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the subject of Cynthia。 I began rather tactfully; I thought; but I had not
gone far before she stopped me authoritatively。
〃You are an excellent advocate; I have no doubt; Mr。 Hastings; but in
this case your talents are quite thrown away。 Cynthia will run no risk of
encountering any unkindness from me。〃
I began to stammer feebly that I hoped she hadn't thought But again
she stopped me; and her words were so unexpected that they quite drove
Cynthia; and her troubles; out of my mind。
〃Mr。 Hastings;〃 she said; 〃do you think I and my husband are happy
together?〃
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I was considerably taken aback; and murmured something about it's
not being my business to think anything of the sort。
〃Well;〃 she said quietly; 〃whether it is your business or not; I will tell
you that we are *NOT happy。〃
I said nothing; for I saw that she had not finished。
She began slowly; walking up and down the room; her head a little
bent; and that slim; supple figure of hers swaying gently as she walked。
She stopped suddenly; and looked up at me。
〃You don't know anything about me; do you?〃 she asked。 〃Where I
come from; who I was before I married John anything; in fact? Well; I
will tell you。 I will make a father confessor of you。 You are kind; I
thinkyes; I am sure you are kind。〃
Somehow; I was not quite as elated as I might have been。 I
remembered that Cynthia had begun her confidences in much the same
way。 Besides; a father confessor should be elderly; it is not at all the role
for a young man。
〃My father was English;〃 said Mrs。 Cavendish; 〃but my mother was a
Russian。〃
〃Ah;〃 I said; 〃now I understand〃
〃Understand what?〃
〃A hint of something foreigndifferentthat there has always been
about you。〃
〃My mother was very beautiful; I believe。 I don't know; because I
never saw her。 She died when I was quite a little child。 I believe there
was some tragedy connected with her deathshe took an overdose of some
sleeping draught by mistake。 However that may be; my father was
broken…hearted。 Shortly afterwards; he went into the Consular Service。
Everywhere he went; I went with him。 When I was twenty…three; I had
been nearly all over the world。 It was a splendid lifeI loved it。〃
There was a smile on her face; and her head was thrown back。 She
seemed living in the memory of those old glad days。
〃Then my father died。 He left me very badly off。 I had to go and
live with some old aunts in Yorkshire。〃 She shuddered。 〃You will
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understand me when I say that it was a deadly life for a girl brought up as
I had been。 The narrowness; the deadly monotony of it; almost drove me
mad。〃 She paused a minute; and added in a different tone: 〃And then I met
John Cavendish。〃
〃Yes?〃
〃You can imagine that; from my aunts' point of view; it was a very
good match for me。 But I can honestly say it was not this fact which
weighed with me。 No; he was simply a way of escape from the
insufferable monotony of my life。〃
I said nothing; and after a moment; she went on:
〃Don't misunderstand me。 I was quite honest with him。 I told him;
what was true; that I liked him very much; that I hoped to come to like him
more; but that I was not in any way what the world calls 'in love' with him。
He declared that that satisfied him; and sowe were married。〃
She waited a long time; a little frown had gathered on her forehead。
She seemed to be looking back earnestly into those past days。
〃I thinkI am surehe cared for me at first。 But I suppose we were
not well matched。 Almost at once; we drifted apart。 Heit is not a
pleasing thing for my pride; but it is the truthtired of me very soon。〃 I
must have made some murmur of dissent; for she went on quickly: 〃Oh;
yes; he did! Not that it matters nownow that we've come to the parting of
the ways。〃
〃What do you mean?〃
She answered quietly:
〃I mean that I am not going to remain at Styles。〃
〃You and John are not going to live here?〃
〃John may live here; but I shall not。〃
〃You are going to leave him?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃But why?〃
She paused a long time; and said at last:
〃Perhapsbecause I want to befree!〃
And; as she spoke; I had a sudden vision of broad spaces; virgin tracts
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of forests; untrodden landsand a realization of what freedom would mean
to such a nature as Mary Cavendish。 I seemed to see her for a moment as
she was; a proud wild creature; as untamed by civilization as some shy
bird of the hills。 A little cry broke from her lips:
〃You don't know; you don't know; how this hateful place has been
prison to me!〃
〃I understand;〃 I said; 〃butbut don't do anything rash。〃
〃Oh; rash!〃 Her voice mocked at my prudence。
Then suddenly I said a thing I could have bitten out my tongue for:
〃You know that Dr。 Bauerstein has been arrested?〃
An instant coldness passed like a mask over her face; blotting out all
expression。
〃John was so kind as to break that to me this morning。〃
〃Well; what do you think?〃 I asked feebly。
〃Of what?〃
〃Of the arrest?〃
〃What should I think? Apparently he is a German spy; so the gardener
had told John。〃
Her face and voice were absolutely cold and expressionless。 Did she
care; or did she not?
She moved away a step or two; and fingered one of the flower vases。
〃These are quite dead。 I must do them again。 Would you mind
movingthank you; Mr。 Hastings。〃 And she walked quietly past me out of
the window; with a cool little nod of dismissal。
No; surely she could not care for Bauerstein。 No woman could act
her part with that icy unconcern。
Poirot did not make his appearance the following morning; and there
was no sign of the Scotland Yard men。
But; at lunch…time; there arrived a new piece of evidence or rather
lack of evidence。 We had vainly tried to trace the fourth letter; which
Mrs。 Inglethorp had written on the evening preceding her death。 Our
efforts having been in vain; we had abandoned the matter; hoping that it
might turn up of itself one day。 And this is just what did happen; in the
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shape of a communication; which arrived by the second post from a firm
of French music publishers; acknowledging Mrs。 Inglethorp's cheque; and
regretting they had been unable to trace a certain series of Russian
folksongs。 So the last hope of solving the mystery; by means of Mrs。
Inglethorp's correspondence on the fatal evening; had to be abandoned。
Just before tea; I strolled down to tell Poirot of the new disappointment;
but found; to my annoyance; that he was once more out。
〃Gone to London again?〃
〃Oh; no; monsieur; he has but taken the train to Tadminster。 'To see a
young lady's dispensary;' he said。〃
〃Silly ass!〃 I ejaculated。 〃I told him Wednesday was the one day she
wasn't there! Well; tell him to look us up to…morrow morning; will you?〃
〃Certainly; monsieur。〃
But; on the following day; no sign of Poirot。 I was getting angry。
He was really treating us in the most cavalier fashion。
After lunch; Lawrence drew me aside; and asked if I was going down
to see him。
〃No; I don't think I shall。 He can come up here if he wants to see us。〃
〃Oh!〃 Lawrence looked indeterminate。 Something unusually nervous
and excited in his manner roused my curiosity。
〃What is it?〃 I asked。 〃I could go if there's anything special。〃
〃It's nothing much; butwell; if you are