第 167 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  despair led you in past times; and I think I may trust it to lead
  you the same way now。〃
  At a quarter to eight o'clock that night Mr。 Bashwood took up his
  post of observation; as usual; on the platform of the terminus at
  London Bridge。 He was in the highest good spirits; he smiled and
  smirked in irrepressible exultation。 The sense that he held in
  reserve a means of influence over Miss Gwilt; in virtue of his
  knowledge of her past career; had had no share in effecting the
  transformation that now appeared in him。 It had upheld his
  courage in his forlorn life at Thorpe Ambrose; and it had given
  him that increased confidence of manner which Miss Gwilt herself
  had noticed; but; from the moment when he had regained his old
  place in her favor; it had vanished as a motive power in him;
  annihilated by the electric shock of her touch and her look。 His
  vanitythe vanity which in men at his age is only despair in
  disguisehad now lifted him to the seventh heaven of fatuous
  happiness once more。 He believed in her again as he believed in
  the smart new winter overcoat that he woreas he believed in the
  dainty little cane (appropriate to the dawning dandyism of lads
  in their teens) that he flourished in his hand。 He hummed! The
  worn…out old creature; who had not sung since his childhood;
  hummed; as he paced the platform; the few fragments he could
  remember of a worn…out old song。
  The train was due as early as eight o'clock that night。 At five
  minutes past the hour the whistle sounded。 In less than five
  minutes more the passengers were getting out on the platform。
  Following the instructions that had been given to him; Mr。
  Bashwood made his way; as well as the crowd would let him; along
  the line of carriages; and; discovering no familiar face on that
  first investigation; joined the passengers for a second search
  among them in the custom…house waiting…room next。
  He had looked round the room; and had satisfied himself that the
  persons occupying it were all strangers; when he heard a voice
  behind him; exclaiming: 〃Can that be Mr。 Bashwood!〃 He turned in
  eager expectation; and found himself face to face with the last
  man under heaven whom he had expected to see。
  The man was MIDWINTER。
  CHAPTER II。
  IN THE HOUSE。
  NOTICING Mr。 Bashwood's confusion (after a moment's glance at the
  change in his personal appearance); Midwinter spoke first。
  〃I see I have surprised you;〃 he said。 〃You are looking; I
  suppose; for somebody else? Have you heard from Allan? Is he on
  his way home again already?〃
  The inquiry about Allan; though it would naturally have suggested
  itself to any one in Midwinter's position at that moment; added
  to Mr。 Bashwood's confusion。 Not knowing how else to extricate
  himself from the critical position in which he was placed; he
  took refuge in simple denial。
  〃I know nothing about Mr。 Armadaleoh dear; no; sir; I know
  nothing about Mr。 Armadale;〃 he answered; with needless eagerness
  and hurry。 〃Welcome back to England; sir;〃 he went on; changing
  the subject in his nervously talkative manner。 〃I didn't know you
  had been abroad。 It's so long since we have had the
  pleasuresince I have had the pleasure。 Have you enjoyed
  yourself; sir; in foreign parts? Such different manners from
  oursyes; yes; yessuch different manners from ours! Do you
  make a long stay in England; now you have come back?〃
  〃I hardly know;〃 said Midwinter。 〃I have been obliged to alter my
  plans; and to come to England unexpectedly。〃 He hesitated a
  little; his manner changed; and he added; in lower tones: 〃A
  serious anxiety has brought me back。 I can't say what my plans
  will be until that anxiety is set at rest。〃
  The light of a lamp fell on his face while he spoke; and Mr。
  Bashwood observed; for the first time; that he looked sadly worn
  and changed。
  〃I'm sorry; sirI'm sure I'm very sorry。 If I could be of any
  use〃 suggested Mr。 Bashwood; speaking under the influence in
  some degr ee of his nervous politeness; and in some degree of his
  remembrance of what Midwinter had done for him at Thorpe Ambrose
  in the by…gone time。
  Midwinter thanked him and turned away sadly。 〃I am afraid you can
  be of no use; Mr。 Bashwoodbut I am obliged to you for your
  offer; all the same。〃 He stopped; and considered a little;
  〃Suppose she should _not_ be ill? Suppose some misfortune should
  have happened?〃 he resumed; speaking to himself; and turning
  again toward the steward。 〃If she has left her mother; some trace
  of her _might_ be found by inquiring at Thorpe Ambrose。〃
  Mr。 Bashwood's curiosity was instantly aroused。 The whole sex was
  interesting to him now; for the sake of Miss Gwilt。
  〃A lady; sir?〃 he inquired。 〃Are you looking for a lady?〃
  〃I am looking;〃 said Midwinter; simply; 〃for my wife。〃
  〃Married; sir!〃 exclaimed Mr。 Bashwood。 〃Married since I last had
  the pleasure of seeing you! Might I take the liberty of
  asking?〃
  Midwinter's eyes dropped uneasily to the ground。
  〃You knew the lady in former times;〃 he said。 〃I have married
  Miss Gwilt。〃
  The steward started back as he might have started back from a
  loaded pistol leveled at his head。 His eyes glared as if he had
  suddenly lost his senses; and the nervous trembling to which he
  was subject shook him from head to foot。
  〃What's the matter?〃 said Midwinter。 There was no answer。 〃What
  is there so very startling;〃 he went on; a little impatiently;
  〃in Miss Gwilt's being my wife?〃
  〃_Your_ wife?〃 repeated Mr。 Bashwood; helplessly。 〃Mrs。
  Armadale!〃 He checked himself by a desperate effort; and said
  no more。
  The stupor of astonishment which possessed the steward was
  instantly reflected in Midwinter's face。 The name in which he had
  secretly married his wife had passed the lips of the last man in
  the world whom he would have dreamed of admitting into his
  confidence! He took Mr。 Bashwood by the arm; and led him away to
  a quieter part of the terminus than the part of it in which they
  had hitherto spoken to each other。
  〃You referred to my wife just now;〃 he said; 〃and you spoke of
  _Mrs。 Armadale_ in the same breath。 What do you mean by that?〃
  Again there was no answer。 Utterly incapable of understanding
  more than that he had involved himself in some serious
  complication which was a complete mystery to him; Mr。 Bashwood
  struggled to extricate himself from the grasp that was laid on
  him; and struggled in vain。
  Midwinter sternly repeated the question。 〃I ask you again;〃 he
  said; 〃what do you mean by it?〃
  〃Nothing; sir! I give you my word of honor; I meant nothing!〃 He
  felt the hand on his arm tightening its grasp; he saw; even in
  the obscurity of the remote corner in which they stood; that
  Midwinter's fiery temper was rising; and was not to be trifled
  with。 The extremity of his danger inspired him with the one ready
  capacity that a timid man possesses when he is compelled by main
  force to face an emergencythe capacity to lie。 〃I only meant to
  say; sir;〃 he burst out; with a desperate effort to look and
  speak confidently; 〃that Mr。 Armadale would be surprised〃
  〃You said _Mrs。_ Armadale!〃
  〃No; siron my word of honor; on my sacred word of honor; you
  are mistakenyou are; indeed! I said _Mr。_ Armadalehow could I
  say anything else? Please to let me go; sirI'm pressed for
  time。 I do assure you I'm dreadfully pressed for time!〃
  For a moment longer Midwinter maintained his hold; and in that
  moment he decided what to do。
  He had accurately stated his motive for returning to England as
  proceeding from anxiety about his wifeanxiety naturally caused
  (after the regular receipt of a letter from her every other; or
  every third day) by the sudden cessation of the correspondence
  between them on her side for a whole week。 The first vaguely
  terrible suspicion of some other reason for her silence than the
  reason of accident or of illness; to which he had hitherto
  attributed it; had struck through him like a sudden chill the
  instant he heard the steward associate the name of 〃Mrs。
  Armadale〃 with the idea of his wife。 Little irregularities in her
  correspondence with him; which he had thus far only thought
  strange; now came back on his mind; and proclaimed themselves to
  be suspicions as well。 He had hitherto believed the reasons she
  had given for referring him; when he answered her letters; to no
  more definite address than an address at a post…office。 _Now_ he
  suspected her reasons of being excuses; for the first time。 He
  had hitherto resolved; on reaching London; to inquire at the only
  place he knew of at which a clew to her could be foundthe
  address she had given him as the address at which 〃her mother〃
  lived。 _Now_ (with a motive which he was afraid to define even to
  himself; but which was strong enough to overbear every other
  consideration in his mind) he determined; before all things; to
  solve the mystery of Mr。 Bashwood's familiarity with a secret;
  which was a marriage secret between himself and his wife。 Any
  direct appeal to a man of the steward's disposition; in the
  steward's present state of mind; would be evidently useless。 The
  weapon of deception was; in this case; a weapon literally forced
  into Midwinter's hands。 He let go of Mr。 Bashwood's arm; and
  accepted Mr。 Bashwood's expl