第 27 节
作者:白寒      更新:2022-07-12 16:24      字数:9322
  thanked the mother and daughter by an inclination of the head; and
  hurried away; I was afraid I should break down。
  〃I found myself alone under my roof; and laid myself down in my
  misery。 My unhappy imagination suggested numberless baseless projects;
  and prescribed impossible resolutions。 When a man is struggling in the
  wreck of his fortunes; he is not quite without resources; but I was
  engulfed。 Ah; my dear fellow; we are too ready to blame the wretched。
  Let us be less harsh on the results of the most powerful of all social
  solvents。 Where poverty is absolute there exist no such things as
  shame or crime; or virtue or intelligence。 I knew not what to do; I
  was as defenceless as a maiden on her knees before a beast of prey。 A
  penniless man who has no ties to bind him is master of himself at any
  rate; but a luckless wretch who is in love no longer belongs to
  himself; and may not take his own life。 Love makes us almost sacred in
  our own eyes; it is the life of another that we revere within us; then
  and so it begins for us the cruelest trouble of allthe misery with a
  hope in it; a hope for which we must even bear our torments。 I thought
  I would go to Rastignac on the morrow to confide Foedora's strange
  resolution to him; and with that I slept。
  〃 'Ah; ha!' cried Rastignac; as he saw me enter his lodging at nine
  o'clock in the morning。 'I know what brings you here。 Foedora has
  dismissed you。 Some kind souls; who were jealous of your ascendency
  over the countess; gave out that you were going to be married。 Heaven
  only knows what follies your rivals have equipped you with; and what
  slanders have been directed at you。'
  〃 'That explains everything!' I exclaimed。 I remembered all my
  presumptuous speeches; and gave the countess credit for no little
  magnanimity。 It pleased me to think that I was a miscreant who had not
  been punished nearly enough; and I saw nothing in her indulgence but
  the long…suffering charity of love。
  〃 'Not quite so fast;' urged the prudent Gascon; 'Foedora has all the
  sagacity natural to a profoundly selfish woman; perhaps she may have
  taken your measure while you still coveted only her money and her
  splendor; in spite of all your care; she could have read you through
  and through。 She can dissemble far too well to let any dissimulation
  pass undetected。 I fear;' he went on; 'that I have brought you into a
  bad way。 In spite of her cleverness and her tact; she seems to me a
  domineering sort of person; like every woman who can only feel
  pleasure through her brain。 Happiness for her lies entirely in a
  comfortable life and in social pleasures; her sentiment is only
  assumed; she will make you miserable; you will be her head footman。'
  〃He spoke to the deaf。 I broke in upon him; disclosing; with an
  affectation of light…heartedness; the state of my finances。
  〃 'Yesterday evening;' he rejoined; 'luck ran against me; and that
  carried off all my available cash。 But for that trivial mishap; I
  would gladly have shared my purse with you。 But let us go and
  breakfast at the restaurant; perhaps there is good counsel in
  oysters。'
  〃He dressed; and had his tilbury brought round。 We went to the Cafe de
  Paris like a couple of millionaires; armed with all the audacious
  impertinence of the speculator whose capital is imaginary。 That devil
  of a Gascon quite disconcerted me by the coolness of his manners and
  his absolute self…possession。 While we were taking coffee after an
  excellent and well…ordered repast; a young dandy entered; who did not
  escape Rastignac。 He had been nodding here and there among the crowd
  to this or that young man; distinguished both by personal attractions
  and elegant attire; and now he said to me:
  〃 'Here's your man;' as he beckoned to this gentleman with a wonderful
  cravat; who seemed to be looking for a table that suited his ideas。
  〃 'That rogue has been decorated for bringing out books that he
  doesn't understand a word of;' whispered Rastignac; 'he is a chemist;
  a historian; a novelist; and a political writer; he has gone halves;
  thirds; or quarters in the authorship of I don't know how many plays;
  and he is as ignorant as Dom Miguel's mule。 He is not a man so much as
  a name; a label that the public is familiar with。 So he would do well
  to avoid shops inscribed with the motto; 〃Ici l'on peut ecrire soi…
  meme。〃 He is acute enough to deceive an entire congress of
  diplomatists。 In a couple of words; he is a moral half…caste; not
  quite a fraud; nor entirely genuine。 But; hush! he has succeeded
  already; nobody asks anything further; and every one calls him an
  illustrious man。'
  〃 'Well; my esteemed and excellent friend; and how may Your
  Intelligence be?' So Rastignac addressed the stranger as he sat down
  at a neighboring table。
  〃 'Neither well nor ill; I am overwhelmed with work。 I have all the
  necessary materials for some very curious historical memoirs in my
  hands; and I cannot find any one to whom I can ascribe them。 It
  worries me; for I shall have to be quick about it。 Memoirs are falling
  out of fashion。'
  〃 'What are the memoirscontemporaneous; ancient; or memoirs of the
  court; or what?'
  〃 'They relate to the Necklace affair。'
  〃 'Now; isn't that a coincidence?' said Rastignac; turning to me and
  laughing。 He looked again to the literary speculation; and said;
  indicating me:
  〃 'This is M。 de Valentin; one of my friends; whom I must introduce to
  you as one of our future literary celebrities。 He had formerly an
  aunt; a marquise; much in favor once at court; and for about two years
  he has been writing a Royalist history of the Revolution。'
  〃Then; bending over this singular man of business; he went on:
  〃 'He is a man of talent; and a simpleton that will do your memoirs
  for you; in his aunt's name; for a hundred crowns a volume。'
  〃 'It's a bargain;' said the other; adjusting his cravat。 'Waiter; my
  oysters。'
  〃 'Yes; but you must give me twenty…five louis as commission; and you
  will pay him in advance for each volume;' said Rastignac。
  〃 'No; no。 He shall only have fifty crowns on account; and then I
  shall be sure of having my manuscript punctually。'
  〃Rastignac repeated this business conversation to me in low tones; and
  then; without giving me any voice in the matter; he replied:
  〃 'We agree to your proposal。 When can we call upon you to arrange the
  affair?'
  〃 'Oh; well! Come and dine here to…morrow at seven o'clock。'
  〃We rose。 Rastignac flung some money to the waiter; put the bill in
  his pocket; and we went out。 I was quite stupified by the flippancy
  and ease with which he had sold my venerable aunt; la Marquise de
  Montbauron。
  〃 'I would sooner take ship for the Brazils; and give the Indians
  lessons in algebra; though I don't know a word of it; than tarnish my
  family name。'
  〃Rastignac burst out laughing。
  〃 'How dense you are! Take the fifty crowns in the first instance; and
  write the memoirs。 When you have finished them; you will decline to
  publish them in your aunt's name; imbecile! Madame de Montbauron; with
  her hooped petticoat; her rank and beauty; rouge and slippers; and her
  death upon the scaffold; is worth a great deal more than six hundred
  francs。 And then; if the trade will not give your aunt her due; some
  old adventurer; or some shady countess or other; will be found to put
  her name to the memoirs。'
  〃 'Oh;' I groaned; 'why did I quit the blameless life in my garret?
  This world has aspects that are very vilely dishonorable。'
  〃 'Yes;' said Rastignac; 'that is all very poetical; but this is a
  matter of business。 What a child you are! Now; listen to me。 As to
  your work; the public will decide upon it; and as for my literary
  middle…man; hasn't he devoted eight years of his life to obtaining a
  footing in the book…trade; and paid heavily for his experience? You
  divide the money and the labor of the book with him very unequally;
  but isn't yours the better part? Twenty…five louis means as much to
  you as a thousand francs does to him。 Come; you can write historical
  memoirs; a work of art such as never was; since Diderot once wrote six
  sermons for a hundred crowns!'
  〃 'After all;' I said; in agitation; 'I cannot choose but do it。 So;
  my dear friend; my thanks are due to you。 I shall be quite rich with
  twenty…five louis。'
  〃 'Richer than you think;' he laughed。 'If I have my commission from
  Finot in this matter; it goes to you; can't you see? Now let us go to
  the Bois de Boulogne;' he said; 'we shall see your countess there; and
  I will show you the pretty little widow that I am to marrya charming
  woman; an Alsacienne; rather plump。 She reads Kant; Schiller; Jean
  Paul; and a host of lachrymose books。 She has a mania for continually
  asking my opinion; and I have to look as if I entered into all this
  German sensibility; and to know a pack of balladsdrugs; all of them;
  that my doctor absolutely prohibits。 As yet I have not been able to
  wean her from her literary enthusiasms; she sheds torrents of tears as
  she reads Goethe; and I have to weep a little myself to please her;
  for she has an income of fifty thousand livres; my dear boy; and the
  prettiest little hand and foot in the world。 Oh; if she would only say
  mon ange and brouiller instead of