said Richard。 〃Oh!
you'll tear that crape。 Here; let me help you。 Don't you see; make
it go in and out; that way; give it something to pull against。〃
Ethel laughed。 〃That's the third thing you have taught meto thread
a needle; tie a bow; and stick in a pin! I never could learn those
things of any one else; they show; but don't explain the theory。〃
They met Dr。 May at the entrance of the town; very tired; and saying
he had been a long tramp; all over the place; and Mrs。 Hoxton had
been boring him with her fancies。 As he took Richard's arm he gave
the long heavy sigh that always fell so painfully on Ethel's ear。
〃Dear; dear; dear papa!〃 thought she; 〃my work must also be to do all
I can to comfort him。〃
Her reflections were broken off。 Dr。 May exclaimed; 〃Ethel; don't
make such a figure of yourself。 Those muddy ankles and pettic