第 125 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9320
  alone); to be my escort on the journey?〃
  Allan looked at the little assembly of travelers; and travelers'
  friends; collected on the platform; near the booking…office door。
  They were all Thorpe Ambrose people。 He was probably known by
  sight; and Miss Gwilt was probably known by sight; to every one
  of them。 In sheer desperation; hesitating more awkwardly than
  ever; he produced his cigar case。 〃I should be delighted;〃 he
  said; with an embarrassment which was almost an insult under the
  circumstances。 〃But II'm what the people who get sick over a
  cigar call a slave to smoking。〃
  〃I delight in smoking!〃 said Miss Gwilt; with undiminished
  vivacity and good humor。 〃It's one of the privileges of the men
  which I have always envied。 I'm afraid; Mr。 Armadale; you must
  think I am forcing myself on you。 It certainly looks like it。 The
  real truth is; I want particularly to say a word to you in
  private about Mr。 Midwinter。〃
  The train came up at the same moment。 Setting Midwinter out of
  the question; the common decencies of politeness left Allan no
  alternative but to submit。 After having been the cause of her
  leaving her situation at Major Milroy's; after having pointedly
  avoided her only a few days since on the high…road; to have
  declined going to London in the same carriage with Miss Gwilt
  would have been an act of downright brutality which it was simply
  impossible to commit。 〃Damn her!〃 said Allan; internally; as he
  handed his traveling companion into an empty carriage;
  officiously placed at his disposal; before all the people at the
  station; by the guard。 〃You shan't be disturbed; sir;〃 the man
  whispered; confidentially; with a smile and a touch of his hat。
  Allan could have knocked him down with the utmost pleasure。
  〃Stop!〃 he said; from the window。 〃I don't want the carriage〃
  It was useless; the guard was out of hearing; the whistle blew;
  and the train started for London。
  The select assembly of travelers' friends; left behind on the
  platform; congregated in a circle on the spot; with the
  station…master in the center。
  The station…masterotherwise Mr。 Mackwas a popular character
  in the neighborhood。 He possessed two social qualifications which
  invariably impress the average English mindhe was an old
  soldier; and he was a man of few words。 The conclave on the
  platform insisted on taking his opinion; before it committed
  itself positively to an opinion of its own。 A brisk fire of
  remarks exploded; as a matter of course; on all sides; but
  everybody's view of the subject ended interrogatively; in a
  question aimed pointblank at the station…master's ears。
  〃She's got him; hasn't she?〃 〃She'll come back 'Mrs。 Armadale;'
  won't she?〃 〃He'd better have stuck to Miss Milroy; hadn't he?〃
  〃Miss Milroy stuck to _him。_ She paid him a visit at the great
  house; didn't she?〃 〃Nothing of the sort; it's a shame to take
  the girl's character away。 She was caught in a thunder…storm
  close by; he was obliged to give her shelter; and she's never
  been near the place since。 Miss Gwilt's been there; if you like;
  with no thunderstorm to force _her_ in; and Miss Gwilt's off with
  him to London in a carriage all to themselves; eh; Mr。 Mack?〃
  〃Ah; he's a soft one; that Armadale! with all his money; to take
  up with a red…haired woman; a good eight or nine years older than
  he is! She's thirty if she's a day。 That's what I say; Mr。 Mack。
  What do you say?〃 〃Older or younger; she'll rule the roast at
  Thorpe Ambrose; and I say; for the sake of the place; and for the
  sake of trade; let's make the best of it; and Mr。 Mack; as a man
  of the world; sees it in the same light as I do; don't you; sir?〃
  〃Gentlemen;〃 said the station…master; with his abrupt military
  accent; and his impenetrable military manner; 〃she's a devilish
  fine woman。 And when I was Mr。 Armadale's age; it's my opinion;
  if her fancy had laid that way; she might have married Me。〃
  With that expression of opinion the station…master wheeled to the
  right; and intrenched himself impregnably in the stronghold of
  his own office。
  The citizens of Thorpe Ambrose looked at the closed door; and
  gravely shook their heads。 Mr。 Mack had disappointed them。 No
  opinion which openly recognizes the frailty of human nature is
  ever a popular opinion with mankind。 〃It's as good as saying that
  any of _us_ might have married her if _we_ had been Mr。
  Armadale's age!〃 Such was the general impression on the minds of
  the conclave; when the meeting had been adjourned; and the
  members were leaving the station。
  The last of the party to go was a slow old gentleman; with a
  habit of deliberately looking about him。 Pausing at the door;
  this observant person stared up the platform and down the
  platform; and discovered in the latter direction; standing behind
  an angle of the wall; an elderly man in black; who had escaped
  the notice of everybody up to that time。 〃Why; bless my soul!〃
  said the old gentleman; advancing inquisitively by a step at a
  time; 〃it can't be Mr。 Bashwood!〃
  It _was_ Mr。 BashwoodMr。 Bashwood; whose constitutional
  curiosity had taken him privately to the station; bent on solving
  the mystery of Allan's sudden journey to LondonMr。 Bashwood;
  who had seen and heard; behind his angle in the wall; what
  everybody else had seen and heard; and who appeared to have been
  impressed by it in no ordinary way。 He stood stiffly against the
  wall; like a man petrified; with one hand pressed on his bare
  head; and the other holding his hathe stood; with a dull flush
  on his face; and a dull stare in his eyes; looking straight into
  the black depths of the tunnel outside the station; as if the
  train to London had disappeared in it but the moment before。
  〃Is your head bad?〃 asked the old gentleman。 〃Take my advice。 Go
  home and lie down。〃
  Mr。 Bashwood listened mechanically; with his usual attention; and
  answered mechanically; with his usual politeness。
  〃Yes; sir;〃 he said; in a low; lost tone; like a man between
  dreaming and waking; 〃I'll go home and lie down。〃
  〃That's right;〃 rejoined the old gentleman; making for the door。
  〃And take a pill; Mr。 Bashwoodtake a pill。〃
  Five minutes later; the porter charged with the business of
  locking up the station found Mr。 Bashwood; still standing
  bare…headed against the wall; and still looking straight into the
  black depths of the tunnel; as if the train to London had
  disappeared in it but a moment since。
  〃Come; sir!〃 said the porter; 〃I must lock up。 Are you out of
  sorts? Anything wrong with your inside? Try a drop of
  gin…and…bitters。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Mr。 Bashwood; answering the porter; exactly as he had
  answered the old gentleman; 〃I'll try a drop of gin…and…bitters。〃
  The porter took him by the arm; and led him out。 〃You'll get it
  there;〃 said the man; pointing confidentially to a public…house;
  〃and you'll get it good。〃
  〃I shall get it there;〃 echoed Mr。 Bashwood; still mechanically
  repeating what was said to him; 〃and I shall get it good。〃
  His will seemed to be paralyzed; his actions depended absolutely
  on what other people told him to do。 He took a few steps in the
  direction of the public…house; hesitated; staggered; and caught
  at the pillar of one of the station lamps near him。
  The porter followed; and took him by the arm once more。
  〃Why; you've been drinking already!〃 exclaimed the man; with a
  suddenly quickened interest in Mr。 Bashwood's case。 〃What was it?
  Beer?〃
  Mr。 Bashwood; in his low; lost tones; echoed the last word。
  It was close on the porter's dinner…time。 But; when the lower
  orders of the English people believe they have discovered an
  intoxicated man; their sympathy with him is boundless。 The porter
  let his dinner take i ts chance; and carefully assisted Mr。
  Bashwood to reach the public…house。 〃Gin…and…bitters will put you
  on your legs again;〃 whispered this Samaritan setter…right of the
  alcoholic disasters of mankind。
  If Mr。 Bashwood had really been intoxicated; the effect of the
  porter's remedy would have been marvelous indeed。 Almost as soon
  as the glass was emptied; the stimulant did its work。 The
  long…weakened nervous system of the deputy…steward; prostrated
  for the moment by the shock that had fallen on it; rallied again
  like a weary horse under the spur。 The dull flush on his cheeks;
  the dull stare in his eyes; disappeared simultaneously。 After a
  momentary effort; he recovered memory enough of what had passed
  to thank the porter; and to ask whether he would take something
  himself。 The worthy creature instantly accepted a dose of his own
  remedyin the capacity of a preventiveand went home to dinner
  as only those men can go home who are physically warmed by
  gin…and…bitters and morally elevated by the performance of a good
  action。
  Still strangely abstracted (but conscious now of the way by which
  he went); Mr。 Bashwood left the public…house a few minutes later;
  in his turn。 He walked on mechanically; in his dreary black
  garments; moving like a blot on the white surface of the
  sun…brightened road; as Midwinter had seen him move in the early
  days at Thorpe Ambrose; when they had first met。 Arrived at the
  point where he had to choose between the way that led into the
  town and the way that led to the great house; he stopped;