第 13 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:39      字数:9321
  thoughts seemed chiefly occupied with her father。  She made Richard
  explain to her the injury he had suffered; and begged to know whether
  his constant attendance on her could do him harm。  She was much
  rejoiced when her brother assured her that nothing could be better
  for him; and she began to say; with a smile; that very likely her
  being hurt had been fortunate。  She asked who had taken care of him
  before Richard's arrival; and was pleased to hear that it was Mr。
  Ernescliffe。  A visit from the little Gertrude Margaret was happily
  accomplished; and; on the whole; the day was most satisfactoryshe
  herself declaring that she could not see that there was anything the
  matter with her; except that she felt lazy; and did not seem able to
  move。
  Thus the next Sunday morning dawned with more cheerfulness。 Dr。 May
  came downstairs for the first time; in order to go to church with his
  whole flock; except the two Margarets。  He looked very wan and
  shattered; but they clustered gladly round him; when he once more
  stood among them; little Blanche securing his hand; and nodding
  triumphantly to Mr。 Ernescliffe; as much as to say; 〃Now I have him;
  I don't want you。〃
  Norman alone was missing; but he was in his place at church among the
  boys。  Again; in returning; he slipped out of the party; and was at
  home the first; and when this recurred in the afternoon Ethel began
  to understand his motive。  The High Street led past the spot where
  the accident had taken place; though neither she nor any of the
  others knew exactly where it was; except Norman; on whose mind the
  scene was branded indelibly; she guessed that it was to avoid it that
  he went along what was called Randall's Alley; his usual short cut to
  school。
  The Sunday brought back to the children that there was no one to hear
  their hymns; but Richard was a great comfort; watching over the
  little ones more like a sister than a brother。  Ethel was ashamed of
  herself when she saw him taking thought for them; tying Blanche's
  bonnet; putting Aubrey's gloves on; teaching them to put away their
  Sunday toys; as if he meant them to be as neat and precise as
  himself。
  Dr。 May did not encounter the family dinner; nor attempt a second
  going to church; but Blanche was very glorious as she led him down to
  drink tea; and; before going up again; he had a conversation with
  Alan Ernescliffe; who felt himself obliged to leave Stoneborough
  early on the morrow。
  〃I can endure better to go now;〃 said he; 〃and I shall hear of you
  often; Hector will let me know; and Richard has promised to write。〃
  〃Ay; you must let us often have a line。  I should guess you were a
  letter…writing man。〃
  〃I have hitherto had too few friends who cared to hear of me to write
  much; but the pleasure of knowing that any interest is taken in me
  here〃
  〃Well;〃 said the doctor; 〃mind that a letter will always be welcome;
  and when you are coming southwards; here are your old quarters。  We
  cannot lose sight of you anyway; especially〃and his voice quivered…
  …〃after the help you gave my poor boys and girls in their distress。〃
  〃It would be the utmost satisfaction to think I had been of the
  smallest use;〃 said Alan; hiding much under these commonplace words。
  〃More than I know;〃 said Dr。 May; 〃too much to speak of。  Well; we
  shall see you again; though it is a changed place; and you must come
  and see your god…daughterpoor childmay she only be brought up as
  her sisters were!  They will do their best; poor things; and so must
  I; but it is sad work!〃
  Both were too much overcome for words; but the doctor was the first
  to continue; as he took off his dimmed spectacles。  He seemed to wish
  to excuse himself for giving way; saying; with a look that would fain
  have been a smile; 〃The world has run so light and easy with me
  hitherto; that you see I don't know how to bear with trouble。  All
  thinking and managing fell to my Maggie's share; and I had as little
  care on my hands as one of my own boyspoor fellows。  I don't know
  how it is to turn out; but of all the men on earth to be left with
  eleven children; I should choose myself as the worst。〃
  Alan tried to say somewhat of 〃Confidenceaffectiondaughters;〃 and
  broke down; but it did as well as if it had been connected。
  〃Yes; yes;〃 said the doctor; 〃they are good children every one of
  them。  There's much to be thankful for; if one could only pluck up
  heart to feel it。〃
  〃And you are convinced that Margathat Miss May is recovering。〃
  〃She has made a great advance today。  The head is right; at least;〃
  but the doctor looked anxious and spoke low as he said; 〃I am not
  satisfied about her yet。  That want of power over the limbs; is more
  than the mere shock and debility; as it seems to me; though Ward
  thinks otherwise; and I trust he is right; but I cannot tell yet as
  to the spine。  If this should not soon mend I shall have Fleet to see
  her。  He was a fellow…student of mine very clever; and I have more
  faith in him than in any one else in that line。〃
  〃By all means Yes;〃 said Alan; excessively shocked。  〃But you will
  let me know how she goes onRichard will be so kind。〃
  〃We will not fail;〃 said Dr May more and more touched at the sight of
  the young sailor struggling in vain to restrain his emotion; 〃you
  shall hear。  I'll write myself as soon as I can use my hand; but I
  hope she may be all right long before that is likely to be。〃
  〃Your kindness〃 Alan attempted to say; but began again。  〃Feeling
  as I must〃 then interrupting himself。  〃I beg your pardon; 'tis no
  fit time; nor fit But you'll let me hear。〃
  〃That I will;〃 said Dr May; and as Alan hastily left the room; he
  continued; half aloud; to himself; 〃Poor boy! poor fellow。   I see。
  No wonder!  Heaven grant I have not been the breaking of their two
  young hearts; as well as my own!  Maggie looked doubtfulas much as
  she ever did when my mind was set on a thing; when I spoke of
  bringing him here。  But after all; she liked him as much as the rest
  of us didshe could not wish it otherwisehe is one of a thousand;
  and worthy of our Margaret。  That he is! and Maggie thinks so。  If he
  gets on in his profession; why then we shall see〃 but the sigh of
  anguish of mind here showed that the wound had but been forgotten for
  one moment。
  〃Pshaw!  What am I running on to?  I'm all astray for want of her!
  My poor girl〃
  Mr Ernescliffe set out before sunrise。  The boys were up to wish him
  good…bye; and so were Etheldred and Mary; and some one else; for
  while the shaking of hands was going on in the hall there was a call;
  〃Mr Ernthcliffe;〃 and over the balusters peeped a little rough curly
  head; a face glowing with carnation deepened by sleep; and a round;
  plump; bare arm and shoulder; and down at Alan's feet there fell a
  construction of white and pink paper; while a voice lisped out; 〃Mr
  Ernthcliffe; there's a white rothe for you。〃
  An indignant 〃Miss Blanche!〃 was heard behind and there was no
  certainty that any thanks reached the poor little heroine; who was
  evidently borne off summarily to the nursery; while Ethel gave way to
  a paroxysm of suppressed laughter; joined in; more or less; by all
  the rest; and thus Alan; promising faithfully to preserve the
  precious token; left Dr May's door; not in so much outward sorrow as
  he had expected。
  Even their father laughed at the romance of the white 〃rothe;〃 and
  declared Blanche was a dangerous young lady; but the story was less
  successful with Miss Winter; who gravely said it was no wonder since
  Blanche's elder sister had been setting her the example of
  forwardness in coming down in this way after Mr。 Ernescliffe。  Ethel
  was very angry; and was only prevented from vindicating herself by
  remembering there was no peacemaker now; and that she had resolved
  only to think of Miss Winter's late kindness; and bear with her
  tiresome ways。
  Etheldred thought herself too sorrowful to be liable to her usual
  faults which would seem so much worse now; but she found herself more
  irritable than usual; and doubly heedless; because her mind was
  preoccupied。  She hated herself; and suffered more from sorrow than
  even at the first moment; for now she felt what it was to have no one
  to tame her; no eye over her; she found herself going a tort et a
  travers all the morning; and with no one to set her right。  Since it
  was so the first day; what would follow?
  Mary was on the contrary so far subdued; as to be exemplary in
  goodness and diligence; and Blanche was always steady。  Flora was too
  busy to think of the school…room; for the whole house was on her
  hands; besides the charge of Margaret; while Dr。 May went to the
  hospital; and to sundry patients; and they thought he seemed the
  better for the occupation; as well as gratified and affected by the
  sympathy he everywhere met with from high and low。
  The boys were at school; unseen except when at the dinner play…hour
  Norman ran home to ask after his father and sister; but the most
  trying time was at eight in the evening; when they came home。  That
  was wont to be the merriest part of the whole day; the whole family
  collected; papa at leisure and ready for talk or for play; mamma
  smiling over her work…basket; the sisters full of chatter; the
  brothers full