第 45 节
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白寒 更新:2022-07-12 16:24 字数:9322
and returned with as much happiness in his heart as mortal man can
know。
When he was seated in his armchair beside the fire; thinking over the
sudden and complete way in which his wishes had been fulfilled; a cold
shiver went through him; as if the blade of a dagger had been plunged
into his breasthe thought of the Magic Skin; and saw that it had
shrunk a little。 He uttered the most tremendous of French oaths;
without any of the Jesuitical reservations made by the Abbess of
Andouillettes; leant his head against the back of the chair; and sat
motionless; fixing his unseeing eyes upon the bracket of the curtain
pole。
〃Good God!〃 he cried; 〃every wish! Every desire of mine! Poor
Pauline!〃
He took a pair of compasses and measured the extent of existence that
the morning had cost him。
〃I have scarcely enough for two months!〃 he said。
A cold sweat broke out over him; moved by an ungovernable spasm of
rage; he seized the Magic Skin; exclaiming:
〃I am a perfect fool!〃
He rushed out of the house and across the garden; and flung the
talisman down a well。
〃Vogue la galere;〃 cried he。 〃The devil take all this nonsense。〃
So Raphael gave himself up to the happiness of being beloved; and led
with Pauline the life of heart and heart。 Difficulties which it would
be somewhat tedious to describe had delayed their marriage; which was
to take place early in March。 Each was sure of the other; their
affection had been tried; and happiness had taught them how strong it
was。 Never has love made two souls; two natures; so absolutely one。
The more they came to know of each other; the more they loved。 On
either side there was the same hesitating delicacy; the same
transports of joy such as angels know; there were no clouds in their
heaven; the will of either was the other's law。
Wealthy as they both were; they had not a caprice which they could not
gratify; and for that reason had no caprices。 A refined taste; a
feeling for beauty and poetry; was instinct in the soul of the bride;
her lover's smile was more to her than all the pearls of Ormuz。 She
disdained feminine finery; a muslin dress and flowers formed her most
elaborate toilette。
Pauline and Raphael shunned every one else; for solitude was
abundantly beautiful to them。 The idlers at the Opera; or at the
Italiens; saw this charming and unconventional pair evening after
evening。 Some gossip went the round of the salons at first; but the
harmless lovers were soon forgotten in the course of events which took
place in Paris; their marriage was announced at length to excuse them
in the eyes of the prudish; and as it happened; their servants did not
babble; so their bliss did not draw down upon them any very severe
punishment。
One morning towards the end of February; at the time when the
brightening days bring a belief in the nearness of the joys of spring;
Pauline and Raphael were breakfasting together in a small
conservatory; a kind of drawing…room filled with flowers; on a level
with the garden。 The mild rays of the pale winter sunlight; breaking
through the thicket of exotic plants; warmed the air somewhat。 The
vivid contrast made by the varieties of foliage; the colors of the
masses of flowering shrubs; the freaks of light and shadow; gladdened
the eyes。 While all the rest of Paris still sought warmth from its
melancholy hearth; these two were laughing in a bower of camellias;
lilacs; and blossoming heath。 Their happy faces rose above lilies of
the valley; narcissus blooms; and Bengal roses。 A mat of plaited
African grass; variegated like a carpet; lay beneath their feet in
this luxurious conservatory。 The walls; covered with a green linen
material; bore no traces of damp。 The surfaces of the rustic wooden
furniture shone with cleanliness。 A kitten; attracted by the odor of
milk; had established itself upon the table; it allowed Pauline to
bedabble it in coffee; she was playing merrily with it; taking away
the cream that she had just allowed the kitten to sniff at; so as to
exercise its patience; and keep up the contest。 She burst out laughing
at every antic; and by the comical remarks she constantly made; she
hindered Raphael from perusing the paper; he had dropped it a dozen
times already。 This morning picture seemed to overflow with
inexpressible gladness; like everything that is natural and genuine。
Raphael; still pretending to read his paper; furtively watched Pauline
with the cathis Pauline; in the dressing…gown that hung carelessly
about her; his Pauline; with her hair loose on her shoulders; with a
tiny; white; blue…veined foot peeping out of a velvet slipper。 It was
pleasant to see her in this negligent dress; she was delightful as
some fanciful picture by Westall; half…girl; half…woman; as she seemed
to be; or perhaps more of a girl than a woman; there was no alloy in
the happiness she enjoyed; and of love she knew as yet only its first
ecstasy。 When Raphael; absorbed in happy musing; had forgotten the
existence of the newspaper; Pauline flew upon it; crumpled it up into
a ball; and threw it out into the garden; the kitten sprang after the
rotating object; which spun round and round; as politics are wont to
do。 This childish scene recalled Raphael to himself。 He would have
gone on reading; and felt for the sheet he no longer possessed。 Joyous
laughter rang out like the song of a bird; one peal leading to
another。
〃I am quite jealous of the paper;〃 she said; as she wiped away the
tears that her childlike merriment had brought into her eyes。 〃Now; is
it not a heinous offence;〃 she went on; as she became a woman all at
once; 〃to read Russian proclamations in my presence; and to attend to
the prosings of the Emperor Nicholas rather than to looks and words of
love!〃
〃I was not reading; my dear angel; I was looking at you。〃
Just then the gravel walk outside the conservatory rang with the sound
of the gardener's heavily nailed boots。
〃I beg your pardon; my Lord Marquisand yours; too; madameif I am
intruding; but I have brought you a curiosity the like of which I
never set eyes on。 Drawing a bucket of water just now; with due
respect; I got out this strange salt…water plant。 Here it is。 It must
be thoroughly used to water; anyhow; for it isn't saturated or even
damp at all。 It is as dry as a piece of wood; and has not swelled a
bit。 As my Lord Marquis certainly knows a great deal more about things
than I do; I thought I ought to bring it; and that it would interest
him。〃
Therewith the gardener showed Raphael the inexorable piece of skin;
there were barely six square inches of it left。
〃Thanks; Vaniere;〃 Raphael said。 〃The thing is very curious。〃
〃What is the matter with you; my angel; you are growing quite white!〃
Pauline cried。
〃You can go; Vaniere。〃
〃Your voice frightens me;〃 the girl went on; 〃it is so strangely
altered。 What is it? How are you feeling? Where is the pain? You are
in pain!Jonathan! here! call a doctor!〃 she cried。
〃Hush; my Pauline;〃 Raphael answered; as he regained composure。 〃Let
us get up and go。 Some flower here has a scent that is too much for
me。 It is that verbena; perhaps。〃
Pauline flew upon the innocent plant; seized it by the stalk; and
flung it out into the garden; then; with all the might of the love
between them; she clasped Raphael in a close embrace; and with
languishing coquetry raised her red lips to his for a kiss。
〃Dear angel;〃 she cried; 〃when I saw you turn so white; I understood
that I could not live on without you; your life is my life too。 Lay
your hand on my back; Raphael mine; I feel a chill like death。 The
feeling of cold is there yet。 Your lips are burning。 How is your hand?
Cold as ice;〃 she added。
〃Mad girl!〃 exclaimed Raphael。
〃Why that tear? Let me drink it。〃
〃O Pauline; Pauline; you love me far too much!〃
〃There is something very extraordinary going on in your mind; Raphael!
Do not dissimulate。 I shall very soon find out your secret。 Give that
to me;〃 she went on; taking the Magic Skin。
〃You are my executioner!〃 the young man exclaimed; glancing in horror
at the talisman。
〃How changed your voice is!〃 cried Pauline; as she dropped the fatal
symbol of destiny。
〃Do you love me?〃 he asked。
〃Do I love you? Is there any doubt?〃
〃Then; leave me; go away!〃
The poor child went。
〃So!〃 cried Raphael; when he was alone。 〃In an enlightened age; when
we have found out that diamonds are a crystallized form of charcoal;
at a time when everything is made clear; when the police would hale a
new Messiah before the magistrates; and submit his miracles to the
Academie des Sciencesin an epoch when we no longer believe in
anything but a notary's signaturethat I; forsooth; should believe in
a sort of Mene; Tekel; Upharsin! No; by Heaven; I will not believe
that the Supreme Being would take pleasure in torturing a harmless
creature。Let us see the learned about it。〃
Between the Halle des Vins; with its extensive assembly of barrels;
and the Salpetriere; that extensive seminary of drunkenness; lies a
small pond; which Raphael soon reached。 All sorts of ducks of rare
varieties were there disporting themselves; their colored markings
shone in the sun like the glass