第 165 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  the unanswered question that I had put to the doctor a minute
  since。 I put it to him again。
  〃 'Suppose Mr。 Armadale's steward meets his employer at the
  terminus;' I said。 'May I ask once more how Mr。 Armadale is to be
  persuaded to come here?'
  〃'Don't think me ungallant;' rejoined the doctor in his gentlest
  manner; 'if I ask; on my side; how are men persuaded to do
  nine…tenths of the foolish acts of their lives? They are
  persuaded by your charming sex。 The weak side of every man is the
  woman's side of him。 We have only to discover the woman's side of
  Mr。 Armadaleto tickle him on it gentlyand to lead him our way
  with a silken string。 I observe here;' pursued the doctor;
  opening Armadale's letter; 'a reference to a certain young lady;
  which looks promising。 Where is the note that Mr。 Armadale speaks
  of as addressed to Miss Milroy?'
  〃Instead of answering him; I started; in a sudden burst of
  excitement; to my feet。 The instant he mentioned Miss Milroy's
  name all that I had heard from Bashwood of her illness; and of
  the cause of it; rushed back into my memory。 I saw the means of
  decoying Armadale into the Sanitarium as plainly as I saw the
  doctor on the other side of the table; wondering at the
  extraordinary change in me。 What a luxury it was to make Miss
  Milroy serve my interests at last!
  〃 'Never mind the note;' I said。 'It's burned; for fear of
  accidents。 I can tell you all (and more) than the note could have
  told you。 Miss Milroy cuts the knot! Miss Milroy ends the
  difficulty! She is privately engaged to him。 She has heard the
  false report of his death; and she has been seriously ill at
  Thorpe Ambrose ever since。 When Bashwood meets him at the
  station; the very first question he is certain to ask'
  〃 'I see!' exclaimed the doctor; anticipating me。 'Mr。 Bashwood
  has nothing to do but to help the truth with a touch of fiction。
  When he tells his master that the false report has reached Miss
  Milroy; he has only to add that the shock has affected her head;
  and that she is here under medical care。 Perfect! perfect! We
  shall have him at the Sanitarium as fast as the fastest cab…horse
  in London can bring him to us。 And mind! no riskno necessity
  for trusting other people。 This is not a mad…house; this is not a
  licensed establishment; no doctors' certificates are necessary
  here! My dear lady; I congratulate you; I congratulate myself。
  Permit me to hand you the railway guide; with my best compliments
  to Mr。 Bashwood; and with the page turned down for him; as an
  additional attention; at the right place。'
  〃Remembering how long I had kept Bashwood waiting for me; I took
  the book at once; and wished the doctor good…evening without
  further ceremony。 As he politely opened the door for me; he
  reverted; without the slightest necessity for doing so; and
  without a word from me to lead to it; to the outburst of virtuous
  alarm which had escaped him at the earlier part of our interview。
  〃 'I do hope;' he said; 'that you will kindly forget and forgive
  my extraordinary want of tact and perception whenin short; when
  I caught the fly。 I positively blush at my own stupidity in
  putting a literal interpretation on a lady's little joke!
  Violence in My Sanitarium!' exclaimed the doctor; with his eyes
  once more fixed attentively on my face'violence in this
  enlightened nineteenth century! Was there ever anything so
  ridiculous? Do fasten your cloak before you go out; it is so cold
  and raw! Shall I escort you? Shall I send my servant? Ah; you
  were always independent! always; if I may say so; a host in
  yourself! May I call to…morrow morning; and hear what you have
  settled with Mr。 Bashwood?'
  〃I said yes; and got away from him at last。 In a quarter of an
  hour more I was back at my lodgings; and was informed by the
  servant that 'the elderly gentleman' was still waiting for me。
  〃I have not got the heart or the patienceI hardly know
  whichto waste many words on what passed between me and
  Bashwood。 It was so easy; so degradingly easy; to pull the
  strings of the poor old puppet in any way I pleased! I met none
  of the difficulties which I should have been obliged to meet in
  the case of a younger man; or of a man less infatuated with
  admiration for me。 I left the allusions to Miss Milroy in
  Armadale's letter; which had naturally puzzled him; to be
  explained at a future time。 I never even troubled myself to
  invent a plausible reason for wishing him to meet Armadale at the
  terminus; and to entrap him by a stratagem into the doctor's
  Sanitarium。 All that I found it necessary to do was to refer to
  what I had written to Mr。 Bashwood; on my arrival in London; and
  to what I had afterward said to him; when he came to answer my
  letter personally at the hotel。
  〃 'You know already;' I said; 'that my marriage has not been a
  happy one。 Draw your own conclusions from that; and don't press
  me to tell you whether the news of Mr。 Armadale's rescue from the
  sea is; or is not; the welcome news that it ought to be to his
  wife!' That was enough to put his withered old face in a glow;
  and to set his withered old hopes growing again。 I had only to
  add; 'If you will do what I ask you to do; no matter how
  incomprehensible and how mysterious my request may seem to be;
  and if you will accept my assurances that you shall run no risk
  yourself; and that you shall receive the proper explanations at
  the proper time; you will have such a claim on my gratitude and
  my regard as no man living has ever had yet!' I had only to say
  those words; and to point them by a look and a stolen pressure of
  his hand; and I had him at my feet; blindly eager to obey me。 If
  he could have se en what I thought of myself; but that doesn't
  matter: he saw nothing。
  〃Hours have passed since I sent him away (pledged to secrecy;
  possessed of his instructions; and provided with his time…table)
  to the hotel near the terminus; at which he is to stay till
  Armadale appears on the railway platform。 The excitement of the
  earlier part of the evening has all worn off; and the dull;
  numbed sensation has got me again。 Are my energies wearing out; I
  wonder; just at the time when I most want them? Or is some
  foreshadowing of disaster creeping over me which I don't yet
  understand?
  〃I might be in a humor to sit here for some time longer; thinking
  thoughts like these; and letting them find their way into words
  at their own will and pleasure; if my Diary would only let me。
  But my idle pen has been busy enough to make its way to the end
  of the volume。 I have reached the last morsel of space left on
  the last page; and whether I like it or not; I must close the
  book this time for good and all; when I close it to…night。
  〃Good…by; my old friend and companion of many a miserable day!
  Having nothing else to be fond of; I half suspect myself of
  having been unreasonably fond of _you。_
  〃What a fool I am!〃
  THE END OF THE FOURTH BOOK。
  BOOK THE LAST。
  CHAPTER I。
  AT THE TERMINUS。
  ON the night of the 2d of December; Mr。 Bashwood took up his post
  of observation at the terminus of the South…eastern Railway for
  the first time。 It was an earlier date; by six days; than the
  date which Allan had himself fixed for his return。 But the
  doctor; taking counsel of his medical experience; had considered
  it just probable that 〃Mr。 Armadale might be perverse enough; at
  his enviable age; to recover sooner than his medical advisers
  might have anticipated。〃 For caution's sake; therefore; Mr。
  Bashwood was instructed to begin watching the arrival of the
  tidal trains on the day after he had received his employer's
  letter。
  From the 2d to the 7th of December; the steward waited punctually
  on the platform; saw the trains come in; and satisfied himself;
  evening after evening; that the travelers were all strangers to
  him。 From the 2d to the 7th of December; Miss Gwilt (to return to
  the name under which she is best known in these pages) received
  his daily report; sometimes delivered personally; sometimes sent
  by letter。 The doctor; to whom the reports were communicated;
  received them in his turn with unabated confidence in the
  precautions that had been adopted up to the morning of the 8th。
  On that date the irritation of continued suspense had produced a
  change for the worse in Miss Gwilt's variable temper; which was
  perceptible to every one about her; and which; strangely enough;
  was reflected by an equally marked change in the doctor's manner
  when he came to pay his usual visit。 By a coincidence so
  extraordinary that his enemies might have suspected it of not
  being a coincidence at all; the morning on which Miss Gwilt lost
  her patience proved to be also the morning on which the doctor
  lost his confidence for the first time。
  〃No news; of course;〃 he said; sitting down with a heavy sigh。
  〃Well! well!〃
  Miss Gwilt looked up at him irritably from her work。
  〃You seem strangely depressed this morning;〃 she said。 〃What are
  you afraid of now?〃
  〃The imputation of being afraid; madam;〃 answered the doctor;
  solemnly; 〃is not an imputation to cast rashly on any maneven
  when he belongs to such an essentially peaceful profession as
  mine。 I am not afraid。 I am (as you more correctly put it in the
  first instance) strang