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they were not afraid to blaspheme God and talk atheistically; making
a jest of my calling the plague the hand of God; mocking; and even
laughing; at the word judgement; as if the providence of God had no
concern in the inflicting such a desolating stroke; and that the people
calling upon God as they saw the carts carrying away the dead bodies
was all enthusiastic; absurd; and impertinent。
I made them some reply; such as I thought proper; but which I found
was so far from putting a check to their horrid way of speaking that it
made them rail the more; so that I confess it filled me with horror and
a kind of rage; and I came away; as I told them; lest the hand of that
judgement which had visited the whole city should glorify His
vengeance upon them; and all that were near them。
They received all reproof with the utmost contempt; and made the
greatest mockery that was possible for them to do at me; giving me all
the opprobrious; insolent scoffs that they could think of for preaching
to them; as they called it; which indeed grieved me; rather than angered me;
and I went away; blessing God; however; in my mind that I had not spared them;
though they had insulted me so much。
They continued this wretched course three or four days after this;
continually mocking and jeering at all that showed themselves
religious or serious; or that were any way touched with the sense of
the terrible judgement of God upon us; and I was informed they
flouted in the same manner at the good people who; notwithstanding
the contagion; met at the church; fasted; and prayed to God to remove
His hand from them。
I say; they continued this dreadful course three or four days … I think
it was no more … when one of them; particularly he who asked the
poor gentleman what he did out of his grave; was struck from Heaven
with the plague; and died in a most deplorable manner; and; in a
word; they were every one of them carried into the great pit which I
have mentioned above; before it was quite filled up; which was not
above a fortnight or thereabout。
These men were guilty of many extravagances; such as one would
think human nature should have trembled at the thoughts of at such a
time of general terror as was then upon us; and particularly scoffing
and mocking at everything which they happened to see that was
religious among the people; especially at their thronging zealously to
the place of public worship to implore mercy from Heaven in such a
time of distress; and this tavern where they held their dub being
within view of the church…door; they had the more particular occasion
for their atheistical profane mirth。
But this began to abate a little with them before the accident which I
have related happened; for the infection increased so violently at this
part of the town now; that people began to be afraid to come to the
church; at least such numbers did not resort thither as was usual。
Many of the clergymen likewise were dead; and others gone into the
country; for it really required a steady courage and a strong faith for a
man not only to venture being in town at such a time as this; but
likewise to venture to come to church and perform the office of a
minister to a congregation; of whom he had reason to believe many of
them were actually infected with the plague; and to do this every day;
or twice a day; as in some places was done。
It is true the people showed an extraordinary zeal in these religious
exercises; and as the church…doors were always open; people would go
in single at all times; whether the minister was officiating or no; and
locking themselves into separate pews; would be praying to God with
great fervency and devotion。
Others assembled at meeting…houses; every one as their different
opinions in such things guided; but all were promiscuously the subject
of these men's drollery; especially at the beginning of the visitation。
It seems they had been checked for their open insulting religion in
this manner by several good people of every persuasion; and that; and
the violent raging of the infection; I suppose; was the occasion that
they had abated much of their rudeness for some time before; and
were only roused by the spirit of ribaldry and atheism at the clamour
which was made when the gentleman was first brought in there; and
perhaps were agitated by the same devil; when I took upon me to
reprove them; though I did it at first with all the calmness; temper;
and good manners that I could; which for a while they insulted me the
more for thinking it had been in fear of their resentment; though
afterwards they found the contrary。
I went home; indeed; grieved and afflicted in my mind at the
abominable wickedness of those men; not doubting; however; that
they would be made dreadful examples of God's justice; for I looked
upon this dismal time to be a particular season of Divine vengeance;
and that God would on this occasion single out the proper objects of
His displeasure in a more especial and remarkable manner than at
another time; and that though I did believe that many good people
would; and did; fall in the common calamity; and that it was no
certain rule to ' judge of the eternal state of any one by their being
distinguished in such a time of general destruction neither one way or
other; yet; I say; it could not but seem reasonable to believe that God
would not think fit to spare by His mercy such open declared enemies;
that should insult His name and Being; defy His vengeance; and mock
at His worship and worshippers at such a time; no; not though His
mercy had thought fit to bear with and spare them at other times; that
this was a day of visitation; a day of God's anger; and those words
came into my thought; Jer。 v。 9: 'Shall I not visit for these things? saith
the Lord: and shall not My soul be avenged of such a nation as this?'
These things; I say; lay upon my mind; and I went home very much
grieved and oppressed with the horror of these men's wickedness; and
to think that anything could be so vile; so hardened; and notoriously
wicked as to insult God; and His servants; and His worship in such a
manner; and at such a time as this was; when He had; as it were; His
sword drawn in His hand on purpose to take vengeance not on them
only; but on the whole nation。
I had; indeed; been in some passion at first with them … though it
was really raised; not by any affront they had offered me personally;
but by the horror their blaspheming tongues filled me with。 However;
I was doubtful in my thoughts whether the resentment I retained was
not all upon my own private account; for they had given me a great
deal of ill language too … I mean personally; but after some pause; and
having a weight of grief upon my mind; I retired myself as soon as I
came home; for I slept not that night; and giving God most humble
thanks for my preservation in the eminent danger I had been in; I set
my mind seriously and with the utmost earnestness to pray for those
desperate wretches; that God would pardon them; open their eyes; and
effectually humble them。
By this I not only did my duty; namely; to pray for those who
despitefully used me; but I fully tried my own heart; to my fun
satisfaction; that it was not filled with any spirit of resentment as they
had offended me in particular; and I humbly recommend the method
to all those that would know; or be certain; how to distinguish
between their zeal for the honour of God and the effects of their
private passions and resentment。
But I must go back here to the particular incidents which occur to
my thoughts of the time of the visitation; and particularly to the time
of their shutting up houses in the first part of their sickness; for before
the sickness was come to its height people had more room to make
their observations than they had afterward; but when it was in the
extremity there was no such thing as communication with one
another; as before。
During the shutting up of houses; as I have said; some violence was
offered to the watchmen。 As to soldiers; there were none to be
found。… the few guards which the king then had; which were nothing
like the number entertained since; were dispersed; either at Oxford
with the Court; or in quarters in the remoter parts of the country; small
detachments excepted; who did duty at the Tower and at Whitehall;
and these but very few。 Neither am I positive that there was any other
guard at the Tower than the warders; as they called them; who stand at
the gate with gowns and caps; the same as the yeomen of the guard;
except the ordinary gunners; who were twenty…four; and the officers
appointed to look after the magazine; who were called armourers。 As
to trained bands; there was no possibility of raising any; neither; if the
Lieutenancy; either of London or Middlesex; had ordered the drums to
beat for the militia; would any of the companies; I believe;