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作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  the better faith that was in him。 Now once more he felt his heart
  holding firmly by the bond of brotherhood between Allan and
  himself; now once more he could say with the eager sincerity of
  the old time; 〃If the thought of leaving him breaks my heart; the
  thought of leaving him is wrong!〃 As that nobler conviction
  possessed itself again of his mindquieting the tumult; clearing
  the confusion within himthe house at Thorpe Ambrose; with Allan
  on the steps; waiting; looking for him; opened on his eyes
  through the trees。 A sense of illimitable relief lifted his eager
  spirit high above the cares; and doubts; and fears that had
  oppressed it so long; and showed him once more the better and
  brighter future of his early dreams。 His eyes filled with tears;
  and he pressed the rector's letter; in his wild; passionate way;
  to his lips; as he looked at Allan through the vista of the
  trees。 〃But for this morsel of paper;〃 he thought; 〃my life might
  have been one long sorrow to me; and my father's crime might have
  parted us forever!〃
  Such was the result of the stratagem which had shown the
  housemaid's face to Mr。 Brock as the face of Miss Gwilt。 And
  soby shaking Midwinter's trust in his own superstition; in the
  one case in which that superstition pointed to the truthdid
  Mother Oldershaw's cunning triumph over difficulties and dangers
  which had never been contemplated by Mother Oldershaw herself。
  CHAPTER XI。
  MISS GWILT AMONG THE QUICKSANDS。
  1。 _From the Rev。 Decimus Brock to Ozias Midwinter。_
  〃Thursday。
  〃MY DEAR MIDWINTERNo words can tell what a relief it was to me
  to get your letter this morning; and what a happiness I honestly
  feel in having been thus far proved to be in the wrong。 The
  precautions you have taken in case the woman should still confirm
  my apprehensions by venturing herself at Thorpe Ambrose seem to
  me to be all that can be desired。 You are no doubt sure to hear
  of her from one or other of the people in the lawyer's office;
  whom you have asked to inform you of the appearance of a stranger
  in the town。
  〃I am the more pleased at finding how entirely I can trust you in
  this matter; for I am likely to be obliged to leave Allan's
  interests longer than I supposed solely in your hands。 My visit
  to Thorpe Ambrose must; I regret to say; be deferred for two
  months。 The only one of my brother…clergymen in London who is
  able to take my duty for me cannot make it convenient to remove
  with his family to Somersetshire before that time。 I have no
  alternative but to finish my business here; and be back at my
  rectory on Saturday next。 If anything happens; you will; of
  course; instantly communicate with me; and; in that case; be the
  inconvenience what it may; I must leave home for Thorpe Ambrose。
  If; on the other hand; all goes more smoothly than my own
  obstinate apprehensions will allow me to suppose; then Allan (to
  whom I have written) must not expect to see me till this day two
  months。
  〃No result has; up to this time; rewarded our exertions to
  recover the trace lost at the railway。 I will keep my letter
  open; however; until post time; in case the next few hours bring
  any news。
  〃Always truly yours;
  DECIMUS BROCK。
  〃P。 S。I have just heard from the lawyers。 They have found out
  the name the woman passed by in London。 If this discovery (not a
  very important one; I am afraid) suggests any new course of
  proceeding to you; pray act on it at once。 The name isMiss
  Gwilt。〃
  2。 _From Miss Gwilt to Mrs。 Oldershaw。_
  The Cottage; Thorpe Ambrose; Saturday; June 28。
  〃IF you will promise not to be alarmed; Mamma Oldershaw; I will
  begin this letter in a very odd way; by copying a page of a
  letter written by somebody else。 You have an excellent memory;
  and you may not have forgotten that I received a note from Major
  Milroy's mother (after she had engaged me as governess) on Monday
  last。 It was dated and signed; and here it is; as far as the
  first page: 'June 23d; 1851。 Dear MadamPray excuse my troubling
  you; before you go to Thorpe Ambrose; with a word more about the
  habits observed in my son's household。 When I had the pleasure of
  seeing you at two o'clock to…day; in Kingsdown Crescent; I had
  another appointment in a distant part of London at three; and; in
  the hurry of the moment; one or two little matters escaped me
  which I think I ought to impress on your attention。' The rest of
  the letter is not of the slightest importance; but the lines that
  I have just copied are well worthy of all the attention you can
  bestow on them。 They have saved me from discovery; my dear;
  before I have been a week in Major Milroy's service!
  〃It happened no later than yesterday evening; and it began and
  ended in this manner:
  〃There is a gentleman here; (of whom I shall have more to say
  presently) who is an intimate friend of young Armadale's; and who
  bears the strange name of Midwinter。 He contrived yesterday to
  speak to me alone in the park。 Almost as soon as he opened his
  lips; I found that my name had been discovered in London (no
  doubt by the Somersetshire clergyman); and that Mr。 Midwinter had
  been chosen (evidently by the same person) to identify the Miss
  Gwilt who had vanished from Brompton with the Miss Gwilt who had
  appeared at Thorpe Ambrose。 You foresaw this danger; I remember;
  but you could scarcely have imagined that the exposure would
  threaten me so soon。
  〃I spare you the details of our conversation to come to the end。
  Mr。 Midwinter put the matter very delicately; declaring; to my
  great surprise; that he felt quite certain himself that I was not
  the Miss Gwilt of whom his friend was in search; and that he only
  acted as he did out of regard to the anxiety of a person whose
  wishes he was bound to respect。 Would I assist him in setting
  that anxiety completely at rest; as far as I was concerned; by
  kindly answering one plain questionwhich he had no other right
  to ask me than the right my indulgence might give him? The lost
  'Miss Gwilt' had been missed on Monday last; at two o'clock; in
  the crowd on the platform of the North…western Railway; in Euston
  Square。 Would I authorize him to say that on that day; and at
  that hour; the Miss Gwilt who was Major Milroy's governess had
  never been near the place?
  〃I need hardly tell you that I seized the fine opportunity he had
  given me of disarming all future suspicion。 I took a high tone on
  the spot; and met him with the old lady's letter。 He politely
  refused to look at it。 I insisted on his looking at it。 'I don't
  choose to be mistaken;' I said; 'for a woman who may be a bad
  character; because she happens to bear; or to have assumed; the
  same name as mine。 I insist on your reading the first part of
  this letter for my satisfaction; if not for your own。' He was
  obliged to comply; and there was the proof; in the old lady's
  handwriting; that; at two o'clock on Monday last; she and I were
  together in Kingsdown Crescent; which any directory would tell
  him is a 'crescent' in Bayswater! I leave you to imagine his
  apologies; and the perfect sweetness with which I received them。
  〃I might; of course; if I had not preserved the letter; have
  referred him to you; or to the major's mother; with similar
  results。 As it is; the object has been gained without trouble or
  delay。 _I have been proved not to be myself;_ and one of the many
  dangers that threatened me at Thorpe Ambrose is a danger blown
  over from this moment。 Your house…maid's face may not be a very
  handsome one; but there is no denying that it has done us
  excellent service。
  〃So much for the past; now for the future。 You shall hear how I
  get on with the people about me; and you shall judge for yourself
  what the chances are for and against my becoming mistress of
  Thorpe Ambrose。
  〃Let me begin with young Armadalebecause it is beginning with
  good news。 I have produced the right impression on him already;
  and Heaven knows _that_ is nothing to boast of! Any moderately
  good…looking woman who chose to take the trouble could make him
  fall in love with her。 He is a rattle…pated young foolone of
  those noisy; rosy; light…haired; good…tempered men whom I
  particularly detest。 I had a whole hour alone with him in a boat;
  the first day I came here; and I have made good use of my time; I
  can tell you; from that day to this。 The only difficulty with him
  is the difficulty of concealing my own feelings; especially when
  he turns my dislike of him into downright hatred by sometimes
  reminding me of his mother。 I really never saw a man whom I could
  use so ill; if I had the opportunity。 He will give me the
  opportunity; I believe; if no accident happens; sooner than we
  calculated on。 I have just returned from a party at the great
  house; in celebration of the rent…day dinner; and the squire's
  attentions to me; and my modest reluctance to receive them; have
  already excited general remark。
  〃My pupil; Miss Milroy; comes ne xt。 She; too; is rosy and
  foolish; and; what is more; awkward and squat and freckled; and
  ill…tempered and ill…dressed。 No fear of _her;_ though she hates
  me like poison; which is a great comfort; for I get rid of her
  out of lesson time and walking time。 It is perfectly easy to see
  that she has made the most of her op