第 175 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  that his wife was concerned in it。
  〃Is the major in Norfolk?〃 he asked; 〃or is he near his daughter
  in London?〃
  〃In Norfolk;〃 said Mr。 Bashwood。 Having answered Allan's look of
  inquiry; instead of Midwinter's spoken question; in those words;
  he hesitated; looked Midwinter in the face for the first time;
  and added; suddenly: 〃I object; if you please; to be
  cross…examined; sir。 I know what I have told Mr。 Armadale; and I
  know no more。〃
  The words; and the voice in which they were spoken; were alike at
  variance with Mr。 Bashwood's usual language and Mr。 Bashwood's
  usual tone。 There was a sullen depression in his facethere was
  a furtive distrust and dislike in his eyes when they looked at
  Midwinter; which Midwinter himself now noticed for the first
  time。 Before he could answer the steward's extraordinary
  outbreak; Allan interfered。
  〃Don't think me impatient;〃 he said; 〃but it's getting late; it's
  a long way to Hampstead。 I'm afraid the Sanitarium will be shut
  up。〃
  Midwinter started。 〃You are not going to the Sanitarium
  to…night!〃 he exclaimed。
  Allan took his friend's hand and wrung it hard。 〃If you were as
  fond of her as I am;〃 he whispered; 〃you would take no rest; you
  could get no sleep; till you had seen the doctor; and heard the
  best and the worst he had to tell you。 Poor dear little soul! who
  knows; if she could only see me alive and well〃 The tears came
  into his eyes; and he turned away his head in silence。
  Midwinter looked at the steward。 〃Stand back;〃 he said。 〃I want
  to speak to Mr。 Armadale。〃 There was something in his eye which
  it was not safe to trifle with。 Mr。 Bashwood drew back out of
  hearing; but not out of sight。 Midwinter laid his hand fondly on
  his friend's shoulder。
  〃Allan;〃 he said; 〃I have reasons〃 He stopped。 Could the
  reasons be given before he had fairly realized them himself; at
  that time; too; and under those circumstances? Impossible! 〃I
  have reasons;〃 he resumed; 〃for advising you not to believe too
  readily what Mr。 Bashwood may say。 Don't tell him this; but take
  the warning。〃
  Allan looked at his friend in astonishment。 〃It was you who
  always liked Mr。 Bashwood!〃 he exclaimed。 〃It was you who trusted
  him; when he first came to the great house!〃
  〃Perhaps I was wrong; Allan; and perhaps you were right。 Will you
  only wait till we can telegraph to Major Milroy and get his
  answer? Will you only wait over the night?〃
  〃I shall go mad if I wait over the night;〃 said Allan。 〃You have
  made me more anxious than I was before。 If I am not to speak
  about it to Bashwood; I must and will go to the Sanitarium; and
  find out whether she is or is not there; from the doctor
  himself。〃
  Midwinter saw that it was useless。 In Allan's interests there was
  only one other course left to take。 〃Will you let me go with
  you?〃 he asked。
  Allan's face brightened for the first time。 〃You dear; good
  fellow!〃 he exclaimed。 〃It was the very thing I was going to beg
  of you myself。〃
  Midwinter beckoned to the steward。 〃Mr。 Armadale is going to the
  Sanitarium;〃 he said; 〃and I mean to accompany him。 Get a cab and
  come with us。〃
  He waited; to see whether Mr。 Bashwood would comply。 Having been
  strictly ordered; when Allan did arrive; not to lose sight of
  him; and having; in his own interests; Midwinter's unexpected
  appearance to explain to Miss Gwilt; the steward had no choice
  but to comply。 In sullen submission he did as he had been told。
  The keys of Allan's baggage was given to the foreign traveling
  servant whom he had brought with him; and the man was instructed
  to wait his master's orders at the terminus hotel。 In a minute
  more the cab was on its way out of the stationwith Midwinter
  and Allan inside; and Mr。 Bashwood by the driver on the box。
  * * * * * *
  Between eleven and twelve o'clock that night; Miss Gwilt;
  standing alone at the window which lit the corridor of the
  Sanitarium on the second floor; heard the roll of wheels coming
  toward her。 The sound; gathering rapidly in volume through the
  silence of the lonely neighborhood; stopped at the iron gates。 In
  another minute she saw the cab draw up beneath her; at the house
  door。
  The earlier night had been cloudy; but the sky was clearing now
  and the moon was out。 She opened the window to see and hear more
  clearly。 By the light of the moon she saw Allan get out of the
  cab; and turn round to speak to some other person inside。 The
  answering voice told her; before he appeared in his turn; that
  Armadale's companion was her husband。
  The same petrifying influence that had fallen on her at the
  interview with him of the previous day fell on her now。 She stood
  by the window; white and still; and haggard and oldas she had
  stood when she first faced him in her widow's weeds。
  Mr。 Bashwood; stealing up alone to the second floor to make his
  report; knew; the instant he set eyes on her; that the report was
  needless。 〃It's not my fault;〃 was all he said; as she slowly
  turned her head and looked at him。 〃They met together; and there
  was no parting them。〃
  She drew a long breath; and motioned him to be silent。 〃Wait a
  little;〃 she said; 〃I know all about it。〃
  Turning from him at those words; she slowly paced the corridor to
  its furthest en d; turned; and slowly came back to him with
  frowning brow and drooping headwith all the grace and beauty
  gone from her; but the inbred grace and beauty in the movement of
  her limbs。
  〃Do you wish to speak to me?〃 she asked; her mind far away from
  him; and her eyes looking at him vacantly as she put the
  question。
  He roused his courage as he had never roused it in her presence
  yet。
  〃Don't drive me to despair!〃 he cried; with a startling
  abruptness。 〃Don't look at me in that way; now I have found it
  out!〃
  〃What have you found out?〃 she asked; with a momentary surprise
  on her face; which faded from it again before he could gather
  breath enough to go on。
  〃Mr。 Armadale is not the man who took you away from me;〃 he
  answered。 〃Mr。 Midwinter is the man。 I found it out in your face
  yesterday。 I see it in your face now。 Why did you sign your name
  'Armadale' when you wrote to me? Why do you call yourself 'Mrs。
  Armadale' still?〃
  He spoke those bold words at long intervals; with an effort to
  resist her influence over him; pitiable and terrible to see。
  She looked at him for the first time with softened eyes。 〃I wish
  I had pitied you when we first met;〃 she said; gently; 〃as I pity
  you now。〃
  He struggled desperately to go on and say the words to her which
  he had strung himself to the pitch of saying on the drive from
  the terminus。 They were words which hinted darkly at his
  knowledge of her past life; words which warned herdo what else
  she might; commit what crimes she pleasedto think twice before
  she deceived and deserted him again。 In those terms he had vowed
  to himself to address her。 He had the phrases picked and chosen;
  he had the sentences ranged and ordered in his mind; nothing was
  wanting but to make the one crowning effort of speaking
  themand; even now; after all he had said and all he had dared;
  the effort was more than he could compass! In helpless gratitude;
  even for so little as her pity; he stood looking at her; and wept
  the silent; womanish tears that fall from old men's eyes。
  She took his hand and spoke to himwith marked forbearance; but
  without the slightest sign of emotion on her side。
  〃You have waited already at my request;〃 she said。 〃Wait till
  to…morrow; and you will know all。 If you trust nothing else that
  I have told you; you may trust what I tell you now。 _It will end
  to…night。_〃
  As she said the words; the doctor's step was heard on the stairs。
  Mr。 Bashwood drew back from her; with his heart beating fast in
  unutterable expectation。 〃It will end to…night!〃 he repeated to
  himself; under his breath; as he moved away toward the far end of
  the corridor。
  〃Don't let me disturb you; sir;〃 said the doctor; cheerfully; as
  they met。 〃I have nothing to say to Mrs。 Armadale but what you or
  anybody may hear。〃
  Mr。 Bashwood went on; without answering; to the far end of the
  corridor; still repeating to himself: 〃It will end to…night!〃 The
  doctor; passing him in the opposite direction; joined Miss Gwilt。
  〃You have heard; no doubt;〃 he began; in his blandest manner and
  his roundest tones; 〃that Mr。 Armadale has arrived。 Permit me to
  add; my dear lady; that there is not the least reason for any
  nervous agitation on your part。 He has been carefully humored;
  and he is as quiet and manageable as his best friends could wish。
  I have informed him that it is impossible to allow him an
  interview with the young lady to…night; but that he may count on
  seeing her (with the proper precautions) at the earliest
  propitious hour; after she is awake to…morrow morning。 As there
  is no hotel near; and as the propitious hour may occur at a
  moment's notice; it was clearly incumbent on me; under the
  peculiar circumstances; to offer him the hospitality of the
  Sanitarium。 He has accepted it with the utmost gratitude; and has
  thanked me in a most gentlemanly and touching manner for the
  pains I have taken to set his mind at ease。 Perfectly gratifying;
  perfectly satisfact