第 16 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:39      字数:9322
  did not like me to use them;〃 she said; in a low voice。
  Thus they talked till they arrived at Cocksmoor; where poor Mrs。
  Taylor; inspirited by better reports of her husband and the hopes for
  her daughter; was like another woman。  Richard was very careful not
  to raise false expectations; saying it all depended on Miss May and
  nurse; and what they thought of her strength and steadiness; but
  these cautions did not seem capable of damping the hopes of the
  smooth…haired Lucy; who stood smiling and curtseying。  The twins were
  grown and improved; and Ethel supposed they would be brought to
  church on the next christening Sunday; but their mother looked
  helpless and hopeless about getting them so far; and how was she to
  get gossips?  Ethel began to grow very indignant; but she was always
  shy of finding fault with poor people to their faces when she would
  not have done so to persons in her own station; and so she was
  silent; while Richard hoped they would be able to manage; and said it
  would be better not to wait another month for still worse weather and
  shorter days。
  As they were coming out of the house; a big; rough…looking;
  uncivilised boy came up before them; and called out; 〃I sayben't
  you the young doctor up at Stoneborough?〃
  〃I am Dr。 May's son;〃 said Richard; while Ethel; startled; clung to
  his arm; in dread of some rudeness。
  Granny's bad;〃 said the boy; proceeding without further explanation
  to lead the way to another hovel; though Richard tried to explain
  that the knowledge of medicine was not in his case heredity。  A poor
  old woman sat groaning over the fire; and two children crouched;
  half…clothed; on the bare floor。
  Richard's gentle voice and kind manner drew forth some wonderful
  descriptions〃her head was all of a goggle; her legs all of a fur;
  she felt as if some one was cutting right through her。〃
  〃Well;〃 said Richard kindly; 〃I am no doctor myself; but I'll ask my
  father about you; and perhaps he can give you an order for the
  hospital。〃
  〃No; no; thank ye; sir; I can't go to the hospital; I can't leave
  these poor children; they've no father nor mother; sir; and no one to
  do for them but me。〃
  〃What do you live on; then?〃 said Richard; looking round the desolate
  hut。
  〃On Sam's wages; sir; that's that boy。  He is a good boy to me; sir;
  and his little sisters; he brings it; all he gets; home to me;
  rig'lar; but 'tis but six shillings a week; and they makes 'em take
  half of it out in goods and beer; which is a bad thing for a boy like
  him; sir。〃
  〃How old are you; Sam?〃
  Sam scratched his head; and answered nothing。  His grandmother knew
  he was the age of her black bonnet; and as he looked about fifteen;
  Ethel honoured him and the bonnet accordingly; while Richard said he
  must be very glad to be able to maintain them all; at his age; and;
  promising to try to bring his father that way; since prescribing at
  second hand for such curious symptoms was more than could be
  expected; he took his leave。
  〃A wretched place;〃 said Richard; looking round。 〃I don't know what
  help there is for the people。  There's no one to do any thing for
  them; and it is of no use to tell them to come to church when it it
  so far off; and there is so little room for them。〃
  〃It is miserable;〃 said Ethel; and all her thoughts during her last
  walk thither began to rush over her again; not effaced; but rather
  burned in; by all that had subsequently happened。  She had said it
  should be her aim and effort to make Cocksmoor a Christian place。
  Such a resolve must not pass away lightly; she knew it must be acted
  on; but how?  What would her present meansone sovereigneffect?
  Her fancies; rich and rare; had nearly been forgotten of late; but
  she might make them of use in timein time; and here were hives of
  children growing up in heathenism。  Suddenly an idea struck her
  Richard; when at home; was a very diligent teacher in the Sunday…
  school at Stoneborough; though it was a thankless task; and he was
  the only gentleman so engaged; except the two clergymenthe other
  male teachers being a formal; grave; little baker; and one or two
  monitors。
  〃Richard;〃 said Ethel; 〃I'll tell you what。  Suppose we were to get
  up a Sunday…school at Cocksmoor。  We could get a room; and walk there
  every Sunday afternoon; and go to church in the evening instead。〃
  He was so confounded by the suddenness of the project; that he did
  not answer; till she had time for several exclamations and 〃Well;
  Richard?〃
  〃I cannot tell;〃 he said。  〃Going to church in the evening would
  interfere with tea…timeput out all the housemake the evening
  uncomfortable。〃
  〃The evenings are horrid now; especially Sundays;〃 said Ethel。
  〃But missing two more would make them worse for the others。〃
  〃Papa is always with Margaret;〃 said Ethel。  〃We are of no use to
  him。  Besides these poor childrenare not they of more importance?〃
  〃And; then; what is to become of Stoneborough school? 〃
  〃I hate it;〃 exclaimed Ethel; then seeing Richard shocked; and
  finding she had spoken more vehemently than she intended〃It is not
  as bad for you among the boys; but; while that committee goes on it
  is not the least use to try to teach the girls right。  Oh! the fusses
  about the books; and one's way of teaching!  And fancy how Mrs
  Ledwich used us。  You know I went again last Sunday; for the first
  time; and there I found that class of Margaret's; that she had just
  managed to get into some degree of nice order; taken so much pains
  with; taught so well。  She had been telling me what to hear them
  there it is given away to Fanny Anderson; who is no more fit to teach
  than that stick; and all Margaret's work will be undone。  No notice
  to usnot even the civility to wait and see when she gets better。〃
  〃If we left them now for Cocksmoor; would it not look as it we were
  affronted?〃
  Ethel was slightly taken aback; but only said; 〃Papa would be very
  angry if he knew it。〃
  〃I am glad you did not tell him;〃 said Richard。
  〃I thought it would only tease him;〃 said Ethel; 〃and that he might
  call it a petty female squabble; and when Margaret is well; it will
  come right; if Fanny Anderson has not spoiled the girls in the
  meantime。  It is all Mrs。 Ledwich's doing。  How I did hate it when
  every one came up and shook hands with me; and asked after Margaret
  and papa; only just out of curiosity!〃
  〃Hush; hush; Ethel; what's the use of thinking such things?〃
  A silence;then she exclaimed; 〃But; indeed; Richard; you don't
  fancy that I want to teach at Cocksmoor; because it is disagreeable
  at Stoneborough?〃
  〃No; indeed。〃
  The rendering of full justice conveyed in his tone so opened Ethel's
  heart that she went on eagerly:〃The history of it is this。  Last
  time we walked here; that day; I said; and I meant it; that I would
  never put it out of my head; I would go on doing and striving; and
  trying; till this place was properly cared for; and has a church and
  a clergyman。  I believe it was a vow; Richard; I do believe it was;
  and if one makes one; one must keep it。  There it is。  So; I can't
  give money; I have but one pound in the world; but I have time; and I
  would make that useful; if you would help me。〃
  〃I don't see how;〃 was the answer; and there was a fragment of a
  smile on Richard's face; as if it struck him as a wild scheme; that
  Ethel should undertake; single handed; to evangelise Cocksmoor。
  It was such a damper as to be most mortifying to an enthusiastic
  girl; and she drew into herself in a moment。
  They walked home in silence; and when Richard warned her that she was
  not keeping her dress out of the dirt; it sounded like a sarcasm on
  her projects; and; with a slightly pettish manner; she raised the
  unfortunate skirt; its crape trimmings greatly bespattered with ruddy
  mud。  Then recollecting how mamma would have shaken her head at that
  very thing; she regretted the temper she had betrayed; and in a
  larmoyante voice; sighed; 〃I wish I could pick my way better。  Some
  people have the gift; you have hardly a splash; and I'm up to the
  ankles in mud。〃
  〃It is only taking care;〃 said Richard; 〃besides your frock is so
  long; and full。  Can't you tuck it up and pin it?〃
  〃My pins always come out;〃 said Ethel; disconsolately; crumpling the
  black folds into one hand; while she hunted for a pin with the other。
  〃No wonder; if you stick them in that way;〃 said Richard。  〃Oh!
  you'll tear that crape。  Here; let me help you。  Don't you see; make
  it go in and out; that way; give it something to pull against。〃
  Ethel laughed。  〃That's the third thing you have taught meto thread
  a needle; tie a bow; and stick in a pin!  I never could learn those
  things of any one else; they show; but don't explain the theory。〃
  They met Dr。 May at the entrance of the town; very tired; and saying
  he had been a long tramp; all over the place; and Mrs。 Hoxton had
  been boring him with her fancies。  As he took Richard's arm he gave
  the long heavy sigh that always fell so painfully on Ethel's ear。
  〃Dear; dear; dear papa!〃 thought she; 〃my work must also be to do all
  I can to comfort him。〃
  Her reflections were broken off。  Dr。 May exclaimed; 〃Ethel; don't
  make such a figure of yourself。  Those muddy ankles and pettic