第 57 节
作者:白寒      更新:2022-07-12 16:24      字数:9322
  peaks; and the sky were all faithfully reflected。 Everything had a
  radiance of its own in this delightful picture; from the sparkling
  mica…stone to the bleached tuft of grass hidden away in the soft
  shadows; the spotted cow with its glossy hide; the delicate water…
  plants that hung down over the pool like fringes in a nook where blue
  or emerald colored insects were buzzing about; the roots of trees like
  a sand…besprinkled shock of hair above grotesque faces in the flinty
  rock surface;all these things made a harmony for the eye。
  The odor of the tepid water; the scent of the flowers; and the breath
  of the caverns which filled the lonely place gave Raphael a sensation
  that was almost enjoyment。 Silence reigned in majesty over these
  woods; which possibly are unknown to the tax…collector; but the
  barking of a couple of dogs broke the stillness all at once; the cows
  turned their heads towards the entrance of the valley; showing their
  moist noses to Raphael; stared stupidly at him; and then fell to
  browsing again。 A goat and her kid; that seemed to hang on the side of
  the crags in some magical fashion; capered and leapt to a slab of
  granite near to Raphael; and stayed there a moment; as if to seek to
  know who he was。 The yapping of the dogs brought out a plump child;
  who stood agape; and next came a white…haired old man of middle
  height。 Both of these two beings were in keeping with the
  surroundings; the air; the flowers; and the dwelling。 Health appeared
  to overflow in this fertile region; old age and childhood thrived
  there。 There seemed to be; about all these types of existence; the
  freedom and carelessness of the life of primitive times; a happiness
  of use and wont that gave the lie to our philosophical platitudes; and
  wrought a cure of all its swelling passions in the heart。
  The old man belonged to the type of model dear to the masculine brush
  of Schnetz。 The countless wrinkles upon his brown face looked as if
  they would be hard to the touch; the straight nose; the prominent
  cheek…bones; streaked with red veins like a vine…leaf in autumn; the
  angular features; all were characteristics of strength; even where
  strength existed no longer。 The hard hands; now that they toiled no
  longer; had preserved their scanty white hair; his bearing was that of
  an absolutely free man; it suggested the thought that; had he been an
  Italian; he would have perhaps turned brigand; for the love of the
  liberty so dear to him。 The child was a regular mountaineer; with the
  black eyes that can face the sun without flinching; a deeply tanned
  complexion; and rough brown hair。 His movements were like a bird's
  swift; decided; and unconstrained; his clothing was ragged; the white;
  fair skin showed through the rents in his garments。 There they both
  stood in silence; side by side; both obeying the same impulse; in both
  faces were clear tokens of an absolutely identical and idle life。 The
  old man had adopted the child's amusements; and the child had fallen
  in with the old man's humor; there was a sort of tacit agreement
  between two kinds of feebleness; between failing powers well…nigh
  spent and powers just about to unfold themselves。
  Very soon a woman who seemed to be about thirty years old appeared on
  the threshold of the door; spinning as she came。 She was an
  Auvergnate; a high…colored; comfortable…looking; straightforward sort
  of person; with white teeth; her cap and dress; the face; full figure;
  and general appearance; were of the Auvergne peasant stamp。 So was her
  dialect; she was a thorough embodiment of her district; its
  hardworking ways; its thrift; ignorance; and heartiness all met in
  her。
  She greeted Raphael; and they began to talk。 The dogs quieted down;
  the old man went and sat on a bench in the sun; the child followed his
  mother about wherever she went; listening without saying a word; and
  staring at the stranger。
  〃You are not afraid to live here; good woman?〃
  〃What should we be afraid of; sir? When we bolt the door; who ever
  could get inside? Oh; no; we aren't afraid at all。 And besides;〃 she
  said; as she brought the Marquis into the principal room in the house;
  〃what should thieves come to take from us here?〃
  She designated the room as she spoke; the smoke…blackened walls; with
  some brilliant pictures in blue; red; and green; an 〃End of Credit;〃 a
  Crucifixion; and the 〃Grenadiers of the Imperial Guard〃 for their sole
  ornament; the furniture here and there; the old wooden four…post
  bedstead; the table with crooked legs; a few stools; the chest that
  held the bread; the flitch that hung from the ceiling; a jar of salt;
  a stove; and on the mantleshelf a few discolored yellow plaster
  figures。 As he went out again Raphael noticed a man half…way up the
  crags; leaning on a hoe; and watching the house with interest。
  〃That's my man; sir;〃 said the Auvergnate; unconsciously smiling in
  peasant fashion; 〃he is at work up there。〃
  〃And that old man is your father?〃
  〃Asking your pardon; sir; he is my man's grandfather。 Such as you see
  him; he is a hundred and two; and yet quite lately he walked over to
  Clermont with our little chap! Oh; he has been a strong man in his
  time; but he does nothing now but sleep and eat and drink。 He amuses
  himself with the little fellow。 Sometimes the child trails him up the
  hillsides; and he will just go up there along with him。〃
  Valentin made up his mind immediately。 He would live between this
  child and old man; breathe the same air; eat their bread; drink the
  same water; sleep with them; make the blood in his veins like theirs。
  It was a dying man's fancy。 For him the prime model; after which the
  customary existence of the individual should be shaped; the real
  formula for the life of a human being; the only true and possible
  life; the life…ideal; was to become one of the oysters adhering to
  this rock; to save his shell a day or two longer by paralyzing the
  power of death。 One profoundly selfish thought took possession of him;
  and the whole universe was swallowed up and lost in it。 For him the
  universe existed no longer; the whole world had come to be within
  himself。 For the sick; the world begins at their pillow and ends at
  the foot of the bed; and this countryside was Raphael's sick…bed。
  Who has not; at some time or other in his life; watched the comings
  and goings of an ant; slipped straws into a yellow slug's one
  breathing…hole; studied the vagaries of a slender dragon…fly; pondered
  admiringly over the countless veins in an oak…leaf; that bring the
  colors of a rose window in some Gothic cathedral into contrast with
  the reddish background? Who has not looked long in delight at the
  effects of sun and rain on a roof of brown tiles; at the dewdrops; or
  at the variously shaped petals of the flower…cups? Who has not sunk
  into these idle; absorbing meditations on things without; that have no
  conscious end; yet lead to some definite thought at last。 Who; in
  short; has not led a lazy life; the life of childhood; the life of the
  savage without his labor? This life without a care or a wish Raphael
  led for some days' space。 He felt a distinct improvement in his
  condition; a wonderful sense of ease; that quieted his apprehensions
  and soothed his sufferings。
  He would climb the crags; and then find a seat high up on some peak
  whence he could see a vast expanse of distant country at a glance; and
  he would spend whole days in this way; like a plant in the sun; or a
  hare in its form。 And at last; growing familiar with the appearances
  of the plant…life about him; and of the changes in the sky; he
  minutely noted the progress of everything working around him in the
  water; on the earth; or in the air。 He tried to share the secret
  impulses of nature; sought by passive obedience to become a part of
  it; and to lie within the conservative and despotic jurisdiction that
  regulates instinctive existence。 He no longer wished to steer his own
  course。
  Just as criminals in olden times were safe from the pursuit of
  justice; if they took refuge under the shadow of the altar; so Raphael
  made an effort to slip into the sanctuary of life。 He succeeded in
  becoming an integral part of the great and mighty fruit…producing
  organization; he had adapted himself to the inclemency of the air; and
  had dwelt in every cave among the rocks。 He had learned the ways and
  habits of growth of every plant; had studied the laws of the
  watercourses and their beds; and had come to know the animals; he was
  at last so perfectly at one with this teeming earth; that he had in
  some sort discerned its mysteries and caught the spirit of it。
  The infinitely varied forms of every natural kingdom were; to his
  thinking; only developments of one and the same substance; different
  combinations brought about by the same impulse; endless emanations
  from a measureless Being which was acting; thinking; moving; and
  growing; and in harmony with which he longed to grow; to move; to
  think; and act。 He had fancifully blended his life with the life of
  the crags; he had deliberately planted himself there。 During the
  earliest days of his sojourn in these pleasant surroundings; Valentin
  tasted all the pleasures of childhood again; thanks to the strange
  hallu