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作者:天马行空      更新:2022-08-21 16:32      字数:9321
  the subject of Cynthia。       I began rather tactfully; I thought; but I had not
  gone far before she stopped me authoritatively。
  〃You are an excellent advocate; I have no doubt; Mr。 Hastings; but in
  this case your talents are quite thrown away。           Cynthia will run no risk of
  encountering any unkindness from me。〃
  I began to stammer feebly that I hoped she hadn't thought But again
  she stopped me; and her words were so unexpected that they quite drove
  Cynthia; and her troubles; out of my mind。
  〃Mr。 Hastings;〃 she said; 〃do you think I and my husband are happy
  together?〃
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  I   was   considerably   taken   aback;   and   murmured   something   about   it's
  not being my business to think anything of the sort。
  〃Well;〃 she said quietly; 〃whether it is your business or not; I will tell
  you that we are *NOT happy。〃
  I said nothing; for I saw that she had not finished。
  She   began   slowly;   walking   up   and   down   the   room;   her   head   a   little
  bent; and that slim;  supple figure of hers swaying gently as she   walked。
  She stopped suddenly; and looked up at me。
  〃You don't know anything about me; do you?〃 she asked。                     〃Where I
  come from; who I was before I married John anything; in fact? Well; I
  will   tell   you。  I   will   make   a   father   confessor   of   you。 You   are   kind;   I
  thinkyes; I am sure you are kind。〃
  Somehow;       I  was    not   quite   as  elated    as  I  might    have    been。    I
  remembered   that   Cynthia   had   begun   her   confidences   in   much   the   same
  way。     Besides; a father confessor should be elderly; it is not at all the role
  for a young man。
  〃My father was English;〃 said Mrs。 Cavendish; 〃but my mother was a
  Russian。〃
  〃Ah;〃 I said; 〃now I understand〃
  〃Understand what?〃
  〃A   hint   of   something   foreigndifferentthat   there   has   always   been
  about you。〃
  〃My   mother   was   very   beautiful;   I   believe。    I   don't   know;   because   I
  never saw her。       She died when I was quite a little child。            I believe there
  was some tragedy connected with her deathshe took an overdose of some
  sleeping     draught    by   mistake。    However       that   may   be;   my   father   was
  broken…hearted。       Shortly  afterwards;   he   went   into   the   Consular   Service。
  Everywhere he went; I went with him。                When I was twenty…three; I had
  been nearly all over the world。         It was a splendid lifeI loved it。〃
  There was a smile on her face; and her head was thrown back。                      She
  seemed living in the memory of those old glad days。
  〃Then my father died。          He left me very badly off。          I had to go and
  live   with    some    old   aunts   in  Yorkshire。〃     She   shuddered。      〃You     will
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  understand me when I say that it was a deadly life for a girl brought up as
  I had been。     The narrowness; the deadly monotony of it; almost drove me
  mad。〃 She paused a minute; and added in a different tone: 〃And then I met
  John Cavendish。〃
  〃Yes?〃
  〃You   can   imagine   that;   from   my   aunts'   point   of   view;   it   was   a   very
  good   match   for   me。    But   I   can   honestly   say   it   was   not   this   fact   which
  weighed      with   me。    No;    he   was   simply    a   way   of   escape    from   the
  insufferable monotony of my life。〃
  I said nothing; and after a moment; she went on:
  〃Don't misunderstand me。          I was quite honest with him。          I told him;
  what was true; that I liked him very much; that I hoped to come to like him
  more; but that I was not in any way what the world calls 'in love' with him。
  He declared that that satisfied him; and sowe were married。〃
  She waited a   long time;   a little frown   had gathered on her   forehead。
  She seemed to be looking back earnestly into those past days。
  〃I thinkI am surehe cared for me at first。           But I suppose we were
  not   well   matched。     Almost   at   once;   we   drifted   apart。  Heit   is   not   a
  pleasing thing for my pride; but it is the truthtired of me very soon。〃 I
  must have made some murmur of dissent; for she went on quickly: 〃Oh;
  yes; he did! Not that it matters nownow that we've come to the parting of
  the ways。〃
  〃What do you mean?〃
  She answered quietly:
  〃I mean that I am not going to remain at Styles。〃
  〃You and John are not going to live here?〃
  〃John may live here; but I shall not。〃
  〃You are going to leave him?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃But why?〃
  She paused a long time; and said at last:
  〃Perhapsbecause I want to befree!〃
  And; as she spoke; I had a sudden vision of broad spaces; virgin tracts
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  of forests; untrodden landsand a realization of what freedom would mean
  to such a nature as Mary Cavendish。             I seemed to see her for a moment as
  she   was;   a   proud   wild   creature;   as   untamed   by   civilization   as   some   shy
  bird of the hills。    A little cry broke from her lips:
  〃You   don't   know;   you   don't   know;   how   this   hateful   place   has   been
  prison to me!〃
  〃I understand;〃 I said; 〃butbut don't do anything rash。〃
  〃Oh; rash!〃 Her voice mocked at my prudence。
  Then suddenly I said a thing I could have bitten out my tongue for:
  〃You know that Dr。 Bauerstein has been arrested?〃
  An instant coldness passed like a mask over her face; blotting out all
  expression。
  〃John was so kind as to break that to me this morning。〃
  〃Well; what do you think?〃 I asked feebly。
  〃Of what?〃
  〃Of the arrest?〃
  〃What should I think? Apparently he is a German spy; so the gardener
  had told John。〃
  Her face and voice were absolutely cold and expressionless。                  Did she
  care; or did she not?
  She moved away a step or two; and fingered one of the flower vases。
  〃These   are   quite   dead。    I   must   do   them   again。    Would   you   mind
  movingthank you; Mr。 Hastings。〃 And she walked quietly past me out of
  the window; with a cool little nod of dismissal。
  No;  surely  she   could   not   care   for   Bauerstein。   No   woman   could   act
  her part with that icy unconcern。
  Poirot did not make his appearance the following morning; and there
  was no sign of the Scotland Yard men。
  But;   at   lunch…time;   there   arrived   a new   piece of   evidence   or   rather
  lack   of   evidence。    We   had   vainly   tried   to   trace   the   fourth   letter;   which
  Mrs。   Inglethorp   had   written   on   the   evening   preceding   her   death。      Our
  efforts having been in vain; we had abandoned the matter; hoping that it
  might turn up of itself one day。          And this is just what did happen; in the
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  shape of a communication; which arrived by the second post from a firm
  of French music publishers; acknowledging Mrs。 Inglethorp's cheque; and
  regretting    they   had   been    unable   to  trace   a  certain   series  of   Russian
  folksongs。      So   the   last   hope   of   solving   the   mystery;   by   means   of   Mrs。
  Inglethorp's correspondence on the fatal evening; had to be abandoned。
  Just before tea; I strolled down to tell Poirot of the new disappointment;
  but found; to my annoyance; that he was once more out。
  〃Gone to London again?〃
  〃Oh; no; monsieur; he has but taken the train to Tadminster。               'To see a
  young lady's dispensary;' he said。〃
  〃Silly ass!〃 I ejaculated。      〃I told him Wednesday was the one day she
  wasn't there! Well; tell him to look us up to…morrow morning; will you?〃
  〃Certainly; monsieur。〃
  But;   on   the   following   day;   no   sign   of   Poirot。 I   was   getting   angry。
  He was really treating us in the most cavalier fashion。
  After lunch; Lawrence drew me aside; and asked if I was going down
  to see him。
  〃No; I don't think I shall。      He can come up here if he wants to see us。〃
  〃Oh!〃 Lawrence looked indeterminate。              Something unusually nervous
  and excited in his manner roused my curiosity。
  〃What is it?〃 I asked。      〃I could go if there's anything special。〃
  〃It's nothing much; butwell; if you are