第 7 节
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as a boast。 He would scarcely have thus spoken to any one but
Etheldred; to whom; as well as to himself; it seemed mere matter…of…
fact。 The others had in the meantime halted at the top of the hill;
and were looking back at the townthe great old Minster; raising its
twin towers and long roof; close to the river; where rich green
meadows spread over the valley; and the town rising irregularly on
the slope above; plentifully interspersed with trees and gardens; and
one green space on the banks of the river; speckled over with a flock
of little black dots in rapid motion。
〃Here you are!〃 exclaimed Flora。 〃I told them it was of no use to
wait when you and Norman had begun a dissertation。〃
〃Now; Mr。 Ernescliffe; I should like you to say;〃 cried Ethel; 〃which
do you think is the best; the name of it; or the thing?〃 Her
eloquence always broke down with any auditor but her brother; or;
perhaps; Margaret。
〃Ethel!〃 said Norman; 〃how is any one to understand you? The
argument is this: Ethel wants people to do great deeds; and be
utterly careless of the fame of them; I say; that love of glory is a
mighty spring。〃
〃A mighty one!〃 said Alan: 〃but I think; as far as I understand the
question; that Ethel has the best of it。〃
〃I don't mean that people should not serve the cause first of all;〃
said Norman; 〃but let them have their right place and due honour。〃
〃They had better make up their minds to do without it;〃 said Alan。
〃Remember
〃The world knows nothing of its greatest men。〃
〃Then it is a great shame;〃 said Norman。
〃But do you think it right;〃 said Ethel; 〃to care for distinction?
It is a great thing to earn it; but I don't think one should care for
the outer glory。〃
〃I believe it is a great temptation;〃 said Alan。 〃The being over…
elated or over…depressed by success or failure in the eyes of the
world; independently of the exertion we have used。〃
〃You call it a temptation?〃 said Ethel。
〃Decidedly so。〃
〃But one can't live or get on without it;〃 said Norman。
There they were cut short。 There was a plantation to be crossed;
with a gate that would not open; and that seemed an effectual barrier
against both Miss Winter and the donkey; until by persuasive
eloquence and great gallantry; Mr。 Ernescliffe performed the
wonderful feat of getting the former over the tall fence; while
Norman conducted the donkey a long way round; undertaking to meet
them at the other side of the plantation。
The talk became desultory; as they proceeded for at least a mile
along a cart…track through soft…tufted grass and heath and young fir…
trees。 It ended in a broad open moor; stony; and full of damp boggy
hollows; forlorn and desolate under the autumn sky。 Here they met
Norman again; and walked on along a very rough and dirty road; the
ground growing more decidedly into hills and valleys as they
advanced; till they found themselves before a small; but very steep
hillock; one side of which was cut away into a slate quarry。 Round
this stood a colony of roughly…built huts; of mud; turf; or large
blocks of the slate。 Many workmen were engaged in splitting up the
slates; or loading wagons with them; rude wild…looking men; at the
sight of whom the ladies shrank up to their protectors; but who
seemed too busy even to spare time for staring at them。
They were directed to John Taylor's house; a low mud cottage; very
wretched looking; and apparently so smoky that Mr。 Ernescliffe and
Norman were glad to remain outside and survey the quarry; while the
ladies entered。
Inside they found more cleanliness and neatness than they had
expected; but there was a sad appearance of poverty; insufficient
furniture; and the cups and broken tea…pot on the table; holding
nothing but toast and water; as a substitute for their proper
contents。 The poor woman was sitting by the fire with one twin on
her lap; and the other on a chair by her side; and a larger child was
in the corner by the fire; looking heavy and ill; while others of
different ages lounged about listlessly。 She was not untidy; but
very pale; and she spoke in a meek; subdued way; as if the ills of
life were so heavy on her that she had no spirit even to complain。
She thanked them for their gifts but languidly; and did not visibly
brighten when told that her husband was better。
Flora asked when the babes would be christened。
〃I can't hardly tell; Miss'tis so far to go。〃
〃I suppose none of the children can go to school? I don't know their
faces there;〃 said Flora; looking at a nice tall; smooth…haired girl
of thirteen or fourteen。
〃No; Miss'tis so far。 I am sorry they should not; for they always
was used to it where we lived before; and my oldest girl she can work
very nicely。 I wish I could get a little place for her。〃
〃You would hardly know what to do without her;〃 said Miss Winter。
〃No; ma'am; but she wants better food than I can give her; and it is
a bad wild place for a girl to grow up。 It is not like what I was
used to; ma'am; I was always used to keep to my school and to my
churchbut it is a bad place to live in here。〃
No one could deny it; and the party left the cottage gravely。 Alan
and Norman joined them; having heard a grievous history of the
lawlessness of the people from a foreman with whom they had met。
There seemed to be no visible means of improvement。 The parish
church was Stoneborough; and there the living was very poor; the
tithes having been appropriated to the old Monastery; and since its
dissolution having fallen into possession of a Body that never did
anything for the town。 The incumbent; Mr。 Ramsden; had small means;
and was not a high stamp of clergyman; seldom exerting himself; and
leaving most of his parish work to the two under masters of the
school; Mr。 Wilmot and Mr。 Harrison; who did all they had time and
strength for; and more too; within the town itself。 There was no
hope for Cocksmoor!
〃There would be a worthy ambition!〃 said Etheldred; as they turned
their steps homeward。 〃Let us propose that aim to ourselves; to
build a church on Cocksmoor!〃
〃How many years do you give us to do it in?〃 said Norman。
〃Few or many; I don't care。 I'll never leave off thinking about it
till it is done。〃
〃It need not be long;〃 said Flora; 〃if one could get up a
subscription。〃
〃A penny subscription?〃 said Norman。 〃I'd rather have it my own
doing。〃
〃You agree then;〃 said Ethel; 〃do you; Mr。 Ernescliffe?〃
〃I may safely do so;〃 he answered; smiling。 Miss Winter looked at
Etheldred reprovingly; and she shrank into herself; drew apart; and
indulged in a reverie。 She had heard in books of girls writing
poetry; romance; historygaining fifties and hundreds。 Could not
some of the myriads of fancies floating in her mind thus be made
available? She would compose; publish; earn moneysome day call
papa; show him her hoard; beg him to take it; and; never owning
whence it came; raise the building。 Spire and chancel; pinnacle and
buttress; rose before her eyes; and she and Norman were standing in
the porch with an orderly; religious population; blessing the unknown
benefactor; who had caused the news of salvation to be heard among
them。
They were almost at home; when the sight of a crowd in the main
street checked them。 Norman and Mr。 Ernescliffe went forward to
discover the cause; and spoke to some one on the outskirtsthen Mr。
Ernescliffe hurried back to the ladies。
〃There's been an accident;〃 he said hastily〃you had better go down
the lane and in by the garden。〃
He was gone in an instant; and they obeyed in silence。 Whence came
Ethel's certainty that the accident concerned themselves? In an
agony of apprehension; though without one outward sign of it; she
walked home。 They were in the gardenall was apparently as usual;
but no one was in sight。 Ethel had been first; but she held back;
and let Miss Winter go forward into the house。 The front door was
openservants were standing about in confusion; and one of the
maids; looking dreadfully frightened; gave a cry; 〃Oh! MissMiss
have you heard?〃
〃Nowhat? What has happened? Not Mrs。 May〃 exclaimed Miss
Winter。
〃Oh; ma'am! it is all of them。 The carriage is overturned; and〃
〃Who's hurt? Mamma! papa! Oh; tell me!〃 cried Flora。
〃There's nurse;〃 and Ethel flew up to her。 〃What is it? Oh; nurse!〃
〃My poor; poor children;〃 said old nurse; passionately kissing Ethel。
Harry and Mary were on the stairs behind her; clinging together。
A stranger looked into the house; followed by Adams; the stableman。
〃They are going to bring Miss May in;〃 some one said。
Ethel could bear it no longer。 As if she could escape; she fled
upstairs into her room; and; falling on her knees; hid her face on
her bed。
There were heavy steps in the house; then a sound of hasty feet
coming up to her。 Norman dashed into the room; and threw himself on
a chair。 He was ghastly pale; and shuddered all over。
〃Oh; Norman; Norman; speak! What is it?〃 He groaned; but could not
speak; he rested his head against her; and gasped。 She was terribly
frightened。 〃I'll call〃 and she would have gone; but he held her。
〃Nonothey can't!〃 He was prevented from saying mor